As another day passes by
When the night comes in
I close my eyes
My inner demons surrounds me
For a war they are ready
With the goodness within me
As the demons approaches near
The goodness in me hid out of fear
Oh dear, how have you been there ask
It's been a while we started meeting
This time look in my eyes
Let us exchange some greetings
Let us face each other this time
For how long can you ignore me
You know I will always be here
Lying deep down in your thoughts
For I am the real you
Born out of your heart
You know this world has never been fair
All it has given us depression and despair
But don't you worry now is the time for you
Time to take your revenge
Time to kill all your enemies
with all our might
we're going to fight
we will we see you kai
god you might be of the realms only you see
I . We . You
stand no chance
we'll rise . rise through the elements
you can put on any mask you like
we see you kai!
now look at us,we are shadows
but the moment you take us for granted
we will strike
might, with all our might!
we will honour the waters
and see the painted faces
we see no difference,we're back
and I, I don't know what the kroket is going on
whose side should I take
the warriors call out my spirit
we shall see to it
the gods don't know what we bring
might with all our might we will dance
At night mile...
Thy will be done
Thy thy thy no my will be done
I am the odysseus
I won't play your games
I am the colossus
You'll never forget my name
Come to the battlefield
I'll be playing chess
You think you can pull the strings
I'll make your brain a mess
So what ! If you're the ruler of the earth
I'm not Achilles, Samson or Prometheus
I'm the Odysseus
I've got the brains
And I've got the fire
You've got no chance
I'm not behemoth
You can't take me down
Take a look in the mirror
Oh , wait , is that a frown ?
And I still say
My , my , my , no thy will be done
It doesn't really matter because you and I are one !
- Dev Arbiskhe
I know that life has been tough for you. I know it was hard to survive the battle that you did, or love someone so deeply and not get it back, not because you are not worthy but because you don't enough life to love them back. You taught me the real meaning of unconditional love. You taught me that when you love someone truly, you think about their happiness first. Watching you fight that battle alone gave me the strength to fight my own petty battles, which were easier to conquer. Above all, you taught me how each and every moment of my life is important, and each and every person who cares for me or love me is the most precious possession I have. Your story inspires me to believe...
Life with Ehlers-Danlos can be hard. Trust me, I’ve lived one of my hardest weeks this week.
Last week started okay, I had a knee hurting decent but that was all.
Unfortunately, it always builds and it neared the peak Tuesday but truly hit on Wednesday. Wednesday, both knees and hips were in pain. I could barely stand it to walk. But I couldn’t sit or stand quite right either.
I’m a bad patient and don’t like to take my medicines. I generally don’t until I start to hurt, and even then, it’s up in the air whether I take it or not.
That said, it’s been bad enough I sought out taking it on Wednesday. I found I didn’t have it here at school like I thought. Turns out, it wasn’t at home either....
The trip to Turkey - October 12, 2019 to October 19, 2019
Death Is The Only Truth.
A rather strange opening statement to reflect upon a vacation, I agree. Perhaps if we just complete this whole line of thought it would make more sense.
Death is the only truth. I finally KNOW I am going to die. I am not talking about the knowledge of death the way we know that you need to heat water at 100 degree Celsius for it to evaporate. I am talking about standing at the stove and feeling the vapors condense on your skin, as on initial contact, they engulf you in a comforting warmth and then begin to cool and trickle down and away, oh! how you'd just love that comforting feeling to stay! I stro...
A song by motorhead.
If the stars,
Fall down on me,
And the sun,
Refused to shine,
Then may the shackles be undone,
May all the old words cease to rhyme
If the sky,
Turned into Stone,
It would matter not at all,
For there is no heaven,
In the sky,
Hell does not wait,
For our downfall!
Let the voice of reason shine,
Let the fires vanish,
For all time,
God's face here,
You can't ask him,
What it all means,
He was never on your side,
God was never on your side,
Let right or wrong,
On our own decide
God was never on your side.
See ten thousand ministries
See the holy righteous dogs,
They claim to heal,
But all they do is steal,
An illusion of faith, cheat, and wrong,
If God is wise,...
Bubble of Friendship - Burst the Myth
Loving your friends more than yourself,
Is that a crime?
Caring for someone beyond your comfort zone, maybe, that is what I have learned.
Sometimes it might look like a bit cumbersome to get stuck with those feelings and expectations and to see them not reciprocate in the similar manner.
I won't lie, but seeing them not doing the same; lets me down in some way..
The time will change, and they will care and do the same...
Ray of hope, keeps me going, and the tunnel is about to end.
But the Bubble of my utopian world is blown tight and for a while this is just -- right!
Chup, shant,khamosh sa ho gya hu,
Aaj Mai kuch apne aap sa ho gya hu,
Khabar nahi mujhe iss duniya ki,
Mai toh apne aap me hi ghum sa ho gya hu;
Jiwan ke khel me, na jane kitne hisso mai baat gya hu,
Haste-rote, na jane mai kitna badal sa gya hu,
Khavaish buss ek hi hai, ki samay jaldi beete ab,
Qki iss khel se ab mai uab sa gya hu..!!
For nine months in her womb she protected you,
She bore unbearable pain when you were due.
She quit her job, so you got undivided attention,
Her career aspirations, to no one did she ever mention.
As you ate the last slice of her favourite cake, she ate dry bread,
She spent sleepless nights, as she rocked the sick you to sleep instead.
When you grew old and your wants increased,
She did odd jobs, long working hours to fulfill your needs
That dress she had so liked for herself, she never bought,
But fulfilled your each wish, without a second thought.
To stop by and acknowledge her selflessness, you never did bother,
Yet she quitely continued to give, as she called herself your 'Mother...
When will OUR bodies finally wash ashore?
When will WE be for-Eva nEveRmore?
This weak earthly vessel is trembling and quaking...
What is IT that You will be eternally forsaking?
Overwhelming Universal powers have set upon a daunting and precariously risky task
But you're too occupied to notice.......
as You rapaciously grasp Your tainted flask
Don't You EveN realize that You are the pawn that turns the FINAL tide?
You no longer have to hide...
You can drop Your cryptic mask
And set the spark in motion
on Our lingering task
Just remember that We can no longer find refuge in the unforgiving Ocean
One last magic potion...........
CLOSEST TO ME
Want to get Close
Not too close
Just the ones closest to me.
Was it ever my closest friend, no the obsticles pend against me to being my arch nemesis to being my worse enemy or just my closest members to my family.
The nerve of me to looking for clout to living in Cleveland to suffer hard times to being in a drought.
I never post things for the sentiment but i guess we all trying to get rich while the closest to me lie, cheat, steal, envy, and just get over on me.
Why is it the ones closest to me?
Like im 50 still trying to get rich while dying to being treated like someone cellmate or bitch. They still eyeing me. If my penmanship was mightier than being slain by ...
I didn’t realize until tonight
It’s been a year
I thought my emotions were going
Haywire on me in some way
Until I realized it’s probably
My subconscious reverberating
She has been so patient and kind
With me and loves me in ways
I don’t even love myself
She’s always let me needed
To feel what I needed to feel
Even if it was at her expense
She’s been my savior
In so many ways
And she sees me in ways I can’t or don’t want to admit at times
She verbalized the knowledge
Of me still having feelings for you
With the delineation not of you
But of who I wanted you to be
She said it wasn’t her place
To take that away from me
And let me feel what I needed to feel
I said why would you st...
Rising with the ashes of the past, crackle the ghosts of sins that never left my side...
I tried running fast, hid in the closet, got my fingerprints erased and my face distorted...
Thought I would rise shaking off the devil that I once was!
And then the truth came crashing down on me...
It seems that nirvana is a myth.
The sins linger on like your own stench that follows you everywhere... With eyes open or shut... With the heart beating or crushed!
Mi tristeza desaparecerá o me acostumbrare a ella, quien sabe,
Aveces se sienta a mirarme desde lejos, disfrutando lo que no puede ver,
Me envuelve tiernamente y me deja llorar sobre aquel hombro desnudo que no encuentro... y me mira como un vampiro, que quiere tomar todo en una sola noche... para perderse luego en el fondo de ese océano nuevo.