Let me hold my breathe, One last time..
Nothing left in me belongs to me or called just mine.
Just in a moment you stole everything
my sleep,my words, my few untouchable thoughts and ME.
Why you doesn't looked like a thief...
why you were so strong but yet your heart was too soft..
I met him , i saw him & i felt him too..
still i don't know who you were and why
you knocked door of my heart without any clue.
you just entered in my Life with a smile ,
without even asked my consent for a while..
And i was so mesmerized to see in your eyes
that i too forgot to ask about you.
you never said, I never heard that you like me.
i never said, you never heard that i liked you too.
Then how we just los...
NEGLIGENCE & IGNORANCE
Last to last night I was waiting for YOU
with my tiring eyes.
whole day you were busy in your OWN world
no complaints on where you were ...
LOST my expectations sometimes back
i got hurt but for sure ,not that much where I regret ..
i do remember those last words which u uttered
i knew the INs & OUTS so on that no comments...
Accepted the way life comes to me
lonely..aloof and sometimes just ME.
Tired yet not sleepy
busy with her daily kiosk .
not even sit for
to get her breathe back.
a beautiful smile
to make others feel
That she is alright .
That's a mother,
in everyone's house.
She will be tired
yet not sleepy as
She is in rush
everyone happy .
To be with her in his dream is the only dream he nurture every night with an open eye ..
Hoy y siempre te recuerdo.
Hoy y siempre te anhelo.
Hoy y siempre te extraño.
Hoy y siempre te amo.
Hoy y siempre te pienso.
Hoy más que nunca desearía abrazarte y escucharte.
Hoy y siempre estás abuelo.
Yesterday I did something that took courage and bravery. Something that has been holding me back for the past 7 years. Something that I was finally able to give closure to.
I feel good. I feel better. It is not holding me back anymore. I feel like a part of me has healed. Besides, I gained back an important friendship that I lost a long time ago. To be honest, I missed it a lot. I... missed her a lot.
Her support means so much to me, and now that I know I have it I actually feel stronger. It is true that what people say about "the truth will set you free".
Try it. It feels phenomenal.
My advice for you this week will be the following:
If you lost someone due ...
Our first kiss
Went something like this
First, there were those beer flavored lips
Coming closer to mine and then
There was thunder as these lips tingled together to
Of trepidatious hearts...
Stopping would be much harder than it was to start
So we didn't stop kissing for the longest time as tantalizing
Moments strung together through eternity as our kiss
They always say that
A picture is worth
A thousand words.
But what they
never tell you,
Is that one picture;
You remember everything.
What kind of day it was,
The persons voice,
And their laugh.
And so many emotions.
You remember exactly
The way you felt.
Those never change.
And that is what can
Make you smile or cry.
You are the Love story I always wanted as a little girl, but became to bitter in my teenage years to believe in.
Emotions confuse her at times when they aren’t overwhelming her.
One moment she can feel a rush of such tumultuous feeling that it takes her breath away and fills her with joy or deep sorrow.
And then there are other times when she is completely numb, impervious to everyone and everything, and nothing can touch her.
There is no in between.
It is all or nothing with her...
Oh lord, do i have a tale to tell-
But not all stories can be narrated using words.
“Eres como el oleaje
por mucho que te evite siempre vuelves,
Kissing your fears, and
Stroking each one of your feelings
I found a storm of black clouds
That just needed a little of sun ... My own sun. Ardent as the most.
Expected to grow in the confinement of perfection.
Groomed and framed in bars surrounding one to simply grow straight up from the roots. No room to move, forced to look and be the same as everything around you.
But that fence doesnt stop you. Growing around and through the bars your true chaos and beauty shines through. Provocative thoughts, new ways of seeing things that others ignored. Knowing that beauty is not a mold anyone or everyone can be put in and expecting them all to be the same.
Beauty comes from the differences grown between neutrality. Only then does the meaning of beauty become understood. It's an individuals tru...
It was I who moved out of the city, but it was YOU who abandoned me.
In this reverie,
the choir of my demons
whispering the rhythm
of darkness and misery,
I found your voice
holding the nest of my salvation.
i hate what's behind me
im addicted to the light
a shadow of me
at times, i have to look back
satisfy the urge, of what was done
what kept me high or low
but the light... held my hand
helped me, walk through
to trust or fake it through
this is warm
behind me, is cold
Up trying to process these sticky icky emotions I’m feeling.. yesterday I cleaned attempting to keep my thoughts and feeling at bay and then the insomnia kicked in so I organized a few closets and then I slept most of the day away and now I’m trying to finish up the mega piles of laundry that accumulated while I was gone and my thoughts just keep churning in the hamster wheel inside my head. I have so many unanswered questions, I know I’ll never get. I’m not sure why I even care, that’s the worst part.
Part of me feels so traumatized.. it’s so unbelievably uncomfortable to think a person could ever treat another human being the way I was treated, without regard to even my basic needs (foo...