Explore
Sign Up
Login

Fari

PO# 625304
United Kingdom
United Kingdom
-With Love Fari-
August 15, 2017
 

Waking as he entered those hopes, those dreams.
Left tearful as he gently strayes.
Leaving a warm scent of sorrow,
anguish and despair.
The echoes of those silent screams of those dreams.
The ones she dared to dream.
Like a dying feelings of winter,
where the tree's become benumbed.
Left standing in the mist of silence.
Like an essence of the bitter breeze of the Autum pass.
Where the leaves start to drift away.
Desperately clinching on but failing as the gently depart.
Nothing less then an abyss of emptiness all around.
Dreams,
like those dreams she dreamed.
The ones she dared to dreams again.

—Fari—

DARK DEPTHS
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
0
August 15, 2017
 

    I wished I never loved you
     The way you made me smile.

I wished you never made me feel
        every word you spoke,
                 you wrote.
   
   I wished you never saw the
                    real me.
  The way you touched my soul.

      I wished it was easy to
                 unlove you.

     It would have been easlier
  when you walked away the way
                    you did.

                    I wished
                    I wished.

                    —Fari—

LETTRS WOOD FADE
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
0
August 15, 2017
 

   

   Even a simple thought of him
                  touches me.
                              
                      —Fari—

IT'S OUR SECRET
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
0
1
August 15, 2017
 

                 Be gentle with Me
          I am weak on the knees for
                             You
                     
                       —Fari —

BLUE WHIRL
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
0
0
August 15, 2017
 

              Endless memories
         Created by Loving one
                      another
        A unique chapter of our
                        story
  
                     —Fari—

FUCHSIA
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
0
August 14, 2017
 

How was it possible that someone she met became so close to her in the least possible time.
He was like no other.
The feelings she held were indescribable.
He was more than a lover
Greater then a friend.
A love that went well beyond the boundaries of family.
Strangely unique,
Different!
That he was different.
Not just for the way he looked,
talked or even the way he thought.
Simply for the way he made her feel about herself.
That fascinated her,
That she loved about him.
The way she would smirk as she thought about him.
The sparkle in those eyes smiled as he occupied her mind.
Not just in a dirty thought.
But a positive one.
Showing her the beauty of being free.
Free in ...

MADONNA
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
0
August 13, 2017
 

    Khushnaseeb hain ap jo taref
                kar de hum ne
Warna Tareef hum kum karte hai
     Balcony per milayge kabhi
        May ap or ek cup coffee
          Interaz hum kare gay
    Magr anah khushbo laga ke.

                     —Fari—

LETTRS LATTE
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 12, 2017
 

Undoubtedly smitten by such a ravishing, yet an intellectual snob,
a stunning  woman indeed.
Destiny completed the missing jigsaw puzzle in my life.
Hypnotizsed by the depth of those brown eyes.
Transparent like crystal glasses.
Yet she hide beautifully those cracks and smears.
Witchcraft.
Naively the only possible answer.
I am spellbound.
Forces beyond any control drew me deeper.
Mesmerised.
I am in Love.
I can't bare to live life without.
Those watering eyes.
Pleasantly looked like they were lost in the wild meadows.
Stories she never spoke,
Dance insanely amongst the circles of her eyes.
They spoke without any movement of those nude tender lips.
Clearing her throat to t...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
0
1
August 12, 2017
 

Just like a mirage.
A dream.
Univited
Uninspected
Unannounced.
But warmly welcomed within my thoughts.
Mysteriously she reappeared.
Wearing that stunning black dress
Multicolored bangles.
Such simplicity.
Instantly always attracted me.
My lost paradise
stood amongst the sandy warm desert.
Those beautiful brown eyes shone like the hidden gem stones.
The ones I searched for relentlessly
But failed so many times.
What was her true beauty
I often paused to wonder.
Was it
Those eyes.
Those long red curls.
Those flaws that made her look so flawless.
Those scars she wore like her jewels.
Or that smile
that lit up those darkest moments.
She was all I could have imagined
Yet ...

FLYING DOVE
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
9
1
August 11, 2017
 

                     Pagaal
      Chalo app ke liay jaan be
                   hazir hai
                        
                    —Fari—

ORNATE LUXURY
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
1
August 10, 2017
 

       Har lafaz jo wo kehti thi
          Madhosh ho kay sunta
           Peeta tha na sharaab
     madhosh alfazo ne kar diya
                      
                      —Fari—

GLITTER AND GOLD
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 9, 2017
 

   
   
   
   Hamara rishta pehle mehsoos
                karne ka tha
                                                      
Ab sirf alfazoo ka muhtaj hain

                   —Fari—

MAROON AND GOLD
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 9, 2017
 

Pyar kee inti bari keemat adaa
                 karni pari
     Meri zindagi to bus ab saza
                   bangayi

                  —Fari—

FUNKY LETTRS
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 9, 2017
 

Ghut ghut ke jeene ki saza hain
                       milli
   Koi hain jo ab mujhe maut ki
                      saza de
   
       Mobabbat mein wafa na kar
                         saki
          Isliye jeete jeete maut
                       aagayi.

                      —Fari—

MAROON AND GOLD
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 9, 2017
 

Shades of grey outside.
A room dimly lit.
Pitter-patter as little crystal droplets race down those bare windows.
A melody,
a rhyme that undoubtedly enhanced the mood.
Breathtaking views of mountains surrounded a lost cabin amongst wilderness.
She sat covered by a white sheet, resting against the wooden headrest of that cosy single bed.
The back of his head lay rested upon the warmth of her chest.
Gently she placed her left elbow on his shoulder, while the other was free to run her slim finger through his thick black hair.
"Shall I tell you a story." As if a smile broke on that naked face of hers

"Hmmmmm."
Soft, silent words left as he exhaled.
His eyes closed as he made himsel...

LETTRS GOLD
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
1
1
August 9, 2017
 

      Drowning within myself.
    A desire to reach the surface.   
    Seemes somewhat a distant
                away.
   In hope I live that I will reach
          somehow survive.
    Only to drown another day
  In those beloved tears of mine.

             —Fari—

PANELS
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
1
August 9, 2017
 

            
                       Fake people
                      A real world
     Hiding behind relationships
                        false values
                      Deceiving one
                       Breaking one
         Killing a desire that made    
                                 You.
                           — Fari—

BETRAYED
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
4
1
August 9, 2017
 

         Foolishly she believed
                     his love
                              
                    
                    —Fari—

LETTRS BRIGHT
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
August 9, 2017
 

Often wonder what she would look like as I entered the room she lay.
No matter how deep she slept,
inevitably she would wake.
Immense beauty captived within her soul.
A sense of peacefulness.
As if one was hibernating,
not wanting to be disturbed.
Yet she carried treasures of emotions buried deeply away.
Hidden in that chest of hers,
Never to be discovered.
Not even by any living soul.
All to which will be taken as her deeds and somewhat sins.
She will wake to my presence.

A room which was once filled with midnight breeze.
The sound of dreaming and hopeful  breathing.
Now.
It's filled with a distinctive silence of Screams and cries,
of anguish,
"I haven't done enough."
...

MYSTERIOUS DOOR
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
0
1
August 8, 2017
 

               

                    "Love me not
                  I am no writer"
                   
          Amongst the sheets she
            beautifully danced

  "I just love the romance with  
                          words"
                   
                       —Fari—


BLUSHED
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
4
1
August 8, 2017
 

       December 2014 Peshawar

  Hands that held them when born

   Hands that helped them to walk

  Hands that wiped away every tear

Hands that embraced them in fear

       Hands that waved them off to   
                           school

  Those same hands that will carry
             them to their graves

    Those same hands will always
        tremble in rememberance

Who will offer them a hand to stop  
        this from happening again
                            Who?

                         —Fari—

NOBODY CARES
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
1
August 8, 2017
 

              To Our Loving Father.........
                        Your Our Hero

                         Your our hero,
                    our guardian angle,
            our knight in shining armour.
                  You taught us about life,
        How to be strong no matter what.
      To face every situation, good or bad.
                  Never to be defeated.
Gave us the strength to be who we are.
                  We are your daughters,
                     As spoken by you.

"That my one daughter is the equivalent to
                              ten sons,
      what they do for me no boy could
                               ever do."

   What You did and still do, no man wi...

TECH BURST
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
4
1
August 7, 2017
 

           He was like a novel.
     The one she started to read.
As her my fingers slowly moved  
    along him a new page of his
          life slowly unfolded.
          Every chapter seemed
  intriguing yet mesmerising.
     Most of all captivating her
         leaving a desire within.
                       A need.
     A need of wanting him more.
Holding him close to that chest   
      of herswith those hands,
   the ones were no longer bare.
The skip of her heart beat which
           was undoubtedly him.
     Realising then how much she
  loved and desired to be loved.
    Never wanting to let him go.
  It was like he was resting upon
  a dusty bookshelf waiting only
   ...

LETTRS AND BOOKS
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
1
August 7, 2017
 

         December 2014... Peshawar     

         A blood stained notebook
                    A broken pen.
                   Scattered desks
               Walls bullets ridden.
                      A bloodbath
           A massacre of our next   
                       generation.
          How long will we suffer?
         When will we be  a nation?
            The mothers are crying
             The children are dying.
                Lets join our hands
               Lets live or die trying.

                           —Fari—

HEARTBROKEN
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
11
3
August 6, 2017
 

Sitting silently within the walls not only of my mind but that of the ones that surrounded me.
A sense darkness,
suffocating me gently.
Nothing more than that of your hands pressing against my throat.
The ones you use to run along my neck in a sensual way.
Now just killing me slowly.
Being without you was not a life I had imagined,
it was meant to be
"Till death do us part".
In many ways it was death as you did part.
Leaving me alone in this misery and unforgettable darkness which I had to live in all Alone.
Was this the price or punishment for falling in your love.
Dying with you yet all alone.


—Fari—

PAINTED LOGO
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
1
August 6, 2017
 

Understanding what I did not understand then,
somehow I understood now.
The existance of your love and the pain you gave,
both had to be felt.
It was merely a gift.
A token of your love.
You departed leaving me broken,
all alone.
Creating a storm within,
swepping, ripping through everything it touched.
Debris.
Nothing more of you,
amongst a ruined me.
I never thought it.
But it happened.
The sun fought it's way threw the dark lingering clouds.
A calm.
A sense of settledness burined your existances.
You were gone.
I did not die.
I survived.
With the hope to live again.
Just not in your love.

—Fari—

LETTRS CHALK
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
2
2
August 6, 2017
 

A boy A girl

There was a girl who often wonder why her fingers wrote.
There was a boy who had that phenomenal control over them and somewhat her state of mind.
Repeatedly she asked herself,
Why?
As if she were in self doubt.
Searching for the unquestionable answers other then,
she had simply fallen in Love.
He obviously saw words that were compiled of letters, which had no meaning except that of exceptional reading.
He never saw beyond the words she wrote.
Hidden in every one was a feeling that cried.
Not of hurt nor pain, but of missing.
Missing him.
His soft lured voice.
The smile in those eyes.
That touch that unleashed waves of romance, passion and emotions dee...

WITH LOVE
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
4
1
July 27, 2017
 

Sitting silently within the walls not only of my mind but that of the ones that surrounded me.
A sense darkness,
suffocating me gently.
Nothing more than that of your hands pressing against  my throat.
The ones you use to run along my neck in a sensual way, now just killing me slowly.
Being without you was not a life I had imagined,
it was meant to be
"Till death do us part".
In many ways it was death,
as you did part.
Leaving me alone in this misery and  unforgettable darkness which I had to live in, all Alone.
Was this the price or punishment for falling in your love.
Dying with you yet all alone.

—Fari—

DESPAIR
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
July 26, 2017
 

              With such simplicity
     as if they were lyrics of a song.
                  
                  "Blah blah blah,
                I'm done with love."
    
      Your voice still echoes like a
                      dying tune.
     I guess somehow a track that   
    will never end even though we
                             did.
                     
                         —Fari—

CASSETTES
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1
July 26, 2017
 

Heavy and burdened,
they carry me as I leave.
Finally laid to rest beneath the greenery and grass,
I once walked.
I am all alone under a pile of mud and rocks.
The voices of my loved ones.
The footsteps of my dear ones.
All now in the distant.
It's getting silent.
My new Home,
and new surroundings.
Will it be suffocating,
will it be hard to breath,
will it end the pain which I could not bear.
My deeds,
my action will speak for me now.
My virtues and sins,
wonder I'll face them how
How will I erase that I have done.
You've always covered my every sin,
I ask for mercy.
"O' Lord of Mercy & Might I ask for forgiveness,
I ask for Light".

—Fari—

POOJA TYAGI
Thumb_1502093018
PO#625304
3
1