The woman yu once thought was beautiful, Still thinks yur the most handsome guy there is.
The woman yu wanted life with still desires yur promises.
The woman still holding on an everything together Still need assurance...
Maybe her beauty has faded in yur eyes...
The life yu once wanted may not be the one yu want now...
Why is she still holding it all so well?!
She loves yu an adores yu...so love her as she desires & deserves!!!
All the things I wanna say & never do.
I didn’t know how much yu meant to me until I didn’t get to see yu or talk to yu everyday.
I have a hard time talking about how I feel due to lies an betrayal in the past.
I don’t want to keep going Day by day, I want to wake up everyday and talk to yu. I want to wake up every day an spoil yu with My love.
I want to support you & be supported by yu at the same time, with no questions.
I don’t want to quit & move on Bc I know what I want & it’s yu.
Yu make my soul happy, even when I’m mad or sad, just being around you.
It sounds selfish but I don’t wanna be selfish, I was to share everything with you.
I know I make it difficult to talk an commun...
When it’s something yu want times tends to get away from yu.
There’s no work needed when it’s something yu want.
No steps to follow, no persons opinion to consider,yu just hear them an keep Loving.
Until yu realize yu are the one loving more, giving more love an emotion... then time stands almost close to STILL.
All the things we have forgotten.
We fell inlove at The country hearth hotel, it was only supposed to be a fun weekend. I couldn’t help it you’re eyes complimented your beautiful smile,I loved staring at your teeth. All the bad things I heard didn’t seem to matter, you were kind yu were beautiful to me.
Messing around,hiding it from mosey people only made us fall in love that much faster, it was an amazing feeling.
Those amazing feelings lead to living together, fighting for each other and our feelings. Sleeping on the floor with me in the living room because I wanted to watch tv while we slept. The way you would hold me so I could ugly cry when ever I wanted,or ugly cried because Mother Nat...
Do me a Favor,
Have fun with her & her kids.
Learn from her an her kids.
Live with her an her kids.
Do me a favor,
don’t fall inlove with her an her kids.
Don’t Grow with her an her kids.
Don’t live with her an her kids forever.
Don’t Marry her!
Do me a Favor,
Come home when your done having fun.
Learn about your son, the family you made.
Live the life you have wanted so bad for so long.
Fall in love with not only Me again but Our Son!
Please MARRY Me!
but... Do Me a favor,
Don’t come home until your done having fun.
Don’t learn about your family until your Ready.
Don’t build a life with us until it’s 100% what you want in your life, because we will follow you ...
Sweat dripping, breathing heavy gasping for air, I came to.
Good morning, I thought it was real.
Laying in shock,I rolled over an got out of bed. Mind running 100mph,it’s still time to start my day.
Why do you come to me in my sleep? What is it you have forgotten with me? These horrible dreams are almost as if they are memories of things that have not yet happened. It was so familiar, life like, as though I woke up feeling as if you were here.
Chasing me around my happy place, why have you come to my happy place? I left you in the past as I hoped you’d stay forever, yet I find you making way into my mind,Therefore my life.
Is it a message? Is it a Sign, maybe an intuition of some k...
Iv Lost My inner Balance, the bad things are begging to out weigh the Good.
My mind wandering off into day dreams because the scene or vibe was familiar.
Flashes, almost like short Films of my past or clips of Unforgettable memories?! I Can’t decide!
Almost makes me miss the life I used to live. The love was Pure, mythological, Almost like Magic, and It was Beautiful.
So much love, affection, Lust was something we held onto throughout our horrible Journey together.
Knew each other Like we had Been together our whole lives.
There were no secrets, no needed best friends, I was never Alone, I was number one!
You were my large Magical Night in shinning armor, I petite you would carry me ...
In a world full of hate...I am still kind.
This Christmas iv lost the sight of my spirit...
Next year will be Better.
Today, I miss you! iv thought so hard about why my heart didn't hurt this time. I can only come up with Your memories. we Had fun& love! I loved you so much, no matter how bad I hurt! I know a love like ours doesn't go away! I kno in my soul you are still mine...i haven't not talked to you for this long ever. I miss you.
Thinking Bout yu still...do ya do ya....i been Thinking bout forever...
My Tears are no longer triggered when I see or think of you. My heart no longer lies under my Foot.
I can look at you an think of our Memories an Smile. We had our Time, Great an Terrible. You loved Me More than There is Sky in this world. I hurt you, mearly Destroyed you inside an out! I loved you &thought you'd always put up with my deceitful-ness. I was wrong, you left me after Loving me so Much! Who am I to blame you when it was me? But why drawl me Back in again just to run from me? To teach me? make me feel your misery? IV changed, i no longer feel the same way! I Can an I am an I have moved Forward! There's Just one Thing That hasn't changed! My heart still Loves you.
I enjoy writing, it helps relieve stress ab emotions I hold in.
:) Helps my brain settle down an not wonder so much.
I used to know you, inside an out. You knew more of me then I did. The connection we had at first sight every first sight was inevitable. I enjoyed our First cuddle. Your Eyes brought me closer to you the next.Light Green,Dark Green, yellow, a Lil brown all reflecting eachother. I got lost in them several times. I can close my eyes today an still see your Beautiful smile. Your sexy tattoos, an stunning swag. Our eyes following eachother!
Soul Mates That Hate each other! Your Heart beats Faster then fast & mine goes like a motor boat when we're seen eye to eye. Iwas hard to see you inperson. I just want you to.be happy yes, but it's so Wrong in my head! you'd say you caused this by your choice...
I find myself Getting lost in the Greens of your eyes. I see Hope in your stern but gentle Looks.
The soft glances you give me while not paying attention. Your personality is Gorgeous to be around! I'm Drawn to you, but yet Distant myself! I'm going to do everything Different. I prayed an held conversions with God for a new Start, to Happiness. I found you, I have Faith and Trust In you.
I don't want The same Outcomes from my Past to Recycle Themselves...But Everything Happens for A Reason!!!
I am Me, living & Breathing How I want to.
I am Free, as an Individual!
on the other side of the Glass I'm a PRISONER!
I'm a Prisoner, Held by my MIND!
All These Thoughts & Questions...
Seems no one has The Answers Too...