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Jazzemoir

PO# 535626
Philippines
Philippines
Imagineer. Possibilitarian.
November 23, 2016
 

I need help. I need someone to believe me that at the parking lot just around the corner is a woman stabbed over and over again and I couldn't save her.

I know she's noticed through my hands that I'm shaking, that blood is seeping through the fabric, and that I am insane. I know when she comes near me, she'll see the cuts and the wounds between the scars of attempts of a life being taken.

I need to at least tell someone, before I die, that I've been dying. I need to at least feel that I am believed because I must be crazy when the woman I saw getting killed on the street was me.

And it was my hands holding the knife.

WINTER WHISPERS
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November 22, 2016
 

It's an insatiable feeling,
an unquenchable thirst.
This feeling of longing
Has made my heart burst;
Of words, of thoughts
of dreams and restlessness.
I desire to touch;
Your skin, your soul,
your deviousness.

You are walking a road,
miles away from me.
Yet, I feel every inch of you
In my entirety.
You can sweet talk me
And I'll just melt away.
Everyday is a steam of sugar
And heartbeats, of kisses
collisions and passion at play.

All I want is for you to come home,
Because my memory of you is all I'll have for tonight.

KISS
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October 14, 2015
 

Good morning baby.
I didn't want to wake you. You look so cute snuggled up in your sweet sleep and soft pillows. I didn't know how to cook and I didn't want to ruin the morning with sloppy eggs and pancakes. You can eat me instead, any way you want. Breakfast in bed, just the way you want it. Eat all you want. Take your time. Let the moon peek through our windows, we are the envy of all the stars in the sky.

RISE AND SHINE
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October 3, 2015
 

"Will you be mine?"
Never in my whole life had anyone dared to ask. I was always the unofficial girlfriend but he wanted me for real. Afraid and cautious, I pushed him away. "Not today, I'm broken. I need time to heal." Then he looked at me, his eyes serious and desperate.
"How different is tomorrow to today? Time would only make you forget. I will love you till the end, that's all your heart needs to mend. Use me, break me, do whatever you want. I'd do it all for you, whatever makes you happy."

Our hearts may have been shattered on the floor but I guess the real pick up lines in this world are the words that picks up our heart and embraces it, selflessly willing to go through lengths jus...

LOVE ME
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September 26, 2015
 

I was slaughtered by sugar coated smiles and wildfires. The same lips that kiss me, lie to me. I dove head first into a battlefield where love is a weapon of mass destruction.

You came when all hope is gone and I was on the verge of my sanity. You came just like heroes do on desperate times - separated by time yet in perfect timing.
I have to say I'm sorry that I had to be so broken. I'm sorry you had to have my heart at its worst. I want to say I'm grateful. I know now that I had to be broken so you could fix me. I had to be the worst for your love to bring out the best in me.
Why else would you come if there was nothing wrong? Yet you were there even before when I thought everything was...

SEPARATED BY TIME
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September 16, 2015
 

Man is the most elevated of creatures, Woman the most sublime of ideals. God made for man a throne; for woman an altar. The throne exalts, the altar sanctifies.
Man is the brain, Woman, the heart.The brain creates light, the heart, Love. Light engenders, Love resurrects.
Because of reason Man is strong, because of tears Woman is invincible.Reason is convincing, tears moving.
Man is capable of all heroism, Woman of all martyrdom. Heroism ennobles, martyrdom sublimates.
Man has supremacy, Woman, preference.Supremacy is strength, preference is the right.
Man is a genius, Woman, an angel. Genius is immeasurable, the angel undefinable.
The aspiration of man is supreme glory, The aspiration of woma...

BUDDING BEAUTY
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September 17, 2015
 

I can't believe it's only been three days. I've wished upon the first star of every night. I've catched my breath blowing dandelions and if it has to be a year long celebration of my birthday just so I could blow my candles everyday, I would if my only wish is to be granted.
I'll break a wishbone, throw coins in a wishing well, to the ocean, to Marianas trench if I have to because that's how deep my love is for you. It'd sink even to the inner cores of this earth. I'd rub the life out of every genie's lamp and bat my eyelashes, lose them if I must, if it gets me you. I'll make every whisper a prayer, every shout, a call. I need to be with you. I don't believe in superstitions but I believe we...

DANDELION
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September 14, 2015
 

It's been nine days.
Nine days since I said 'Yes' to us.
You were willing to take away my pain and carry it as your own.
I was broken, unable to love- I've forgotten. You took my hand and you've never let go. You made me remember. You made me believe. In the nine days, we've blossomed in love. I know now that my heart is yours.

Tomorrow, you'll be leaving. I trust you will be back. It is sealed in our kiss that our love will only bring us closer though distance may tear us apart. I await to say 'I do' so hurry back and let me love you
and if in the waiting I'll miss you, I will chase after you. Wherever you are, I will find you. You better run- run back into my arms where we'll always be...

HOME
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September 13, 2015
 

There are noises in my head.
An enclosed room- silent, no doors, no windows - then there's glass shattering one after another. Screams.
Tight spaces suffocating constricted cries. Stacked chairs toppling over.
The high ceiling closing in.
Every piece in collision.
An explosion. The building falls to its ruin.
The sharp deafening aftershock. In a trance. White noise.
The ticking of a clock.
A body against the wind. Drowning. Can't breathe.

I wake up to the noise in my head everyday and I recognize it- it is my voice. Closed shut. Unable to speak yet I am screaming.

ECSTATIC FEELINGS
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September 2, 2015
 

#TT
It was obvious I was in love. It's the kind that is pure,  unquestionable- a dream. Everyday is a breathless adventure into Wonderland. You gave me my youth.

Laughter was silenced with your lips against mine. We got closer to the dark and my skin glows with your warmth.

You are now but a ghost, a memory I can't unsee. I hear your voice in the shadows, your words in my ears.

I am haunted and I am irretrievably in love with you. You are too, just not with me.

DON’T LOOK DOWN
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