|Not a poet , but I write. || Not a warrior , but I fight .|
I feel I have taken this zoning-out thing a bit too far. The last outgoing call was made weeks ago . The last party and get-together happened months ago. I really don't remember the last time when I talked to someone wholeheartedly and laughed crazily.
After all this alone time I feel like going back to 'normal' which probably doesn't exists anymore. I want to meet someone without having to explain them the past and just live the present. I have been so laid back that I look for upcoming events but whenever something is about to happen my excitement starts turning into anxiety.
Does this happen to you too ?
For the longest time
That I didn't write ;
The pen stopped
And mind was having a fight .
The extreme circumstances
Dried the ink .
Had a lot of time
But little to think .
The pounding of the heart never stopped
Then how could it happen with the art?
The question triggered and numbness called;
Got a new pen for the season of fall. @GC
If I am not growing with you, I am not staying with you.
When you can't find a familiar face in the crowd the only option left is to walk alone . You see people all around but sometimes they tend to just pass time with you. Believe in yourself and know that your time is worth investing and not wasting.
Once you know this you'll realise that the ones who actually stay cherish your company and are willing to put in efforts for your growth as well.
Such people are the true keepers and hardest to find. Have a company who is willing to help you grow emotionally and mentally and and the one who grows with you.
Accept this :
If I am not growing with you, I am not staying w...
I envy those people whose parents are their best friends
or the ones who have found their soulmate. @GC
Teach me how to be unbothered
And pretend that it doesn't matter .
Teach me how to be happy without
Bothering about my own people.
But don't console me by saying that
After sometime it won't matter.
Because this time it's not about
The best friend or the lost lover.
Teach me how to unlove
All those people who matter.
Teach me all this quickly
Before my patience ends.
Make a wish , cast a spell
Teach me how to get out of this
Hell . @GC
Before realising the depth of words ,
You have to see how shallow the feelings were taken . @GC
Sometimes distance saves a relationship by giving us time and space to calm the hustle in our mind and stay cordial ...
I don't play games .
Not because I am a girl ,
But because I am the younger sibling !
And my brother never connected the other remote ...
5 years younger,
Yet I know him better.
First day of my existence in this world
And I scratched his face ;
Because I knew how devil he is !
From the beginning.
He asked our parents to sell me
And buy him a bike.
See the scratches are now justified !
From bringing water to
Searching documents to
Lending him money ;
That's all we younger siblings do .
We are the free servants after all.
Fought with his friends
When they teased him .
Little did I know that I was always
Being protected by him.
Yes , he didn't let me do stuff .
Not because I wa...
Take my poem
And send it where
They'll be reading it
And talking about it .
So that it reaches
The ones it is meant
For and this teaches
Them to mend
And actions . @GC
Why do you expect so much from me ?
Wants me to be a good daughter and understand his struggle.
Wants me to be a good daughter and respect her wishes.
Wants me to be a good sister and help him in his messed up life.
Wants me to be a good friend and take care of her when she is living alone away from home .
Wants me to be a good friend because she went through a breakup.
Wants me to be a good listener because he tells me what he never tells to anyone else.
Wants me to be a good advicer because he needs a little help.
Wants me to always be friendly because I am running out of friends .
Want me to be supportive when they deal with their issues.
But did you ever realise that I want suppo...
And at times you are hurt to so much extent that you don't feel like even searching that shelter in someone else ... @GC
Don't panic about where you went wrong.
Work on how you'll correct those mistakes .
Some people even learn not to repeat it again.
But do you really work on correcting the damage from the very first time ?
That's the art we all need to learn and execute. @GC
I got my own plans ,
I got my own pace ,
I am not running everyday ,
But this is just a phase .
Achieving at the earliest,
Hasn't been my case.
Sitting now ,
Just watching others chase ,
Levelling up to reach that craze.
Well, I am a girl boss !
And my life is my business,
The projects are my days ,
And when I'll get up ;
It will be a hard one on your face... @GC
Born in the day light,
I had him holding me tight.
He is my teacher who taught me life lessons right.
I make mistakes knowing he will correct,
He is my backbone helping me stand erect.
I never ask anything,he always complains,
He is my best gift I can ever claim.
He starts my day with a smile,
Letting the worries rest for a while.
He got me everything more than I deserved,
His happiness is all I want to preserve.
Blessed I am to have his time,
He is a father all mine. @GC