I'm not sure what the point of me putting this here is, with lettrs set to close at any moment... but I just want a place where I can be free - a place where I can be me.
I don't feel safe to post in the Facebook group my true thoughts and feelings because it is a public group and my friends and family can see everything that I post, so I guess I need to either post everything in a foreign language or just hop over to Wattpad until such a time that Lettrs 2.0 is released.
आपकों याद नही कर पाता,
तो आप कर लीजिये,
रिश्तें निभाते वक्त
मुकाबला नहीं किया जाता !!
I am worried or i am confused, i don't know
whether my past and future are fused, i don, t know
why i am changing, it feels so different
it kinda seemed necessary but fear is the afferent
"fear of gaining them or loosing them again"....i don't know
someone has gained my trust again
maybe i am bad at protecting it or good at loosing it in vain
i have everything i want
but still there is something which says i can't
i can't let them close to me
i can't let them become we
i don't know anything else i just know one thing life has been different lately
better or worse time will tell with the forthcoming situations ultimately
"what are you so afraid of"
Born to over think
Heartache most wouldn't believe
Life's beauty angered me
A childhood trait
Now I've passed it to little B
I wish I could take away your pain
I'm sorry I just gave you away
Filling you with anger and shame
Then just walked away
The things I put you through were not okay
But how do you tell a six year old momma shoots dope into her veins
Because of it with Mommy Dearest you have to stay
Now you know an alcoholics pain
Perfect for abuse because your mommy abandoned you
I can see where you've confused love with hate
An how sometimes living an dying look the same
I see the hurt on your face
I promise there's more to life than pain
It's ok to keep your trust locked away
In time y...
my emotions were bubling rioting and clawing at my heart hiding deep within my chest .
ripping and shredding every fiber of my being
i felt it all
all at once
as i told him i didn't care
i didn't care about what we had
i didn't care about anything we had shared
i didn't care about his feelings
that id moved on from anything we might of had
i broke his heart and that hurt me deeper than any knife could cut
so in the end i really did care
Conduces a través de un túnel que parece no tener fin y te quedas sin luces, sin gasolina. Golpeado sin tregua por tenebrosos pesares a pie continúas, mientras tu mente arde en dudas que te asolan el alma. Te preguntas porqué estás ahí, porqué no logras su luminoso extremo alcanzar. Arrastrando los pies, la vida, de lo único que estás seguro es que no mereces estar ahí ¡Maldita sea! No lo mereces...
There's a poem standing outside my door,
Beautifully wrapped in a drizzling rain.
All her thoughts were moving like her wet open hairs.
She entered in my heart without asking me again.
That's how i met my poem holding her hand ,
While she was quiet and i am listening her silence .
Every night she stand outside my door ,
Without knock i felt her presence .
And she too smile before i penned down her beauty through sparkling words.
As she knew i was waiting for her just like romeo waited for her juliet .
Thats my poem for a poem standing outside my door.
I m something of U
U are something of ME
WE are something incredible TOGETHER
"I'll always be there when you need someone."
When ever she was in tears, her mind repeated those words. She pacified herself, 'it's not what he would have wanted'.
He wasn't one of those to handle tears. In fact, he couldn't handle hugs from he too. He wanted to, his face said it all, but he would look at the floor and shake in head saying 'no, hugs', he could do better!
One day, he finally tried to tell her, but his throat lost words, he was emotional, just seeing her weep in silence. She didn't talk, cry or complain, the tears just rolled off her eyes, speaking for themselves.
She demanded, 'can I get a hug now atleast? You're going away. It could be our last.'
He obediently came over...
A night to remember
where sleep was standing away in a surprise.
i was awake but not sad
blink in my eyes, blush on my cheeks.
It was visible to all my night geeks.
My pillow hugged me for no reason,
after a long, he found no tears on him.
Ah! that may sound a little weird
but i found a reason to smile without fear.
Though Love tried hard to derailed me,
HOPE holds me, peck me, stayed awake with me
to make me realise that
I still have life to live without any reason.
Just live it, love it, till I can ..
A night to remember
where i met with myself .
totally changed persona ,
behaving like a child.
blushing like a teenage
silent like an ocean with
love infinite .
feeling shy somewhere...
at a bad timing.
Emotions and thoughts,
Feelings and facts,
Meander into a
A portrait of my world
A glimpse into my soul.
piece of art,
A poet and poem.
I am immersed in you
seamlessly - like the breath
that fills and un-fills
like water that
ebbs and flows
inside of me,
but you are fire and blood
red-hot and simmering,
I have lost everything tranquil
to the thought of you.
you are the chaos
that erodes and abrades
burns, and turns everything to
cinder, smoke and ash.
I let you
lick the edges of me
warmed, where I am cold
touched, where I haven't been touched
felt, where I am unfelt.
and I tame
your raw unevenness. tether your longings.
and bring you into balance.
draw you so you are held now
like amber liquid
sparkling inside my bosom.
our union is the rapture
that breathes stars into the gala...
hustles are coming
rents still not paid
trying to make ends meet
to survive in this world today.
lonely out here
where was you?
tears in his eyes,
sadness comes in waves
crashed upon my shoreline
with the sun setting no sun is shining
darkness caving in and
i'm still trying to float.
wondering when will the sea drown me ?
hold me deep down,
drown me in this endless
bottom pit where you claim me
Mi felicidad tiene nombre, de mis profundidades la dicha de una rebosante naciente mana. Manantial que su imagen en mi mente alimenta y su presencia en caudalosa vertiente transforma. Su tierno abrazo es el acabose de tristezas e inseguridades, en súbita huida desaparecen. Tus labios ambrosía que alimenta mi alma, con esos besos que reparan mi estructura. Cuerpo y rostro que embelesan mis sentidos y revolucionan mi soñar. Mi felicidad tiene nombre...
Dear letterist (Stranger),
I know, your soul is suffering and fearing the end results. But believe me -- you and anyone reading this, will get through this phase, just keep that smile on your face.
Struggles will lead to sucess and patience will light the inner peace. We are together in this pandemic maybe on different boats, but in the same ocean atleast.
I love how i respond in 5 minutes
And you take at least an hour and a half
Like wtf is up with that
Its a bad sign
When im smiling at my phone
Waiting for your name
And i know i need to let go
But you say the right things
And you still got me on hold
But you treat me like shit
And it really hurts you know
I long for you.
If you are the fire,
I am a forest of hope,
eagerly awaiting your flame.
Rage like the wind,
let it carry you to me,
so that we may burn together.
- James McInerney
Instagram / Twitter @millsmc07
No deseo bajarte las estrellas, deseo verte subir una escalera para alcanzarlas tú misma. Yo solo deseo sostener tu escalera, aliviar tus caídas y alentarte mientras subes de nuevo.