I really hope and pray that where ever you are & whoever you are with, keeps you happy & satisfies you with everything that i failed to do.
But for courage and faith,
I have nothing left.
So let me walk on alone,
As I always have.
Because they never stayed for the raging storm.
But I know my strength will keep me warm.
She pulled on a rope she couldn't see
You see, there was no rope to pull
Yet she kept on pulling and hoping the rope was in place
She didn't want to, God forbid, fall and no longer be holding on
This invisible rope was important to her; she didn't want to lose her grip
But holding on to an invisible rope is tiring, and she did what she hoped she wouldn't do:
She lost her grip and fell
She kept hoping to gain in back, but it didn't happen
And, then, before her very eyes an actual rope appeared
She pulled on it, picked herself up, and dusted herself off
She didn't want this to be a repeat accident, if it actually was one
It's not an easy thing, holding on to a rope you cannot see
She held on ...
Words are all I'm doing these days,
Someday soon it'd be whispers,
My palms resting on your hips,
Where I dwell in your laugh,
And forgo myself in your smiles,
A day soon will come,
dreams makes my tomorrows dear,
Let me dream,
Let me dream.......
People still call me old school.
Lol! because I still believe in respect, loyalty, trust, emotions, love and friendship.
I don’t mind being old school even in today’s world when I know I still choose people the same old way. Same level of understanding, thoughts and mutual agreement of being together.
I still have the same heart I was born with and I’m still very possessive about the people I care about! I think that’s what you call a personality.
Sometimes I’m still afraid of getting along with new people. I don’t get along so easily. Because I’m still afraid of loosing people from my life but unfortunately I see people cheating, lying and making fun ...
"Inspired by MLK Theme Paper."
"WEAKNESS VS STRENGTH".
The more you look at your weakness
The less you get to know about strength,
If you keep looking at your weakness
Then you will fall down and people will walk on you to crush you and make you feel like
you can't do anything in life,
They will criticize you, they will make your mind with full of negativity and lastly, they will leave you by saying
"You are fit for nothing" and will show you the way that you look through the weakness.
So it's on you, what you want for self,
A weakness or strength.
If you want to do something in life
Then go for the strength, it is the best option to choose to defeat anything at any time.
stay strong an...
On some days I feel blue like the sky is about to break, and the clouds are about to pour down heavy rain upon me as if they want to create holes on my body. There is this disturbing feeling that comes in big waves that never fail to crash on the shores of my fragile heart. Though tickled, my heart shivers due to the coldness that the waves of emotions bring.
On some days I feel lonely despite being with a friend and laughing so hard at his or her jokes. It is like being with a clown and finding him or her funny while watching myself from afar with a frown on my face. Sometimes the thought of how, if I ever disappear, my disappearance will not matter at all reminds me of how alone I still...
In these freezing cold degrees
Where I can smell you in the breeze
Just wanted to let you know again,
I love you, I love you......
Without you in my heart, I’ve gotten to know God more. He brings joy, hope, and happiness into my life. He has brought me comfort through all this pain and turmoil the last two weeks.
You said I was dependent, and I didn’t listen. Without you, I’ve grown more independent and care for myself. I’m working on me now. Making choices for me.
With you, I felt a second love and compassion. I felt good about myself and my looks for the first time in forever. You gave me confidence.
With you, I learned new things. You pushed my boundaries and tested my limits. You pushed me out of my shell and gave me many memories.
Without you, I’ve learned how to live for myself.
With you, I want a second chanc...
"To The Bad Thinker".
How you see me
It won't change me to that,
But it will change your mind
From thinking good to bad or
Bad to very bad.
It will change your image
from being who to whom
And will show your real character,
It will affect you not me.
"You coward" (For all those immortal lives whose thinking is so little and very cheap who disrespect a life and because of them every other has to be suffered.)
Don't use it as a weapon.
Don't use it to pin the blame on anyone but yourself.
Use it as a reflection.
Use the awareness to break the cycle.
Use the awareness to fight the struggle.
Use the awareness to overcome.
May we be blessed with the wisdom to change.
Keep the faith.
Pause if you must, but keep walking the journey.
#A LGBTQ+ TALE
Under a stack of them, identity chokes
Drowsy smells, different prints
My fist tightens, one around my neck
One around these pairs
I struggle, under shiny lights
The cracks on my face, pop out
Radiate with the illuminance,
And my lip colour
These normal ones, trying consideration
Dressed up in busty uniforms, ask me if I need help
Screams my inner peace, shouting - it's a just a mall
Just a shelve with smelly underwears
Just a human, capable of endeavours.
I choke, in the fresh odour of the knocking
I fumble, some descent words I say.
Wonder why, that rose one pops out
I grab it's silk...
I started as a seed in your hands, full of promise and potential. I grew in your arms, rooting myself in you, dependent on you for my emotional and spiritual nourishment.
Like a virus, I let you consume me. I let your presence take over my thoughts and drive to do what I do. I let it control my emotions and my feelings.
Like a snake, my doubts and struggles choked the life and joy out of me until there was nothing left but despair and worry of how I was going to get out of the snake’s grasp.
I let you in the darkest corners of my heart, where nobody had gone before. God worked to let you in to turn the lights on for Him so He could break the chains and make that space in my heart habitabl...
If I were an artist, I'd fail a thousand times, and yet couldn't paint THE YOU, even lacking all the perfections you possess......
My favorite word right now is ‘faith’. It carries so much weight and power, and applies to any one idea or being. It’s a giver of power to weak knees in time of struggle and need.
Have faith in god,
He will help you against all odd.
Have faith in your good deeds,
They pay off when one genuinely needs.
Have faith in your hard work,
It will soon turn the tables with a jerk.
Have faith in your honesty,
It stimulates a certain high from sheer modesty.
Have faith in your loved ones,
They will support you ounces and tons.
Have faith in your destiny,
It swiftly works wonders releasing your life off scrutiny.
You, yes you.
Why do you look so dumbfounded?
Straighten up, smile.
Now this may seem like a dream,
But trust me, you might want to listen to this old soul.
I’m proud of you.
For making it through all those nights that seemed never ending.
For learning to stay shut in times to avoid the drama.
For letting the flame of compassion within, remain.
For being brave, for being kind.
The journey from here is long and arduous,
Some challenges will be impalpable,
Some wounds may take longer to heal,
But find it within you,
To help you through the darkness.
For the only faith you’ll ever need,
Is your own.
Things seem bleek at the moment. It feels like after all the physical stresses have been nothing but an end can fix it all.
Everyone else has spoken so, but it seems cliche, it does get better. Just to have the faith takes so much energy to complete.
Soon when you cannot expect it, you will not recognize it. Different will not only grace me, it will hit my life with absolute sublime.
Fear grips me always at every turn, because in the before, it was upside down and cork-screwed. Accept it me! Be capable of joy and peace besides sinking in misery.
There's this large wall up ahead,
Its too large to scale, I'm afraid.
I don't want to be here,
I just want to get ahead.
My mind is racing,
My fears run deep.
I can't see what's beyond,
I've lost the path I was on.
After a while of fighting with myself,
Of desperately trying to move forward.
I say to myself, no matter what happens,
I'll overcome the obstacle I see in front.
I free myself of old dreams,
Take my mind off downtrodden roads.
I chose a new path to go to down on,
To a region that's not obsolete or old
Wild is my spirit and my destination,
A forest filled with pine cones,
A place with tall trees and new hopes.