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Ryder

PO# 620847
United States
United States
I’m a fool to want you
February 22, 2019
 

She looked would watch him through rose colored glasses

Until he threw them to the ground

Leaving her broken and confused

MOVEMENT
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February 18, 2019
 

I need a little certainty

From you

I am deeply confused

ENDLESS STARS
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February 13, 2019
 

A man like you deserves love more than just once a year

THE KISS
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February 2, 2019
 

And it seems like everyone my age is waiting to fall in love

STARS
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January 19, 2019
 

“I love you to death” you said to me.

But, the way you said it killed me entirely

ENDLESS STARS
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January 12, 2019
 

It’s almost as if , we all are so eager to find a safe place in this world ,

That we blindly, follow ,

Anything, that offers us a kind, smile.

ENDLESS STARS
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January 6, 2019
 

But, who we choose to love can’t be
forced,

persuaded,

or manipulated.

GRAVELY GREY
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January 4, 2019
 

I’m afraid of what will change

If I ever show them who I really, truly am.

SIMPLE STRIPES
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January 1, 2019
 

This shallow road I see, up ahead

Reminds me of you

And, how what we once held onto

Is utterly dead

DARK DEPTHS
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December 16, 2018
 

Every time you’re near me you shine blindingly bright

So bright, that the sun cries with envy every time you enter a room

LETTRS GOLD
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December 14, 2018
 

A life of comparisons will inevitably lead

to a life filled with misery

INK DROP
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December 9, 2018
 

When I look at you, I feel some type of anger

And I think that I’m just disappointed

Because when I look at this person in front of me,

I don’t recognize her, anymore.

INK DROP
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December 7, 2018
 

I guess

Sometimes “The best” isn’t what I had hoped it would be

INK DROP
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December 5, 2018
 

Pressure.

There are many different kinds of pressure.

The pressure to get good grades in school

The pressure to “fit in” with society

The pressure to succeed in life.

Now, I don’t have an answer to how to live without it, but all I know is how awful it can be.

The pressure that ever since you were born it is drilled into your head; that being a “loser” is the most inconspicuous idea anyone has ever heard of.

The pressure that if you don’t make enough money in your job; you and your life is just one big failure

But, the worst kind of pressure is the kind you inflict on yourself.

Now, from my experience, pressure can stem from feelings as if you are not good enough.

You have to make...

PULSE
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December 5, 2018
 

Things will be better when you wake up

Taken’ off your makeup

I’ll make up everything and more when I see you again someday

SIMPLE STRIPES
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November 29, 2018
 

Stuck somewhere between “You need to act your age.”

And “You need to act more mature”

DARK DEPTHS
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November 28, 2018
 

Being hurt by you almost feels like an addiction

And darling, there is no cure for what you do to me

INK DROP
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November 22, 2018
 

But, I remember

As we walked down this path, with you on my back

We shared each other’s secrets

That seemed too precious for

anyone else to dare to listen to

DARK DEPTHS
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November 20, 2018
 

We both shot for the moon

And you landed ever so gracefully

While I was merely stuck, waiting for you on the stars

ORIGINAL
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November 19, 2018
 

Even though being with you feels so bad a lot of the time

It feels worth going through just to get to the good parts

DARK DEPTHS
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November 18, 2018
 

Our time is precious they say

And I really want to spend it all with you

LETTRS CHALK
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November 15, 2018
 

I’m stuck on the words I’ve heard in the past

So stuck, I can’t look forward to what I’ll hear in the future

TECH BURST
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November 2, 2018
 

It’s amazing what horrors can lie behind a white-picket fence

L TRAIN
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October 26, 2018
 

When it’s all set and done I know my past will catch up with me

Like the monster I’ve always known was there y

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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October 23, 2018
 

Hold on to me

We’ll burn out slowly

PAINTED LOGO
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October 10, 2018
 

I am so afraid of loving you

And I am so shamed for wanting you

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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September 30, 2018
 

But, whenever he needed her the most

She wanted him the least

PAINTED LOGO
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September 23, 2018
 

My stomach feels like it’s tied in knots, I’m afraid of what you’ll say if you and I talked tonight.

L TRAIN
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September 22, 2018
 

The thought of still being able to message you keeps me awake at night, as I’m laying there,  sulking in the fact you aren’t mine anymore.

INK DROP
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September 21, 2018
 

Do you ever think about if you miss us?

Your bottle is your mistress

SWAN
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