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Rryd33r

PO# 620847
United States
United States
I’m a fool to want you
December 14, 2018
 

A life of comparisons will inevitably lead

to a life filled with misery

INK DROP
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December 9, 2018
 

When I look at you, I feel some type of anger

And I think that I’m just disappointed

Because when I look at this person in front of me,

I don’t recognize her, anymore.

INK DROP
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December 7, 2018
 

I guess

Sometimes “The best” isn’t what I had hoped it would be

INK DROP
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December 5, 2018
 

Pressure.

There are many different kinds of pressure.

The pressure to get good grades in school

The pressure to “fit in” with society

The pressure to succeed in life.

Now, I don’t have an answer to how to live without it, but all I know is how awful it can be.

The pressure that ever since you were born it is drilled into your head; that being a “loser” is the most inconspicuous idea anyone has ever heard of.

The pressure that if you don’t make enough money in your job; you and your life is just one big failure

But, the worst kind of pressure is the kind you inflict on yourself.

Now, from my experience, pressure can stem from feelings as if you are not good enough.

You have to make...

PULSE
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December 5, 2018
 

Things will be better when you wake up

Taken’ off your makeup

I’ll make up everything and more when I see you again someday

SIMPLE STRIPES
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November 29, 2018
 

Stuck somewhere between “You need to act your age.”

And “You need to act more mature”

DARK DEPTHS
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November 28, 2018
 

Being hurt by you almost feels like an addiction

And darling, there is no cure for what you do to me

INK DROP
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November 22, 2018
 

But, I remember

As we walked down this path, with you on my back

We shared each other’s secrets

That seemed too precious for

anyone else to dare to listen to

DARK DEPTHS
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November 20, 2018
 

We both shot for the moon

And you landed ever so gracefully

While I was merely stuck, waiting for you on the stars

ORIGINAL
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November 19, 2018
 

Even though being with you feels so bad a lot of the time

It feels worth going through just to get to the good parts

DARK DEPTHS
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November 18, 2018
 

Our time is precious they say

And I really want to spend it all with you

LETTRS CHALK
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November 15, 2018
 

I’m stuck on the words I’ve heard in the past

So stuck, I can’t look forward to what I’ll hear in the future

TECH BURST
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November 2, 2018
 

It’s amazing what horrors can lie behind a white-picket fence

L TRAIN
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October 26, 2018
 

When it’s all set and done I know my past will catch up with me

Like the monster I’ve always known was there y

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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October 23, 2018
 

Hold on to me

We’ll burn out slowly

PAINTED LOGO
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October 10, 2018
 

I am so afraid of loving you

And I am so shamed for wanting you

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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September 30, 2018
 

But, whenever he needed her the most

She wanted him the least

PAINTED LOGO
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September 23, 2018
 

My stomach feels like it’s tied in knots, I’m afraid of what you’ll say if you and I talked tonight.

L TRAIN
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September 22, 2018
 

The thought of still being able to message you keeps me awake at night, as I’m laying there,  sulking in the fact you aren’t mine anymore.

INK DROP
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September 21, 2018
 

Do you ever think about if you miss us?

Your bottle is your mistress

SWAN
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August 22, 2018
 

You were a previous chapter which I can only indulge in re-reading our story from time to time

but I cannot re-live the experience

#INKTOBER
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August 15, 2018
 

I know that you’re tortured within

And you’re eyes look hungry again

But, I’ll never leave you again

INK DROP
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August 15, 2018
 

All my life I’ve been waiting for the day that you become what you should’ve been from the beginning.

CHOCOLATE STAMP
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August 14, 2018
 

He was twenty five with a beautiful girl by his side.

With no expected destination in sight.

They just wanted something more to life.

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 13, 2018
 

But, am I good enough to make you want to fall in love?

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 9, 2018
 

Only you know the way that I break
- Billie Eilish

BE KIND
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August 5, 2018
 

I never wanted to drag you down with me, but every instinct in my body was telling me to let you drown.

RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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August 2, 2018
 

I remember seeing this lightness dawn

that so desperately tried to keep the darkness at bay

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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August 1, 2018
 

I don’t want to be a part of a generation of anxiety in a “look at me” society..

INK DROP
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July 24, 2018
 

I met a girl once, a long time ago

We instantly fell in love

But, now we’re both alone

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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