So this is my mom, looking upward to the same light, behind me, with me, pushing me, to look up, stand up, Love up, and live up...always.
“Push harder” as I remind myself who i am.
“You’re stronger” as I remind my body what it is.
“You are best alone” as I remind my heart how it feels.
Remind myself that I am the second place winner. I am the second runner up. In life, in love I am number 2.
Work hard, work better, make the money so you can live in poverty.
Be pretty, nip and tuck, paint on your face to remain second in the race.
Love strong, love loyal, love those who need your love to keep them with their number one.
Push yourself girl! Push harder, scream in between the breathes and cry between the pushes. Feel you muscles tearing and ruining you working wrists. Fall down and melt between the moments of success and rememb...
I aim to be the best version of ME. I'm not perfect and I can never be. I have many flaws, I've done so many mistakes and some things I truly regret; I'm also sure that in the near future there'll be lots of disappointments and mistakes too but I won't be afraid. I won't let my fears and my past hold me back from what God wants me to be. I WILL EMBRACE ALL THE JOY, HAPPINESS, LOVE, HURTS, TRIALS, STRUGGLES, etc for I know that I am loved by God and no matter what, He will always be there to guide me... (Ps. 32:8) #thankyouGod
I realised that
People will come and go,
Trust and leave you heartbroken,
Abandon and insult you
And everything you can do after that is: CHOOSE
to CONTINUE or to END
to FORGIVE or to FORGET!
She held the phone high up above her head, squinted at the screen and squeezed her lips together but just enough to make the right amount of pout. She looked at the image saved- Delete! and Again!
She had been at this exercise for almost an hour now. To get that perfect selfie, to get that right image, to show just a righteous amount of cleavage, to distort her body image just enough to hide away the ugly layers, trying to get just the right amount of quirky expression without looking like a dork. It took a lot of time and effort for the ideal selfie.
She had never been a girl of vanity but ever since her addiction she was losing sight of things. She needed to feel in control ag...
Walking on the path of Destiny.
Against all of them.
Contrary to all their beliefs and mindsets.
Facing their critics and condemns.
Though I have fear of loosing everything,
Eternal sparkle always waves within.
Though I have no one to stand by,
The ultimate power taking care of my universe.
Even if I loose in this pursuit,
I can assure myself,
I didn't waste this beauty of life
In a trivial pursuits of Numbers.
I can stand still in this pathway,
Wavering and falling many times.
The only light I have is
No matter what they think
I know who I am
And what I mean to be in this
Joyful walk on earth.
No matter if I didn't gain attention of anyone,