|Guitar player|Work:Subway|Study: Psychology| IG: @algarinjailene | Virgo| Love reading inspiring letters and sharing my own thoughts. Penpals?:)|
I haven't written in a while.
I just want to say that I moved to Boston a month ago from Puerto Rico looking for a better job and a better future.
Nobody knows me, I have no friends here and all I do is work.
I have money but not happiness.
When I didn't have a dime, I was happy. With my friends, my family.
I had it all.
I used to say "I have never self-harmed in my life" little did I know how wrong I was. I have been doing it for a long time now. Not physically, but emotionally. Letting the same person hurt me again and again. Giving more chances than I should have given. I am slowly bleeding in the inside, those will always be my deepest scars. Self-harm can have more meanings if you put mind to it.
Don't self-harm. Not physically, not emotionally. Stop giving so many chances to hurt.
Usually I pour my heart out in my letters.
This time I'd like to ask if there is someone here from Massachusetts I can talk to. I live in Puerto Rico and I am planning on moving over there. I'd like to know if I have job opportunities there. And how's everything over there. And who knows? I could meet a new friend when I get there, since I will have nobody. Please message me. Thank you!
Loving is what we live for.
That's why it kills us inside when we lose the ones we love.
Hello. I am Rashi. I have noticed few things about you and would like you to know them. I am sure that you know about them all. But I believe that sometimes we all need to be told about our qualities from someone else. We all like to be appreciated. Don't we?
Here are some of the things that I found out about you while going through your letters :
1. You are an observant person.
2. You notice small things and wonder if others do the same.
3. You can console people in the times of need in the best way.
4. You are kind, and are ever ready to extend a helping hand.
5. You are the ideal problem solver. Someone whom people count on.
6. You are truly interest...
Hard to let go.
Why is it so hard to let go?
I try to keep inside the emotions I want to show.
Wanting to make you smile,
Even if I had to run a mile.
You are not mine, you never were.
You are not something I can buy in a store.
You changed me for another person.
And I didn't like the reason.
Will your perfect smile ever be mine?
I'd make you smile forever,
Will I be able to make your eyes shine?
Being more than just your lover.
Making love to you in the beautiful night,
When I think about it, it sounds so right.
If I ever had the chance,
It would be as magical as a slow dance.
A future psychologist.
The reason I want to study psychology
Is helping others.
Maybe you could do that with biology,
We could be lovers.
You love to know about organisms,
Why wouldn't you enjoy that mechanism?
The human brain is fascinating,
It can make everything so entertaining.
My love for behavior
Is like your love for biological nature.
Our interests could bring us together,
Even closer than a rainy weather.
it is obvious the kind of love I am seeking.
No matter how much I pretend,
I still feel you in my heart.
They say everything has an end,
But it seems like my love for you is art.
One that duplicates over the years,
One that expresses all my fears,
One that will never fall apart.
Love is endless when it comes to you,
You should be convinced of that too!
You hurt me multiple times,
Yet I am can still make love rhyme.
My inspiration is still pure,
Not corrupted by pain, I am sure.
Don't feel sad for what has happened,
Let's pretend it was all imagined.
Just show me that you love me,
Just tell me this time it could be...
If you ever get to read this poem,
It would be a beautiful moment.
Just to see you admiring ,
Just to see you sm...
I've always thought how incredible love is. How it can make you forgive even the worst things... It's way more than "making us blind". It's like being so full of love, there is no bad that could empty it that easily. Love is beautiful.
"It is impossible to find people like you."
"People like you are extinct."
"More people should be like you."
"You are one of the best people I have ever met."
Those... Those are the words that keep me going, those are the words that keep my heart beating. I live for the people who think good people don't exist. I like to surprise them
, make them change their minds...
It is in fact my choice to be as good as I can be. As trustworthy as I can be. As loving as I can be, these are my choices. Why? Because it is possible to keep a positive mind in a negative world if you try hard enough. The world needs me and the other few that are like me. And see if in a few years we can make a better worl...
Life turns tables quite unexpectedly.
Everything seems to be fine and perfect. But as soon as something gets out of place, everything else comes crashing down with it... Of course, it is up to us to clean up the mess and fix the broken pieces, or just lie down crying next to it.
Is crying always our #1 option?
Have you ever noticed that most of us have made the same mistakes sooner or later in our lives, even though we've been learning that they are wrong since we were little? It's like life is making us go through all kinds of situations so at the end, we all really lived. Making our own mistakes individually, not learning from anybody elses. And that's okay! As long as we learn.
Dear Lettrists, have you ever noticed that love goes along with passion? You don't just love on its own, you love with passionately.
Even if it's your hobbie, your favorite food, your favorite music, your lover, your friends. There is passion involved in love. And love without passion wouldn't be as great.
Love, but most importantly, love with passion. It makes it more beautiful.
Isn't it funny how one can get so lost in somebody's eyes, in their laugh, in the sound of their voice, their smile, their lips, their body. It's like watching a beautiful sunrise or sunset, watching them is so heartfilling, you just want to do it all day, all night, all the time. How is it that simple features and face expressions fill our hearts like this? It is truely amazing and beautiful.
Yet when they are miles and miles away, it hurts and you get this empty feeling, the need to see those features up close is unbearable...
Dear Lettrists, the most relaxing thing in the world for me is to put my headphones on while in the back seat of a car going somewhere far away and just listen to music while looking through the window. Thinking and daydreaming...
The world should think differently relationship wise.
Instead of falling in love and getting attached, we should just love without falling and being close without getting attached.
Maybe that way, we would all hurt and suffer less because no matter how happy you appear to be now with someone you have fallen for, odds are that person will make you suffer.
When you get over it, you will do it again with someone else, and so on... WHY fall in love? I don't think in that forever lasting relationship everybody talks about. That is pretty much bullshit.
No, I don't need you to tell me otherwise, I am just saying.
Have you ever noticed how we keep track of time in a relationship to see how much you have lasted in it, but you don't keep track of time in a friendship? Because you just enjoy it with the feeling that it will last forever.
(Quoting one of my best friends)
Note: This is SO true. Friendship is the best relationship.
Why so insecure? Why do you feel like pleasing others with your looks? Everyone has their own insecurities. If they are skinny, they want to have more weight because they feel they have no body, if they are fat, they want to be skinny, if they have curly hair, they wish they had straight hair, if they have straight hair, they wish they had curly hair, the nose, they eyes the boobs, the butt, for them it is never good enough or nice looking. They seek perfection in an unperfect world. Why so insecure? If everyone around you care more about their own looks than yours. Feel proud of the way you look, of your shape, of your hair. I am sure you have something unique nobody else ha...
We all have such a unique way to write, to share our thoughts, we have such a special way to express ourselves. I don't know about you, but I just admire the beauty of some of your thoughts. Being happy, or sad, or just an opinion of the world. There is such a beauty and art in it that I just like.
Loving this app. Loving all of your beautiful thoughts and feelings.
When there are words left unsaid, the mind is not in peace. Thoughts become so constant and unbearable, telling you to say what you feel. To let it all out. And when you do, you get such a relaxing feeling, like a huge weight lifted off your shoulders... But sometimes people don't deserve to hear what you have to say... they don't answer the way you wanted them to, and then from that good sensation, it turns into a heart dropping one.
So, you either live with the constant and unbearable thoughts, or you speak up and live with that terrible heartdropping sensation...
I have been noticing a something here. The people from this time are breaking hearts and breaking up. We have to discover why. Because our elders managed to be happy and stick together until they died. They were happy! They didn't go through this cycle of meeting someone, being happy for 5 months, breaking up, crying for 5 months, finding someone else and starting the cycle again.
What is happening to this world?!
I have seen and heard so many people judging and insulting gays and lesbians... I can't believe I live in a world so judgemental. Just because they "sin" in a different way, doesn't mean you can judge them. Judging is a sin as well. You still do it! People steal, kill, curse and that is considered normal. While gays/lesbians are just loving others.
Who is wrong here?
If there are gays or lesbians that read this, you got all my love and support. And if you are still confused and in the closet, come out and live life! Forget what anybody says and be happy!
Sometimes I just sit here and start reading all of your letters. Some talk about love, others about heartbreaks, others about friendship, others about loneliness and depression, others just use it to post statuses.
This is better than Facebook. Honestly! Ya'll awesome.
I want people from other countries like US, Germany, Canada, and any other country to send me letters! :3 I want to hear from you! No matter what gender or sexual orientation. Let's exchange ideas, shall we?
Xo, your future pen pal:
Most people say that we shouldn't like a person based in looks.
Well, when you see a person, you don't know anything about him or her. You don't know if they are good or bad, smart or dumb. You just look at them and they just make you feel different emotions, nervousness, happiness, etc.
Now, once you get to know them, you begin to fall in love with who they are, the human underneath the beauty. That is how it is. People who say they don't pay attention to looks, are lying. Because even if the person is not beautiful, they may still seem beautiful to you.
There is nothing that makes my heart and sould feel happier than helping a troubled person. A person that can't handle their thoughts, the ones that feel that life sucks. I like trying my best to make them understand that the sun can't shine all the time, the darkness is part of life, and the sun will shine again if you wait patiently. That is how I see life. Happiness and sorrow are day and night.
The circle of life.
I want to be the difference in this messed up planet. I want to give the World the kindness it's missing, the loyalty, the love, the hospitality. I want to give it everything I am. Though that wouldn't change a thing, because for all that to work, I need more people. A single person can't move a heavy rock, but if there is team work, that rock will move!
Are there kind, loyal, lovely people on here ready to make a difference? Or am I stuck trying to move the heavy rock all by myself?
Thank you for the 49 pen pals I have gotten in such a little amount of time. Glad you all enjoy my letters.
I cannot believe I discovered this wonderful app 4 days ago and that I already have 25 pen pals :) I have talked with a few and I have to say... People that have this app are all amazing. Just the fact that they like to write and express themselves make them wonderful and interesting human beings. I can't wait to get to know more Lettrists form around the world.
Don't hesitate in sending a letter, or adding me as a pen pal, please :) I would love to hear from you!!
I work at Subway. Yes, it might seem like a normal thing, not the coolest job ever. But to me it's different. I am passionatr about it. Why? Because I love making people happy. I like making conversations with the customers. Make them laugh while making their sub. There is a connection. And when they come back, they recognize me, they say hi. And we become more than employee and customer. We become friends in some way. I meet people from around the area, from the US, even from Spain. It is awesome.
You never know when you can make someone's day better. So, smile. Make a conversation with a stranger. Make your job fun and enjoyable instead of being mad because you don't want ...
This might seem rude, childish, and selfish. But I won't recommend this app to anyone I know. Not because I don't like it, but because I love it too much. What if they find me? I want it to be me and the world. Not me and the ones I know. I don't want them to get into my thoughts and feelings. Is it wrong?
Yes, I could change my profile picture, and my name (already changed) But what if they messaged me and figured out it is me? I don't know. It is so much easier to talk to strangers about your thoughts than the people you already know.
All you ever told me.
Was it true?
Was it an ilusion?
What was it?
What was I in your life?
A game? An amusement? What?
You made me feel everything. And all of a sudden, you made me feel empty and alone.
I asked myself why every night.
Why make me feel? Why promise? Why tell me things that made me fall for you even harder. If at the end you were going to leave me here... Broken.