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Jessica Carlie

PO# 121121
United States
United States
female
March 4, 2020
 

Take that trip, enjoy life in the now!
Drive 14 hours away from home & explore the things that are simple everyday life things for the residents,
Extraordinary things are often disguised in someone else’s possessions. It often takes time away to remind ourselves to appreciate the simple things in our own realities.
See everything, make memories & Love everything you do!
#Xoxo

SIMPLICITY DAY
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September 1, 2019
 

I loved you so much when we got together, I loved you soo much more the longer we were together.
Aside from the fighting an arguing I still loved you. EVERYtime we went out you would come home and be mean an vulgar to me. You loved me after you hurt me, I grew to try an clam you... little did I know the calming touches that helped you would only hurt someone else later in my life!
I still love you for the lessons you taught me & the life you showed me I deserved after you, but I can’t wrap my head around another person I love leaving me..
I left you, you deserved it, I deserve it....Yet now all I want it apologies so maybe I can move on from the abuse an vulgar ways yu instilled in me when ...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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August 29, 2019
 

When you truly care and love a person there should be nothing that could change your feelings.
Feelings are the hardest thing to change, express an control. No one can change your feelings but you your self. No matter how much someone has hurt your feelings, you still care for them. Understanding someone else’s feelings is numerous feelings itself, heart warming, heart breaking, overwhelming,most of all Confusing. Having an open mind to being open about feelings isn’t something everyone can do. Once you learn to understand your own feelings or know how it feels for someone you love an care about to not be able to connect an or understand you or your feelings it’s devastating.
Feelings hurt!...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 18, 2019
 

The woman yu once thought was beautiful, Still thinks yur the most handsome guy there is.
The woman yu wanted life with still desires yur promises.
The woman still holding on an everything together Still need assurance...
Maybe her beauty has faded in yur eyes...
The life yu once wanted may not be the one yu want now...
Why is she still holding it all so well?!
She loves yu an adores yu...so love her as she desires & deserves!!!
Jc

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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June 20, 2019
 

All the things I wanna say & never do.
I didn’t know how much yu meant to me until I didn’t get to see yu or talk to yu everyday.
I have a hard time talking about how I feel due to lies an betrayal in the past.
I don’t want to keep going Day by day, I want to wake up everyday and talk to yu. I want to wake up every day an spoil yu with My love.
I want to support you & be supported by yu at the same time, with no questions.
I don’t want to quit & move on Bc I know what I want & it’s yu.
Yu make my soul happy, even when I’m mad or sad, just being around you.
It sounds selfish but I don’t wanna be selfish, I was to share everything with you.
I know I make it difficult to talk an commun...

COMING CLOSER
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April 20, 2019
 

When it’s something yu want times tends to get away from yu.
There’s no work needed when it’s something yu want.
No steps to follow, no persons opinion to consider,yu just hear them an keep Loving.
Until yu realize yu are the one loving more, giving more love an emotion... then time stands almost close to STILL.
Love

HAPPY EASTER
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February 12, 2019
 

Do me a Favor,
Have fun with her & her kids.
Learn from her an her kids.
Live with her an her kids.
  Do me a favor,
don’t fall inlove with her an her kids.
Don’t Grow with her an her kids.
Don’t live with her an her kids forever.
           Don’t Marry her!
  Do me a Favor,
Come home when your done having fun.
Learn about your son, the family you made.
Live the life you have wanted so bad for so long.
Fall in love with not only Me again but Our Son!
    Please MARRY Me!
but... Do Me a favor,
Don’t come home until your done having fun.
Don’t learn about your family until your Ready.
Don’t build a life with us until it’s 100% what you want in your life, because we will follow you ...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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February 7, 2019
 

Sweat dripping, breathing heavy gasping for air, I came to.
Good morning, I thought it was real.
Laying in shock,I rolled over an got out of bed. Mind running 100mph,it’s still time to start my day.
  Why do you come to me in my sleep? What is it you have forgotten with me? These horrible dreams are almost as if they are memories of things that have not yet happened. It was so familiar, life like, as though I woke up feeling as if you were here.
  Chasing me around my happy place, why have you come to my happy place? I left you in the past as I hoped you’d stay forever, yet I find you making way into my mind,Therefore my life.
  Is it a message? Is it a Sign, maybe an intuition of some k...

VISIONS
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December 25, 2018
 

In a world full of hate...I am still kind.

This Christmas iv lost the sight of my spirit...

Next year will be Better.

Merry Christmas.

CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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September 16, 2014
St. Louis, United States

Today, I miss you! iv thought so hard about why my heart didn't hurt this time. I can only come up with Your memories.  we Had fun& love! I loved you so much, no matter how bad I hurt! I know a love like ours doesn't go away! I kno in my soul you are still mine...i haven't not talked to you for this long ever. I miss you.
Thinking Bout yu still...do ya do ya....i been Thinking bout forever...
Babygirl

ORIGINAL
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September 7, 2014
St. Louis, United States

I enjoy writing, it helps relieve stress ab emotions I hold in.
:) Helps my brain settle down an not wonder so much.
Sleep aid:))

ORIGINAL
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September 6, 2014
St. Louis, United States

I used to know you, inside an out. You knew more of me then I did. The connection we had at first sight every first sight was inevitable. I enjoyed our First cuddle. Your Eyes brought me closer to you the next.Light Green,Dark Green, yellow, a Lil brown all reflecting eachother. I got lost in them several times. I can close my eyes today an still see your Beautiful smile. Your sexy tattoos, an stunning swag. Our eyes following eachother!
Soul Mates That Hate each other! Your Heart beats Faster then fast & mine goes like a motor boat when we're seen eye to eye. Iwas hard to see you inperson. I just want you to.be happy yes, but it's so Wrong in my head! you'd say you caused this by your choice...

ORIGINAL
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September 3, 2014
St. Louis, United States

I am Me, living & Breathing How I want to.
I am Free, as an Individual!
on the other side of the Glass I'm a PRISONER!
I'm a Prisoner, Held by my MIND!
All These Thoughts & Questions...
Seems no one has The Answers Too...
I'm Captive

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