I close my eyes hoping that when I open them things will be easier, that or maybe clearer, but each time I open my eyes its darker. Life continues to get harder. The weight of loneliness grows. Hope hides in the shadows cast by fear and doubt.
Will it ever get better?
Will it continue to get worse?
I don’t have the answers. I don’t know anyone who does, but I do see people trying. I’m not the only one with a hard life. I’m not the only one who lies in bed hopeless most days. I’m not the only one that feels worthless and alone. I’m not the only one who questions if life is worth living. Pain is universal.
I know that, but it is still hard to feel that truth. It’s easy to feel alone ...
As if a sea
As if a sun
As if a paper
As if a knight
As if a fort.
As if a human
Desde os 7 anos venho cavando um poço;
Enxendo-o de lágrimas, com uma corda no pescoço;
Um dia me estenderam a mão para eu subir;
Vi seu brilho, e pela primeira vez, alguém me fez sorrir;
Mas ela um dia me soltou, e estou caindo desde então ...
E sei o que me espera no fundo.
E a queda me matou, e as lágrimas me afogaram, e a corda me enforcou;
E eu sorri ...
Poetic justice, poetic pain
You’re an addiction strumming in my brain.
Riveting seduction, perpetuating chill
Filling my lungs with your desire to kill.
Hypnotic gazes, crippling sight
You left me dismembered after last night
Enthralling sentiments, perversion of the lips
Adulterating my heart with word apocalypse
Alluring fingers, I️ cannot breathe
Your twisted memory is strangling me.
Lean on me when you’re weak and I️ will hold us both
Rest your broken soul on my boldness and drift into your sweet slumber
Lay your hand in my cold fingers so I️ can lead the way
To somewhere you feel safe while I️ stand in the fire
Don’t you worry about my broken back when you lay into me
Or be concerned about my weeping spirit as you whisper to the moon
Don’t shutter about the path I️ clear for you under my shaking legs.
Through my brokenness I’ll be strong enough for you.
* The one who stays up all night, only gets stabbed by the moonlight blade to bleed dreams.
* A window is a bleeding wound through the broken rays of the moonlight, to scratch your soul with dreams.
Too lazy to wake up early, even lazier to work out.
But there was never a day when he didn't take a walk down memory lane.
- Petty Quote
I wish you could see this pain, this heart needs nothing but you to hear its thunders. I fight dialy to get it out of this dark prison, but those demons are stronger than my smile. Neither Death said hello nor you bid a goodbye, struck in between them i am dying daily. Only the sparkle of your eyes is the end to this battle which is why the heart still beats.
Again, I have failed at being consistent with this site. I wrote something yesterday and it wouldn't/couldn't save. I'm on my PC now...perhaps I should reinstall the app, as maybe that is the problem? I am not sure.
I'm busy and trying to keep out of my head. It is so easy for me to get engrossed in mindless websites and get lost for hours on facebook and twitter where i really accomplish nothing. This is far better for my mind, and my spirit.
I just need to make it a habit. Part of my daily routine.
Lettrs love story
She : yes, but by that "Hi"on lettrs we didn't knew, we'll come together so long, so closed
He : Yeah but we connected, we talked, we walked, we fought, we are still together, forever till eternity
The moment you touch
My soul ignites a spark,
My Inner Goddess purrs
A beat in my soul
My entire world halts;
It's your smell
That sinks in me,
Settling my desires
Triggering my beliefs;
Your taste that
Lingers on my tongue,
Quenches my thirst
The older in me
Breathing in your smell,
I swallow you
Down my throat,
My cravings grow strong
They beguile and bloat,
Your warmth covers
My insides as a whole,
Touching every part
Bringing solace to my soul;
The taste of you
So Bitterly Brut
Brews in the adrenaline,
My wants wander
Running shivers down my spine,
Filling me in
With your love,
To the depths of my core...
Other parents adored,
Only thing I seek for
Is a validation from my dad.
A cold breeze gently passed him by caressing his cheek. He squinted. His eyes strained to see through the dark. The Dark.
The wind tousled his long hair across his face as he trudged on against the spine chilling cold.
The forest was covered in a thin layer of silver moonlight that hovered over the sleeping branches and leaves of trees, leaving the slightest distance of modesty, not penetrating the canopy any further, allowing darkness to thrive underneath.
The echo of a wolf's howl stirred a shiver within him, while the defiant wind whistled mischievously through the trees.
He wished to run, to escape the pervasive darkness. But how.
He wished to see through it.
But the eyes of th...
Kuch nafrate kuch hasrate.....
Kuch harkate baki h dil main....
kuch aashiqui kuch ankahi....
Kuch tamnnaye baki h dil main....
Kuch ruskat kuch rahmat... .
Kuch arman baki h dil main...
Kuch ankahi kuch ansuni
Baaaate kahi baki h dil main..
sanse ruk si rahi h meri. ...
par jeene ki tamnna baki h dil main...
jaoo main iss jahan se dur par tujhse
milne ki khwaishe baki h dil main.
Samma jaoo iss sama main
Us se pahle sama le mujhe apni baho main. ..
Karr ish kadar ishq ki rah na jaye koi kashar.. ..
kah du alvida uss se pahle....
He is like the past
I am like the future
The future can see the past clearly
Yet the past can't see the future
The past doesn't even know what the future is
The past will come to the future eventually
Yet the future can never go back to the past
It is the past what made the future is
You woke up early this morning. Oh! You're actually going out. Just keep doing what you're doing and act as if I don't exist. Hmmm, are you sure you want to wear that shirt? I'm not judging, it's just...too formal, too out of your comfort zone. You put so much sugar in your milk. Also, you hate hot milk so why do you drink it every damn morning? Alright, alright... I'll leave you alone. Girl! Hurry up, eat fast, you'll be late for that useless lecture. Are you sure you closed the door? Nevermind. Who texted us this morning? Ah you didn't check. It's okey, you'll see later, or tomorrow. Does it really matter?
Oh man! This tram is so crowded. You just want to sit...or sleep...or get out from t...
She Found Vulnerability,
She Made a Backdoor, She Defaced,
She Left Her Impression,
She Went Anonymous,
No Traces were found the ip was
Anonymous, Reverse ip Tracking Failed with
Reverse Proxy Tracking the
Server was Confused,
If it is a Computer it would be
nothing for me but it was my Heart which got infected,
No Hacker or Doctor in this world
can patch this,
I may be a hacker but am also a
human with heart.
I realised hacking and psychology
had a great
connection in human life.
For security I cannot say on
which protocol she came. " SHE WAS A HACKER, ONE WHO
I know we will never walk in the same paths like we used to,
but I promise to miss you
I know we will never talk the way we used to,
but I promise to think of you.
Smiles and laughter won't be shared as before
but I will miss you for sure.
Grass will never be green as it used to be
but your memories will always be green in me.
Now their will be nothing such as together
but I promise to miss you forever.