#WOD -abysmal. MOM
Tonight i met with fear..
When i heard mom needs to urgently refer.
Till yesterday she was well..
Loving us like we are 2years old child for her.
We were amused with her behaviour..
But never thought to see her like that in a day...
I just wish and pray.. This ABYSMAL phase of her and our life will go soon. She will come home healthy and happily.
I am missing her hug, missing her talks..
She is ther one who make us laugh ..
In our tough times she stood like a wall..
She never let allowed any trouble to come near...
She is the root of our beautiful world..
I always pray that she will be fine when she come..
This time i will not hide in me that how...
Some men choose dumb women.. why??
Coz it's too difficult for them to withstand the smart ones..!!
"Everyone grieves in different ways. For some, it could take longer or shorter. I do know it never disappears. An ember still smolders inside me. Most days, I don’t notice it, but, out of the blue, it’ll flare to life.”
- Maria V. Snyder
I miss your warmth. I miss your smile. I miss your cooking. I miss hearing the sound of your voice be it loud or soft. I miss the touch of your hand in mine. I miss taking care of you. I miss lying next to you and telling you about my day, my hopes, my dreams and my thoughts. I miss the different ways you show your love for me.
Above all, I miss you. I miss your mere presence in my life.
For every step I took ,
You were there to hold me through,
When the nights seemed scary ,
And when heart breaks were plenty,
You were always there beside me,
To hold my hand and guide me,
What would all this writing worth be,
If it did not hold a piece for my
Mom who always loves me.....❤
The nature didn't allow me to be a mother
I can't generate. I always commit a "murder"
My venter is poisonous
My breasts are treasonous
I grieved so many times
I gave birth to disdain
Buried in the trash several lives
I ran away to feel like the rain
He met me and took me in his arms
And suddenly I was a child again
The suffering made me realize
That I was never without him
He cried with me and told me "it's gonna be okay"
"I will heal you daughter of mine"
"You has grown among the pain"
Life is like two movement
If yes I am hear and if not
I am not hear
I am like stranger who find
Her self in this world .....
She came. She did. She wasn't found.
So much can be said about any woman you see around...
Yet she passes away like the fading photographs
Torn and eaten by the termites of time
Her memories all threadbare
and you can't remember her face
Such is the fate of a woman who once took your breath away
Now what remains is a feather weight trace
Of her impact on your feelings
While her body of work left a cosy castle for you in your wake.
To be his soft flame, sultry, sensual and without sin, gently caressing his wanton fevered skin.
A diamond smile forever engaging,
emotions securely bound but when undressed ablazing.
Exuding an enigmatic atmosphere,
a click of his fingers she is poised to adhere.
No inner conflict always giving of self,
even graciously patient when left on his shelf.
Mother O' Mine
Let your hand's run reverse,
time O' time turn backwards;
Let me remember my mother's words,
be something you love and understand,
follow your heart and nothing else;
You'll find McKenna's gold
is all in your soul;
She told me,
try and try and try
spread your wings and fly;
Don't let them tell you your worth
I know it as I gave you birth;
O' My precious one,
don't let them detain you,
tell you that you lack the spark,
for they are the ones,
who have slept through the night,
and have never known fire,
inside the stars.
Sometimes you face difficulties not because you’re doing something wrong, but because you’re doing something right.
– Joel Osteen
I can never find my perfect light.
Its always either too dim or too bright.
Maybe lighting was best in my first room.
But I can never visit nor reproduce the ambiance of my mother's womb.
*THAT WOMEN *
Woke up early for a daily kiosk...
Cooking, Cleaning,its not a joke..
Oh! Its time to send her in school ..
Uniform, lunch, oops! Forgot that Book..
Exams on peak.. what to speak..
Just running in a whole house
Carrying smile on my cheeks...
He worked from home, killing his time mostly on the phone.
She never complaint as She loved him More...
Things wrapped, Just look up at yourself..
Still have time to get dress up..
Pack your bag, lock your door..
So cute! you forgot to do your hair and your kiss your monseiur ..
You do not care , what you did , what was left..
Reached your station to get your train..
I often go to restaurants and cafes, alone.
Order two cups of tea, in chivalry of the woman I admire.
Even though she isn't around, I simulate her presence and this one tradition I do follow even if I'm enervated.
You know the thing with damaged and broken girls is that most of them had learned their lessons harsh, that they no longer need anyone. They won't need anything, because they've fought their battles, and made it.
And another thing, they are not afraid of losing as much, or fighting alone again. It will just be another pain, but they'll survive. What scares them away, is fighting "against" something they love. That's double the hurt, or many times more than that.
So walk away and leave her alone, because she doesn't need a man who isn't strong enough on his own. If you're just a scared mouse, start to run.
I am a feminist who likes to be dominated. I like to be held down and made to conform to someone else's will. That's not because I'm a woman. That's because I have a sexual preference.
I want to be a writer. I have a dream of writing in a way that others can escape into. I want some child some day to look at me and think, "I admire that person, and I hope to be like her," the way I did to so many while growing up. I want my peers to listen when I speak because they know that what I say is relevant and important.
I don't expect my lifetime worth of dreams to be in any way compromised by the couple of hours every now and then that I want to be held down and commanded, and I do not have to cho...
Darling! Slave the storm within you and let your calmness scare them.
There's no fault in her stars.
She may be a bit stubborn and hard to satisfy but she's in no way a smug or vain. If she's been quite successful this far in life yet struggling a bit in the relationship department, it must be because she's incredibly selective and holds men to high standards. So it has nothing to do with any sort of curse if she's found to be single. Any man who is jealous, lacking confidence or controlling doesn't stand much of a chance with her. She doesn't need platonic love but a deep and passionate love. There could be someone loving her too much but may be the two of them are not able to sync in because she's the kind of woman who will fall head over heels for a man who...
She held it all on her shoulders,
The weight breaks into her skin.
But she keeps moving forward.
Her feet develop blisters from the hard journey of coming so far away.
But still, she keeps walking.
Her hands were cut from the numerous times she fell down.
But still, she kept going.
The point is, she was completely worn down by the weight of her circumstances. But instead of giving up, she pressed forward. Perseverance leading her steps, and courage growing in her bones.