|I aint writer aint artist, melancholic phlegmatic soul, life is a journey, whether its bitter:sweet, time matters. Love, i.|
Loving you isnt a mistake, it is a beautiful journey that im willing to commit through ups and downs thick and thin with you, I never regret us, we own the memories while you loved me, its hard for me to move on but your happiness matter to me, things change your love towards me change, seeing you with other girl hurts me enough, im no longer the reason behind your smile and everything else, if you ask me my true feeling right now, I miss you yes I do it just that I got to accept the fact that we re no longer together, but if its meant to be it will be, one fine day...
Lots of love,
I love you now I love you still,
Though you hurt me for a thousand times I still couldnt find at least one reason to hate you.
Moment of truth,
I just need someone at the moment so that I dont feel that lonely, I just want to cry as hard as I can then stop and never cry again. Nothing more than that.
I'd lost my 3am.
Im missing you in every ways,
I wish I could be in your arms again, I miss our joy and laughter, I miss our fights and arguments, I miss how we always find ways back to each other even we thought we could not fix us, because deep down we know we always have each others back. You ruined everything. and I hope youre happy now. I am more than disappointed. I was hurt and broken. Thank you very much.. Love, I.
Things that happened once
and cannot be repeated in life,
Those memories you made.
Jika aku bisa menulis tentang perjalanan hidup aku,
jangan terkejut jika kau di mana ia bermula,
aku perlu mendedikasikan setiap baris pada setiap halaman pada kenangan yang pernah berlaku antara aku dan engkau,
semasa kau menyayangi aku.
aku lahir disaat kau menjejakkan kaki dihadapan aku dan aku mati pada malam kau tinggalkan aku.
tetapi aku hidup,
sepertimana aku hidup disaat kau masih menyayangi aku.
aku akan memulakan dengan bab pertama,
sepi seorang gadis membawa seribu erti kepada sang pria,
seperti matahari pagi di hari yang baru walaupun aku tahu pengakhirannya,
aku akan tetap melakukannya berulang kali lagi kerana aku mendapat seumur hidup semasa kau ma...
letting you know
that I love you even though you have no feelings towards me its not a sin or mistakes,
it shows that i'm brave enough to speak out my feelings towards you,
loving you in silence it is not something that I have to apologize too, loving you doesnt mean that i have to own you, loving you in silence have no rejection, no promises that if I own you I can be happy or maybe it can be painful too,
In love there is no such a rule like if we love that person we have to own him or her just to be happy.
maybe if I let you know that I love you it is not possible that you love me too.
In a busy alley,
with a crowded of people
its loud and noisy,
there's an old man sitting
on a bench at the end of the alley.
The noise of the crowd
suddenly sounds desolated
seeing an old man sitting alone on a bench wearing only tattered shirt and shabby long pants.
the old man keep watching his watch like he's waiting for someone,
he's waiting for his son
to pick him up,
he's waiting and keep waiting,
his son never shows up…
a son that abandon his own father.
She's the writers,
he is the story
in every chapter of her book
without realizing she keeps him alive in every part of her story
hanya kedengaran tangisan insan yang disayangi.
tidak sanggup dia menahan sebak dihati bila dia mendengar tangisan dari insan yang disayangi,
agar insan yang disayangi,
tidak akan terkilan suatu hari,
dia melepaskan insan yang disayangi pergi,
agar tiada lagi duka yang
terbeban dalam diri.
There's nowhere you could
lies within yourself.
If I could ever turn back the time, I would appreciate him,
appreciate every single things in my life,
but if I have the power to turn back the time and go to my past and fix everything,
I will never learn,
never learned from my mistakes.
Someone… please help me!
Help you from what?
I really need someone to save me…
Save you from what?!
How am I going to save you,
if you're not even trying to help yourself…
ME : PLEASE SAVE ME…
FROM DROWNING IN MY TEARS.
he could not believed what he saw with his naked eyes…
he saw someone who seems very familiar to him but what he saw it's not very clear, it is blured. He looks down for a second and then he wants to make sure that his eyes doesnt lie, the person he saw just disappeared.
he tried to find but not a single person around him saw what he just saw, while searching for that person who had just disappeared suddenly he stopped at the traffic light.
he tried to remember because he feels that the person he saw seem so close to him before but he cannot remembered.
He really tried to remember and suddenly all the memories and flashback of his life pop out from his mind.
all of sudden he remembered ...
I love to write and I love to express my feelings and thoughts on a piece of paper and then I found an application which people known as LETTRS.
for giving us chance to share our thoughts through thick and thin with everyone else.
she's get up but not really awake,
she's sleep but she's not resting,
she's alive but not really living,
she's smiling just to hide the pain,
she talks but not saying anything,
she's cry and it means
a lot of things.
why are you letting me go,
it is not like I'm giving you half of my heart, but I'm giving you my whole heart, why are you leaving me…
without saying anything
without telling me any reason
without saying goodbye
you left me hanging,
you're leaving me with
a piece of hope,
that you'll come back to me
someday in the future…
In the luminance of light which restricting my eyesight,
I can still see you clearly though I realized you're getting way ahead of myself leaving me far away and leave me fragile.
You're carried away by the winds, deep down there, you're lost without grounds.
Winds take you far,
far away from me,
you're missing without a trace.
In my night's sleep,
I had a wonderful dream,
I dream of you,
I miss you.
"you might know my name
but not my story"
people might know
my story but not my name,
but people that know my name definitely never know my story.
that is how I stay mysterious.
Addicted to pain.
because I'm used to it,
I cant live without "pain"
I rather feel painful than
it is easier to stay comfortable in my pain than to change things
Ini adalah takdir yang telah Allah tetapkan untuk kita,
Ini adalah jalan yang telah Allah beri pada kita,
aku di jalan aku dan engkau di jalan engkau,
tapi mana mungkin aku
menipu diri aku sendiri,
aku tak mampu menafikan
perasaan yang sudah kian lama aku pendam,
aku rindu kehadiran kau,
Engkau umpama silauan cahaya,
yang kini hampir pudar dari pandangan aku,
tapi terbit lagi pada esok hari
dan tidak mungkin terpadam
I scream for some silence,
I laugh to hide my pain,
only you know how I feel,
you hurt me for the truth
and I can never not have
you in my life…
I admit its hard to move on but I have to get on with the world but for the last time tonight I'll surrender.
behind my smile is everything you'll never understand…
Permulaannya begitu sepi,
tetapi sangat indah walaupun tiada bicara antara kita,
cukup indah walau hanya ditemani terang bulan dan bunyi alam semulajadi.
Aku akan hidup seperti kamu masih ada bersamaku, aku akan tersenyum seperti kamu melihat aku, aku akan berbicara seperti kamu mendengar aku,
I Love You.
Those 3 words can break hearts easily and ruin lives in a blink of an eyes,
dont use it if you dont really mean it, dont say it to everyone because those 3 words can mean difference between life and death,
use it when you're ready.
You'll never know how much do I love you because all you can see is her in your eyes while I can only hope for you to see me thru your heart…
You'll never know how much you mean to me because all you can see is her in your life while I can only hope that only "I" can make you smile.
Just admit it…
you're a mess without me,
you'd better say you are…
because I'm far more worse
love is full of fear,
sometimes it can be painful sometimes it can be colourful…
If our love is strong,
then our love will stands.