An you're me
A beautiful facade
We have the same dream
Every night pray the lord my soul to keep
Scared to death, don't blink
At this point, I'd rather wake up on Eme street
1428, Freddy's got what I need
Why not suppress the mother I know I can be
These falling expectations,
Are the wings you wanted me to have.
And you think I'm not ashamed of,
All the things I couldn't have.
Sometimes trying your best is,
Never gonna be enough.
Cause that's not how the world works,
Things failed are better off undone.
And it breaks my heart cause,
I'm conscious of everything these days.
Every single mockery,
Of the things I couldn't be and all the stares.
But lamenting never seems to fix the scars,
Holding on to things that break apart,
I'm trying my best but what does it mean?
I see the world moving everyday twice,
You think I just not realise.
Laying in my bed you think I don't care,
Walking past things which shouldn't be there,
Skylark Challenge 4
This is the craziest story so far from India.
I think it happens in all countries or many countries or in few countries that everyone gets a pet name and a professional name.
I have two names - Mily and Chetna.
Mily is the name whose epistemology in my world comes from the doctor who delivered me from my mother's womb. According to him, I was as fair as milk and he called me milky. Later "Milky" turned into "Mily" as "Milky" was considered to be more dairy kind and not girly kind. Still "Milky" is the name reported on my birth certificate.
The second one was surely a very odd naming ceremony I witnessed in my life. My mother's brother has name - Chetan. Whe...
They both complemented each other
Like waves are to ocean,
In the silent symphony of togetherness.
Fall for me. Just give me a chance. Take the leap and I promise you won't regret it. You won't regret it as you wake up in my arms, while I'm still fast asleep. You won't regret it when I'm cooking you dinner, and shoo you out of my workspace with a laugh. You won't regret it when we argue, not cause we won't but because we'll talk. You won't regret it because of all the things you won't see, like how I look at you when you're not paying attention. Studying every freckle, blemish and mark on your skin. Carving it into my memory. Looking and you and making a list of everything I want to make your body feel using my own. When I miss you despite having left you the same morning. You won't regret...
TENGO SED DE TI
En el inmenso azul del cielo
se dibuja nuestra silueta sigilosa
de dos seres locos enamorados
sedimentos de amor y pasión.
El viento trae voces lejanas
que se cruzan y se abrazan
tocando el fondo del ser
que tiembla y se detiene
en cada poro de la piel.
Labios de pétalos de rosa
con deseos húmedos de florecer
y sentir que están vivos
esos besos sabor a miel.
No es basto lo que piensen
cuando tengo sed de tí
y arrebato dulcemente las entrañas
de este loco e inmenso amor
Elvia Pérez Medrano
People say do go to temple and pray god only then you will what you want.
I believe in people and charity the way you believe in God!
So only, I get betrayed by few and I get life long relations from few.
Its should be like a bomarang ( do good and get good) but not like bribe and get good!
Mujhe pata hai ye khat tm tk pahuchega nahi lekin phir bhi Mae ye sb khna chahti hoon. Khna to tmse chahti thi lekin jb tmne mauka dia khne ka mere shabdon ne mera saath nahi dia. Mae sirf shikayat krke rah gae k tmse gussa hoon lekin jo khna chahti thi teri aawaz sun kr sb bhool jaati thi. Mae ye naahi kahoongi k mae tmse pyar krti thi qk ye shayad sbse bada jhooth hai jo Mae aapne aapse bolti hoon.Pyar to maine kabhi kisi se kia hi nahi bs jiske saath mae raahi aur khush raahi wo insaan mujhe pasand aa gaya qk uske saath rhne se jo khushi mujhe milti thi bebak rhne me wo shayad mujhe bahut pasand hai. Mae asal me jaisi hoon waisi Mae jis bhi insaan k samne rh paati hoon...
I wonder if there are melancholic people like me who're living just because they don't want their close ones to suffer?
Well, I wonder.
So much has happened since I last wrote on here. The love of my life came back. Right when I had interest in finally moving on with someone, who I ended up ruining for my love that I've talked about so much on here. Though she said that she would never leave me and we planned on moving in together, she freaked out after getting really distant. She broke up with me and said it was for the stupidest reason. Now it just hasn't been good at all between us. I'm to the point where I want to let her go so she can do whatever she desires. Hardest decision I have ever had to make. But I give up on trying for someone who clearly wants to chose their own path.. without me. I guess I shouldnt have to ask...
Trying to escape
A long, dark, month of shadows
Yearning to revel
In the summer's warm yellows
Of sun, buttercups, and bees.
#MonthOfShadows #JulyFalls poetry challenge
#WarmYellows #EunoiaPrompts challenge
Every relationship, every friendship deserves a happy ending, but not always they get one.
My name is Emmanuela Gabriela. You would be wrong if you think my nick names were Emma or Ems or Gabs, Gaby. My father call me Manu, my mother and sister call me Yaya.
My Name means God within, God with us, God is ever present depend on who you ask.
The story behind my name is not a complicated one, most children back where I am from are either named after a parent or an event, mine happened to be after a parent my father’s name is Emmanuel and I am his first child and naturally I am his name sake. The thing is he has never called me by my given name, never heard it from any of my family. To my father I will forever be Manu.
I am known as Yaya t...
Is it okay to be not okay? If it is, then for how long is it okay to be not okay? Does it have an expiry date, like when will it be not okay to be not okay? Am I okay? Is anyone ever okay?
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A List of Things, Life has Gifted Me With -
1. Amazingly supportive parents
2. A crazy sister
3. An adventurous brother (my cousin and my confidante)
4. A whole bunch of quirky friends
5. Some beautiful years (albeit a short time by my standards) with my grandparents
And now the fun ones, developed over time -
6. A taste for experimental cuisine
7. Keeping a box full of chocolates (now a subconscious habit)
8. A can of varieties of roasted coffee beans
9. A room full of books (a world away from the world)
10. My writing and art supplies (the i...
Lately I've been falling for you harder, they way I love you now is not the same way I loved you 2 years ago.
When I look at you all I see is my future, I see the smile I want my kids to have and I see your cuteness, your warm hugs always make me feel better and the way you make me laugh is an amazing feeling to me, to see you happy brings me joy.
I can't stop looking at you, and admiring you, you really are one of God's best works of art, He made you perfect, with black straight hair, not too tall and definitely not short, He made you funny and sweet yet you sometimes tell people what they need to heart even if it makes you feel uncomfortable, He made you patience because He knew that to d...
You could not be,
The one that,
I've always seen,
Walking past the,
Set me free
You could get better,
While you're around,
Humming a rhyme
You could not be,
The one that,
I've had to let go,
Due to insecurity,
Leading me to nights,
With no sleep.