"वो कह के चले इतनी मुलाकात बहुत है,
मेंने कहा,रुक जाओ अभी बात बहुत है....!
आँसू मेरे थम जाए तो शौक़ से जाना,
ऐसे में कहाँ जाओगे ?
बरसात बहुत है....!!"
How many times do you have to lie?
And so many times you somehow made me believed you again and again.
Shame on you for such a big liar.
But shame on me for swallowing up your lies.
Hook, line and sinker.
How many times can you break my heart for the same thing, over and over again?
It's a bizzare feel...
...the sad piano music keeps ringing at the background of your thoughts
You are a lone creature amongst a crowd...
...the dullness seems so irrelevant at times
You want to whirl & swirl...
...but than thats again another thought
You want that person to be your side...
...laughing & Chirping... But than again that's another thought
Under a starry sky... Endless talks... Bursted emotions... Maybe a kiss on forehead...
...but than that's just another thought
The bridge between reality & desires is broken
....and you know it's so near yet so far
Well... Than... I love you...
...Oh come on.... That's just another thought
Yes... In the end...
Do you remember the day we first met? I think about it often, the first time I saw you.
It was the beginning of everything, I don't think either one of us was prepared for gift that had been given to us. So many beautiful moments shared.
So many treasured memories...
I just wish I knew how much time you had left.
I want you to know, I still love you. And I always will...
I want to get away. Far away, so I’ll be safe. Then, I won’t have to fight those dark thoughts anymore. Then, I’ll be free and won’t have to control those hard feelings anymore. So I start to run, but my body isn’t moving. It slowly starts to disappear. Away from all the pain and missery, into the warmth of the calming waves.
He doesn't send cute text anymore or reminds me why He likes me.
And know He is always to busy to give me hug!
We see clearly,
In the eyes of our life -
Run from me,
What cause do I owe to thee?
Refraining from saying
Lost in a crowd,
I drink thou like pain!
Hemlock colors stain your lips,
I begged to die by
A knife as long as you were
As long as you remembered me.
Imagine what we could’ve seen?
Instead I bow my head,
And the crowd goes mad.
Background, I'm Bisexual and have been my who life. My husband is now starting to explore that side of things and i feel better with him flirting with guys the girls since then i dont feel like I'm being compared, but now he wants to act on how he's feeings for these guys. The bestfriend part of me wants to help and be there for him because I'm the kind of person that wants to see the people that I love happy, but at the same time I'm his wife and the mother of his child....
Idk what to do anymore i feel torn in all of this and i wish he could see how this would affect our relationship and lifes and act the same way of wanting to do whats best for us and what would make me happy as his wife...
Is this all we would be doing for the rest of our lives, B? Pushing each other away, whenever is it that we occasionally meet? And then suffer through that insatiable longing to hold each other or atleast talk or even see each other? Why do we have to fake it when we meet? Or is it just me? And you know I try hard to hold myself back, to not open up like I used to, to not show you my hurt. But I throw the caution to the wind the moment I meet your probing eyes. You don't know how taxing it has been. Oh and I have failed at times. I almost gave up. I was inches away from holding you and crying my heart out.
I guess I'm tired, B.
Do not let negativity
wear off on you.
Pain is part of life and love
and it helps you grow,
it makes you strong.
Feeling so alone and missing who I used to be
All the good times ended and friends are just in memories.
I've sat here by myself and I've often wondered WHY?
My life flipped up side down when I wasn't ready to say goodbye.
The room in her heart was flooded
from billion tears of brokenness
from loving someone who couldn’t see her beauty
but I can...
Next time you feel lonely,
Just remember this,
Everybody is lonely
So, have comfort knowing your not alone in this.
Cansada de nunca se lo bastante.. cansada d nunca ser lo k necesita.
Cansada d no ser lo suficiente
Cansada d no ser importante
Es hilarante... Decepcionante y desesperanzador que solo escriba cuando mi corazón está en confusión sin saber que es lo que siente, amor, odio, tristeza o algo más... No entiendo el corazón y su ambición de manchar las hojas con su sangre... No entiendo ese vicio que tiene en dejar cada sentimiento inexplicable plasmado en las frases que voy redactando... No entiendo que debe o necesito hacer... Solo sé que debo escribir y empiezo mi hemorragia con este filo...
Are you tired? Are you tired of us? Three months in and it feels like all this weight is on my shoulders. I struggle to carry it all with the knowledge that all the load is on me. Your situation is different and I’ve tried my hardest to understand you. Every single obstacle that’s been thrown our way, I’ve dodged and overcame. So why does it feel like it’s always me who has to work to make us happy? You don’t have the time nor the strength to pull us through. It’s me who has to do it. And maybe you’re tired and about to give up, but shouldn’t I feel that way? Shouldn’t I be the one who wants to let you go? Shouldn’t I be the one to throw in the towel and tell you that I can’t keep ...
You flew me up so high
That you forgot me
You slayed all my dragons
And left me stranded
You flew me up so high
You forgot your way back to me
Now I’m left up in the castle
Where I’ve always wanted to be
But never like this
Bruised, forgotten, trying to claw my way out with broken dreams
Next time you fly up that high
Remember to take a map
Just Incase you forget
Where the best part of you is at