Kuch logon ko khauf hai,
Ki Khuda sab dekh raha hai,
Hum shukr karthe hai,
Ki Khuda sab dekh raha hai.
I feel we are afraid to actually talk.
I don’t know if you hate me or love me.
Because I TRULY love you.
I want to submit to you.
I’m waiting on you to request me.
To command me.
Sadly lost my father in law on the 30th April 2020, this is a poem I wrote. Its been a while since I've sat down and poured my emotions out on to paper.
Even though i can't hold your hand,
I know you'll guide me through this land.
The memories are forever in my head,
Even as the tears stain the pillows on my bed.
Your warmth and love will live on,
Even though your now gone.
But your not really gone to me,
Its plain for anyone to see.
That I love you with all my heart,
I did from the very start.
Never will anyone forget you,
That much I promise is true.
I'll tell of you to anyone who will listen,
As the tears make my eyes glisten.
DO YOU REMEMBER (FINAL)
Do you remember the day you held my hand for the first time and i took it back instantly and you asked me why did i do so . I said you I'm scared people hold hand for now not for too long .
Do you remember when our eyes first meant you said i have the most beautiful eyes in the world, and now you don’t even want to see those eyes for a second.
Do you remember when you said your smile lights up my world, but see I'm not smiling and still you live your life in the most beautiful manner.
Do you remember when you said you won't let me cry, and now you became the reason for my tears.
Do you remember when we use to walk and you use to leave me in between without noticing wh...
Semanas complicadas, donde mi paz mental huido. Noches sin dormir esperando ese día, lágrimas caían todas esas madrugadas en solo pensar en que iba a decir, preocupaciones que no dejaban dormir, dolores de cabeza que hacían los días interminables.
Mi parte humana me estaba venciendo, no se veía la inteligencia emocional por ningún lugar.
Llegó el día, parecía fuerte que hasta yo mismo al verme al espejo eso pensé, si, eso era lo que proyectaba.
A simple vista podían observar en mí un caballero sereno, serio, articulando con toda propiedad, siguiendo la ética en todo momento.
Cuando pensé que había hecho bien las cosas, que sentía un alivio por dentro porque se acaba esa pesadilla que viví...
jagged knife edges
carved from primordial soil
before humanity arrived
was there toil?
or was it just clumps of matter, formed, and twisted into shapes which only brains can enforce with meaning imprinted
no complaining, just grinding and chiseling away at the indifferent structures until
an audience existed to appreciate the
“wonders of the world”
There are days I never wanna sleep and there are days when I never wanna wake up.
People say perception is reality, but I am not one to agree.
You may be posting about him and all your ”happiness”, but the one you truly love is me.
Lately, I’ve been catching myself staring at the ceiling in the darkness.
I have to use earbuds and turn on music, in order to drown out the thoughts nowadays.
At least it helps put me to sleep at some point.
Reason behind unwanted known to wanted unknown-
I don't hurt people with a lie,
I just fuck them with a truth.
- Damaged heart but true
Hey all !!! It's been a long break and all our lives have been changed because of this new virus...
Can you change overnight?
In a snap of your fingers?
In a blink of an eye?
Can you make your past clean in the speed of light?
If you can't nor can I
Does that mean everyone else realizes...
Change takes time
That your past may affect someone else life
That sometimes what happens at night May come to the light
That sometimes our past sneaks back into our life's
So please forgive my past
Judge not my present
Help my future
And stay patient
Sometimes you shouldn't share your thoughts, your feelings,
sometimes you just have to accept, right?
What you have to accept that is not for anyone else to say. If you don't tell your partner everything that you are feeling, thinking, worrying about, then you are not fully connected.
When you have lost everything, but you still manage to find someone who makes you wanna get up and live another day you will do everything you can to hold on to them, even if it means burying a piece of yourself in the process.
Today we chatted and the weirdest thing happened.
As I messaged him my heart felt like started to beat fast or flutter, I felt a little flustered for maybe 30 secs.
I became aware of the feeling and sat there, heart beating loudly as he typed back to me. Was I scared? Excited? I almost wanted to stop chatting and then... secs later, it just left and I was back calm.
I thought I was over him.
It’s clear that I’m still madly in love with him.
I can literally feel it.
It was amazing ❤️
Call it the conspiring universe or they might call it luck
Or belief in God.
But how beautiful is it that we all bend our heads
close our eyes,
all in front of an unknown, unseen faith,
trust, belief or superstition.
Bending the knees at an altar;
To close our eyes and blow the candle,
to wish hard;
To flip a coin into the clear fountain.
How breathtakingly human
that we find strength in mere words and thoughts,
that we achor ourselves when the sea is wild with nothing as support
except the trust in a part of the unending universe;
that we believe has the power to make everything right,
power to conspire to make things happen, as beautiful as our imaginations.
We need hope for the world,
More than what we have,
To sustain injuries,
Mourn the departed,
And save as many lives as we can,
Wiser the choices,
At the cost of personal sacrifice,
It’s better to be safe than sorry,
With more kindness in our hearts,
And growing consideration,
For death knows no religion, no age, no bias,
Stay home stay indoors,
Cause death is knocking on your door.
The gray in his eyes like the night sky, his heart is like the dessert sand that brushes in and out of my life he is trouble but I can't understand why my heart melts when he comes by our love is like a pie we say good bye with words but it feels like I'm dying on the inside
By Stephanie Marie