Te quiero absorber como la nicotina
de mi cigarrillo, que te alojes en un rinconcito de mis pulmones y te quedes ahí eternamente,
que te riegues en todo mi torrente sanguíneo; aunque seas tóxica, aunque el humo del tabaco y tú tengas las 70 sustancias que producen el cáncer, aunque me mates suavemente, aunque seas mi muerte silenciosa.
¡Te quiero en mí, para mí, para siempre!
«Así de suicida soy»
There are so many
reasons to be alive
but the dark attraction
of death tosses its
shadow over the
brilliance that you were so
much looking forward to,
embracing all your
such a magnificent
energy that's always
been, yet some people
like you who refuse
its aid, a choice based on
pride, or any of the
seven deadly sins...
but there's hope for you
Let your body and mind
start the healing process
Rid yourself of want
Steer clear of desire
For with what life has to
offer, there is no need
This is a blessing
~Lady Sativa 🍃
The levels and depth of sleeplessness knows no bounds
Matched only by the thrash of our thoughts
To wake or to slumber
is a choice our minds can not make
The soothing of thoughts
The resting of worries
is our only solace
in our battle with sleep
Finally all that heat has left my side
I only kept you around out of spite
And out of sight because deep down inside
I knew it was not right, too many nights
living a life yet I felt like I'd died
But now that liquid languish has all dried
I'm starting to once again feel alive
~Lady Sativa 🍃
I've never been addicted to smoking, drugs or alcohol,
Nor am I great fan of sports like football.
The feeling u get when you read a horror book or movie,
A feeling that someone or something's standing behind me,
To music, poetry, my coffee and tv
I'm addicted so you can call me a devotee,
Other things can also keep me busy,
But at the end of the day I keep running back to the things I'm addicted to.
One of life's pleasure/
In both good and bad moments/
The magic of food.
Me holding on to you is an addiction
That I unto you in my nights!
But have you ever wondered, this is what makes me hollow, weakening my resolve and lets the darkness ovwrwhem me with extreme pleasure and guilt that follows.
And I burnt the fine edge of the circular raw tobacco stick after tapping it over my high end materialistic watch face. Lesser I knew that it was the urge to fullfil my nicotine need. Kid in me just light ciggrattes to witness the shining fire on the other end
Tengo una gran obsesión de ti,
de tu vida,
de tus cosas...
Just because what you see with your eyes may not be the truth but simple lies
You don't know just by standing outside the box
So many things are hidden behind all these locks
To actually step inside and see what lies within
You have to start with an open mind and sit back quietly while I begin
Do not judge me or throw your stones
Try to understand and feel the chill throughout your bones
So here goes my story that I'm scared to tell
Ive been an addict and slave to drugs for so long
It feels like pure hell
I trade one drug for another but can never really quit
I never anticipated this happening to me I was a smart girl with a lot of wit
I even had a 4.0 GPA my life just seemed good what ...
Is it a bitter sweet to one’s twisted mind. so quiet and curious with random thoughts.
Is it weak or strong safe to touch.
Do we dance in the grey ...taboo line of fun and play.
Moving with our energy.
Could be nice and fun just so long as your the one 💋
Smoking and Drinking kills!
And so does pollution!
Atleast people want to smoke and drink, they enjoy doing it.
But we don't want to inhale poisonous gases in our atmosphere, rather we are bound to and it decreases our life expectancy more than doing drugs.
Our generation of poor and middle class people are bound to drink contaminated water, eat the chemically cultivated food, they have the unhygienic and unsafe modes of transportation and what not.
This is not accepted. Life of every individual has a value. Mother nature is of everyone.
Rich class who run the big industries, they deforest mother nature, contaminate the air. Guys global warning is killing animals, aquatic life and humans bein...
Every moment spent with you,
Makes me realise you are just an addiction..
But we are so similar,
And because of that we have done everything together..
So now everything I decide to do by myself is an act of moving on..
So I move on from you a bit everyday, because I can't do it at once ofcourse..
And it feels like a long way to go,
So I lose my mind and act crazy and then start over again..
I guess it must be the same for you too..
And that's why we are still together even after knowing this is just an addiction..
now the night
smoke rings rise
in the air
no thoughts of future
there is none
all art came
send me strength
where my demons
side by side
until the dark hours
Shutting all my walls, felt free
Courtesy: Oh thee!
Addicted to haiku and you,
Eating the right food/
Junkfood for comfort, pleasure/
So bring on the carbs.
My mama said, "Bake a cake, bake a cake, bake a cake."
I said, "But how do I bake a cake?"
My mama said, "Flour, butter, eggs and sugar. Flour, butter, eggs and sugar."
I said, "What sort of cake can I make? What is the secret to an amazing bake?"
My mama said, "Put all your heart into it, that's the secret ingredient. That's the secret ingredient."
I said, "Mama, what do you mean?"
And my mama turned around and said, "It is love, my dear child. The secret ingredient is love, my dear child."
So that's why mama's food tastes so good!
We intended to create the “mindful message” with the lettrs one minute minimum.
Somethings in life are meant to be slower, and for that we created lettrs as the medium for the intentional. We hope you agree.
I am finally back &
I am finally sober.
Still, I gravitate
though I know our
good times are over.
Such a struggle
it is to abstain
from that of which
fills me with both
exuberance & disdain.
the verge of dying,
I don’t feel that
I’m really even living;
I’m aware that
wants me dead.
& gets in my head.
Each time it calls,
I answer & buy that ticket
for the ride that
breaks my heart