I often cry passionately..
during these dark nights
and in some way
It teaches my sad heart ..
to love more deeply
remember more fondly
and laugh more heartily.
the heaviness of my sorrow
has taught me..
how brisk laughing feels..
There was an unbearable stench in the air that engulfed my senses and wrapped itself like a noose around my neck. I had to get out of the place and I had to do it soon. But how? I writhed like a snake on the cold ground, and spent all my remaining energy in the struggle to stand up. A jolt of fire crawled down my spine, paralyzing me. I could not give up. Not after all those years of struggle.
My legs were limp and I couldn’t lift one of my hands. I used the other hand to move about the floor, trying to find some escape. It was pitch dark and I could hear my ruffled breath. I did not have much time left, I knew that very well. One more try. I dragged myself on the floor as every limb ache...
You said I lust you and I heard I love you!
Yes you were right, Sorry that was my mistake!!
She was so uplifted with his
That she couldn't even feel blind fold
over her eyes!!
She is not just your lover,
but your partner in all situation.
She is one on whome you can count
on anytime and she can do anything
to see you happy.
If she be the hardest to world but
would be so kind with you.
She will feel secure with you.
She will be childish with only you
as well as the most serious if it's
anything related to you.
One with whome you can be crazy
and stupid with.
Who has fixed your pictures and
name permanently in her heart.
The one whome you can trust,
You can share secrets with.
One who is ever ready to listen
to all your problems.
One who makes you laugh.
One who knows about you and
tries to know more and more about you.
From a million of people in the crowd,
You choose me as your love!
Hot, smart & beautiful, more then me are present in this world,
Then why did you left your heart at my heart's doorstep?
Is it that I've something special in me which I myself is unaware of ?
Or is it just my imagination which made us come together?
Is it that you heard my heart's inner voice?
Or, accepting someone with thousands of drawbacks, is what is called love?
Dear the one that got away,
One day, life will whisper to you about the fatal impact and the turbulence she faced after you left her
In that moment, you will realize how truly meaningful you are to her yet she survived the catastrophe and soar high
You will watch and feel how she still possesses the same tender heart you deeply love and adore yet you feared, which for so long love you to infinity
Your absence destroyed her, but she continues to reborn again.
SAY ONCE, YOU'RE MINE
We fight all day,
Still I love you!
Two sweet words from you,
Make me again fall for you!
I wish, if our bond stays like this forever.
Be my Romeo & I'll be your Juliet.
We will carve our love story
Together with our inks.
Just say it once that you love me
And be my prince.
Hand in hand, we'll walk through every time.
Struggles or happiness, we'll stay with each other forever
Just say once that you're mine.
I'LL BE FINE
World will rate me,
Treat me the worst.
Will make me realize that,
On people, I should never trust.
Will torchure me in every second of my life.
Heartbreaks, taunts, comments, judgements or anything,
I'll have to drink it all with a glass of wine.
They'll judge me on how I look.
Some will cheat me & make me realize that it's better to be cruel.
Ruining my confidence, my hopes.
Maybe at one point of time, I'll feel like 'I'm the worst!'
With all shattered hopes.
Every word from their mouth,
Will hit my heart like thorns.
Tears will become my companion.
But that's how life is meant to be,
Full of enjoyment plus free difficulties.
This morning a woman on the train asked me about suicide,
and all I could tell her was that it was worse
than being stung by a thousand bees
on the tender skin beneath the throat.
I remember how your bones jutted out so far
that I could travel up them like a ladder in the days
before your death.
Even the forks and spoons in your bed
didn’t want to kiss you anymore.
Sometimes I think I can see Alaska from your house,
but then I remember it’s just the way the light changes
in the afternoon.
I still drink gin and liquor and raid the medicine cabinet
when no one else is home.
You were the one who always had the answers;
now I’m the one who has to ask all the questions.
They say th...
I know that some of you have been following my journey in the catholic faith... and I am much aware that I haven't really posted much on this topic since my baptism - so, here goes.
I am still attending Mass regularly... and I took the time over the Easter school holidays to branch out and attend an extra Mass that I wouldn't otherwise have attended. I didn't really like that Mass because it was shorter than I expected it to be and felt almost rushed in my mind.
When RCIA class resumed the following week, I reverted back to my more usual routine of attending RCIA class and my usual Saturday evening Mass because I felt that there was a chance that much more than that would have...
In God's Time
It seems as if this battle I have fought for so long
Can now no longer be prolonged
The truth is perhaps this battle is being lost because it's just me
I need you in it too, can't you see?
So ironic just the week before
You expressed your love for me more deeply than ever before
And even though at that time you could not commit
Your fears for me you did admit
The closeness between us like never before that last night
And I believed if I patiently waited, one day all would be right.
And now you have pulled away from me once more
This for me may be the last straw
You stated love doesn't stay is your fear
But don't you see it is you who is running my dear
I have allowed t...
When the sky goes grey and you can't see far
When all fades away that shapes your heart
Where do you go?
When it seems your life is a straight line with curves ahead
When the joy that was alive now seems dead
Where do you go?
When your life grows dark and the waters rise deep
When your world crumbles in and you can't breath
Tell me....Where do you go?
I bow my head
I raise my voice
As I left my hands and praise in rejoice
To the father in Heaven
I know that I don't always deserve
What to him that I am worth
To the father in Heaven
He loves me and that's how I know
No matter what to him I can go
To my father in Heaven
By Rebecca Simms
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LOVE IN RAINS
We walked in togetherness,
As the rain fell romantically.
Under the shade of our umbrella,
Love kept blossoming.
We kept playing with water,
And he crawled his fingers on my waist.
And pushed him away.
Feeling the drops of heaven on my skin,
Heart felt so happy from within.
Even nature let us enjoy,
And have some romance.
I pulled the umbrella & threw it away,
He caught my hand & held me into his arms, swirling in happiness.
He slowly stepped near me,
Tucked my open wet hairs, back of my ears.
Cupped my face,
Looking straight into my eyes, vanishing all my fears.
My heart stood pounding,
Like waiting for...
I was looking in the seashore,
inside the water
My mind discovers a small imagination moment,
I was travelling
Alone in the ship, no one is on the ship, just me and the blue world is looking to each other,
I was deeply slept through mind then eyes blink my dream fled away again I started looking on the water
I was looking at the waves of water that reminds me to shows that my face is thinking about the most despair past, I looked upon inside to open the page of closed book(Past) but the wave has moved away so my
thinking changed again,
I could not concentrate on all that is needed to live, my need to look at mirror
to see myself and talk about anxieties I...
"I HAVE NO FAITH
I KNOW WHY
WILL NEVER BE
Learning to understand His footstool
The place that He rests his feet
While some bash various faith expression
Opportunities of grace abound for ease
Divert contention of one's hidden anger
Discern to dissolve alterior motive
Share life where death is residing
Celebrate a fringe facilitation motion
12 but He, having offered one sacrifice for sins for all time, sat down at the right hand of God, 13 waiting from that time onward until His enemies be made a footstool for His feet. 14 For by one offering He has perfected for all time those who are sanctified.
12 And like a mantle You will roll them up;
Like a garment they will also be changed.
But You are the s...