The best illusion.
'A hope that someday we will meet that one person who will love us the way we are.'
The worst disappointment.
'Humans are blessed with a power of focusing more on the negatives than that of the positives.'
- the nomad pen.
Those punches of wind
On my face.
My hairs starts to dance
In their own way.
Trying to hold them back
They move even more
As if competing.
I stretch my arms
To an extent
To let the wind
cross by me.
I take a step back
Refusing the challenge
To love the feel I get.
We sit, across each other, for the first time in years, searching for words neither of us can find.
The silence is so long, the moment you open your mouth, I hope it's a justification.
Something that will lessen my pain.
"No, you're not.
At least not in the way I wish you were."
You look at me, confusion lingering in your eyes.
"You knew there were things I couldn't speak about.
"Which is why the day you refused
to meet my eyes was the day
I realised you didn't want to hear
anything I wished to say."
Know me on a deeper level
Showing trouble under pressure
Always dancing with the devil
Digging deeper where's the treasure
Captain Hook in search of booty
Black and white like I Love Lucy
Grey between like hairs on Clooney
Why can't we just watch a movie
Need what you can't offer to me
Still I'm waiting being patient
Dear God it's Margret call me Judy
He was poisoned by his friends, they didn't like him anymore!!
They say he was sweet before.
You look at me
like you're sorry
for all that's happened.
Then you move back
to turn around
And I know you're not.
'Don't go' said the boy searching for love in her.
'Don't let me' said the girl trying to prove her love for him.
" Good morning " she texted him.
" Happy Valentine's Day " came the reply.
For once she wished to be his valentine...
valentines day sucks
it was a bad day
i was out in utah my ex even
allowed me to go and then he
sneaks in to where i'm at and steals
i find a ride half way to home
and all thanks to an old friend of mine
who was the one to come through for me.
i'm grateful for having someone like this
i can call a friend.
my ex and i brawled it out
a fist fight
and marks and bruises are appearing.
i'm saddened by this.
games are being played
emotions being toyed with.
i am so tired of putting up this this
living in a trap house
on the go if you will
this isn't the life i envisioned
nor was it promised to be like this
i want it to be normal.
no more traffic
no more peopl...
Happy yet sad
Simple yet complicated
Alone yet in company
lost yet aware
Dead yet alive
Free yet enchained .....
In love yet....
"Night air, good conversation,
And a sky full of stars can heal
Almost any wound."
"But the most beautiful things in
Life are not just things.
They're people,and places,
Memories and pictures.
They're feelings and moments and
Smiles and laughter."
The Wretched Truth
One moment, a moment of joy it was, when her entry in the world, was revealed.
She was protected in the womb, as a bundle of joy she was.
When she came out he took her in his hand, overwhelmed he was.
He held her hand, taught her how to walk.
He gave her the first words of her life.
He put dreams in her eyes so that she could soar later on.
He was always around protecting her, like she meant the world to him.
Soon she opened her eyes to realise it was a dream.
A dream where he held her but unsure of his emotions.
He held her hand but only to cuff it forever.
He walked with her only so that she does not know her own direction.
He gave her the words only to snatch away...
I am writing this to anyone who is having a hard time or for anyone who knows someone who isn't doing very fine .
The best we can do to help a person get over something that's killing them inside is to let them feel the pain . Let them fight this and let them conquer what so ever it is. May it be fear , rage or the feeling of worthlessness. Let them get through this for once and for all. Let them take their time to heal. If you really want to be a help to them , your presence is the best way. Knowing that no matter what someone is still going to be there after I win or lose gives the person strength to go on.
The worst thing you can do to them is to ask them to be happy when...
I fought my inner demons
I failed to see
The real demons surrounding me
The eve teasers
The men standing in a dark alley
The abusive bosses
The Fake Lover
I fight them all but one
How do I fight my lover?
I move on
I am a fighter
I have changed myself, to become someone I wasn't.
It hurts you, that I have forgot my past.
I don't need you anymore, you satisfied my needs.
You are one I want in my exploring life, and that's why,
I changed myself into you so that I won't miss you anymore..
For as long
As I can remember
I've always hated you
Has not changed that
It has made my feelings
As they have festered
I wish I had told you
When I had the chance
I could let it go. JD
Solitudes are like buds.
Closed, yet reachable.
Dull, yet colorful.
Slow, yet productive.
Thorns and leaves are their walls.
And most importantly, it's beautiful when they open up. They become the most admired Flowers.
- the nomad pen.
I chose a skirt of almost black, to say goodbye. But with a rebellious scattering of soft pastel confetti. You'd have approved. Though you carried the Goth-look in your teens, yellow was always your favourite colour.
Do you remember those Wellington boots? The photo taken by Mum, in front of the boarded-up lounge window? They were bright enough to confuse bumblebees! You were perhaps five, chubby-cheeked with a handful of sandy curls. A beautiful child with shy, sparkling eyes and a savage pinch, when your big sister deserved it.
It's ten years tomorrow, since we lost you. Had I known it was coming, I'd have called you sooner; spoken to you for longer; asked you just one more questi...
I need you to promise yourselves something: No matter how hard things get, don't stop.
Don't stop smiling.
Don't stop trying.
Don't stop feeling.
Don't stop writing.
Don't stop living.
Just don't stop.
It's been months since I've allowed myself to feel my feelings. To acknowledge them. To write them down.
Don't do that to yourself.
Find your reason for joie de Vivre.