Stop striving for excellence
For people who are in bed
May God protect me
And His love never reject me
No matter what happens, I should be protected by God
And make sure that I don't just "try" God
He isn't Someone to try out
Or Someone to buy out
He is Someone that cares about me, genuinely
Even if I don't, Him, see, genuinely
He is Someone that's there for every individual, no matter their plight
He is there to care and carry and bear plights
So, may God protect me
May His love never reject me
And may my love for Him continue to grow
And may it also continue to make you, and you, and you grow
Yes, you! It's not just about me here
So, when you read this, be here!
The Wolf and the Doe
I wear my damage
Pearls around my throat
Cradled by echoes of
Past bruises, violence
The wind blows right
Through me, howling
And I howl back, I've
Crying out for something
But now my
Mouth is closed.
I see mountains, ridges
Spearing into the sky
Framed and dappled
By sunshine and pine
I think I could make a
Home here, if I could
Ever make a home.
I think I'm learning how
To put away my
Scars, pluck my heart
From my sleeve, stop
Being dragged endlessly back
To the moments of impact,
Fists crunching into my face
Bone meeting cartilage
Secrets whispered in
Hushed tones collected in
The shells of my ears...
I'm crying for help, but no one listens
In my eyes, tears glisten
But still I'm crying to deaf ears
It's as if no one cares
Oh, I know there is Someone thats cares about me
But this Someone, I cannot see
I want to talk to Him, but it's as if He has blocked me from His View
And, if so, who am I talking to?
Or is it me that's blocked him from talking to me?
Am I the one that cannot, Him, see?
This is too complex for me to figure out on my own
But I know that, even if I don't feel it's true, I'm never alone
A friend of mine told
me that I should marry
my ex boyfriend. I laughed!
Then I told his wife, that
“I have never lived in a house
big enough to stay married!”
You want to cry, tears running down your face
Standing in front of the mirror as you watch the drops race
Down Down they go, falling gently with ease
Why couldn't your life also be a breeze?
It started when you were five, mommy left you for a drink
Your daddy tried his best but was dead in a blink
You roamed the dirty streets until the orphanage took you in
But whenever you fought with children you just could never win
By twelve you had run away five times
Then brought right back after committing some crimes
Every one ignored you, hated you, despised you
Wanting to die you took your last view
Before you could jump someone knocked at your door
And before you knew it someone ...
Wings to fly?
Dreams to conquer?
Castles to rule?
Men to serve?
She didn't ask for any of them
She just asked for one life
That you live, he lives and
everyone else lives
She just asked for her dignity
Which her life is bound to serve
And that too
was snatched away
harshly, mercilessly, cruelly
She asked nothing but
A life she could live!
the skin I feel
I replace it
I find a skin that suits me
Something more softer
into become more me
I like dirty hearts
and restless minds,
the old souls
that have known hard lives;
the ones who cast
the most beautiful shine.
You’re the shoreline
I’m the wave
Crashing into you
Allowing the love we make
To take shape
Welcome to my letter #1
Smile and get started!
Words are not mere words,
They are water.
(On a side note: once he told me that his favourite quote was, "Be water my friend", and I sort of grew on it)
They are water 'cuz
They are the war scars and they are the wound
They are the cause and they are the cure.
They let soar high in the dreamy skies
Yet they pull you back to ground ties.
They let you dream
And take form even of your screams.
They are extravagant magic
And they are the reality tragic.
They are the reins and they are the wings
Sometimes they become those li'l strings.
Now I feel like I've run out of all logic😂😂
See you soon, when ...
You are not with me now,
But the moments that
You spend with me
we spend together in
the relationship will
stay with me forever.
I wouldn't call you as someone I love
nor call you as someone I despise
for you had me at the junction of the two
confused, without a hint of your true self.
I wouldn't curse you for my nightmares
despite you, the nightmare in human form
nor praise you, for standing in my shadows
lurking in an evil gesture, but still behind me
through days and nights without a pause
despite toying with my mood swings
playing with my innermost self, smiling
through all of my tears and trembles
admiring my heart, break in all fragility
watching me fade, in all sobriety
for your felicity, wondering how
I would get back up when all I could do
was break, break, break and keep breaking
till all that I had was n...
After a busy morning tidying up my
place I went to have a shower. Worried, as I removed my necklace and to my dismay the charm fell down the drain! I was disheartened as I took it off for fear of losing it in the shower. Luckily, however, I didn’t lose the chain, but the cross appears to be gone- forever. I find this strangely ironic, I was getting the message not to lose my faith, but perhaps, it was meant in myself.
I have discovered that
people will tell you
who they really are.
You just have to listen.
Poseer la mente de alguien no es como poseer el cuerpo.
Es mucho más que eso.
Es hacer el amor sin límites.
Es siempre estar,
Por todas partes.
Es estar en la misma locura.
Hacer de la interrupción un camino nuevo,
hacer de la caida, un paso de danza,
del miedo, una escalera,
del sueño, un puente,
de la búsqueda,...un encuentro.
Words to use-
Born with kindness
Build with suffer,
We live life for a purpose,
Pleagued by doubts in a world full of
Hard times reveal the true face,
Now have courage,
to face the unforseen Future
It's not too easy to come out of cage
Achieve standing at the edge of stair.
You hold my hand tightly
as we amble by
on the sea side.
Wearing a very bright smile
while talking about
The happiness that I feel
is bound never
and I wouldn't ask
for more from the
But as we stop
from taking another step
darkness creeped into
every corner, denying
I jolt awake to find
in my messed up
Realizing it was just
a farfetched dream
in a lonely humming