I let you go...
The heart wants who it wants,
Does what it feels, never knowing the cost.
It trembles, fumbles, mistakes along the way,
and again, slipping my firm grip,
Wanting you, gave itself to you,
in confinement, asking you the same,
looking in your eyes, listening you,
as did for none; ashamed, my stupid heart,
for your hurts, longing to take your palls.
Wishing, you loving it, as it did you,
care, can't be fathom, head over heels,
Wants to hold you in my arms,
Kiss you by the lips, feel you,
as it feels me, more sensational, more passionately;
suffocating me to explain itself, naive;
but I stopped, in the facade of masquerade,
always my twisted mind, beyond my better judgement;
I am searching for poetry in words that lingers on your lips. Poetry that will be my strong morning coffee in chill of winter. Maybe someday I will collect all those words and some paper will be lucky enough to feel their rage. For now I am tired, feeling unloved, empty for the lack of words has landed me into grief that feeds upon my energy and nothing can help except conversations, naked voices and untangled words, with sweet dance of feelings on your lips.
The Puzzle Maker
Ask me questions if you feel like, start a conversation if you want. No promotions please, just conversation. Talk, most people don't talk :/
I let you go...
The heart wants who it wants.
The heart does what it feels like.
Sometimes it trembles,
Yes it does fumbles,
Making mistakes all along the way,
And again it does so, all over again.
The heart wants you,
If it wants you.
It gives itself to you,
It confines itself to you.
The way it looks you in the eye,
The way it listens to you,
It listens to noone,
It does that for noone,
It confines to noone,
But you love, but you.
If only this heart could explain itself for me,
Perhaps only if it chokes me,
In itself then you would know.
This heart does hurts you many time,
For reasons I still don't know why?
I wish I could take it all back.
I wish I could take away your pain.
Will you ev...
The weather today is kind of stormy. The clouds are nimbus and the wind blows so hard. My favorite kind of weather is a typical windy day with slight smile of mr. sun. I find that refreshing.
How about you?
You dont get it,
I see what im doing to myself,
I see what im doing to you,
I know i need to gain a stone or two,
I know what im doing is wrong,
I know, you know,
What you dont know is,
I awake every day in disgust,
I know im skinny, yet i hate my fat,
I tell myself i should eat,
I find excuses not to,
Ive taught myself not to be hungry,
You may think im crazy, or insane,
I see what im doing,
I just cant seem to change my way of thinking,
Troubles just love each other ..
they never come alone
they're always together ..
I don't know what's real anymore, its all messed up in my mind. My heart is confused and is fighting my gut and head. I've played the fool so many times and continue to do so. What's gonna happen if I fail myself again...what will happen if you do it again. Will you do it again? All I know is I'm still here whether you want me or not, I've tried to turn you off but even though you kill me a little each time, I live like I've never have before...I don't invite the pain, I require the passion. He redefines in everyway what love is, she's fallen and hasn't gotten up since... Losing control now, but I think its alright girl...
You think things are going to be fine after taking a little space or time
No they aren't
Because what I see happening
Is nothing but we falling apart
The time which is taken to heal
Is the time where we are loosing how we feel
I fear being apart from you
But there is nothing, I could do
I know we need a little time to settle things
But what if things change instead of getting settled
What if you find comfort and love in someone elses arm
You don't see the change that is happening
The change we are being
The change you aren't realising .
I fear loosing you
I have seen a day without you
Our bond is unique as any other
The friendship we share
Is just simply rare
Hurtful are the goo...
A menudo hablo del océano dentro de mi pecho, Rara vez menciono el naufragio.
You know, I have power to make you feel blessed and cursed at the same time. ❤
Los garabatos en mi cabeza no me dejan pensar con claridad
No debo hacerle caso al corazón
No debo caer en sus brazos otra vez
Debo controlarme y soportarlo
El no me quiere, solo quiere jugar y esta empezando
Si ya juegue el demo de su maldito y perverso juego
Como es que sigo perdiendo a pesar de saber lo que me espera
Ayuda, pido ayuda, por que el viene en camino por el y yo me quiero ir
Auxilio pido auxilio por que se que caeré
Caeré en sus brazos, en su maldito poder, en el dolor tan rico que me hace sentir
Falso amor que es tan dulce y amargo como un vino
Ven a mi dice sin descaro con falsos elogios
Falso charlatán a quien conozco y quiero como a un pequeño perrito
No es triste el decir adiós, simplemente duele reconocer cuanto me lastimaste. No duele amar, lamentablemente, lastima tu traición. No es difícil confiar, ciertamente, una vez rota, no existe reparo para la desconfianza. No cuesta reconocer que te extraño, precisamente esa es la razón por la que decido irme. No es de locos necesitarte, sencillamente, tu no quieres estar para saciar mi necesidad de ti. No es ridículo soñar mi vida contigo, claramente los sueños nada tienen que ver con la realidad. No es estúpido amarte, sin embargo lo es cuando se que nunca serás completamente para mí. No es ilógico llorar ahora que has terminado de destruir mi corazón, inevitablemente me he quedado vacío ahor...
H - Hoping that today will be the day
I - It's been so long
S - Staring at the screen, waiting for the notification
W - Weary eyed, I lay me down to sleep
O - Often, they can come as I nap
R - Research keeps the mind budy
D - Denying time to think
S - Suffering ends eventually
Here I lay
The last time
Our skin touched,
As we ravaged
I wonder what
We meet...~E.M. Fraser
Scars are beautiful.
Each scar has a different story to tell about how it had taken birth. It explains how much hatred it gets each moment. It explains the anger and tears of the bearer. It screams how it is always asked to disappear.
Scar is an enigma in itself. It is the masterpiece of an unappreciated artist. It is the story of an mere author. Scars are wonderful. Scars are anything but ugly.
*Love at first sight*
Trouble came along joy,
When you passed by.
An amazing rush I felt,
In front of me when you knelt.
Cheeks flushed red,
When I knew why you bent.
It was my earring,
Clearly not what I meant.
You noticed my face,
And watched my smile fade,
When your laughter,
Ringed in my ear.
Giving me my piece of gold,
You left with no words told.
I wonder what that smile meant,
Nothing but disappointment.
Today we meet again,
I prayed that I look sane.
You smiled my way,
Those sleeping butterflies fly again.
You asked me out,
My heart beats loud.
My eyes met your eyes,
I found no lies.
I said yes,
I wore a dress,
You took me to dine,
Our hands fit fine.
You are captivating...
The sands of time drift and wash over me as I stare at my collection of your laughs, smiles and sparks.
As I look into your eyes, I see a shine that reflects a world of wonder and dreams. Am I reflected in your eyes right now?
As you laugh all I can see are golden sparks. These sparks that fall from your lips are as light and lovely as the falling cherry petals.
Your smiles are the rays of sunshine gently warming my heart and leaving an imprint. As your eyes crinkle with the remnants of happiness, life is reflected in full color.
When the day ends and the warm hues caresses the Earth goodbye, the moon and the stars take stage. In the midnight blue sky, you are the twinkling galaxy tha...
Depression is not a phase, it's a disease. It's like screaming your lungs out and nobody can hear you. It's like falling apart without anyone noticing. You must be wondering, how do I know? Well, been there, done that, twice!
When depression and anxiety come knocking on your door, you may feel absolutely hopeless and like there is nothing you can do to make it go away. Do something, be it reading, writing, talking to a dog you might or might not own. Refuse to prophecize defeat over yourself. Get out and get grounded. Find hope in the things you love.
Reach out. Find a friend you can trust and talk yourself through the depression and anxiety you are experiencing in the moment. If frien...