Nothing can make me happy, but almost everything can make me sad. I don’t know weither that dark and heavy feeling comes from within or some place else. I just know it’s getting to every corner of me and it’s taking over.
Can we, in this life fall in love again.
Can we, in this life be us
Back when butterflies were not only colorful flutters inside but they were messengers delivering pieces of our heart to one another. Days were bright and long, the night air was always warm, we fell in love listening to the sounds of our hearts.
can we go there with those same butterflies, warm nights and sounds of love again.
Pieces of Us.
I wish I could trap this feeling within me and not let it go. I wish I could live it in its entirety, its present intensity, every morning, through the day, into the night and over again. I wish I could start a fire within me and not let it burn out, never, not until it devours the part of me that kills me inside, not until the charred remnants of my inner being clog my breathing, and let each breath be more difficult than the other not until a smokey haze fills my veins and spreads, settles all across me to clench each muscle within my body to remind it of the purge, remind it to exert.
I wish I could crack open an abyss within me, lift the dead weight of my heinous mistakes a...
Do you ever have a vision so vivid it scares you a bit... well this is one of those.
With these thoughts rushing through my mind,
The drive to the bridge seems such a long while.
I whisper to my self now it's time,
Look up at the sky and raise one last smile.
Stepping out of the car, I scramble for some paper.
The least I could do is write one last letter.
I love you, thank you, Sorry and Goodbye.
Its no ones fault so please don't ask why.
The step up to the railing feels no different than a staircase
Except theres no up or down and my heart is beginning to race
It was strangely peaceful, like in that moment, it was me and the earth ready ...
Dime si me equivoqué por haberme enamorado como un loco y si entregarte todo, fue un error
Como simples mortales en este mundo, buscamos una compañía leal y eterna. Buscamos esas sonrisas en el aire, esas miradas en el cielo, esos "Te Amo" susurrados al oído cunado estamos solos.
Buscamos utopía en un mortal, estamos llenos de deseos mundanos irreales...
El mundo rosa y gris nos llena de pasiones colmadas de insensatez, razones vacías de lógica, nos eufanamos de aquella gloria pasional que nos embelesa con su ironia de "amar".
How long has it been? When was our last pizza? When was our last movie? I can't seem to follow how time works.
I miss the way you speak to me. I long for your tired eyes by the lonely night. I've been searching for you in every crowded corners and blinding street lights.
I forgot how to sing the muse that I wrote. I couldn't tell which road I've took yesterday cause I was too happy. I didn't remember what I said when you're sad and I was sober.
Sometimes there's no simpler way to say, "I miss you".
His eyes, his heart
His smile, his art
And or wine
Music to my ears
He's here and visible
Not a memory just yet
As weeks go by
He fades away
His being is next to invisible
Thoughts of him are hard to get
Time continues to fly
Fragments yearning to stay
Music to my ears
And or wine
I barely discovered
Although physically far
His eyes, his heart
His smile, his art
Captivates me still
In my heart he'll always be near
In my heart I hold him '...
FINALLY. I can finally say to myself, family, friends and even to my enemies that your girl is graduating. I couldn't forget everything that I experienced for the past 4 years. This is the best years of my life, its not perfect but it is indeed memorable with lessons and gud shits in life.
God gave me an amazing constants. My friends who light up my years & who taught me a lot in life. Professors who gave me hard times but it made me prove myself that I can do so much better to be deserving. My luvies, I love you, guys. You have no idea how you saved me every time I fall apart. My family. This is all for you. I might not be the BEST person or the SMARTEST student, but I g...
Sometimes you find true friendship from someone who was not with you and will never be with you. Sometimes there is a voice that rises in your words cannot understood by who hears you but a stranger who has not heard you will hear you trough your written words. Sometimes you find honesty rooted in stranger more than the person who carries your blood. Sometimes who found your soul better than the one who's sitting beside you and could not touch your soul. Sometimes you may find someone who helps you with his words and not with his hands. Sometimes there are those who see your soul but they did not see your eyes. The pain may be heavy on your shoulders. But once you know that a pain similar to ...
I want a love story which won't go wrong.
Just hold my hand and I'll make the bond so strong.
Strong enough to make you feel that you're mine.
And you will see how your world will shine.
It’s one of those nights again. My head hurts. I don’t want to cry anymore but these tears won’t stop. I wish I had someone to talk to and tell them that I’m not okay. I’m tired of people around me judging me every second I breathe. It’s my life and why can’t I have it my way? I’m tired. I want to run away. This place isn’t home and maybe it will never be.
It seems like whole of the world has been transformed. Things has been all changed over these years for some and for others it's same. I miss previous years of mine but I have to live in present time as well. Its frustrating, its actually, I have forgotten myself as well. I have a big question for me.... Who am I? What was I? I don't know, I thought I knew myself but now I don't.....
Three days in a row and I keep waking up from a dream that leaves me wondering. The first two mornings I simply shrugged it off. Today, it’s never felt more real and I am called upon to rise up and meet my life. This slow process I have chosen making me despondent and detached is weakening and I feel the ground beneath all my insistence shaking, filling all the cracks with optimism. May all parts of my soul unite so they may ascend together.
I am not gonna obscure/disguise your name here because you don't deserve it. You deserve to be put out into the world and let the world decide for you. You are a wolf in a lambskin. You are a predator who waits till darkness to pounce upon the unsuspected weak. You have no idea the mosnter you created in me.
Everybody calls me an amicable, kind, gentle, caring, loving, etc. You and your mom included. But you will see very soon how wrong you were. You have no idea whom you crossed paths with. I don't let off people easily who wrong me.
Ever since I met you in May 2017, I have helped you unconditionally and endlessly. Yan too. He slept on the couch while you slept on his bed that...
Did we catch the same feelings,
The wonder is never ending
Could we be the one true pair?
But ask you now, I wouldn't dare
This feeling that has gone deep,
To myself I will just keep
And charged it to my life's
Shake me by my roots,
and tell me I'm wrong
That humans are nothing like petunias
Blooming in summer
Only to wither away as winter sets in.
Are like an old oak tree,
Withstanding the test of time
With strong roots
And stronger arms,
To hold you tight,
Make you stay,
Each time you want to run away.
Save you from your demons,
And show you a world
That is nothing like you know
That their grasp isn't polished,
Shiny but slippery.
It's rugged instead,
But easier to hold on.
Tell me I am wrong,
When I don't believe your words
When you say that you won't let me
Give in and give up
To my fears
To the voices in my head
That say you're just another pretty petunia
Here for the su...
Dear broken new me,
Please move on & don't be regretful for your past incident. You are not completely responsible for the damage. Take lesson from your past and live your present to the fullest. Don't punish yourself for anyone else's fault.
Yours 15years old