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EXOTICBUTTERFLY.Bea

PO# 550577
United States
United States
I write because I am compelled too, because words flow freely from my mind to my fingertips. 📃✍🏼 For more letters see my other profile PO#580447
January 8, 2017
Newburgh, United States

It's good to be back...
Writing again... touching people's mind and emotions with my words...

I forgot how good it feels to be an illusionist, creating the most sensuous of illusions with my words... do you sigh or moan? Gasp or snicker? Do my words turn you on?
Well darling, let's see what I can create now...

NOT KNOWING
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August 2, 2016
Evansville, United States

You just couldn't stay away, just like I couldn't tear my eyes away from you. I knew your gaze followed me throughout the crowded room. I felt it caress my skin every time I tilted my neck. And just when I thought I should call it a night... You took my hand and pulled me into a dark alcove. My breath hitched, as I  felt the press of your body against mine. The tingle of your finger tips roaming up my arms to my neck. The steady grip of your hand in my hair, as you molded your lips to mine, biting and then soothing them with your tongue. Staring into your eyes, I palm the hard velvet, I just released from the confines of your pants... Hearing you groan emboldens me, and I lower myself to my k...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 30, 2016
 

"Mmmm," she moans as his lips caress her most sensitive parts. It was supposed to be just carnal pleasure, two sweaty bodies, intertwined in a mating dance of reaching earth shattering orgasms. There was supposed to be no normal conversations, no attachment or sappy emotions... Just pleasure of the flesh. But something changed in her, something changed in him. Meaningful glances, a light of new discovery in his eyes, sensual caresses and hand at the waist. Silently, he claimed her, wrote his name in her womb and branded her heart with determined yet, sensitive bites. He knew what he was doing, she tried to delude herself that everything was still the same. But time changes everything, and peo...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 29, 2016
Newburgh, United States

I have watched you from a far, enjoying the sway of your hips, the lightness of your laughter, silently abiding my time. Lady Lover, how you tease me with those sensual yet subtle glances, how the way you bite your lips and swipe your tongue, tasting the champagne from your ever present flute, just makes me crave you. I am intoxicated with your smell, I am drunk off the ambrosia between you legs and the kiss of ecstasy from your lips. Torment me no more, I beg you. Just one more night in your arms and I shall die a well pleasured man.

KISSING
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June 2, 2016
Evansville, United States

She sat huddled in the corner,
Knees drawn up to her chest,
Arms wrapped around herself tight...
Her face had a streak of dried tears,
Eyes now swollen red from her grief.
If you listened closely you'd hear a quite sob,
Every breathe or so...

Her clothes were torn, at certain places.
Some she held closed, some she just couldn't hide
Bruises littered her arms and legs,
Bite marks marred her smooth skin,
Her skin told a tale of brutality and violence,
Her hands, sore and cramped
Nails torn, and ragged, fingers raw and bloody...

Quietly she listens to the sound of nothing,
Her ears attuned to the heaviness of her captive's footsteps,
The dark miasma of despair grows thicker,...

WHY ME
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May 21, 2016
Evansville, United States

She sat at her window seat, her legs tucked under her, deep in thought. Her heart was in such turmoil, her mind a jumbled mess of pulsating thoughts.  She thought she loved him, No, she knew she loved him but now the lines have started to blur and all she has left to question is whether what she felt was love or lust? How can she think, when he scattered all her well thought out reasons, like pages of a book, everywhere....

#theloveillneverhave

NEVER LOOK BACK
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May 21, 2016
 

Mmmmmm, she moans. Every touch she felt, made her body come alive. Every kiss made her shiver, with unadulterated pleasure. Every bite, and lick he made on her highly sensitized skin made her breathing quicken and her heart rate accelerate. He knew how to play her body, like a well tuned violin... The music they made together was all that they needed to feel alive and in lust...

#theloveillneverhave

BECAUSE I CAN
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May 17, 2016
Evansville, United States

Single? Oh how nice they say... Don't worry beautiful I'm sure you'll find someone... Oh I know this friend and you would make a great couple... It must be hard on you...

Why is there so much pressure in being a single person, who does everyone associate happiness with being in a relationship?? I have learnt to be content with being a mom, a friend, a daughter and a sister aren't those relationships too...?

EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY
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May 13, 2016
 

There are times when my heart flutters and sighs for you... My body still quivers and my core clenches in memory of you... I long for the day I wouldn't miss you so, but then again maybe I'd miss you more...

LOVE STORY
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May 14, 2016
 

hi, beautiful butterfly
(-^〇^-) will you stay at my
fingertip? I want to watch your beauty for a while.

LETTRS CHALK
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May 12, 2016
 

It was the magic in the deliberately selected words you spoke,
The warmth of your practiced, and well planned gestures,
The smooth and erotic kisses you were so famous for...
That stole my breath and spirited away my heart and soul...
You aren't the only one to blame,
I let you in, gave you my heart on a platter,
Believed your honeyed words,
You gave me the pleasure I craved,
I handed you the power over my body,
I thought we were perfect together,
Turned out we were two perfect people,
Perfect for another... Just not you and I
I guess I couldn't catch on,
I guess I couldn't improve fast enough,
Where I am emotionally immature,
You are emotionally closed off and arrogant.
I couldn't take you ...

WHY ME
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May 10, 2016
 

It was the look in his eyes that compelled me,
The intensity of his gaze, was my undoing,
I tasted heaven on his lips,
And was blind to the hell he was creating for me...
With each thrust, he branded my womb...
Using his seed as his personal insignia...
Before I knew it, he owned my soul,
Before I knew it, he ripped the scab of my healing heart,
He walked away once,
Leaving me in darkness,
His lost lady with no one to claim her...
I thought I was moving on,
Only to be reminded he owns my heart and soul...
If there's justice in this twisted world,
May my thoughts consume him,
As much as his do me...
#theloveillneverhave

FOREVER
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May 10, 2016
Newburgh, United States

Sometimes, you have to let go of the past, and face the fact that you loved and lost... It's okay. Love doesn't make you weak. Just know there's someone out there who would gladly accept your love. So, open your heart, let it fill all its hurt with hope and heal itself... One day, someone is going to want your heart and cherish all that you have to offer... You just have to let the past love go... Set it free as they say...

ART IN MYSTERY
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May 10, 2016
Newburgh, United States

They say music touches the heart beats and words pluck the strings of the heart... The past few days I have inspired by Tinashe ft a$ap rocky: pretend...

A love that never ends
You

Yeah, it's almost like
Can't nobody do it quite right
Like I do it, right?
Give it to you how you live

Can we pretend
That everything is like yesterday?
What if I just wanna feel you touching me?
Ain't nobody perfect
So if you take a while I'll make it worth it
I wanna pretend
Let's pretend that we 'bout to break up
To catch the feelings that I want we make up
Legs up, suicide, north side
We never count points when we court side

Let's pretend I ain't your friend
So we can get it on again
Let's pretend we never...

MYSTERY AND MAGIC
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May 9, 2016
 

I was a butterfly, caught in the web of his deceit.
The more I struggled, the more I became entangled,
In the silvery threads of his weaving...

I knew it wasn't right,
His so called love, was just a sugar coated name
A name he used quite frequently,

Yet like a moth to the flame,
I was enthralled by him,
By his beautiful veneer,
Honeyed words and tender gestures...

He was such a skilled hunter,
And I such a naive prey,
I stayed still...
All the while he ripped out my heart,
And devoured it before my eyes...

As my body started to fall,
I smiled one last time,
Your arms reached out to grab hold of me,
You wanted to know, why?
It was too late...
I was gone...

#theloveillneverhave #darkabyss...

LOST
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May 9, 2016
 

And slowly he wooed me, with his words and his actions. I felt as if he was playing a game and I was his pawn... He moved me to his whims, whispered in my ears what he wanted me to hear, caressed me in the direction he wanted me to go and when I thought he was done... He changed the rules... He kept me guessing....
#theloveillneverhave

NOT KNOWING
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April 26, 2016
Evansville, United States

I put down my pen for a bit, it felt as if whatever I wrote or penned, was all about loss and love. I didn't want that, I want more... So I took a moment to compose myself, my thoughts, wrote some of the darkest and most beautiful poetry I could ever transcribe on paper, and cleansed my soul. It feels good to breathe free, and I'm hopeful that I'll start writing better works and put more substance into it.

NEW BEGINNING
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April 13, 2016
 

Love : isn't rational, it defies logic. It makes sane people act in the most unpredictable manner, emotions run high. It's messy and yet we all want it.. We all believe it to be the holy grail. Wars are fought for it, and sacrifices made...

YOU AND ME
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: dreaming together and making those dreams a reality, working together for a single cause, taking all the doubts you may have and building it into a solid, committed oasis...

SPRING
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is : still being able to feel that special someone close even if the distance is great... Love makes 1500 miles seem like 15 steps...

LOVE SONG
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: embracing the unknown, accepting that no matter how much you think and plan, love has a way of surprising you...

PASSION
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: watching the one you love sleep, and wishing there would be many such mornings to come... Falling in love all over again because a morning without them would be so gray and cold.

SWEET LOVE
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: tender, forgiving and patiently understanding what can't be said, only felt, what has no voice but full of meaning...

SWEET LOVE
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: accepting someone, knowing they are imperfect and riddled with flaws... That's who they are and you love them for that...

SWEET LOVE
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is: the feeling of butterflies in your stomach every time you glance at that one special person... The tingly feeling every time you touch and the warmth in your heart when they look at you and smile...

SWEET LOVE
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April 13, 2016
 

Love is irrational, it makes people do irrational things.

STRONG
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April 12, 2016
 

So I have moped and let despair wreck havoc on my smiley disposition.. I have rejected chocolate and slept too much...

I can't change my feelings but I'm going to be happy...
So I need thoughts for my first writing assignment ...
" Are first impressions important? What makes it so special? What's the first thing you notice?"

MAKE YOUR MARK
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April 11, 2016
Evansville, United States

Post-Sir Day 2: EARLY MORNING... It's 08:07am. I wonder if he even thinks of me like I think of him... Even when I try not to, he's imprinted on my skin... My eyes search for visuals that remind me of him, everyone tells me it will get better, he's not worth the sad looks... You're beautiful, funny and full of life... I know someone who'd love to meet you... I smile because they mean well... But like the song goes... The heart want what it wants... I sigh because it's not easy... At least I haven't pleaded my case yet... Or requested to be taken back... I'm holding on a day at a time...

HURT
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April 11, 2016
Newburgh, United States

Post-Sir night 1:
I almost gave in to the urge of reaching out... Solitude is a dangerous foe... I had to smile and laugh as if I wasn't hurting, but I am glad I have good friends who constantly reach out and comfort me... I had fun and before I knew it a little of the pain eased... I'll be okay... I still care and love him but I'll be okay...

MAKE YOUR MARK
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April 10, 2016
 

Post-Sir day 1:
I woke up late and reached for my phone hoping I had a text from him, shook my head and laughed at the absurdity of my naivety ... I turned over and went back to sleep... I didn't check my phone a million in one times just a thousand and two... I consider it progress... And patted myself on my back...

My heart's still longs to reach out to him but I'm holding strong hopefully I can make it another day...

MAKE YOUR MARK
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