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Ryder

PO# 620847
United States
United States
“And all I loved, I loved alone.” ― Edgar Allen Poe
September 4, 2019
 

Because nostalgia isn’t what it used to be

And my world feels different when you’re standing next to me

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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August 23, 2019
 

But god created him more beautiful than the sunset

His soul was like the moon; dark, but desperately trying to light up the world around him

His heart was made of stardust

And I loved him

ENDLESS STARS
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August 19, 2019
 

You’re an anomaly

The second I thought I knew you, I would second guess myself

Because all you are is a series of faces and emotions

It’s almost as if you were just a character I made up in my head

To make my fantasies and day dreams a reality

And I never wanted to believe that in the end

You were going to be anything other than that

ENDLESS STARS
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June 28, 2019
 

Learning to love someone

Sounds like the most depressing idea I’ve ever heard

ENDLESS STARS
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June 10, 2019
 

But in the end you turned into my bad habit

I thought I’d always have it

ENDLESS STARS
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June 4, 2019
 

Time

Goes by

Why am I still thinking about you?

ENDLESS STARS
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May 24, 2019
 

Why don’t you see me the way I always see you?

I’m never your number one

Always two

MOVEMENT
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May 20, 2019
 

3am will forever remind me of you

ENDLESS STARS
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May 17, 2019
 

Hurt me,

Make me cry,

If this is what you call “love,”

I shall shed my blood for you,

And hope that it’s enough

ENDLESS STARS
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May 14, 2019
 

He'd wait day and night for the man he once held so close


Only to be stranded in the middle of his foolishness in the end.

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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May 9, 2019
 

How am I supposed to find worth in myself

In a world that deems me unworthy?

LOOK AT THIS
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May 7, 2019
 

Why am I the one
       always falling apart?

ENDLESS STARS
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May 1, 2019
 

If you want to break my heart

Make it slow

You make me feel so alive

When you’re in control

ENDLESS STARS
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April 29, 2019
 

I lost myself in your words

Like a soft, gentle breeze was blowing me away

CREATIVE WRITING
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April 17, 2019
 

You make me feel like I’ve lost it;

I’m crazy,

Chaotic

ENDLESS STARS
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March 30, 2019
 

Do you ever think about me, and all of our memories?

Do you think about all we shared?

Do you care I’m not there? F

STARS
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March 27, 2019
 

Because we’re the over-emotional, beat up teens

That don’t say anything they really mean

REBIRTH
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February 18, 2019
 

I need a little certainty

From you

I am deeply confused

ENDLESS STARS
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February 13, 2019
 

A man like you deserves love more than just once a year

THE KISS
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February 2, 2019
 

And it seems like everyone my age is waiting to fall in love

STARS
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January 19, 2019
 

“I love you to death” you said to me.

But, the way you said it killed me entirely

ENDLESS STARS
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January 12, 2019
 

It’s almost as if , we all are so eager to find a safe place in this world ,

That we blindly, follow ,

Anything, that offers us a kind, smile.

ENDLESS STARS
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January 6, 2019
 

But, who we choose to love can’t be
forced,

persuaded,

or manipulated.

GRAVELY GREY
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January 4, 2019
 

I’m afraid of what will change

If I ever show them who I really, truly am.

SIMPLE STRIPES
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January 1, 2019
 

This shallow road I see, up ahead

Reminds me of you

And, how what we once held onto

Is utterly dead

DARK DEPTHS
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December 16, 2018
 

Every time you’re near me you shine blindingly bright

So bright, that the sun cries with envy every time you enter a room

LETTRS GOLD
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December 14, 2018
 

A life of comparisons will inevitably lead

to a life filled with misery

INK DROP
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December 9, 2018
 

When I look at you, I feel some type of anger

And I think that I’m just disappointed

Because when I look at this person in front of me,

I don’t recognize her, anymore.

INK DROP
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December 7, 2018
 

I guess

Sometimes “The best” isn’t what I had hoped it would be

INK DROP
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December 5, 2018
 

Pressure.

There are many different kinds of pressure.

The pressure to get good grades in school

The pressure to “fit in” with society

The pressure to succeed in life.

Now, I don’t have an answer to how to live without it, but all I know is how awful it can be.

The pressure that ever since you were born it is drilled into your head; that being a “loser” is the most inconspicuous idea anyone has ever heard of.

The pressure that if you don’t make enough money in your job; you and your life is just one big failure

But, the worst kind of pressure is the kind you inflict on yourself.

Now, from my experience, pressure can stem from feelings as if you are not good enough.

You have to make...

PULSE
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