As abysmal as it now may feel,
Your handling of the situation
Might actually be helping me
To get over my desire for you.
#WOD -abysmal. MOM
Tonight i met with fear..
When i heard mom needs to urgently refer.
Till yesterday she was well..
Loving us like we are 2years old child for her.
We were amused with her behaviour..
But never thought to see her like that in a day...
I just wish and pray.. This ABYSMAL phase of her and our life will go soon. She will come home healthy and happily.
I am missing her hug, missing her talks..
She is ther one who make us laugh ..
In our tough times she stood like a wall..
She never let allowed any trouble to come near...
She is the root of our beautiful world..
I always pray that she will be fine when she come..
This time i will not hide in me that how...
I was ready to give you my heart
I yearned for you to see my soul
And from your words, from your eyes
I believed you felt the same longing -
Make it a habit to put that
Sweet smile between your lips,
For then I will make it a habit
To gradually build my life around it.
Somewhere near your eyes
Spare some space for me
As in the end I want to exist
In them for an eternity to come
As it is what I do the best...
Indulge in your beauty,
To forget the rest.
As I wander about to
Set in your breath,
And rise in your heart.
Simmer in your smile,
To remain a distinct part
Of your life, while
You're busy trying to live a life.
Afterlife through words and memories is the afterlife we believe in, fortunately or unfortunately.
writing love letters
short or long
saying what you admire about
and are grateful for
and within your love's existence
like how listening to you talk
hearing you breathe
just gives me an added happiness
and wanting to see your face
all i have to do
is close my eyes
to feel you here
no matter how far
a simple thought
within a day's chaos
that makes you smile
and blush like an idiot
yet some will say
this is cheesy
but haven't you earned
to let your love flow
just look at how it makes you glow
-joshua ryan stewart
I have always been a dope while expressing what's going on in my mind.... I'm scared everytime,when I have to go through this kinda exposure. Yesterday was like an abnormal day...I wasn't myself but I enjoyed and I'm thankful from my core for that!! I didn't think twice for some instances... but I left somethings also!! I really enjoy my time with you,it's like I'm talking to one of my replica yet a different person... I blushed when you said I have rights on you... but when there is inferiority complex,you've got to watch your back for whatever you say...no matter how much you say stating my rights on you will be a toughest task for me... I will never say you to call me up no matter how mu...
I miss you, I miss looking at you, gazing in a stupor that brings an undeniable smile to my face. I miss being near you with the remotest possibility of touching my lips and mouth to yours... to your body. I miss seeing your smile and eyes as well. I miss hugging on you because yes, I close my eyes and the entire world, save you, vanishes. I miss everything and just a second ago I was wondering if there is still a possibility to continue without missing you.
What is the sound
of a heart breaking?
Sometimes it's like
a closing door.
There's a creak,
A signal of something
leaving, and another
Sometimes, it sounds like
a falling leaf.
but with a soft whisper,
of something changing.
A change that can't be
And still, at times,
it's like a pindrop.
Which is more lethal...
Engraving Your Name From
In The Rising Steam Of Tea
I want you
I don't want
To share you
Or be just
I want your
I crave to hear
The sound of
Your Voice on the
All the dirty
What I need,
On my mind
Of each day,
Only You~E.M. Fraser
I love you
I didn't know
Well i did but i didn't want to know it
But i love you
With all of your perfect flaws
And all of your perfect qualities
I just love you
I can't find the words to tell you
But I'm here
I always am
Cause i care
I care for you
I can't do what's right
Cause i don't know what is
But i will listen
Cause i care for you
I can hug you, kiss you
Cause i don't know what else to do
I'm sorry if i make mistakes
तज्जुब ए इश्क ने मुताज्जिब्ब जो किया।
तेरे उज्ब ए इश्क ने अजब दास्तां को बेजार कर दिया।
Seeping in my veins are tears of distress,
For you gave me the best cynical largesse,
I am perplexed by how much you have to give,
And also at my own inability to forgive,
I have always wanted to make you my reason to live,
Instead you became the reason I grieve,
Crying wasn't ever my kind of solution to pain,
But it hurt so much that I went totally insane,
I tried my hardest to stop the tears that flowed ,
I couldn't because every part of my existence in pain bellowed,
As the lamentations of my heart echoed through my hollow body ,
I felt disgusted finding my own living queer and shoddy ,
I made resolutions to myself that night but all in vain ,
As a single glimpse of you...
As he rubbed his lips against hers.
All she could hear was their song in her ears.
All she could feel was his rough beard brushing her gentle skin.
All she saw was darkness of her insecurities, from his promises to him moving away.
And she pulls him closer to let the moment last and release every feeling she has as she decides to let her grip on his shirts go.
It was her second, first kiss!
I can't really explain the way I feel about you. I've tried on many occasions, but could never get the words out right....
When you hold me in your arms every problem drifts away I connect with you in a way that can only be explained with Swirls of colors my purples reaching out and intertwined with your earthly green...
... I want to be engulfed in your arms every night
Your eyes are the color of a clear blue sky absent of clouds when I first looked into them i was hooked I've never fallen so deep into anyone's eyes but yours...
... I want to witness your eyes peak out at the new day every morning
I tend to stay distant from people for quite a while but on our first date we hiked to watch the sunset and as we sat there watching Crystal blues turn to a beautiful mix of reds and oranges we fell silent...
DIARY !!!!! 😍😘😘😘
It's been 7 years since u have been there with me ...in my goods n my bads ...
Ur open heart gesture to take every mood of mine with a smile... keeping the memories archived .... concealed from everyone one.... U have been so good to me ... always.... Never showed a single blunt expression on watever I said...
U have been like a rainbow in my Sunny n rainy days ....🌈
Everything that I have told u are my deepest secrets ... But u are my companion , a shoulder u have been to lean on ...be it a joyous occasion or a day of grief....
The days are bad wen I don't get to see u ..or ..tell u about my day ...
U r like a dearest friend to me ...who keeps on listening to the chit ch...