Malachis momma 🥰👪❤️
|Future RN. 🎓 Mommy to a smarty pants ❤️👪 living my life through the guidance of the Lord 🙏🏼 1Peter 5:7 🤞🏼|
Times are hard.
Things are rough.
The road is rocky.
I’m swerving to miss them.
I’m praying I get through.
Hard times are upon me.
But I know, if I can get through this,
The blessings will be HUGE ❤️
Life may be rocky but my God is able.
He knows the desires of my heart.
He sees my struggles and insecurities.
He sees my hardship.
He keeps reminding me to just hold on a little bit longer.
The storm is almost over.
One day at a time.
The rainbow is coming 🙌🏼
Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my career path.
Well, let’s be honest, it’s all I’ve been thinking about.
Between that and my relationship, my mind has been racing.
I’ve had a lot to handle over the weekend.
I decided the route I want to take to be a nurse. It may not be the “Ideal” way to go. Or the “Right way” but I have met a lot of nurses that have done it this way.
I’ve decided I want to be a paramedic/EMT to start my journey.
By doing this, my foot in the door will make a bigger opening for my ER nurse position, which is the ultimate goal.
ER Tauma Nurse.
This is probably the most I’ve ever thought about school. The longest I’ve taken to finally decide what it is I...
My son and I went to church today.
I got a word that touched my soul and warmed my heart.
It opened my eyes to everything I’ve been doing.
Yes, I was right to stand firm on Gods promises. But I found myself CONSTANTLY defending myself.
Today my pastor said “Stop defending yourself and go on offense against the devil”
Let me tell youuu! I felt that DEEP DOWN. I felt that in my spirit.
Yes stand on Gods promises. That’s my backbone. But instead of fighting with defense, I’m switching to offense.
Don’t ask me my game plans because a great player never tells.
Hold your head high darling.
They can’t compete with you.
You’re 4X the person they are.
You are a special type of lady.
Yes, you may have fallen off course. Don’t we all?
You may have took a right when Siri said take a left.
As long as you made that U turn, you still had time to pass them up.
They can’t compete with you because you’re living your purpose.
You are living out the promises God had made.
Just keep your head held high and lift your worries to the Lord.
Don’t let that crown fall. ❤️
In the darkest hour, when I cannot breathe
Fear is on my chest, the weight of the world on me
Everything is crashing down, everything I had known
When I wonder if I'm all alone
I remember, I remember
You have always been faithful to me
I remember, I remember
Even when my own eyes could not see
You were there, always there
I will lift my eyes even in the pain
Above all the lies, I know You can make a way
I have seen giants fall, I have seen mountains move
I have seen waters part because of You
Song of the day. ❤️
Actions speak louder than words.
I’ve lived by this for the longest.
The actions I’m seeing are telling me “stand still and stand strong”
That’s what I’m doing.
Today is a meditation day. I’m not talking to anyone.
I’ll continue to stay silent and watch and pray until something changes.
Im prepared for the battle. Are you?
I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I’m not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up
Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low?
Remind me once again just who I am, because I need to know (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
The only thing that matters now is everything You think of me
In You I find my worth, in You I find my identity, (ooh oh)
-Lauren Diagle (you say)
I have been finding peace and sanity in things that I’ve never fo...
6 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 8 Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9 Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 10 And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
1 Peter 5:6-10
I’ve been finding comfort in this scripture since last night.
It reminds me that...
It’s been challenging.
It’s been a struggle.
It’s been the beginning of a crazy ride.
I have God on my side.
I have by husband holding my hand and my son following us.
1 Peter 5:7 is my motto.
I refuse to let the enemy and all of his accomplices get me down. 💪🏼
You can go ahead and try to stop us but let me just remind you of 2 more verses.
Stronger. Better than ever. More in love now than ever.
They say don't go to bed angry
They say always kiss goodnight
Maybe there's somethin' to it
I don't know, but what if they're right
If we're gonna be forever
If it's gonna be just us
If we're gonna ride together
Turn two to one
Gotta make it work, I'm not sayin' it's easy
Sometimes we get hurt, I promise I ain't leavin', yeah
There's gonna be a couple fights
Just to see who's wrong or right
If it's love we both know what it's gonna take
Yeah, we can make it work
-Kane Brown ❤️
More in love with this song than any others right now 🥰
2019 is our year Joker 😘
I haven’t been myself.
It’s scary now that I think about it and actually have the peace to analyze it.
I had a dream last night that put everything into perspective.
This person I’ve become has been a product of hurt, betrayal, unkind words said to me, lies spread about me, disrespect towards me, and situations that broke me down to nothing.
My husband keeps telling me “right now, you’re not the Haley I knew but I know you’re getting there. I see it poke out every so often”
He’s been right the whole time. This person I’ve become is not me.
I’ve been holding a lot of hate in my heart. I’ve been carrying around hurtful words that were once said to me like a ball and chain for my min...
Follow your heart.
Easier said than done.
I’ve got a few things on my mind.
Which one should I choose first?
Maybe we can talk about the career path I would like to take in life.
I want to be a nurse. That’s for sure. But do I want to start as a CNA or should I just go for the action and start at EMT 🤔
How about the family drama. That’s always fun.
Should I go to lunch with my possible drug addict, compulsive lying mother? Or do I stay home and connect with my step father who’s really my daddy more to avoid any possible heartbreak? 🤔
Yeah that’s all fun and dandy but how about these parenting paths?
Sports early on, or let him decide when he’s ready? Karate or basketball? Both?...
Just one more work day.
One more day of busting my tailbone taking care of other families loved ones as they are my own.
One more day of loving someone with Alzheimer’s.
One more day of behaviors, depends changes, meds, and breakdowns.
My long stretches wear me out but I find that I miss my residents so much more when I’m gone for more than a day.
I miss their smiles and warm hugs. I miss their life advice and stories. I miss their crazy attitudes and behaviors.
I sincerely love my job. I’m thankful to have the job that I have. I’m grateful and humbled by the work that I do.
Not everyone will understand the love and passion I have for the medical and healthcare field.
It seems like every time something is going good for my family, someone or some circumstance has to step in and attempt to screw everything up.
I’ve grown tired of the games. I’ve grown tired of the bull crap. I’ve grown tired of the mixed emotions.
I’ve been blamed. I’ve been broken down. I’ve been lied to.
I’m fed up with 2018.
In 2018, I gave people chances they shouldn’t have gotten.
In 2019, I’m giving no second chances.
In 2018, I let irrelevant people get under my skin and I let them get to me.
In 2019, my attitude is gonna be something Boujee. Nobody will be able to tell me anything!
In 2018, I was broken down, set back, and mistreated.
In 2019 I’m coming up. I’m shi...
All the Christmas shopping is done.
I’ve done presents for my son, my secret Santa, my step daughter and her brother, and even my step daughters mother because she deserves appreciation.
I’ve never seen a woman bust her butt so hard for 2 kids COMPLETELY on her own with very little help. She deserves this bottle of wine, chocolate, and fuzzy socks. She deserves the quality me time.
Life has been looking up the past couple days. My son and I have been spending a lot of time with a new relationship.
Someone he’s known his whole life but never seen us together.
It’s been a blessing to just relax and be loved on the past few days.
A weight had been lifted from my shoulders.
I am exc...
Some say that you can’t grieve a person if they’re still alive.
I beg to differ.
I’ve been grieving the loss of my mother for the past 2 days.
She didn’t pass, however the series of events that took place up until the point of me cutting her off were not pleasant.
I learned a lot of things about my mom. I learned that she doesn’t care about anyone but herself and she will lie, cheat, and steal from her own children.
It’s unfortunate and very heart breaking that it had to be this way.
Verbal abuse is something I refuse to tolerate.
A relationship i thought could’ve been good wasn’t.
It’s toxic. I sat and listened to the bullshit for over an hour.
I listened to how much I’m a hoe and this and that.
I’m disgusting. All things I’ve heard from my child’s father alone.
These dudes that are out here putting you down for finding someone who made them happy when you wouldn’t pay them any mind are the joke.
I’m done with dudes and their bullshit.
Haley is single as fuck
Excuse my language.
I’m one fed up bitch.
If I could go back 2 years and do things over again, I would.
I would be your peace. I would stay by your side.
I would listen to you when you tell me “it’s not going to work. He isn’t good for you”
I wouldn’t be dumb and make the mistakes I made.
I would give you every reason to love me longer.
There’s many things I would change, however I wouldn’t change a thing about you.
People may not like us together but together is where I want to be.
I’m sorry your girlfriend is a dumb, bipolar, sometimes psychotic piece of work.
But I promise you, if you stick by me through my worst, I’ll show you everything you deserve and more at my best.
I love you BJJ 🥰
When you’re in love, it’s like the universe is agreeing with you.
Like whatever problems come at you don’t matter. You can handle them.
Your moods are better, you smile more often.
It’s like everything you do or feel is different.
When you’re in love, sometimes you just can’t find the words to say to describe what you feel.
Every moment you spend with your other half is like a dream.
My heart is full and complete.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy before.
I can be myself around him.
I can share every thought that runs through my mind with him and he actually wants to hear it.
I can tell him about the struggles of my life and he helps me get through it.
He’s the su...