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February 23, 2018
White House, United States

Open Thoughts #2:

Well,
Here I am yet again
Trying to figure out oh so many things
Like why the dream I had last night involved you
And you were the bad man
Prominently.
And what that meant
Considering we haven’t talked in quite some time
And why God felt it necessary to throw that warning towards me.
Now there’s a deep bubble in my consciousness telling me to stay away
And I’m going to listen.
My phone is making me sad
And I know why
And I just want to sleep
Because I feel really empty
Like I was a piece of clay
Too thick to be throw in the kiln
So someone took a small spoon
Or one of those pumpkin carving tools
And scooped out the mush that was on the inside
Until I’m just a shell ...

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February 23, 2018
 

It was so difficult. So difficult to do something so serious. I hated doing it. I hated doing something which affected both our lives. I dont know whether i ever loved him or not. But wht i was sure of was tht i was addicted to him. Never wanted him to go out of my life. Its difficult to see n wait for any signs from him. Every person has a good and a bad side. I always tried removing his flaws. But wen those flaws started ruling my life, i had to do something to stop him permanently. However now i regret. Regret that the only person who ever stood for me is gone. Gone far away from my life. So far that i wont b able to take a glance at him or even talk to him. All over again i will have to k...

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February 23, 2018
 

Oh weeping willow
          Is it me that you cry for
                    As I writhe in pain?

                                                    JD

*Feel My Pain*

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February 23, 2018
 

As you walked away from this world, I am left behind in my empty shell, with my lonely feelings and thoughts.

I close my eyes and I exhale deeply as I keep thinking of you; it’s a haunting feeling of me missing you, for not being able to hug you even once.

They say time heals, life goes on and I will forget, but since I’ve lost you, emptiness has filled me inside, my tears try to calm my burning heart. I still miss and will always miss you in this life.

If fate decides and life happens again, we will meet again, Kim Jong Hyun until then remember, I loved you.

I want to be the only one to love you.

NEVER ENOUGH APPLES
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February 23, 2018
 

Memories of a dream

I searched the world only to find you in me
I now feel that my journey ends in your embrace,
My life will always begin and end with you.

Your silence comforts my beating heart
But your absence doesn't wipe away my tears

Even if I stop breathing, I will not stop loving you.
You are my life and heart
I cannot bear your absence.
Without you, I cannot do anything.

I feel your presence deep inside my heart
I might forget myself, but
I will never be able to forget you.
This thing will last forever,

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February 22, 2018
Chicago, United States

Take it all,
It's in ruins
Crumbled. Shatters of
What once was.
Don't let me go,
But I still slipped, split
Apart.

Emilie

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February 22, 2018
 

                         
          They snickered
          And they sneered
          Every day
          When he walked by
          Until he didn't
          Any more
          Making them realize
          Just how much pain
          They had caused.        JD




*No More*
#snicker #CMVerbChallenge #WritingPrompts

DEFEATED
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February 22, 2018
 

                     Desire
Someone once told me "desire is the soul cause for depression", but in reply I told "desire is the biggest motivation to live".

Then I was motivated and now I am deppressed. Strange, it is!!!!!!!!

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February 22, 2018
 

You are
my
biggest
weakness.
My kryptonite.
Perhaps
that's why
life
took you
from me
so
I
may be
smashed to pieces
and
put back
together
again..
with strength.

TRACKS
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February 22, 2018
 

I’m living with my heart and mind divided.

My hearts screams for me to love you with abandon.

While my mind whimpers of how much this will hurt me in the end.

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February 21, 2018
 

San Salvador 2do dia Parte 3

Hoy ha sido un día productivo laboralmente.

Me llevaron a un mall cercano para dejar unas cosas y en el transcurso entré a un tienda. Simplemente me emocioné mucho al verlo y sin pensar le compré un pequeño detalle bastante especial que me encantó.

Hace un par de horas he caído en la cuenta, ella querrá recibirlo? mas bien... ella querrá al menos verme para pensar en dárselo.

ahhhh no puedo terminar mi día sin decirle cuánto la extraño y la amo...

me duele su ausencia y la falta de esperanza que me da 💔

otro día sin dormir sin "mis buenas noches"... otro día quedándome con el beso que le daba en la frente para que descansara.

hasta mañana mi princesa, ...

ORIGINAL
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February 22, 2018
 

                                 LANGUAGE
                             🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

Last night it was raining heavily,
we were safe in our nest with our family.
Next day I woke up With a sound of monkey.,
I moved to window to find out.

Ah! What I saw was really heart breaking,
Last night due to lightning monkey's mother died...
Her baby was sitting with her
Sometime tapping
Sometime jumping on Her,
Sometime try to get feed...
Monkey baby was very small yet he smelt something bad happened..else his mother was never sleep without him.

Some tears rolled down from my eyes without my permission, I am not attached to them or don't even know from where they came, though there is something common
&...

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February 21, 2018
 

The Moon doesn't owe the light it borrows from the Sun. Then why on this so called Godly Earth we only give to take?
We give from the moment we wake up till the time we close our eyes just to take back. Whether it's beautiful things like Love, Honour, Respect or Pain.
What? Pain? Yes, pain.
There's nothing as beautiful as pain itself. From the very rush in our bloods to the echo in our ears in aching situations, cherish the moment. Not because it's a philosophical thought or religious uplift. But because pain only comes from our most beloved ones. And that's what makes it beautiful. Beautiful enough for us to open our arms wide open and being vulnerable to repeat it over and over again.

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February 21, 2018
 

San Salvador 2do día Parte 2

No sé cuantas personas han leído mi dolor, han sentido mi desesperación... han sido parte de esto.

No sé cuantas veces más saldrá de mi decirle a ella cuánto la extraño... cuánto la amo... cuánto duele su ausencia.

Mañana se cumplen 2 semanas apenas desde que ella decidió ser libre 😔 no saben lo mucho que me cala decir eso. Porque ella merecía sentirse así a mi lado... y fue uno de mis máximos errores... cerrarle las alas...

Estos días han sido un manojo de emociones y reflexiones, en serio me muero por buscarle ya... aunque me esté muriendo del miedo...

No veo señales de ella y es lo único que me debilita...

He re-aprendido algo estos días, ya lo sabía ...

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February 21, 2018
 

Dear Lettrists,

In every single one of us, happiness and pain can coexist at any given time but one of the two will dominate and it will show no matter how good we think we are at suppressing it... When in the state of bliss, the likelihood of us hiding it is slim because it is a natural thing to tell the world that our hearts are overflowing with love or bursting with joy. Pain on the other hand is a whole different story. When shared the burden can get lighter and healing can begin.

Sometimes, shame keeps us from letting others know. In sadness or in pain we judge ourselves harshly. We are held back from healing but it doesn’t have to be that way. As we find our world crumble there are ot...

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February 20, 2018
 

Slowly, but surely,
I have put my heart back together,
Like an artist,
Builds a mosaic.

A whole,
Made of pieces.

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FORTIFIED
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February 20, 2018
 

San Salvador 1er día parte 2

Pues fui a la empresa que me corresponde y por un par de horas deje de pensar en mi dolor.

Hoy conocí a un japonés que reside en Mexico pero que viaja por toda Latinoamérica en visitas de seguimiento. Me asombró que me dijera mi nombre desde el principio cuando solo nos hemos intercambiado un par de mails. Platicamos y es interesante su forma de trabajo.

Los demás compañeros de la sucursal como siempre muy amables y atentos.

Me gusta mi trabajo aunque a veces me desespere pero agradezco a Dios por tenerlo.

Ya estoy de nuevo en el hotel, comer ha sido una odisea... no tengo apetito... y lo que trato de comer me hace daño.

Iré a mi habitación a revisar co...

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February 20, 2018
 

San Salvador, 1er día.

He venido por trabajo, a la par mía observaba a un chico sonreír a su teléfono... enviaba besos y escuchaba audios de seguramente, alguien que le ama o le extraña.

Por un momento recordé los audios que muy de vez en cuando ella me enviaba. La extraño mucho, muchísimo!!!

Llevo varios días de no entrar a mis redes sociales, las he cerrado. Este es el único medio donde nadie me conoce... donde nadie me juzga... donde nadie más que yo decide quién y cómo ser.

María Fernanda no se imagina cuánto la extraño y la amo... ya sé que no fui la mejor parte de su vida y quien al final no le llenó como usted deseó.

No sé si es tarde para pedir una oportunidad donde ambas po...

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February 20, 2018
 

They judge themselves, enough, everyday, daily. Their tragedy is not in the fact that they die or get killed in the end. It is in what they let die between them and what they killed inside of them, while they lived. Their careers are those of calculating villains, but their characters those of penitent, remorseful, conscience-stricken, scared, mad, haunted ghosts of former glorious selves, and oddly enough the two lines can run parallel and even meet.

No, I do not judge them. I am them.

-AssortedSoul

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