I Hate It !!
I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you curl your hair.
I hate the way you drive me crazy
and I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb high heel shoes
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick
and even makes me rhyme,
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even
worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
And something that wouldn't last
was never meant at all.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit,
not even at all.
Shit on the walls
Shit on the floors
Shit on the windows
Shit on the doors
Shit on the handles
Shit on the stairs
Shit on the tables
Shit on the chairs
Shit in the shower
Shit in the sinks
Shit in the toilet
And that shit stinks
Shit in the bed
Shit in the closet
There ain't much around kids
Without shit on it.
Shit and more shit
All over the place
And they just stand there smiling
With shit on their face
Autumns chilled mornings
A perfect time for musing
And steaming coffee.
Oh, to sit outside on a fall morning with my journal and a cup of coffee. Best way to start the day.
#ChilledMornings #SteamingCoffee #CMNovChallenge
When i am with you :
Hours feel like seconds .
I Smile very often .
Summer feels a little cooler .
Coffee tastes a little sweeter .
I laugh a little harder .
My Heart beats a little faster .
And Sometimes when i am with you ,
i can't see myself . i can only see you .
I drink until I forget the memories, until I forget you ever existed, until I feel the numbness take over me and at that empty feeling moment it is all good but sobriety slaps me in the face to soon, always to soon.
Mi mayor vició...
Mi mayor vició tiene nombre y apellido.
No la puedo dejar, la amo con locura.
Por más que lo intento, por más que me alejo siempre, siempre regreso.
Fumar; acaba con mis pulmones. Tomar; acaba con mi riñón pero tú, tú consumes mi corazón.
Cuando estamos juntas eres como una adición. Me embriago con tu olor, me drogo con tu sabor, me pierdo en tu mirada, y siempre quiero más de ti.
Me gustaría poder quedarme y consumirte hasta que me mates. Pero como todo vició, como toda adición, lo único que hago es lastimar a los que están alrededor.
Somos tal para cual y en ti podría vivir. Me haces sentir, me haces vibrar, me haces volar y soñar. Cuando estas cerca no me puedo...
I hope everyone had a safe and adventurous Halloween!
Somehow a coffee
Is perfect in the morning!
Somehow a coffee
Is utterly charming!☕️✨✨✨
Ishq ka libaz behad haseen hota hai....
Jisko milta hai wo kadar nahi karta or jisko nahi milta wo rota hai....
zindgi bhi rangeen mushayra hai dilwalo ka....
jiski mehfil me bewafa bhi khoob taliya baja jatay hai....
Rangmanch hai ye mohobbat ki shaam ka....
na jaane log isme bhi kyu politics khel jatay hai....
uper se to aapke apne banke dikhatay hai....
or moka miltay hai aapke liye hi politics khel jatay hai ..... 😘😍
I walked into a room today
And found a good man had gone away
All he had was just one day
How grateful for that he was
He was short but he stood tall
Man he definitely done it all
Now and then I would give him a call
And I'll never forget because
I met him in his reality
I remember things he would say to me
As he sat in a chair so comfortably
A chair that he had earned
He'd sit and talk about his day
In a grateful happy friendly way
Always knowing he was there to stay
With all the things that he had learned
An old man of twenty years or more
Who remembered walking through the door
He knew what he had done it for
It was the best that he could do
With a cookie and a cup of...
Am I enough?
How am I too much?
How do I suffocate you?
The first question is from my own feelings. The last two are from what you told me. I make you feel suffocated. I'm too much for you. I ask you those two but all I get is "I don't know". I don't show you, but it makes me feel frustrated because I want to be better for you, but you can't tell me my faults and flaws.
I call you a lot. You're the one who initiated those calls and I loved them. But now, you say that you're losing interest in them, so now I don't call, except when it's really important.
Vices. You have a lot of them. They're fine with me, but nowadays it's too much. You've been drinking for 5 days straight and any person w...
Life is like a box of chocolates.
A wide selection of unknown treats.
You never know what your tastebuds may meet.
Some may be sour.
And, some may be sweet.
But, each one, in the long run,
will definitely be a treat.
You overcome the bad.
And, welcome the tasty.
But, you will forever remember the bad,
That is not a negative,
you learn from your mistakes.
But, isn’t that just,
what makes our life so great.
Katie Louise Morris
I'll blame the alcohol, even though it took no part in what I said, and you'll believe it because you would also blame the alcohol if you were in this situation, Why?, well it's just easier to.
I wasn't like this before,
But I had to-
Circumstances were to thank for,
Then I got addicted,
Addicted to this state of misery,
And loved it enough
Enough to let it kill me.
Your expected honor
As a viking
Always falling through cracks
As you played the villain
In your own life story
Until the final call
When your nefarious ways
Caught up with you
And you fell victim
To the pills and alcohol
That stole your life
Stole everything else
And all we could do
Was reap the nothingness
That was left
Of your tenuous existence. JD
*Nothingness* Father Part L
#FallingThroughCracks #PennyForOctoberThoughts #PoeticPrompts
#villain #CMOctChallenge #WritingPrompts
I am Mr Bright side.
I got out of my cage to the world I thought was different.
It started with a kiss of cocaine,
Now I have ended up like this.
It was only a kiss.
It was only a kiss.
Now I'm falling asleep, while a part of me is alive.
It's taking a drag out of all the cigarette I have never wanted to smoke.
My head's spinning.
I can't go to bed.
I lay on it anyway.
I feel sick.
It's all in my head.
I need another kiss.
I take her dress off.
Lay her on the bed.
Letting my self go.
The sane half cannot look.
It's killing him.
Wants to take control.
I am Mr Bright side.
I certainly come and go. In mind I'm still alive to a certain extent.
The influence coming off slowly. Never again. Ever been so high that you skip dimensions. That you understand why muscles are complicated and what every muscle does. Only if what went in my mind could be written down on a piece of paper.
Slowly but steadily it's fading off and I'm sort of glad.
Been reading too much lately as well. Figured couldn't study while I was like this but might as well give it a try.
Doesn't seem so therapeutic to me.
I am long way off normal and I hope to come back to life soon.
Until then, to people of this world,
Thank you for reading.
Have a great day.
Keep away from drugs kids, tried a...
What do I feel?
A short note on what I'm feeling at the moment.
I have been under influence for about 48 hours now. My eyes tiny, barely responding to light.
My skin pale and cold.
What have I done?
I was suppose to study and now this.
I can't seem to control habits.
For the second time in my life I sort of feel dumb.
The last time it didn't end well.
I don't expect anything better.
While new addictions are forming, I have given up on my old addictions.
Instagram and Facebook you have served me well but permanently deleting you is the most complicated emotion I have ever had to deal with.
I have soo much going on in my head.
I think it's cloudy because of all the things I have done in past ...