Just when I get comfortable, I'm reminded that challenges are coming and new experiences are ahead.
And they talked
And mostly it sounded like music to my ears
Haha now i'm just exaggerating.
Still, I love listening to them talking.
To hear what's on their minds and in their hearts and sometimes, that means both expected and unexpected things.
I'm not one to ask for help when I need. As much as possible, I try to push myself to solve it on my own. Well, most of the time I succeed but at great expense of my needs.
I wonder when it all started, this idea and feeling ashamed of being vulnerable and reaching out for help.
I am aware and I aim to change.
With all my heart,
the most meaningful word to me is
I hope our hearts find its peace 💕
When one thing happens
and you realise, everything else is trivial in comparison.
Just like that
I felt that pang of sadness
in the core of my heart
I may try to express it in words
But how do I say it,
It is unexplainable.
So when I heard her said exactly
what I felt,
I knew it was not only me.
I realised again
what kind of an educator I strive to be...
Sometimes admist the hecticness, struggles and mundane routines, I forget the reasons I continue to persevere as an educator.
There you go wondering again. All your life, you wonder and search for answers.
What if the answers are clear but you haven't been willing to see it?
How long will it take you to realise...
But it was a good dream,
The kind you wake up to
And when you start recalling it
You smile with tears in your eyes 💕
I heard so many wonderful things about you from him. The love you gave, the sacrifices you made and the times you took care of it all so perfectly. Sometimes I wonder if he's talking about the same person I thought I knew.
It pains me that I hardly have such memories of you.
Gradually, I remember
The times you took me in your arms and comforted me
The times you braided and brushed my hair
The times you specially cooked my favourite meals
The times you told me you loved me
The times you took care of me
The times you trusted me
The times you stood up for me
The times you were there for me
Such were the ways you showered me with love
All those were distant memories in betwe...
Don't use it as a weapon.
Don't use it to pin the blame on anyone but yourself.
Use it as a reflection.
Use the awareness to break the cycle.
Use the awareness to fight the struggle.
Use the awareness to overcome.
May we be blessed with the wisdom to change.
Keep the faith.
Pause if you must, but keep walking the journey.
He tells me Yes.
He never loves me less.
He wipes my tears.
He shields my fears.
He does his best.
He always cares.
A god's true blessing.
It's a mirror.
I see my actions in his actions.
It's clear, my flaw.
Manusia, jangan sombong.
Jangan mendongak terlalu tinggi tanpa sesekali berpijak di bumi. Kelak, bila terjatuh segalanya hanya sia sia.
Manusia, jangan sombong.
Jangan terlalu yakin dan taksub diulit emosi tanpa muhasabah diri. Kelak, bila Allah membolak balikkan hati, tiada satu yang sebenarnya hakiki.
Ayuh, bersihkan hati kita walaupun berkali kali.
Jangan pernah berhenti.
Selagi hidup, jangan putus asa dengan kasih Illahi.
Semoga kita dirahmati.
Refleksi diri, semoga bermanfaat.
Sometimes we need to ask that question
to ourselves as a reflection
or the intended person
"What can we do to help?"
Practice perspective taking.
He reached out his hand to me
Filled with love in his heart
I embraced it and felt free
Believing that we will never part
Along came the turner of hearts
Who broke it apart
For the good of both hearts.
Detach. It wasn't intended to hurt you or targeted at you. He was struggling & trying to cope, look deeper with understanding and you will see. InsyaAllah. 🌹
And this heart is always uncertain.
Yet, deep down, it knows the ultimate certainty.
Through it all
Keep nurturing & spreading goodness
Do you know what I miss the most?
"It fills my heart."
You filled mine too.