My kamikaze ❤️
heart smashes all over the place--
Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!💥💥💥💥💥
As I contemplate my delicious
salad, I consider my own story.
Who am I? Where do I come
from? What is my message
to this beautiful world?
Why do I exist? Why was
I put on this Earth?
I feel we all do have a
reason for being here
right now. We each have an
important role to play.
What that is we may not know.
It may seem a grand task
or it may be ever so small!
As I munch my meal my
thoughts run wild! We are
all so very special in ways we
may not be able to ever measure.
Of this I can assure you;
you're one of Heaven's
Have had a busy week
As far mine usually goes!
Finding comfort from green
Grass that tickles my toes!
Looking down from where Angel's play, entranced by a
Brilliant sunlight sky.
Flying over Minneapolis-St. Paul through some dense clouds.
I can barely see the light on the wing. And the sun comes out now and she makes my tired eyes sting. Stately clouds dangle like an elegant train over the greenest farms. The twin cities glisten after the gentle rain.
I see this one little flower
has bloomed on my lawn today.
I stoop to pick
and I see there's hundreds.
Now I'm wondering
if they're really just weeds.
A flower I will love, but a weed
I will rip out by its roots?
An easy answer comes to me:
Just let it be.
Now if emotions were as easy...
To the one who hurt me the most,
I hate you.
For every time you made me doubt my words
And I hate you
For how your record replies became rehearsed
I hate you
And how the things you didn’t say would always creep around my neck and make me crawl back every day.
I hate how all your problems seemed to circle around me
I hate myself for all the times I let myself unleash apologies.
I didn't tell you, but you’re the why in “why’d you toss your phone across the room?”
And “why are you screaming into your pillow?”
“Why are you darkening the room?”
I hate the ways you made me hate myself and the days you weren’t at fault.
And how you told me that you loved me but it still got me distraught.
I hate ho...
You have been with me for a long time. I need you to know that everything is going as it needs; & we will both be fine.
And that anxiety that you feel is just my ego trying to win and convert me to thinking my dreams are fantasy & must be impossible. But,we all need to dream
bigger because we are so truly free to be all the great things we can conceive.
I believe! I believe! I believe! I believe!
With tender love,
"Must Be The Weather"
They say that a storm is starting to form.
Evasive and safe actions are what we need to perform.
Severe, could be highly destructive.
I'm listening to the weatherman's exact instructions.
Stay away from glass, let the storm pass.
I sit in the dark, thunder booming and wind pulling up patches of grass.
The wind roars in my ears, storms are one of my greatest fears.
I just need to wait it out and wait for the weather to clear.
No sign of whether or not the end of it is near.
Not sure if the worst of it is even here.
I can hear the sharp cracks of thunder, the blinding flash of lightning as it pokes at the ground like a spear.
What's odd is that this entire time I never ...
It's a lovely Tuesday morning as I write.
Poodles are fed and catching some z's.
I sip coffee and let my ideas take flight.
I let my mind wander as it does please.
I have never been good at relaxing-
Though I am not sure why this is!
My chasing is definitely very taxing.
But it seems to be the way that I live!
Time to get on with this day, I guess.
I will see where it leads me then.
And I have some chores to do, yes;
My reward is a party for a friend!
Cooking from scratch today after a lovely afternoon, homemade veggie Chili for me and for you and the sun
is shining as we chat chopping and washing this and that; laughing
as it comes together and then
unexpected company arrives.
My sister and her friend to
meet my new puppy with a
few just a few minutes to spend
Wagging tails, bouncing poodles
Turn off the Chili to catch up.
Everyone wants to cuddle the pup!
They bring a sweet snack chocolate
covered sponge-toffee our lips smack!
We sneak a tasty bite and they must go
Back to cooking pulling squash out of oven with sweet potatoes all cut small
Stirring in the big pot and it's starting to smell of all the sweet fresh flavours.
Later in t...
SKYLARK CHALLENGE #98
I'm in her vice-like grip
Inhale the icy scent.
Chills going down the ropes from my spine.
Screaming out, but it's no use.
The scent of melted rubber from my shoes.
I can't get out of this.
My breathing's short and quick.
I can't run from her in a condition like this.
"You're already dead."
Echoing inside my head.
"You brought your own death."
The voices behind me say.
My head starts aching
From the cold hand laid in
This city I'm in, I'm fed up with it.
An idea's pitched from deep inside my brain
But I'm too far and high, I'm not listening.
"If this is what we're doomed to, it's not that bad."
Is the last thought I have...