I wish I could tell you how much it’s hurting
I’m silent now
This silence is killing me
From the inside
And I’m drowning
I’m not able to swim
Only you could save me
But you left me to drown
Drown in the ocean of my own demons.
I’m learning to swim
Slowly pushing myself
Towards the island
Through the ocean
That is the home of my demons
I face them every second
Trying to swallow me deeper
But I resist
Not because I want to survive
But because I want to live.
"As they walked past the fence, they knew there was no turning back. They looked at each other silently for a second and then kept walking..."
They were silent now coz they knew how many battles they have fought for this day. Somewhere in their heart there was silence of the great relief.. It was a beautiful day when they saw each other and fall in love at first sight. But they were ignorant of their countries. Long time back their countries got separated after continuous battles on caste and religion...The pain of separation was still in their hearts . Since the love has no boundaries they decided to follow love as their religion..They decided to break the human made boundaries of their coun...
The paradox is;
"Whether to long for
The golden rose or
Worry for the withered jasmine?
Worrying for not helping the poor
Overtakes the longing jealousy for
Attaining the richest.."
For the so called 'middle class'
There is always two sides of story
One which your lips saying. One which your mind saying.
Today the ball of confusion has
wrapped me in the straight jacket of life.
Days seem like seconds passing by to fast to keep track.
Tossed into the air are deciosions i want to control.
The racing thoughts i just want to slow so i can reevaluate.
I'm trying so hard to hold steady,
yet the gail force wind keeps me unbalanced.
I feel like a ball over the fence,
waiting to be retrieved.
If only some one would brave the climb, comfort i could regain.
The sun rises and sets and 24 just doesnt seem enough.
To ponder what will make this journey less tumultuous.
Is it time, strength, or just the ability to let go.
It is soo amazing to find true love in a person whome you have been chasing for years, to make them realise that you are the one whome they love with all their heart and soul.
It is also very great to accept the same person, whome you knew to a certain level and now you know them completely. To accept their deepest and darkest secrets, to keep them in your arms and wisper in their ears “you are not alone in this, i got your back.”
This feeling of love and care was given to me by my best friend when i took a big step risking our friendship in order to make her realise that she loves me.
Now that she knows and i am completely secured, i cam shout out to the world and say.
“I LOVE YOU”
Let's just be kind and help one another.
I often see a lot of anger in people. People on roads, in driveways, malls and everywhere possible. Everyone wants to be selfish and just get their work done and move on with life. Rarely do we come across people who are ready to listen to others and do whatever they could to help the other. It need not be a monetary help always but sometimes all people crave for is someone to listen to them and tell them that the world still loves you. And that they are not alone in this rat race.
Many of us are blessed with a lot of good things that the other people might not even know how it feels like to have those things. Yet we take so many for granted. Imagin...
My loving handsome Vikku,
I wanna hold you
Lie on your shoulder
You're all I see when I dream
You're the air that I breathe
Vikku just close your eyes
Put your hand in mine
And let the world fade away
Till it's just you and me
I want to melt into you
Split my world into two
So my heart beats with your beat Singing my melody
Under the candle light
Our bodies intertwine
What the world cannot see
That's what you found in me
You show me the way
When I look in your eyes
You take my breath away
Never wanna see us fighting
Forget the thunder and lightning
I'll hold you till we see the morning light
Never leave your side
take my breath away
take my breath away
You take comfort in words I said to her;
Somehow I know how to say that nothing and everything is all right simultaneously and like a rose she is withering but I am the thorns protecting her from the hands of demons trying to end her life.
- Arpan Singh.
Dear Baby Boy..
I miss you everyday my sweet boy..
Other people may see you as 'just a dog'
But weren't that for me..
You were 'my baby' and always will be..
Trust & Unconditional Love -- just a couple of the many things I've learned from you..
No more pain sweet baby..
Mommy's just got to complete her journey alright?
Just keep holding on to our beautiful memories..
It may take a long while baby..
But when the day comes..
I promise.. no more goodbyes..
I will always cherish all the moments I spent with you & keep you forever in my heart..
I love you so much my baby ❤
Til we meet again..
Your Mommy Andi ❤
Love is what happens when you realize life has begun..
And when it ends...
Cielo e Infierno conviven conmigo y contigo....
Tan sólo somos parte de un plan Astral..
Quien te dice que tú y yo no éramos parte de un rompecabezas Universal...
Vuela y vuelve a tu casa.... El mar oscuro mira atento por Mí... Para regresar algún día de esta locura... Y Reclamar tu Cuerpo de Divina diosa que yace en el más allá....
Mirar a los ojos es un arte en decadencia, hoy muchos de los acontecimientos relevantes en nuestras vidas tienen de por medio el brillo de una pantalla o la interferencia de un telefono; pero en mi caso particular preferiria extinguirme junto a este arte antes de perder el gusto por ver a un ser amado a los ojos, de desafiar a un adversario con la simpleme mirada, de apreciar en los ojos de otro durante esas milesimas de segundo en las que trancurren las miradas como es su percepcion de todo aquello que lo rodea.
hoy quiero hablar sobre la vida.
¿que es la vida? Por que vivimos? Para que vivimos? Si alguna de estas preguntas u otra que se le asimile ha pasado por tu mente seguramente sabes de imsomnios y en un vano intento de ayudar a todas aquellas almas que alguna vez cuestionaron su existencia puedo responder que la vida es la oportunidad que nos da el universo de conocernos a nosotros mismos pues estoy seguro que no hay ser tan desdichado que en el final de sus dias no se pueda responder a si mismo en su interior quien es; pero ese quien es va mas haya de un nombre, un numero de identificacion o caracteristicas fisicas incluso no llega si quiera a ir mas alla, simplemente no se trata de eso, el q...
Now, as days are passing I realized you are nothing but my days destroyer.
(Holding you in my mind is stress update.
Leting you go from my heart is future upgrade.)
Hence, I m much thankful for giving me such a beutiful lesson.
Hago mi último esfuerzo en esta noche estrépita
Todo es oscuro y clárido
Infierno y cielo
Locura y razón
Movimiento... Palpitacion y Deshielo
O acaso un Vuelo Oscuro de Muerte hacia el Infinito...
No somos nada y Nada seremos...
Vanidad y Tiempo... Tiempos.. Tiempos...
Ahora y Jamás... Locura o Sensatez...
Descanso de Árboles en Bosque...
Un albatroz en señal de paz... Mi Mente perturbada no da más...
Irony of my life
When everyone else talks about access to wide variety of choices as one of the major benefits of living in the information and technology age, why do I always get to choose only between the "devil and the "deep sea"?
The new Melody (Angela)
Soy la mitad de un espejo roto sin resolver, un cuarto de vida para entender que grande es la talla del mundo, una milésima de odio para ahorrarme la lástima autoproclamada.
you have to fall and lose everything you have
to be able to stand up again but much stronger.
It may hurt, sting and burn.
but you have to remember..
it's all just the start of a new chapter.
new chapters have new beginnings,
this beginning you are all alone.
no where to run no where to go.
The moral of this chapter is,
find your place.
find arms to run too, find friends and find yourself.
most importantly this chapter is new.
It won't stay like this forever.
It stays this way until you flip the page.
Flip your page.