There's this woman. We work together. I for the love of God can't seem to get her out of my head.
Like honestly, this is by far one of the worst crushes I have ever had.
I'm not sure how long it's going to take for me to get over the way her eyes light up when she talks about where she's from or how happy she gets when I tell her funny stories.
But yknow when it's all said and done
She's married. And I respect her too much as a friend to ever try anything. All I can do now is just sit and hope for something different in another life.
"Music is my internal intoxication" .
The Way you spark in my life
My Earlier scream to find
a new expression of emotion
To spring down from up a journey Where Everything is tangible by a touch path,
Lifts higher to make feelings more despite, To share with
"My inner love of her again from left rhythm vulnerability of nourishment till the mourning tears of Harmony me to love the language which Is an abstract wave to the voice transformation,
In the determination of
realistic Soul It's connected
through the ear to
the heart of Infinite loop of undesirable waves ,
" Music is a sign to magnify the feeling ? expressed in an undoubted mode
It's spreading the different Melodies without c...
to the naked sky unreached,
to the naked stars falling apart,
to the naked highways unrevealed,
to the naked horizon of north pole,
to the naked sea shore abandoned,
to the naked kiss abrupt,
to the naked soul unleashed..
Love, me to myself
Happiness is using Lettrs app after two years :)
Missed you :-*
Feels so good to read letters written by me at that time .. I was feeling little dishearten these days and reading those motivating words by me gave me all the strength needed by me at this moment :)
Over and over I hear your voice, and want you more in each tone; in the back of my mind I envision us as one.. So close I literally shiver from the thought of your touch, but so far I refocus my mind to find that I'm here and yet still so far.. In to deep to look back, my heart weighs heavier in each empty moment that past... Praying for the day when our hearts would beat as one... I hope, not to become hopeless.
Well it's been a year since I've been on this app. Alot has happened in a year. I've lost ,loved, and grew stronger. I lost my dad on June 20, 2016 a few days after my 31st birthday. So it has been a long and painful journey. I lost the person I thought loved me but he wanted different things. I cheated death after getting into a really bad car accident and the car catching fire but by the grace of God I made it out to live another day. I've finally made peace with myself but still suffer from depression and axanity from the loss of my father. My family does not talk anymore which is really sad but I was able to find a really great guy that has made my life amazing and he is my breath of ...
Seis petalos un semblante,
Que enamoren al instante,
Tres veces la mire,
Mil colores contemple,
Llegara acaso el dia?,
Que logremos sintonia?,
Vienes por momentos a mi vida,
Te vas sin acabar mi sinfonia,
El tiempo pasa allegro,
La mañana del verano,
Cual parpadeo o suspiro,
Deje de sentir tu mano.
Hoy voy a partir, lo he decidido.
Voy a alejarme tanto que ni mi sombra podrá encontrarme
Voy a intentar tener este escape.
Esta libertad que he buscado por más de cinco años
Esta noche voy a Saltar por la ventana de mi habitación y correré hasta que no soporte el frío y mis piernas no puedan dar un paso más,
Esta noche voy a partir, no quiero seguir en el mismo punto
Nesecito paz, necesito libertad, necesito volver a encontrarme conmigo misma.
Sometimes we speak it out,
Sometimes we keep inside !
Mostly what's spoken should have kept inside,
And what's kept should have spoken outside !
Soñé con él, y brillaba, de la misma forma en la que algo hermoso brilla. Éste era como en las fotos, no se movía, como si solo fuera una ilusión. Pero no podía evitar disfrutar de su presencia, sintiendo como si de verdad estuviera ahí, viéndome y yo a él. Por un segundo se sintió real, se sintió como si pudiera tocarlo y éste se movería, dándome el permiso de abrazarlo.
Entonces me pongo a pensar si alguna vez me darás algún detalle de corazón, no hablo de comida ni de lo que alguien ya no quiera, hablo de algo que valores con el alma, y si lo compras que tenga un significado, que cada vez que lo lleve conmigo sienta que estás junto a mi , sentirte ..
My days have gotten more and more emotional unstable and even though my days seem to fade into a world of hate and frustration.... I know that each day I wake is a blessing.. I know that I'm not alone and there are loved one around me but for the sake of their sanity I bottle everything up and write... makes me feel more at peace getting it out somehow and not taking it out on someone.
The more she try to understand him.....
The More she. fall in wth him 😊
Him: What is the most important quality that you want in your better half?
Her: Someone who would open the doors to all those darkest and deepest secrets which I never wish to acquaint with... One who would stand by me and help me face my inner demons.. One who would "STAY" and "COMFORT" me even at my lowest points of life....😇
Him: ...and I would gladly be the one. ♥
Her: ...and I wish that person were you. 😳
Yet again, Friendship came in the way of Love!
Subject - promise
MADE A PROMISE , won't ever shed a single drop of tear . Was giving false hope to self which slowly but was working .
There's always a but !!
But those mid night scenes always tried best to make me break that PROMISE !!
Won't ever shed tears till the day you don't come and just get me in your arms and say " enough of everything its ME AND YOU NOW" . That day i will cry like there will be no other day to cry and live happily ever after :)
-- unknown (sudi )
It's nice to have met you. We've been friends for God-knows-how-long, and you're always there for me. Thank you so much for the love and care. I may not be the best 'best friend', but you will always be the best personal body guard for me(hehe). If ever you feel sad, remember that I am here.
Even if we live a thousand lives, I will always pick you as my beloved best friend.
And I'm sorry I always burn the hell out of the eggs that I cook for you, but I'm sure you're too kind to even tell me to stop trying before I burn down the house.
And I'm sorry I copy your Math assignment all the time. I mean, I suck at Math and I need to because I'm too lazy to do my Math hw. I mean, I le...
Extraño el recuerdo,
El recuerdo de lo que solíamos ser...
Éramos tan libres, tan felices, tan simples y tan nosotros, que el hecho de pensar en que esos días han llegado a su fin me parte en dos...
Es tan triste y desconcertante...¿que he hecho mal para que todo terminará así?
Lo peor de todo es que aunque yo esté aquí, sufriendo por nosotros, a ti te da igual.