you gave me the
you looked down
at the ground,
& with sincerity said,
“you make me
no words exist to explain
how that made me feel.
another one of what
I thought were
our special moments,
stained with resentment.
I’ll never be
able to listen
to them again.
I went to Your Court today, while carrying a huge bag of sins. There were hundreds lined up before me, dragging their haggard arms and scratching their rotten skins as their wails echoed across the spotless hall.
I didn't know what to say and what to ask, so I just stared at the rest in envy.
I know I should've focused on obtaining Your Mercy and Your Benevolence, but my parched lips wouldn't part.
I guess it's because I didn't think I was worthy.
That's what a believer always feels in their heart, wouldn't you say?
They feel unworthy of Your Boundless Love and Your Infinite Mercy.
They cannot fathom that a Supreme Being like you could love someone so despicable and despised ...
“She welcomed me
with her sunshine
You said you tried
to write for me.
Now, all I’ve got
is cloudy skies.
& the worst downpour
this town will ever see
& of course,
It seems like whole of the world has been transformed. Things has been all changed over these years for some and for others it's same. I miss previous years of mine but I have to live in present time as well. Its frustrating, its actually, I have forgotten myself as well. I have a big question for me.... Who am I? What was I? I don't know, I thought I knew myself but now I don't.....
clearly, I’m still a
stupid little girl.
of my own naivety
is hitting me
like a brick wall.
I believed in you!
I kept the faith even
when it was debilitating!
& worst of all,
I really thought
you loved me,
I put you on.
I thought you were a dream
& come to find out,
N I G H T M A R E.
just a wolf dressed
in sheep’s clothing.
was it fun for you,
watching me chase you?
& how the hell
do you sleep at night?
For time is of the essence. Don't estimate your shortness of life....Live unconditionally n without matters of insignificant value...For time waits for no one...By, Lyric Dream....
I'd be sitting right next to you, yet miles apart from the world we share.
You won't know me for whom I was and what I've become,
You smile when I watch you with intense pain in my eyes,
Nod when I crave for you to utter my name,
Because you don't know me, I'm your closest stranger,
The one soul you know too much but not that much to understand my silence,
You'll never read my minds pages and my hearts desires,
You'll never understand me because you never understood silence,
You never cared enough to end up in my world, my world if unspoken words,
You knew me well hon, too well that you'll never know this new version of me,
Because I'm too far away from the me you knew and the me I've become...
Me sentindo com sorte.
Minha vida mudou magicamente, e estou prestes a lançar meu primeiro livro.
Sou muito grata por tudo que vem acontecendo na minha vida, e por todas as bênçãos que surgem.
Todo dia uma nova oportunidade de crescimento.
Muito obrigada mesmo ♥
É maravilhoso trabalhar e estudar no que eu quero e gosto.
Finalmente posso voltar para a Venezuela, após longo dois anos para rever minha família.
Estou muito triste por não ser aceito pela sociedade brasileira, que era tão conhecida por acolher os imigrantes.
Durante minha estadia em Roraima éramos vistos como vândalos,
The moment you know that everything is finally under control,
Everything scatters and out of your hands.
:-) Life happens!
Half eaten breakfast, rushing out for school. Running through red lights the weather is cool. Kids fighting over the radio, you hit on brakes. It's another accident ahead for goodness sake. Trying to keep my cool as more yelling ensues. I realize I hit my arm on the door. There's a big purple bruise. I laugh at my clumsiness and the yelling stops. I hear an old 80's song I turn the volume up to the top. I start singing and playing around. Finally we've reached some common ground. The accident clears up and we move on with the day. I drop my daughter off and yell I love you so much. She says ditto. I drive on to my next two destinations and sing some more. I drop my youngest off in front of th...
Never go back to that place where you don't seek respect for yourself.
Your self respect matters the most.
Never expect happiness from that place where you lost it once.
Just be at that place where people respect you, enjoy with you and most importantly you are comfortable with them! ♥
So many thoughts enter my head
Can I get them all out before I end up dead?
God uses us all in different ways
Messages pour out trying to round up the ones led astray.
How to reach them all?
to escape from
is no us
i must sleep
where it is
just you & me.
Three days in a row and I keep waking up from a dream that leaves me wondering. The first two mornings I simply shrugged it off. Today, it’s never felt more real and I am called upon to rise up and meet my life. This slow process I have chosen making me despondent and detached is weakening and I feel the ground beneath all my insistence shaking, filling all the cracks with optimism. May all parts of my soul unite so they may ascend together.
Is a mixed experience
Letting go of stacked memories on one hand and on the other
Prospects of a new chapter
To rewrite lives
To discard unrequited
To new beginnings
With the old backpacks
Too weak to give
Too snub to receive
Pardon my sin
Release my soul
For in every little lie
Lies a greater truth
Hear me o Lord
I know you do
From this shattered soul
The Begining from the end...
Note: "Homecoming" is a series which tells the story of a man who comes back to his home, only to realise he was a stranger. Maybe his own home changed, or maybe he did.
This story revolves around Ashish, a software engineer, living...existing in Bangalore, when he recieves a call. that would change his life, and his heart.
A man, made of many dreams unfulfilled and many hopes shattered, comes back to Kolkata, only to realise that his home was not the same as it was before. That time took its toll- both on his home and on him.
This is a story of a man who struggles to hold on to the past, while dares to look ahead. A man who finally realises tha...
What's happening to me
Why am I always so angry, sad or lonely
All these emotions
They are all so overwhelming
I have no idea how to feel
All I know is that everything
Is stuck inside me
Those feelings feel like bare cold hands around my bloody neck that has been cut in many different ways over the past few years
Every day those handse squeeze a little harder
Every day they push the air out a little longer
I don't know how long I will survive
All I know is that I'm losing the strength to fight.
- I'm so lost.