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May 9, 2020
 

I poured a few pieces into my palm
But my eyes grew wide as they wanted more
A sudden sensation of excitement coursed through my blood causing a rush to my head and a pounding in my chest
My hands began to sweat and my fingers quickly clenched
They defied this desire, this unwelcomed hunger
Still I entertained this temptation to swallow these sorrows
While simultaneously it scared me to permit these nihilistic considerations to consume my rational mind

~Kinky Eskimo

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May 2, 2020
Calgary, Canada

My Inner Thoughts

An addict dating an addict... it’s not always easy to keep in mind the love you found before all the hurtful words were said, it’s hard to find your cuddle in the flail you’re bound to, it’s hard finding time for one another when you can’t keep your eyes open because you’re on day #4... so when you’re gone all the time, to me it seems like you’re finding every excuse to be away from me, because when an addict dates an addict it’s not always easy keeping in mind the love before it’s all said && done.

In all honesty, my addiction is to you, if all the walls were to fall around us today, my home still stands because my home is with you.
If we were to lose everything in the ...

IT'S FINE
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April 28, 2020
 

It is kind of fun
to sip from a mug
smiles back at me.

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 25, 2020
 

I inched closer to you with each passing smoke
My love for self destruction, to burn and go up in fumes like them.
It all started when you were taken.
Forcefully by fate and far away from me.
Blackened lips and lungs are silent reminders of the impending fate
The glorious day of reunion.
I'm not addicted but it's your absence that hurts..

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 24, 2020
 

Waking up next to her...
The mornings smelled of coffee and warm hugs.
I have gotten used to her
But now in her absence, a mug of coffee wakes me up.
Her memories comes rushing in through my nerves.
I have been drinking coffee all throughout just to keep her close.
I'm addicted.
I don't know if it's coffee or her...

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 23, 2020
 

You can achieve ..
whatever you desire.
What really matters..
WTF really want or need??

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DAY OF THE DEAD
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April 9, 2020
 

Since that first taste of death
In exchange for fleeting
moments of perceived relief
The high price was my life
The debt of addiction
was all I got to keep

~ Kinky Eskimo

INKTOBER: ANNA
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April 10, 2020
 

      Coffee you served nice,
  While the mischief smile you hid.
       What's the wrong Darling?

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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November 17, 2019
 

The more I  listen you the more I became thirsty of your voice.

-Sinu 📿
#sinlyf  #13wordstory

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RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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March 26, 2020
Ray, United States

Dear Mr “I’m too good to tell you the truth”
Mr. “I’m a liar liar pants on fire so I can’t give you a proper goodbye”,

I guess this is the goodbye you didn’t respect me enough to give.. I knew you were lying when you looked me in the eye the other night and swore to god you wouldn’t bail.

Seems like you got one over on me pretty good.. not once, not twice but three times and the third all you left me with was the conversations to roll around in my head of lies you spewed.  

In a month and half you took off on me three times. Coincidentally every single time the dope ran out. Shame on me. I’m such a fucking fool for thinking you were anything other than the person everyone here knew y...

MAKING MISTAKES
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March 21, 2020
 

"GUARDED"

Tina!

My old friend..
You've been hiding
Since our end
Many years ago
I said goodbye
For good
But who knew
It meant I would
See you later?

Not so much a crash
But a burn
To healed skin
And I remembered
Why I put you down
To begin with

Yet here we are
And I am writing
To an old friend
We struck a cord
And I am lit
Will we ever end?

DOAMH

SIMPLICITY DAY
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September 25, 2019
 

4:29 Am
7 word story ;
Alchocal   opens   mind   &   block  the   HeaRt ♥
-sin📿 (js)

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DARK NIGHT
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March 13, 2020
 

Love, extra bits.....

Again I mention God. But I must, again sorry if anything offends, but I am striving to understand God and Love.

Anyone can be happy with the level of love they have.

There are indeed layers of love  and each relationship sits upon that layer.

However the more you read or understand from other people's relationships, the more you may desire.

It's only when love is reciprocated at its highest plane can love be truly special.

There must be an aspect of wanting for yourself, an aspect of giving. Linked, intertwined.

If your partners not happy can you be. Yes, but truly happy.

Whether or not you feel your partner might leave and therefore leave you with no one. (FIS...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 9, 2020
 

"Having an intense fear of just one thing will debilitate every aspect of ones life & eliminate the confidence one longs for."

Ali Koushan

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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March 7, 2020
 

Coffee in the morning,
Is like a trigger warning.
That makes me,
As good as I can be,
Feel free,
Like the open, wide sea.

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March 1, 2020
 

                           HIT

               I was a wave of water
              running to the sea into
          restless revolt and unawed
            covered and coated with
               crystals frozen in a
              world of penetrating
                       desolation
       
                   ~Kinky Eskimo

OLDER WOMAN
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February 25, 2020
Monterey Park, United States

I need to be reminded of all that  flourishes and grows

Even though it may be something I should already know

I need positivity constantly shoved down my throat

I begin to sink even though I know I'm able to float

~Kinky Eskimo

WOMAN
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February 16, 2020
 

The Character Of The Weary

"At times the grief that I am responsible for instilling into those most dearest to me seems as though it can only be forgiven by their pity at my own death."

-Ali Koushan

FREE BIRD
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February 16, 2020
 

Smile,

Just found out that it was Charles Chaplin's mum that had mental health problems. By it self it isn't an amazing fact, but coupled with the song "Smile".....well listen to the words. It makes sense now.

One little bit of knowledge can transform a songs meaning.

"The drugs don't work" by the Verve was linked to the lead singers dads early death and his wifes ordeal with cancer.

Two amazing songs, but only when you know the history.

SIMPLICITY DAY
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