|Not a poet , but I write. || Not a warrior , but I fight .|
Born in the day light,
I had him holding me tight.
He is my teacher who taught me life lessons right.
I make mistakes knowing he will correct,
He is my backbone helping me stand erect.
I never ask anything,he always complains,
He is my best gift I can ever claim.
He starts my day with a smile,
Letting the worries rest for a while.
He got me everything more than I deserved,
His happiness is all I want to preserve.
Blessed I am to have his time,
He is a father all mine. @GC
This time I have a dress ;
But not your presence.
Every year on my birthday ,
You insisted on me wearing a dress .
Who never liked getting dressed up ;
Yes that's how lazy and clumpsy I am !
Always showed up like my usual self ;
On my birthday ,
Infront of you .
And you used to frown ;
But I used to smile and say ,
Come-on it's my birthday, I get to decide
What I do today . It's my day !!!
And that frown turned into a smile with
A little redness on that nose.
The forgiveness I got for being myself .
And the happiness I got for being around you .
My world was complete !
But then you chose to leave .
And no matter how much I tried ,
I could never repla...
To the day that is coming
And the people who are gone.
Did I push you away ?
Or you didn't want to stay ?
I am confused ...
Because this day comes every year .
But you aren't seen ,
When I look here and there .
Now people say
I am rude and that
No one will stay if I
Stay the same .
But I wasn't like this with you ,
And still you guys are gone .
I was nice and sweet ,
Yet you chose not to stay till the treat .
Day by day ,
Year after year ,
I still miss your presence .
But your trace is not found .
And I feel pathetic with this ignorance. @GC
#WORLD ENVIRONMENT DAY .
What a paradox . 2 days late for the post. Probably because was busy answering questions on environment and studies !
So let's get this straight, the post is not about the day but about the environment !
And nature needs attention everyday . So I know I am late but it's never too late !
The post is not just for the oxygen we receive that's necessary for survival but also about the birds that come to my balcony everyday and wake me up by chirping . About the squirrel that plays with me , about the trees that calm me down when I feel uneasy, and about the moon that listens to my rants everyday . Oh, also the stars that twinkle and witness my overwhelming emo...
She was scared to drive , so they took her offshore. To protect her from roadrage and accidents . Well now she sits there staring at the wild sea because well, she can't swim...
So you protected her from the cars on the road ? Well she could have atleast walked and reached somewhere while now she just sits and gazes at the waves figuring out a way to fight the unnecessary. @GC
Why it still hurts ?
To those happy moments ,
Now a blunder !
Am in the present,
But stuck with the past .
This is about the firsts ,
That didn't last .
Call it whatever ,
A person, A sweet poison, A drug ,
A little something comes and
It Just messes me up.
But I sat there wondering with precision,
Leave or re-live
Should have been my decision.
Isn't it my life?
If so, then why I didn't get to decide ?
Status , story , poked , provoked,
With every message, the thought choked.
A little something triggered the pain ,
And my world paused again... @GC
Started with innocence;
Had a long way to go.
Being honest was my defence ,
And simplicity was the goal.
But things got complicated,
When people came along.
Don't know if wrong ,
But they were certainly not with whom I belong.
Gave lifelong teachings,
That made no sense .
But survival of the fittest,
Is what's the life's essence .
Honesty is not to be taken
As obvious as breathing.
Loyalty is rare,
What's easy is cheating.
Was that decision wise ,
When I stopped being nice ?
Soul persists .
Yes I changed after a little revolt,
But is it really my fault ? @GC
They'll tell you that they are there for you and remind you that everyday until 'one day' when you actually need them. @GC
One day I'll disappear ...
And you my friend will search me everywhere .
The same hour , the same age ,
Different priorities on the same stage .
You mean the world to me .
I mean the same to you .
Still searching for the identity ,
I should have carried for you .
Do really people change ?
Or is it just the changing time ?
Am I overthinking ?
Or there is something just not fine.
Yes I am laughing,
Yes I show a smile ,
Yes I am living,
Just waiting to die... @GC
~Not looking back ;
Unable to move forward ! ~
Amidst all the chaos ,
And her silent thoughts ,
She was deeply engrossed ,
In the battle she fought .
The mistakes she made ,
The time she overcame ,
Kept pulling her back ,
Hence, she couldn't move a step .
She was running ,
Trying to climb the hill,
The past kept coming ,
So she couldn't help but stand still.
Was the past her fault ?
Or is the present not gelling up with her !
Trust her , she is working hard to live the present ,
Yet her feet are chained by the past... @GC
A better way to get over something is by imagining getting into an even worse situation ! @GC
#13 Word Story
Sitting on a branch figuring out solutions, bird forgot it's ability to fly .
वक़्त का क्या कसूर ?
वो वफादार तो आज भी अपना फर्ज निभा रहा है ।
हर पल चलता जा रहा है ,
रुके तो तुम हो अपनी सोच के जाल में ।
खराब वक़्त नही ज़ालिम , सोच है ।
What is going on?
Desparately need answers to unidentified questions .
Messed up mind.
क्यों खौफ हैं तुझे अकेलेपन का ?
उठने की कोशिश तो कर ,
बहुत आजायेंगेे दोबारा गिराने के लिए । @GC
Better get rude and give them a reason to leave, than to be all sweet yet seeing them go away. Latter, often leads you to wasting your time and energy in finding your fault which might not even exist. @GC
When I started writing , showing it to one person was enough. I was content in my little world.
Today I write and show it to the world openly. Sometimes I do receive appreciation but have lost that satisfaction .
Sometimes one person is above the world . Sometimes one person is the world ! @GC
Today I am writing what I felt,
On 'that' day with words of fact.
My heartbeat increased when he called,
'He' be the one to make me rise and fall.
My world he was,
Who brought life to the days,
On that day I saw his real face.
He said something which I didn't want to hear,
Something I couldn't imagine as the worst nightmare !
He confessed the truth and gasped,
Just in a while my world collapsed.
I moved my lips without any noise,
I shouted so bad in silent voice.
I felt the love, I was so dumb,
Ultimately made me go quiet and numb.
Serves me right,
Because my trust was blind;
Something so dramatic I had find.
Never saw a play was pointed-out and attacked,
All this time I was a prop of...
The sun shone as I stood,
Hidden in the forest woods.
A lost wanderer was I,
On the earth below the sky.
Then I was sent to school,
To learn and outshine illiterate and fools.
Being taught there, to be honest and kind;
I made it settle in my mind.
Never betray to be the best,
Made sure to pass in all my tests.
Then I grew a little more;
To see the mask everyone wore.
Felt victimized and cheated on,
The little good still not gone.
Had to leave what I learnt,
Inorder to compete and to earn.
I faced I survived (but)
The kindness in me slowly died.
No-more honesty in the eye;
Again a wanderer below the sky. @GC
Don't we all have those days when we just stare at the wall for hours ,
Overfilled with emotions yet numb ! @GC
Listen to me when I am talking
Listen to me when I am walking
Listen to me when I am sick
Listen to me when I am free
Listen to me when I am busy
Listen to me when I don't speak
Too hard ?
But I did !
And if I could , why couldn't you ?
Nevermind , you moved on but I couldn't !
So now let's call this even :). @GC
The 4 letter words starting with the alphabet 'L' are always dangerous .
LION , LOVE , LADY !
Mess with it and you know the consequences ! @GC
Press Delete ?
Because even that demanded revisiting those memories/nightmares. @GC