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HaleyBaby πŸ’œπŸ’

PO# 226663
United States
United States
Future RN. πŸŽ“ Living my best life.πŸ€— Mommy to the best 🀞🏼❀️ I’m the bitch everyone wants to be πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ’―
November 11, 2018
Rockford, United States

β€œWe turned one night into two
It wasn't my intention but you've got my attention with
Everything you do
Now I know I, I can't get you out of my mind so I hold it inside
I knew that it was coming but I didn't see it coming now
Little did I know you had the finger I'd be wrapped around
One look at you and I saw everything I'd ever need
And you don't know what you do to me
I'm down to give it all up
If you're up to tie me down
If you're up to tie me down
We turned two worlds into one
Everything we said we'd do's been said and done
And my oh my I can't get you out of my mind
So why would I even try
I knew that it was coming but I didn't see it coming now
Little did I know you had the finger I'd b...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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November 8, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

β€œJust give me a minute. β€œ
β€œLet me explain”
β€œJust sit down and talk with me”
β€œPlease just meet me.”

I can’t.
I won’t.
I refuse.

Yet he still begs.

I’ve told him plenty of times to get out and stay out. Leave me be.

He has a small β€œhappy family”

So why does he chase me?

Why must he beg. Why must he grovel?

Can’t he see that I’m miserable and fed up?

I can’t move on. I can’t live my life.

This dude STAYS on my heels every day and night.

I wake up in the morning and it’s β€œwhy can’t you give me a chance to prove”

And then i go to sleep with a million β€œhi” texts after I’ve blocked his notifications from notifying.

This girl swears up and down he doesn’t want me, never has.
...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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November 6, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Today has been a great day!

I received the best news ever!

I got a promotion at work!

I am now the lead RA on second shift which is basically a supervisor. It comes with a pay raise that is so helpful with my financial stress.

The first one i told was my boyfriend. I called him directly after the meeting and told him all about it and how excited i was.

He told me how proud he was of me and how he’s excited for this next chapter of our family. ❀️

I told y’all this would be my year. I’m goin into it with a promotion and a new beginning 😍

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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November 6, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Off from my long, long weekend.

Finally! Time to sleep, then i get to see my loves! 😍

Today will be a good day. ❀️

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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November 4, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Moving away has really been on my mind lately.

I’ve been thinking about Missouri.

I’m tired of the bs in Rockford.

I’m tired of these bogus men and bitter babymommas. I want them all out of my face.

I’m tired of being copied. I’m tired of being put down to make someone else feel superior. I’m tired of the negativity coming from the mouths of those who have β€œchanged into s beautiful soul”

I’ll never front who i am.

My name is Haley and I’m an asshole.

I cuss i fight. I’ll tell you to kill yourself and not give two fucks because you came at me crazy and continue to come at me crazy.

I love hard. I make dumb decisions for love.

I’m an AWESOME mother. I’m the only one supporting...

POSITIVE ATTITUDE
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November 1, 2018
Cherry Valley, United States

β€œLove makes you do crazy things”

I never realized the severity of this saying.

This has been the truest saying I’ve heard for the last 6 years and I’m just now realizing it.

I was straight RETARDED for a mf who was nowhere near worthy of my crazy stupid intense love.

Up until about yesterday I’ve been back and forth with his stupid ass and the dusty ass bitches he’s been with. πŸ™„

Y’all might not like my language but you’ll have to excuse me. I grew up in a household where when you expressed yourself you cursed like a sailer. So This is the norm for me. πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

Recently I’ve been in and off with this guy for the past 2 years. Someone totally different than my sons β€œfather” πŸ˜‚

He’s been ...

COZY FALL
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November 1, 2018
Rockford, United States

Never again will I allow a man to take me for granted.

Never again will someone see me as a check or a benefit.

Never again will someone walk all over me like I’m worthless.

Until the day comes that a man meets all of my criteria and all of my expectations, I will remain single. Divorced. And I will continue working on my own happiness. Whether it’s in Rockford or out of state.

I’m ready for a new brining. I’m ready to leave the idiots in the pat and Keep them there never to return again.

Fo me once shame on you. Fool me any amount of times after that someone punch me in the head cause clearly I wasn’t thinking straight.

Keep the hoes and the dusty mfs from around me and stay in m...

COZY FALL
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October 31, 2018
Cherry Valley, United States

When i tell you I’m tired.

Believe me IM TIRED.

Tired of the bullshit.

Tired of the lies.

Tired of the FAKE ASS LOVE.

Tired of hoes.

Tired of compulsive liars.

I’m literally tired of Bullshit.

I’m tired of everyone and everything.

Y’all are gonna look up and I’m gonna be divorced and out of state somewhere I’m happy.

Rockford hasn’t made me happy for a very long time.

I want to leave. I just hope my dumbass baby daddy and his bitch ass wanna be wife don’t cause me problems cause I’m seriously over it.

After everything I’ve been through with them I deserve to be LEFT TF ALONE.

Just let me and my son be out of this hell hole. Y’all can stay stuck here but I’m tryna take...

COZY FALL
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October 28, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Everybody’s got a blank page
A story they’re writing today
A wall that they’re climbing
You can carry the past on your shoulders
Or you can start over
Regrets, no matter what you goin’ through
Jesus, He gave it all to save you
He carried the cross on His shoulders
So you can start over

This song has been my go to for about a week now.

I went to church for the first time in a LONG time today. I was really nervous.

I wasn’t nervous because of what the people would say, I was nervous because I knew I either would be on my face crying or on my feet dancing. There was no in between. I also knew I was about to get the whoopin of a lifetime.

God Whoopins ain’t no joke. They’re hard. They bus...

LET FAITH BE BIGGER
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October 13, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

This past week has been tough.

My family has been going through a lot.

My mom recently moved out of the house and left myself and my dad here.

Leaving us here wasn’t the problem. The problem is that my mom doesn’t understand that her actions and her decisions are irrational and impulsive.

My mom has vascular dementia so this is normal behavior for the dementia.

Watching my dad battle and struggle with this disease and trying to still help and take care of my mother has been hard. There’s been many times i just want to help him or do something nice for him.

When i was only 4 months old my step dad took on the role of being my dad. He didn’t have to do that but he did. He treats me ...

WHITE CLOCK
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October 6, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Tonight is pamper yo self night at my house.

I’m off work and my son is at his dads for the weekend.

I’ve done my eyebrows and made them look lady like again.

I did a hair mask to make my hair shiny and healthier.

Now we’re doing sugar wax cause why not!

This is just what i needed to feel like myself again! 😍

THE EDISON BULB
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October 4, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Just hold on a little while longer.

This fight won’t last long.

You promised your best and that’s what you should be giving.

Life is never easy.

Things will always come your way to knock you down.

When you give it your best you can pick yourself up.

Start the journey over again and succeed.

Just hold on a little while longer.

Stand tall and confident.

The past doesn’t control you.

Look to your future and focus.

You promised your best and that’s what you’re giving.

Just hold on a little while longer.

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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October 2, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

Vascular dementia has changed my life lately.

6 years ago my mom was diagnosed with COPD

3 years ago she had a stroke and was in a coma for a week which caused her to end up with vascular dementia.

Over the past 3 years i have watched this viscous and horrid disease take my mother away from me.

She’s not the same as she used to be.

Growing up my mom was all i had. My step dad didn’t treat me the same as my brother because i wasn’t his and my real dad just didn’t want anything to do with me.

My mom used to be my best friend and now she’s somebody that i don’t even know.

It’s easier to care for someone who you didn’t know before the dementia. But to care for a loved one who you kne...

THE EDISON BULB
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October 1, 2018
Cherry Valley, United States

I’ve learned recently that if a situation is none of my business then i stay out of it.

This goes for my sons dad and his girlfriends. My parents. My siblings and even my best friend.

If you peep something about someone but you’re nowhere near being in the middle of the situation, just sit back and let the universe handle its business.

If you’re not in the relationships with those people stay out of it πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

I love the way my life is going right now.

My boyfriend and i are doing great. My son is amazing as always and everything is perfect ❀️

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 26, 2018
Cherry Valley, United States

I started a new job this week doing what I love.

I started my second Caregiving job and I’m loving every part of it.

I wS asked today why I chose caregiving when I have the strength to work at magna or Chrysler.

I love taking care of people.

I got to enjoy a nice cup of coffee and talk with a resident who doesn’t like to do much with anyone at all.

They told me she likes coffee and since we weren’t doing anything I was able to form a relationship with this resident and help them out with much needed care.

Everyone was astonished at how well we clicked and worked together tonight.

This resident and I made pictures for the fall bulletin board, we had coffee and talked about the t...

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 9, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

I never thought i would feel this way.

Lately I’ve been doing me. I’ve been focusing on school and my son.

The love i used to give others isn’t here anymore I’ve realized.

I’m not the same person anymore. And maybe I’m still trying to figure out who that is myself.

However I’ve found a love perfect for me. Someone who shows me the love and affection i crave. Someone who understands me and pushes me to do better.

I’ve found someone who wants to build me up instead of tear me down.

Someone who makes sure I’m straight before he is.

I’m not used to this at all. I’m normally the one who’s making sure everyone else is straight before i am.

This is something all new but I’m ready for...

MAKING MISTAKES
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September 7, 2018
Machesney Park, United States

I’ve been thinking a lot about my life and my future lately.

I’ve recently moved back to my parents house because my dad thought it was the best option.

I’ve been raising my son alone for the past almost 2 years. My sons dad doesn’t help out very much and when i brought it to his attention he chose to tell me i was not a single mom instead of just asking how he can help.

By this point I’ve figured out how to be happy in the struggle.

I e started school and i also recently accepted a new job making a little more money than i was at the current job. However things may be changing fairly soon.

I’ve been thinking about my heart a lot. I have come to the realization that i want certain t...

GREAT THINGS
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July 15, 2018
 

Today i learned some things about my family.

1) literally everyone is a pot head.
2) be careful what you eat cause there could be pot in it. They literally put the β€œpot” in β€œpotluck”
3)everyone hates my aunt Lisa for a reason no one seems to know
4) my uncle Steve was an EMT for 30+ years and is pretty badass.

I looked into classes and the hourly wages and got even more excited.

I’ve been thinking about my career for a while now.

I want to ultimately be a nurse however i would like to try the EMT  thing too.

I wanna be the nurse that puts my hand in your loved ones chest to plug a bleeder so they don’t bleed out.

I wanna do all the crazy stuff and help people.

I wanna save li...

ORIGINAL
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July 12, 2018
 

It’s nights like tonight that always get to me.

That one message leaves me hanging, wondering, contemplating.

I go through everything in my head step by step wondering where i went wrong.

I try to find ways to fix it. But i just can’t seem to find an answer.

This must be it. The anxiety is taking over at this point and turning this into something bigger than it possibly is.

I don’t know what to do from here but I’m hoping that this isn’t he end.

LOVE MORE
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July 9, 2018
Rockford, United States

I used to be the girl who’s blood boiled at the sound of a certain name.

I used to be the girl who spent countless hours and many sleepless nights obsessing over what she did wrong to ruin something she thought was so good.

The past week or so has shown me that the girl i used to be is gone.

I’ve learned that my heart is made of gold but my attitude is savage.

I’ve realized that i can become emotionally detached very quickly if i feel something isn’t right.

I have also learned that i don’t look at relationships the same way i used to.

Having a boyfriend after a divorce process is definitely something i never thought i would have.

What i can say is in this past 2 weeks or so i ha...

ORIGINAL
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July 7, 2018
Rockford, United States

Today was the first day i took a step out of my comfort zone to change my life.

I got a gym membership and worked out for the first time in a long time.

When i tell you i felt so out of place, i did. But luckily my best friend was there to feel just as awkward and out of place as i did.

We jumped from machine to machine trying everything out to see what we liked and what we didn’t like but did anyways.

We got new sports bras and work out shorts.

One new outfit each paycheck is what my goal is.

I’m doing this weight loss journey for myself and my child.

I shouldn’t have to get winded just chasing him in the yard. He deserves a mom who’s gonna be able to run and play with him.

M...

NEVER GIVE UP
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July 6, 2018
Rockford, United States

What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself?

This question always throws me off.

I hate it to be honest.

Everyone always says β€œoh my nose. My eyes. My this. My that.”

Things in the outside.

Me on the other hand, i always get the β€œoh that’s deep” looks and comments.

I have a list of things i would change.

I know I’m beautiful. I know I’m cute however, i would change the way i see myself.

Even though i know I’m cute that doesn’t change the fact that i can look in the mirror and feel disgusted.

I would change my anxiety. I would change the way i have anxiety about relationships.

I’m always β€œscared” i guess you could say. Scared that maybe the love isn’t real. ...

THE BEST
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