|student, us, lgbt supporter, theater fanatic|
Recently I have had a conversation with a clingy friend of my girlfriend. She was bitching about her spending time with me and not her anymore while I was RIGHT THERE. I had tired of this by that point and turned to her and spoke in a very condescending sarcastic tone. After she said something along the lines of , "Jeez it's like we're not even friends anymore because you are always with HER" I turned to look at her and said in the tone mentioned above "Oh no!! She's spending time with her girlfriend! Boohoo" when she responded with a "yeah boohoo, it's not fair" I very rudely said exactly this "Well You'll just have to keep 'boo-hoo'ing, because it's US that are dating, not you a...
I want to grow old with my significant other.
Raise a dog or two.
See the world.
Visit exotic places.
Buy a flat or penthouse in Cali that looks out over the beaches.
I want to roll over every morning and see my beautiful partners face.
Feel their arms holding me in a protective manner. Not even wanting to let go in their sleep.
I want to go on weekend trips to New York and watch plays on broadway.
God do I want this.
I want this with all that I am.
These thoughts are what keep me going and soon, I will have this
I can not possibly explain what it is like to be so completely in love with an individual. How it feels to look in their eyes as they hold you, laying in a comfortable silence. Being able to talk of your future with them. Being able to SEE a future with them. It honestly is the best thing in existence. Wanting to travel around the world with your other half, own a pet together, live together. This is what keeps me going. This is what I have to look forward to
I'm drowning within myself
Losing myself in what I once was
I'm falling back into my former state of being
Wilting away like a dying rose
I'm being sucked back down into a pit of despair.
I can't seem to claw my way out
I can't breathe
I simply force a smile,
and assure my love that I am fine .
I've grown very good at hiding behind masks.
However there are people who can see through.
They see the life draining from my face.
They can see the loss of sparkle in my eyes.
They try to help but it doesn't work.
I can see the worry in my girlfriends face.
The slight terror as she awaits my answer of "Yes baby, I'm fine."
Which follows with her telling me it'...
Late in the night, the girl begins to toss and turn. She wills herself to awaken from this nightmare, momentarily forgetting that there is no escape. For when she wakes up she feels the dull sting on her thighs and wrists. She feels her sadness like a bag of bricks laying atop her. She pushes back her thin hair, taking a deep breath she feels her ribs push out further against her skin. Sighing she stands, her body screaming in protest. It just wants rest, and is ready to be put to bed. But this girl, she is strong. She looks in the mirror, accounting for every scar and imperfection. She can hear her parents fighting down stairs. 'It's your fault,' says the not so tiny voice in her head. As h...
Guys. I need advice.
**this contains things of lgbt nature
So my girlfriend has a friend who is overly clingy and jealous every time I'm around. This girl also has a girlfriend. I am honestly getting tired of this girl, let's call her Daisy(no that is not her name) She has even confronted the girl I am with about how "oh you spend too much time with her, I need attention too." my thoughts are "what the fuck you dumb bitch. you have a person." I suppose it wouldn't bother me if she didn't CONSTANTLY glare at me, hang all over K(my gf) and literally tries to drag her away from me. Like today in choir we were sitting together and my head was in Ks hands because of a headache. I look down and s...
Wow. I really love people.
Right now, somewhere there is a mother kissing her baby on her head for the first time.
There is a couple buying their first house together.
People sharing their first kiss.
A dad teaching his kid to ride a bike.
There are people coming out to their family.
And hopefully being excepted.
Somewhere there is a soldier going home to their family.
Somewhere there is someone conquering a sickness.
Somewhere there is someone saving an innocent animal.
There is a baby being adopted.
There is so much bad in the world yet there is also so much good in it.
It is up to you to make the decision on whether you will do the good or bad
-your secret keeper
Love who you want.
More friendly advice
-your secret keeper
Day of Silence is today. Nationwide today there are highschoolers who have tooken vows of silence to raise awareness of the bullying and harmful acts to those in the lgbt community. Every year tons of people who are of that community are bullied, beaten, and killed because of them loving who they want. If young people can support the community with out judgement why can't the older people. Yes, I understand there are people who's religions do not approve, however I am certain that does not mean it's okay for them to hurt the people either. All I'm saying is that love is love. And to my fellow supporters and lgbt people, thank you.
sorry if this is offensive
This is something that I myself need to remember. It would also be good for you to remember too. Things change and people leave. It's just the way of the world. It is indeed sad at times but you have to just push past it. Keep your head time and enjoy the good times that happened during the past, and don't reminisce in the bad. Don't forget it though either, because every little moment has made you who you are today. Losing people can be tough, whether it's to a move or a falling out or a death. However, just remember that there is a natural way to life and what is meant to happen will. Stay strong through the sadness and you'll be okay
-your secret keeper
Here's a little secret, to all my lovely readers: you are all so very lovely. Every one of you are special, unique, wonderful individuals. Even though there are many struggles through out life that you'll have to face, I beleive you can make it through each and every one. It will be tough, but you my friend are strong. Try not to let other people determine your happiness, for it just makes it a bit harder at times to push through the fog that occasionally accumulates in your head. Sleep often, Eat daily, and do things that bring you joy. Make sure to stay hydrated, you'll be a bit happier. These are things I've learned from my struggles and hopefully they will help you through yours
To the pretty girls with the big thighs and wide hips:you're perfect and don't need to change. Don't you dare let anyone tell you different . If you must change do it on your own accord not anyone else's.
To the gorgeous ittybitty girls: its okay that you're legs are tiny and your ribs poke through. Remember to stay healthy is all that I would suggest to do.
To all girls and boys around the world who struggle with their selves. sweeties its okay to not be perfect I mean really, who is? if you want to change change for the better, change for you. Stay healthy and live life the way that fits you.
Keep in mind that if you don't love yourself how in the hell are you gonna love anybody else?(R...