some days I think I could never love someone the way I loved you.
I loved you as much as I hated you.
I think that was where we were the same.
maybe we hated each other equally- you for what you could do to other people, and me for allowing other people to treat me so badly, to use me and walk all over me.
I think that was where the toxicity started.
we were the worst match there could ever have been, headstrong and reckless.
and I think those words will stay with me forever, and you'll never hear them- that once upon a time, I loved you. I loved you naively and childishly, the kind of love that could only happen once.
No me malinterpreten es increíble tener insomnio, inspiración, una buena taza de café y el sonido de el tren avanzado .... Lamentablemente tengo insomnio, sin inspiración... Sin mi taza de café preguntándome si también escuchara a el mismo tren.
There is no better way to treasure a moment than catching it in words..I beleive one could only keep the moment alive in words ...no picture or video would capture it as I am living in that moment....because words could convey the exact and the same feeling of that moment at anytime in life.. picture and videos may be interpreted differntly at differnt occasions.... but the words lasts forever ...n I want to live forever in some or other way ...Though words have straight meaning but when they are strung together amazingly it may be perceived differently by differnt person. ....My thoughts and feeling will be eternal ...yet when words are open to the world .....my meaning in them would ...
send to T
Querido Amor mío,
Desearía plasmar en esta simple carta todo lo que en mi mente y corazón hay. Desearía poder dibujarte o pintarte mientras duermes, mientras te levantas en las mañanas o simplemente en el diario vivir. Enséñame... Enséname a parar de amarte tan siquiera un poco. Cada día que pasa es una nueva aventura y mi corazón no puede parar de crecer de tanto amor que siento por ti. Sé que hay muchas cosas que no entendemos el uno del otro, que nos enojamos por cosas tontas, pero de igual forma te amo. Te amo al amanecer y al atardecer. Te amo porque al igual que eres mi Sol también eres la Luna y todas mis estrellas. Porque eres galaxias, eres Universo y yo un simple astronauta perdido...
Trick of thoughts
Time flew away .
I was dere with u
Wait for a bit
Wait just wait !!
I haven't played with you
Never enjoyed , never danced , never laughed at oll might
But when u 'll come back
I will never let u go
I will take dt joyous ride with u
That u won't think of flying and hiding away into Ur cozy space.
But I know dt request is going in mist.
And my trivia of thoughts will be there wd me some times calming me and some times annoying me.
When will it stop? Months have passed and ive moved on. Every step ive taken has been farther and farther away from you. The direction I'm heading does not run parallel to yours and if I stay on path it never will. I made this decision for me and my best interest. It was and is the hardest fucking thing ive had to do to date but I did it, I'm doing it and it hasnt gotten easier and I'm starting to think it never will. You don't deserve the parts of me you have but I can't seem to get them back.
If only you could have smiled back when you looked at me
If only you could have hugged me tightly when i was lost
If only you could have held my hand when i wanted to be alone
If only you could have loved me back when i felt empty
If only you could have hold on longer when i took a step forward
If only you could have been there when i wanted you the most
But if only this could have happened
If only you could have felt the way i did
If only you would have not turned your back on me
Things would have been different
Instead of crossing each other paths, we would have been together
We would have spent infinite moments which could have created our universe
If only you could have taken...
Me pierdo en sus ojos y me hundo de dolor en su desprecio.
Me mira con indiferencia. Que suerte la mía de poder mirarle pero no se compara con la suerte de ella.
Usted la mira porque sí, porque quiere y es libre de mirarle.
Y es amor, lo sé, porque así le miro yo, como se miran las personas felices.
Pero el caos de mi sentir se me sale de mis manos, es por eso que me aleje con el dolor dentro y la sonrisa fuera. Pero eso no quiere decir que me alejé del todo, eso quiere decir que de cierta manera me quiero. Y a pesar de que la desdicha de no tenerlo sea tan evidente, yo intento que todo este bien y por todo me refiero a usted.
Lo único cierto es que de quererle como le quiero no puedo más....
Olá, me chamo Morgana e gostaria de contar um pouco como sou... Por fora uma menina meiga, sempre querendo agradar, porém por dentro caindo aos pedaços, é desgastante fazer tudo o que as pessoas querem e não receber nada em troca. Triste situação de uma garota de apenas 18 anos, na minha vida ja sofri tanto que faltam palavras para descrever, seria drama?! Provavelmente nao, tudo o que passei e o que passo, só eu sei o quanto me destruiu fisicamente. É isso, obrigada a quem leu...
Someone has once had your problem, look for the cleared path.
You are given the opportunity to clear a path for the next one.
The thump on my front door, thought it were some late guests and opened the door wide and showed myself with a huge glass of bear in hand and a smile to go with it, hospitality had gotten into me, instead I was greeted by who was supposedly my neighbour, I had just moved in and didn't get much time to socialise with the neighbourhood, I couldn't utter a word at first not because she was not who I expected to show up, but because of what she was wearing, made a silly slumber party joke, stupid me couldn't I say something nicer, I agree that the music was loud, wild scenes and I had clearly ruined her sleep as I could make out with her eyes peeling into mine and not so sweet words coming out of...
I am portion of my own delusion..
Living in a world of illusion.
The sky is bluer and the stars are brighter here..
The dazzle of hearts is real in this unrealistic cloud.
The smiles that make you happy within are so authentic.
Where the fragrance of truth prevails..
Where there are gushes of love..
Let me cocoon myself in my imagination..
For the real world is a rhapsody of lies..
My delusions are real...
What woe does a heart feel
when it misses a speech
or a thump?
What anguish does a man inflict
when he hurts another man
or faulty reactions?
What woe does a flower feel
when a bee chooses something different
rather than her?
to spread her petals bare for him to see
and for the world to peek.
He laid beside her and traced her scars all over her body. Each scar had its own story which left lasting footprints on his heart, making him feel as if now he was part of her, part of her journey till now, and the journey to come.
Have you ever been so hurt that you could feel the pain deep in your soul.... well I have... I feel hurt, lost, confused, and alone...
it hurts when the person that you long for don't want you.
I feel so broken inside as I sit here asking God why????
Over and over I keep asking myself, what have i done wrong to keep getting hurt and how many more time am I gonna do this... I just want to be happy and inlove .
So I tell myself that I'll be alright.
I used to think that no one was worth my attention. That whomever I began to show romantic interest to was the lucky one and no one was worth a heartbreak. I was wrong.
You are worth a million and one heartbreaks. I'd willingly die if there was a possibility of being united with you in another life. You are the prize that I thought I was. You are everything I could possibly want.
There is no moving on from this, there is only settling for less because you are the best. My heaven is wherever you are. My heaven is when my eyes meet yours and are able to linger instead of looking away quickly. My heaven is to be held in your arms, to feel your chest against mine, your chin on my head. My heave...
This is for you. (Resume)
I had a dream, a crazy one yellow dream... A dream you want to end wonderful but is BITTERsweet.
You visited me at home, I don't know why or what we talked about but was a lot, we seemed to be best friends in that moment. We were at my mom's room (I don't know why), showing me something on the phone, I don't remember what was it but we were sooo close, cheek to cheek, suddenly my grandma came in, looked at us with a surprising face and said "Heeey, ¿qué están haciendo?" and we were like "Naaadaaa, no es lo que crees" i was so nervous about it even though we weren't doing anything wrong, I told my grandma we were just friends and nothing more but maybe she thought...