|Because it is my frustration to write letters, I decided to write one for you, whoever you might be. Student-Musician-Missionary-Future Engineer|
Dreams are creative ways of the mind to release all of the things that we fail to express, both in words and in action.
It distorts your responses to make it ideal and pleasant to all the characters inside it. Inside it flows all your deepest desires and turns it to events and scenarios.
Dreams brings you to a story that can happen at any time in your life, but the thing is, it's flowing according to your benefit. And as the story progress, you achieve a lot of stuff, get a lot of things, meet a lot of people, then here comes your most awaited part, this one girl that you know very well, that one girl the you've always dreamed of, even inside a dream, the girl that makes everything feels...
I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for all the things you've taught me: to Pursue what I want the most, to seek what I want even if I'm still unsure,
to have confidence that I can do things,
to dream bigger things for myself,
to inspire other people because I can,
to sing my heart out,
To be brave,
To love the Lord first,
And to love, a love that is ready to conquer fears and doubts.
Thank you for pushing me to be better, for making me want to better. And though this may be the last, I know this well never be the end. But for now, we need to say goodbye. Let's meet up soon, with the better version of our lives. God bless you dear!
I'm lucky to have music with me. It is a God-given gift that helps me most of the time.
It expresses all the emotions I can't express, it says all the words I can't say. It is a part of me that I can't remove. When times get difficult, it comforts me. When time of joy comes, music intensifies it. It affects everything about me.
And so with music, I hope I can express my message to you. Remember me through music, keep me through music, love me through music, coz only inside that music can you find the words and songs I have in store for you.
Maybe this is better
Or maybe not
Hoping it's better
But the heart says it's not
Or maybe everything is just an over reaction
Of what you want it to be over what it is.
Or maybe it really is worse
Or maybe... I don't know
Confusing isn't it?
How do the world move on?
If you feel that you'll be left, ignored, and forgotten, the leave first, ignore first, and forget first, so you'll not be one hurting.
How I move on?
I don't know, I've never felt that I will be left, ignored, and forgotten by my books and my guitar.
Deciding to do thing alone is a great way to learn and discover new stuff about you and about the world. The downside is that you might get used to it to the point that you forget that you're never alone.
What is the chance
that when you've made a mistake,
it will result to a blessing?
What is in Losing
that even when feeling empty,
you continuously gain?
What is in Life
that made you experience
the things that cannot and will never be experienced by any other being?
And what is in Love
that even when all else fail, continues to remain?
Not related to each other
But somehow gave me answers,
For me to live, to hope, to Love
I pray that there will come a time that I can finally say that I know when to stop and when to continue. Coz right now, I want to do both of them at the same time.
I'm gonna start to write even if I'm not in the mood. No emotions or feelings to express, nor any words to impress. But I'm gonna write, yes, I'm gonna write. Because there is a tingling feeling that tells me that I might miss out an unknown opportunity if I don't. So I'm gonna write, even if everything fails, I'm going to and willing to write
Sometimes its easier to keep our mouth shut because we already have our hearts shouting,
easier to keep our eyes shut because our hearts can see the real beauty in everything,
easier to keep our ears shut because our hearts can already hear what others fail on saying,
easier to keep our noses shut because our hearts can already smell the fragrance of love and longing,
and easier for our skin to be numb because our hearts can already feel what the skin fails to feel.
So when we feel that our senses are not workin, try using your heart, it gives you an accurate reading.
I've been to different places,
And seen different faces.
I've read about different kings
And drawn different rings
Yet in this sea of different things
you're the one
I dont want to change
And the only person
I want to be with as I age
I am not in the mood to write, then I came to a website full of quotes. And that's how I came to this quote that came from Neil Gaiman:
"Let us begin this letter, this prelude to an encounter, formally, as a declaration, in the old-fashioned way: I love you. You do not know me (although you have seen me, smiled at me). I know you (although not so well as I would like. I want to be there when your eyes flutter open in the morning, and you see me, and you smile. Surely this would be paradise enough?). So I do declare myself to you now, with pen set to paper. I declare it again: I love you."
Now I just want to write up to my hearts content.
Someday we'll know. Someday we'll find the answers. Someday I'll find you coz you're the answer. Someday...
Dear Mrs. Future,
I'm writing you this letter to make sure that you are having fun with your husband, well the future me that is. I'm no good at expressing myself perfectly and exactly how I wanted it to be that is why I consider the option of writing this before I suck in front of you. I really want to meet you personally though maybe I already met you at this era and I'm not aware of it.
For the past few days I've been planning of what I want to happen to us but then I contradict myself because I already know what to do and I know what motivation I need to reach that destination, that is to Love no matter what, for love creates a better me for you. Hope to be with you soon.