I need to change something in my life.
I feel like I'm stuck in a routine that I don't even want. But at the same time, I'm not strong enought to change that.
Music is my passion and I want to pursue that dream, the thing is... I don't feel that I'm a good musician.
Why can't I believe in myself?
The one reason for all relationship problems :
Your 100% is never my 100%
My best is never your best
Each time you cry
Like sapphire seas,
Break my heart
Just a little bit more.
*Tears Of Blue*
#SapphireSeas #SeptemberFalls #PoetryChallenge
No incoming calls,
No text to receive
This was her routine.
I'm in trouble, alone and lost my whole Team. Batter Up? Who wants a turn to beat me down? Not able to stand after this hit! Time to leave exit left as I don't see any other way out. I have always been the light but somehow the Darkness has caught the best of me. In my darkest hour who knew I would be standing alone, when I did my best for all those I love.
Please tell me what it's like in Heaven.
Is it better?
Are you finally getting what you always desired?
Is everyone there as an angel?
Or is there room to become part of the galaxy?
Can you hear those who love you up there?
Can you show me someday?
काल तू मला म्हणत होता कि वेळ लागेल पण हळू हळू विसरशील मला,,
मी मनाशीच हसले,
आणि स्वताशीच म्हंटल,
अरे वेड्या हेच तर ना ते जेे तुला कधी कळलंच नाही,
आणि म्हणूनच तुला माझ्यावर कधी प्रेम झालंच नाही...
सकाळची सुरुवात तुझ्याशी बोलल्याशिवाय होत नाही आणि रात्र तुझ्या विचारांशिवाय सरत नाही...
जेवण केलस का, झोपेतून उठलास का, कुठे आहेस, काय करतोयस असे किती तरी प्रश्न जर तुला रोज विचारले नाहीत तर अस वाटत आज काहीतरी राहून गेलं....
तुला माझ्या बोलक्या स्वभावाचा आणि ह्या अश्या असंख्य प्रश्नांचा कधी कधी वैताग येतो मला माहितीये,
पण काय करू तुला खूप जवळच व्यक्ती मानलय सगळंच सांगावं वाटत....
तस मला तुला हे विचारायचं धाडसच होत नाही खरंतर, कारण भीती वाटते याचा तुला राग आला आणि गेलास सोडून तर,,, पण वाटत कधी क...
Today you should be with us,
Celebrating your special day,
But sadly you were taken from us,
Here's what I have to say.
Each star I see at night,
I think that it is you,
Each twinkling light,
We'll never forget you.
Your our shining star,
Our angel in the sky.
I know your not that far.
But I do ask why.
Why it had to be you,
Why not let you stay,
So many people will always love you.
Even if your far away.
No one is really busy,
It all depends on what,
Number you are on their,
Sometimes I feel like I'm broken and maybe it's true!
I don't know my way...
I'm lost and I guess it's too late to start from the beginning!
My family say so...
I have to move on but I don't know how?!
If life was just about surviving I could handle that...
But when it comes to living, to feel happiness...
That's the hardest part!
The biggest mistake is being too afraid to ever make one.
Always take the chance, to win or lose, fly or fall, for that’s where we learn who we really are.
This black and blue heart
Doesn't know where to start
Trying to love you again
No matter what happens, I will remember you. Don't forget that I was here. I could see you back when you were invisible. I was here before all of this. Your memory is safe with me. I will remember you.
You did what you did, please forgive yourself and forget it all. I will hold you tight waiting for your glitters to dim-out within your ice cold body. I will remember you under the sun. Warm and happy. Even if I am not the one who holds the smoking gun, note that I am deeply sorry. I wish I could have been able to fix his mistakes.
Once the trumpets will be out, I will sing the universe to you. May you be at peace. Breathe out all of the pain they put in your inside. It's time to let go. I ha...
Her scars weren't real unless
you felt compelled to look at
your own pain and shed a secret...
your shame can't hide in her light.
And the fears you expose dissipate
in the clouds of truth shared.
This is what it is to be
Those are the words you expect to hear from your mom
She is supposed to be your safe haven
Not someone you want to flee
She’s not supposed to call you
They burn like after you put your hands in water then handled ice
The sting is a 3rd degree burn
Making you feel like the worthless piece of shit you are
Then after she hugs you and says I love you
Expecting the same back
When all you wanna do is turn your back
So I ask what is a mother’s love
And I worry about everyone and I take care of everyone but who does it for me?
I make sure everyone is alive and well and no body sees that I'm dying slowly so slowly so painfully that I can't even call for help!
If I could choose! But I cannot; I'm the gray color, the color of the sand. The greyish evening of a light which stays away. I'm the cloudy dawn of a tremulous light which approaches.
I'm the astonishment hugging the shade which is projected.
I'm the time of the oblivion, a drop of sea in your forgotten eyes. I'm a sadness which is drunk, like the unbearable absence of the echo.
If I could choose, choose a moment! I would choose to see the moon across your eyes.
If I could choose! I would choose to find all the places that don't exist, and to love you without the hurries of the time.
If I could choose! I would want to be the fire, to be the agitated breathing of the kisses.
If I could...
It's that gut wrenching moment when it hits me like a locomotive barreling down the tracks at top speed, throttle wide open.
It strikes at the most inopportune moments by exposing the the very real, raw emotions for all to see..
Because this deep sadness doesn't
give a fuck...
It doesn't give a fuck if I'm at work, with people parading around every corner and there's no place to hide the shame of guilty fears surfacing..
Where there are twenty people around me to witness the tears streaming in rapid fire down my cheeks. It doesn't give a fuck if I'm in a public place under watchful eyes, just waiting to cast judgement as it hits me right in the gut like a sucker...
I must remember that
Anything is possible
I was a walking miracle
And I want you to believe
You can be to.
My prayer is for your mortality
Is you are spared.
Adaline walked down the sidewalk, enjoying the warm sun upon her face. The light felt so refreshing, and the breeze made the temperature comfortable. As she passed the coffee shop window, Adaline caught a glimpse of a man , on one knee, with a black box resting in the center of his fingers. Across from him, sat a dark skinned, giddish fella, hands over his heart, and tears flowing. Time changes things, but what Adaline loved the most is the forever evolutionary component of a "happy ending". She smiled from ear to ear; her heart warm with love for their moment.
As she continued her walk, she passed an adorable second hand mother's thrift store front window. The bear was brown, a chocolate...