Siempre me alejo de las cosas que me dan miedo,
como el amor,
es mi decisión más rápida y cobarde.
Happiness is a warm puppy
and I am not sure if it's warm cause it's fresh dead
or the other way around.
"The wolves were her life. She was with them any free moment she had. And they were always right there, waiting for her. One day she woke up with a weird feeling. Something wasn't right. She ran to the wolves and...."
She found what she couldn't contain to see. there is a lot of blood on the white snow scattered around. she found one by one her wolves friends laying lifeless on the pool of burgundy snow. the more she walks the more her tears running out from her eyes. the whole pack dead with the alpha head stuck in one of the spears that stands tall at the end of the cliff, showing to the world that the hunter is indomitable. the girl collapsed to the ground cries her heart out. her only ...
The truth is, I thought I had it all wrong..
Love is a complicated emotion and it is scary to cross that bridge with someone; especially with a friend that you need.
But you cross that bridge when you are ready, and I wasn't even close.
You see, everyone that came before you took a part of me with them.
I provided them emotional support, but it was ultimately for a temporary time.
They took advantage of my big heart, and it has made me bitter. The funniest part about it, is I still miss people from my past.
I don't miss the romances, I miss the friendships.
So this next relationship I have will have to be with a friend. Trust takes time to build, especially after a ...
Ye raat ka andhera munhse puch raha hai ,
Kaha gai wo raat bhar baate karne wali ?
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Brown eyes. Tear filled and lovely.
All she wanted was to feel alive again.
Breathless steps in acts of servitude of the unafraid and the insane.
Her life now lost somewhere in the lungs of the evil ones.
An understanding of happiness no more,
But the bitter aftertaste of lemons on her tongue...
For now she is lost in the wind, to rest among the dust and the ocean sands.
All she wanted was to learn to feel again, but she’s grown up now and they say she is too big for that.
My thoughts aren't straight
I've started to hate myself again
Thoughts round up in my head
Maybe its gonna burst soon
He'll, I'd be happy if happens so,
I can sleep at night again
My actions don't match the words
I'm on the same path again
Lying on my bed for 2 days straight
People think I'm not ashamed
At this point I don't care what I hear
Cause I'm on a slope you see, I swear
As I wrote these words trying to rhyme
Let's see what I can earn this time.
- May be, scattered
You also need
To take rest
You also need
You also need
You also need
To remain calm
And back again
To be sublime
I miss myself
I miss the
I don't know
Where she has gone
I just want her
Back to me
And to my soul
I don't wanna speak
Don't wanna tell
I just want to be
I don't really know
What's this happening
Neither will ask
I wanna get back
On the track
I started this all
All of my
I am on the stage
Needing some guide
And a lot of help!
हज़ार सवाल है हज़ार जवाब नहीं
मैं तेरा न हुआ चल कोई मलाल नहीं।
ये बहती हवाओं को छू लेने दे तन अपना
कुछ हो मय्यसर अब ऐसे खयाल नहीं।
ठंढ काफ़ी है तेरे दिल के तहखाने में
पिघला दे कोई सिल्लियां, इतनी मजाल नहीं
मैं दफ़्न हुआ भी तो उस नादान के लिए
मेरी छोड़ो उसे खुद का भी हाल नहीं।
ये आंसू, ये सिसकियां से बहलते होगे तुम,
मेरी हालात अभी इतनी बेहाल नहीं।
रो रो के माँग न मुझसे हिसाब हर वादे का
हज़ार सवाल है हज़ार जवाब नहीं।
We make it a really big deal when we are in love and our lover needs some time and space to process their thoughts.
The only reason behind our insecurity is that we never found true love. We all crave for that one person who will believe in us, care for us, stay with us and love us for who we are.
But we have to understand our partner as well. We have to understand how their mind works. Maybe they wanna come back to us again that’s why they’re going away. But we’re so sensitive and afraid of the fact that we might lose them or sometimes we think that they’re going to abandon us just like others. It can scare them too. They will also lose a sense of belonging.
We have to have an understand...
If I bare my soul a bit can you stay?
I have a heavy burden I cannot say.
I rather drown myself in misery,
Than letting you save me from this foolery.
Sooner this debt needs to be paid.
I know this cannot be delayed.
Will you keep me in your memory?
Eventhough our story is only a reverie.
Thank you for picking up this stray,
For lighting up my day.
For making me believe in this illusory,
Full of your well planned treachery.
It feels like a decade,
A tiring crusade of charade.
We are a faded history,
Full of regrets with no recovery.
How can you expect for me not to feel this way?
Do you honestly believe i dont have feelings ?
Why do you belittle me?
It you hate my tears and silence , why dont you leave me alone?
You laugh when i cry
You get annoyed when i talk
If you are not here for me when am at my worst
I dont want you around when am at my best.
Kabhi kabhi aapkay pass sabkuch hotay hue bhie kuch nahi kar patay hai life me .. it doesn’t mean you are good at nothing...,
Its the matter of luck and stars those are not in your support 🥺😔😔..!!
You are full of talent, you know you can do the things best from anyone else but still you just stay helpless alone and depressed...!!
Sitting in a corner of somewhere and deep thinking 😖..!!
We were all painters once
Filling away our dreams with bright and vivid colours
Until one day life decided to splash a shade of grey
All over the canvas.
And we all were dancers
Dancing away on the clouds
Higher and higher where nothing could touch us
Until one day life pushed us from cloud nine
And we fell onto the stone hard reality.
And we were lovers too
Falling in love
All over again and again
With everything innocent and beautiful
Until our hearts were ripped open
And we bled out all our emotions.
While others thought it was growing up
We knew we were shrinking
Curling up into tiny balls
A dark side of us that we're afraid to let out
Afraid to disappoint what we resent.
And sometimes w...
Being lost in one's mind
Is like having
A room of one's own
There is no one there
To bother you
There is no one
To bother you. JD
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I have the very bad habit, to feel sad about things that aren't even happening.
For the first time in 8 years, I'm head over heels in love with someone. And everything's great. The guy is great and treats me perfectly well, we have a fun time together, and for the first time in my life... I can say that I'm having a good and fun relationship. Even if it has just started.
So why the hell, am I imagining all these terrible scenarios that could happen? Why am I letting this garbage that are memories of how my exes treated me, stand in between me and my happiness? I'm tired of all the 'what ifs'. It's such a battle to not let these negative emotions cloud my judgement of how things are in reali...
No-one wants to talk to me
No-one seems to care
I text everyone
But no-one replies
I'm needing someone to talk to
Because I want to know
If anyone cares if I ended my life
Because I feel so alone
Like I have no-one to talk to
And I was right..
No-one cares if I end my life
Because I have no-one
By my side anymore
Its suffocating. The constant feeling of anxiety and dread.
The knowledge that has been acquired over the years taunts your thoughts.
Even in the happiest times those nasty feelings creep at you waiting to attack, like a lioness to her pray.
I dont know if i believe in happiness. Id like to think its real, that someday ill have a happily ever after,that i wont feel the constant pain of being alone or that i have never been good enough.
But i dont know.
Maybe i am suppose to live my life like i am at art gallery. Looking at all the beauty around me but never able to touch or paint one of my own.
Sad thought. But maybe some of us are never meant to be happy.