Todos la ven como poca cosa, como un capricho o enfermedad caprichosa, como si se eligiera estar deprimido, nunca se ve la causa, ni el por qué.
A lo mejor nos estaremos ahogado en un vaso de agua para los demás, pero para quien sufre en compañía de la soledad, la depresión es el vaso que puede ser un basto mar donde solo buscamos sobrevivir a ese vacío, a no hundirnos, ni tocar ese fondo prohibido donde no hay marcha atrás, no hay opciones ni alternativas, solo oscuridad.
Please dont call crying a weakness. We all have our outlets. We all feel with dfferent intensities. In your anger you burst out you lash out, you scream. You hurt somebody.
I shout out everything i have to say and burst into a cloud of tears, its not wrong, it doesnt hurt anybody. Its easier, its lighter. I have no guilt then. But i come back home and mom sits next to me and says hon, you have to be strong you cant cry like that in front of the people who hurt you it makes them feel like they won. And when she puts it this way she doesnt sound wrong. So im up all night still crying blinking a the speed of light begging my mind to stop thinking for this one moment and be positive like my SO s...
My mom died when I was 17, I remember one Night, it was years later I had said to him that it was OK to Start seeing someone new. And he said "no your mom was the one for me so why look for someone else" For years I always wanted that kind of love from somebody that my dad had for her, And 16 years later I'm realizing that I also remember hearing my mom didn't want my dad any longer but she stayed with him.
I don't want that kind of love any longer....
But I want someone to love me back the way I love them.
Random memory that hit me.
Made me sad. And angry. My dad doesn't deserve to be alone. Hes had a horrible life.
I also feel bad he had to deal with a child like me. And still do...
When does love turn to hate ?
Why does only love come from my mouth, when only hate comes from yours ?
Feeling lonely is ok...
But being in a relationship and still feeling lonely is poignant...!!!
My soul will be RIP..!!
The body is alive...
He fought a good fight but he lost.
He lost to thinly veiled euphemisms
He lost to the smile that never was his,
He lost to that merciless grace
Now he walks these sands alone..
Hoping for a lighthouse in this cold unforgiving night...
I've lost you and I feel that,
And now am running around,
searching for you.
Looking over our memories
To find exactly when did I lost you
exactly where did I lost you
So that I can find you all over again!!
Kabhi kabhi kuch baatay iss kadar aapkay aandar ghuss jati hai, na wo jeenay deti hai na marnay, na wo sonay deti hai na jagnay,na hasnay deti hai aur na he theek se ronay
Bas ek junoon sa chaa jata hai dil aur dimag par kuch aisa kardenay ka ki sukoon mil jaye iss dil ko ek pal ka ..!!!
If the heart breaks you dont cry,
you don't make a noise,
you dont scream.
You just sit in silence
Watching the world fell apart
You curse the air you breathe and
then the only sound you can hear is the
breaking ofthe heart,
If you listen carefully enough...
The silence is all I have left...
I used to grapple
With the idea
On the nights
When all of the lights
And I was left alone
A day from home
Trying to fall asleep
On the couch
Nobody ever has a bed
Nobody ever keeps their head
And so I thought I could be the first
But I guess I never learn
Because on nights like that
The use of
It is mostly over now
Five more years until you're out
By then I will be out of town
And if all goes to plan
I'll keep my head
Sleep in a bed
Let all of
Your Metaphorical T-shirts
You will probably
Like you do with
All of your
While I will continue
Telling myself that
I haven't outgrown
Your metaphorical t-shirts
And that my fingers still remember
The piano keys
Played on the evenings
Before you left
Long distance relationship is hard and specially when it's with your baby..
I know he can't express and that what hurts more...they think he didn't miss his maa
They can't decode his crying that's why..and I can't stop...
Love you 😘
Once upon a lifetime
I had magnificent wings
I flew above the clouds
And I danced with the stars
In their journey of the night
But I was thrust down to earth
To the darkness of the earth
By soft lips and crooked words
Crinkling eyes and upturned noses
My wings were torn to shreds
Now all I have are still bleeding stumps
But now in this dark that is darker
Than the wing of the night’s raven
The predators are encircling me
They have forgotten my evolution
You see, eons ago I grew claws
As sharp as the hawk’s deadly talons
They think I’m weak, the stupid fools!
With a smirk I dare them forward
Oh approach, you deadly beings!
You creatures of the dying day
But beware, your ...
I am not broken
I am in the process of healing
Learning how to stop the fast heartbeat
and returning it to its usual state
You didn't love me.
You took my heart and ate your fill, but you never loved me.
We are beasts, eating out of boredom.
I find it really weird that the one who hurts is always the one who holds the power to heal you.
Paiso ki moh maaya bemisal hai .
Kitne rango mai dhalta hai ,
Waqt hi tou hai madam
Ek na ek din badalta hai .
It is the day
Of the dad
Hurt and disgraced us
But he's not here
To make amends
Or answer for that
And it still hurts
Beyond belief. JD
*Beyond* (answers, belief, this world....) Father Part LVIX
Rest in Peace Daddy - I know Valhalla is a far better place for you to be.