The classroom was empty but she was still sitting on a chair. Everyone left but she couldn’t move.she looked outside...
...craving for some undiscovered sceneries through the grilled windows of the class. She watched how the students were enjoying their break time, in front of the open canteen; laughing out loud, sharing their food and lime soda, some minor ragging of seniors, some talking with their crushes..
In short, everyone were enjoying..., but she did not wanted to go out, she do not wanted to mingle with them.., she wanted to be unique, her excitement was to stay alone while others enjoys, waiting to look whether anyone really care about her or is there anyone think like her... In bet...
Uncertainity- this is all around
Wishing to act smart
Its all about uncertainity
Like standing at the top of a cliff!
Really wanted to cry out the heart
To yell the world that iam capable
But something pull me back again
May be the way i express
Other faces decides my inner emotion
And i cannot help it even if i try
Sometimes, i think iam arrogant
And the other times i feel iam not
For years iam in search of my talent
Still didnot got a clear answer
My interests and hobbies doesnt-
prove that iam capable
My capability doesnt resonate -
with my passion
Iam confident iam optimistic
iam sincere iam dedicated
Then where did it went wrong??
Its just that i doesnt come up with -
my own standards!
Those dense eyes drenched into a sea of emotions..
Eliciting all the strength from untiring sentiments..
Diffidence made her feel worthless,
Secluded by her forlorn dreams..
Her flabby thoughts has made her sick
Even flapping all those flacks
Still those residues rest along
Gawked at those incredulous fling
By wondering what her delict were..
Often confused where to move ;
Like standing by a fork in a way
She hemmed and hawed many times nothing should pause her from flying high..