Drop: A short poem
It say things that only you can understand.
It has all you didn't expect it would withstand.
Whilst inside its a mighty ocean.
But we see what comes out, is just...
A drop !
Nights without ur body Beside me,
seems to never end.
Long awaiting ur kiss, those hands so strong yet gentle. the weight of your eyes as they pierce my soul releasing all desires of you.
I want to wrap my legs around you, take you deeply, slowly,
My hands feeling every inch of this beautifully masculine man that you are.
Tower over me. Let me surrender, weak and owned simply by your presence alone. I wait for you
It hurts. Believe me it does.
Those words rippled through my body like an earthquake seperates the ground.
Right there, my core shattered.
I couldn't hide it very well. My voice weakened, my smile was fading, my mind ..oh god..the endless thoughts.
"You're so easy to replace / she never really loved you / you'll never be the man he is / you're worthless / you're a shitty person / just say fuck it"
"Just say fuck it"
As much as I've tried getting past all these thoughts running through my head, it's not easy or even possible at times.
There's so much going on.
So much has happened in this month alone. I don't know how much more I can take.
Between my personal life, work and school....
CW: suicidal thoughts, chronic pain, meltdown
Struggling so so badly tonight. I have incurable chronic pain stemming from 4 different issues. It’s untreated & I spend my days couchbound & in agony. I don’t have friends in person. They’ve all left (and weren’t true friends to begin with). I feel like a burden, the pain is interfering with my emotional processing even more. I already have difficulty containing such giant emotions. I just exploded tonight. I kicked things over, threw some things, sobbed, dug my nails into my head, pulled my hair. I hate myself so much for being such a burden. I hate the unrelenting pain. I hate the exclusion and isolation from society. I have a small support sy...
The night of Chaos....
You can't just grab it and put in a box called "PAIN"
You can't just place it in a thought called "Broken"
You can't just make it fit in a phrase of "SADNESS"
It isn't just a state of emotion
It isn't just a phase of life
It isn't just a crossroad of destiny
It is something where tickles turned to tears,
It is something where smile lost in style
It is something where soul died in dark growl
It is okay to not be okay.
You close your eyes,
Focus on breathing.
You feel that bum bump
In your chest?
That is your heart.
You are still alive.
Take it all in,
And let it go with the wind.
Open your eyes.
Turn the page,
Start a new chapter.
This is your fresh start.
A beginning to
an amazing journey.
When somebody cries, it is not a sign of weakness. Being able to confront your emotions, experience the pain and heal from it is a sign of true strength. @PLECCA
The innocence in her eyes,
It’s a paradise.
Her eyes is the place to lose fears,
It’s the place you find happiness.
Beautiful blue eyes,
Like a clear sky,
It’s the place to lose tears.
It’s the place where you could be anyone you want to be.
I want fly away in her eyes♥️
I remember you reaching for my hand.
I remember me pulling away.
You said I was too cool for love.
I was never cool, but if your hands could melt the iceberg that you thought me to be, then I would have held your hand forever.
But I was never cool. I'm just cold.
This isn't an iceberg of false personas or public images.
This iceberg sinks love like ships.
Your hands cannot melt the ice around my heart, but my heart will leave your fingers frostbitten.
So stay warm, love.
My heart and I will be just fine.
We were made for the winter.
Once lived a beautiful mermaid. Her tail shined so radiant that seafarers would be blinded by the light. Her harmonious voice enraptured any who dared ventured into her domain. Wild as the sea, no one could lay claim to her. Piercing green eyes electrified every bone in your body.
One day, Tempest saw two people walking together along her beach. Their hands intertwined, she wondered what they were doing. She felt this ache inside. She was tired of being the only one of her species left, a forgotten relic of the time before.
Tempest slowly placed her crown at the feet of the ocean. “Turn me back,” she barely whispered, “Turn me back into what I was before the storm.”
Suddenly, huge crash...
NEGLIGENCE & IGNORANCE
Last to last night I was waiting for YOU
with my tiring eyes.
whole day you were busy in your OWN world
no complaints on where you were ...
LOST my expectations sometimes back
i got hurt but for sure ,not that much where I regret ..
i do remember those last words which u uttered
i knew the INs & OUTS so on that no comments...
Accepted the way life comes to me
lonely..aloof and sometimes just ME.
I tried and get tired at last..
Coz its not just easy its impossible to erase what i kept in my heart.
When darkness comes
remember you are resilient.
You will find your way
by the moonlight.
Yesterday was a day filled with pure shock, disbelief, horror, and heartbreak fell across the world as the images of hell on earth flashed across the screen shook me to my core.
I along with millions of others worldwide watched in horror as an 850-year-old architectural piece of true artwork burned. My heart broke as I felt my body go numb.
The words that come to my mind to describe this genuinely awe-inspiring piece of architectural beauty are in the words of Victor Hugo in The Hunchback of Notre Dame
"Great edifices, like great mountains, are the work of centuries. Art often undergoes a transformation while they are pending, pendent opera interrupta; they proceed quietly...
I start to write a sentence or two
Just to distract my mind from you
Somehow you find your way into these words
And I start to ink without hesitation or a clue
You! My phrase, my song, my unfinished book
I must continue to write
Until these words have no meaning
Until you’re no longer my music or my muse
Or until these lies no longer have truth
-Silence In Echos
i’m writing to the world…i don’t remember much but i do remember this…i want to dance and i fucking miss having friends. but most importantly…i miss you my love…i miss you everyday of my life and i miss you every time that i cry. i still feel your lips kissing my neck ever so gently. no one will ever replace you. i wish you all the happiness in the world. i'll keep dreaming that you'll come make love to me.
chucky azarati rhesus