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Jinisha

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India
India
'Salt' by character, 'Sweet' by nature, 'Psychologist' by passion and 'Writer' by interest.
August 20, 2017
 

I am not my low marks I scored in a test
I am not my poor performance in a match
I am not one failure in an exam
I am not the fights or bad words I speak about
I am not my failed relationship
I am not my failed friendship
I am not my sadness
I am not my weakness

I am the good marks I scored in other tests
I am the man of the match of few matches
I am the good scorer in other exams
I am the person who says sorry and cares for the person
I am the person who tried to save the relationship but couldn't convince
I am the person who said sorry even when no fault of mine yet the friend left
I am the happy person
I am the strengths

I am also the 1st paragraph
I am also the 2nd paragraph
I a...

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY
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August 20, 2017
 

Alone

I don't have anyone to talk with
I don't have any guide to guide me
I don't have anyone to say "I am here"
I don't have anyone if I lose you
I don't even have you
I am alone

I don't have light to find in the darkness I am living with
I don't know whether there is any window underneath this darkness
I don't know whether there is any escape
I am alone

I don't have any hand to hold me
I don't have anyone to compulsorily take me out just to see a smile on my face
I don't have anyone to visit me, just like that
I am alone

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY
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August 10, 2017
Mumbai, India

A day when I don't have to get up early to get ready for work
A day when I can just stay on bed till the time the mind and body doesn't allow
A day when there is only sweats on or any comfortable casual cloth to wear
A day when looking up-to-date and having a perfect attire isn't necessary
A day when I can eat whenever I want and how much ever I want
A day when daily office schedule isn't a schedule
A day when I have a hot cup of coffee on one hand and my favourite book in another while I sit near my window
A day when I can spend time with my family and talk and discuss over the table
A day when I can talk on phone without watching time
A day when I can listen to music on repeat and it...

NATIONAL LAZY DAY
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August 10, 2017
 

Control over life

Well, I can't say that I control my life.
But I can say that I control how I react to the things happening in my life.
Things have gone always without my plan, yet I have accepted whatever has come over to me
I have failed many times, but I have got up more stronger than before
I react badly and sometimes miserably, but I have realised that and apologised and also accepted my bad
I have been hurt in love and friendships, but I have not stopped believing in love and friendship

Many times life gives you what you need without looking at your personal agenda for wanting something
Many times life gives you something like a blessing even when you don't ask for it
Many time...

ORNATE LUXURY
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August 10, 2017
 

You listen to my unending talks with patience, everytime

You hear every story without judging or complaining, everytime

You joke with me just 'coz you know that I won't laugh unless you make me laugh, everytime

You know what happens with me how and why and still you don't judge me, everytime

You hear about my heartbreaks with every detail and just tell me to let go and support me through moving on process, everytime

You don't comment anything in detail and just let me do things on my own and find my way out and only tell a yes when you know that I am going in right direction, everytime

I have doubts...you have back up with my strengths, I have break points...you have back up with ...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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August 9, 2017
 

I will burn you view
I will cut your skin
I will bleed your nerves out
I will take all that can help you breathe

I will steal you emotionally
I will ruin you mentally
I will make you dependent on me
I will make your head spin in mixed emotions

I will only bring your tough times in front of you again
I will on bring the times you tried hard forgetting about in front of you again
I will bring anything out of context from your past and show you fake sympathy again to break everything left within you

And yet
I will make all sincere efforts to make you believe
That I love you
That you are most important to me
That I care for you and will care till my last breath
That I respect you
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SIMPLE STRIPES
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August 3, 2017
 

Feelings.....

Feelings are such manipulative part of life

They have many reasons of their own and many forms also
They make you do wrong things, they make you justify them
They make you get into wrong company without making you feel guilty
They leave you completely rock hearted without having regrets for not feeling anything for anyone
They make you regret badly and repeatedly whatever you wish to let go without even making you obviously realise it

Feelings are such important part of life

They make you believe in many good things
They make you fall in love without making you regret it
They make you realise how important are people in your life
They motivate you to help others
They help ...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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August 3, 2017
 

As time passes by, we start getting busier than before
We then realise that we didn't need to be so thoughtful in the past, or we didn't need to get serious about the situations

If I look back at my life from where I am now...

I would like to give a closure to myself
Saying that you were amazing just the imperfect way that you thought you were
You didn't do bad in trusting people, you were pure
I am proud that you helped lots of people
People always come and go, just the true and right ones stay
And trust me, you were stronger than you thought

'Coz now, from where I am now
I feel glad I am where I am going through my past.

FORTIFIED
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August 3, 2017
Mumbai, India

Having relatives world wide, they are with me just the Internet wide

One share on every social media and they know what am I wearing, where am I going, what am I eating, with whom am I roaming around, what am I feeling, what trips I take, whether I am married or single or committed....

Isn't it amazing to just say hie and hello over whatsapp to some annoying relatives rather than meeting them in personal?
Isn't is very convenient to show some pictures and status updates only to people whom you want to show and rest others can't see?
Whoa!! It's a blessing to use such things...

Your dp is something that you can only hide from others on whatsapp, but elsewhere, everyone can see it, unless ...

WORLD WIDE WEB
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July 29, 2017
 

Another way to say 'I love you'....
"Why didn't you do what I told"
Calling you just to check how are you when you are ill
Making you laugh while conveying things
Annoying you while laughing

Another way to show that you are important...
"I am busy working just for us"

Another way of expressing fear to lose the other....
"Why did you tell me not to talk now coz of someone else, where did you get his/her number"

Another way to see if someone wants you in every bit and trusts you....
"You know this friend of mine....."
"Today in office this collegue, today at home......"

We may be annoyed at these things without realising that it's love

ORNATE LUXURY
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July 29, 2017
 

Waiting for you....

It's the hardest when I have to keep waiting and believing
It's the hardest when I have to hold on everything
It's the hardest when I have to not think about you even when all I have to do is nothing but to think about you

Waiting for you means I trust you
Waiting for you means that I love you
Waiting for you means that no one is taking your place
Waiting for you means I am still hoping that sun will rise bright and beautiful for us

SIMPLE STRIPES
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July 28, 2017
 

Holding On...

Many times feelings don't have words
Many times words don't have feelings
Many times there are no words or feelings
How do I hold on to you?
How do I hold on to myself?

You, here, at this time, are not with me
You, here, at this time, are not besides me
You, here, at this time, are not holding me and smiling saying 'Oh darling you're mine'
How do I hold on to you?
How do I hold on to myself?

To see you smile makes my day,
To hear your words makes my ears turn to life,
To hear your heartbeat while you hug me gives me mine,
How do I hold on to you?
How do I hold on to myself?

CANNOT RESIST
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July 26, 2017
 

The times when our relationship is hard
The times when we don't even know what we are doing
The times when either of us isn't well and either of us isn't there to look after
The times when distance isn't just a word between us but something that became us
The times when the word 'busy' strikes
The times when the word 'all at home' acknowledges
The times when 'missing you' becomes more important than 'I love you'

Are the times when you become vulnerable
Are the times when you want someone to listen
Are times when you tend to make wrong decisions
Are times when you get weaker
Are times when you start falling apart

But trust me....
In the end....everything will pay off
'Coz love is worth...

ONE VOICE DAY
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July 24, 2017
 

We may not have words many times to express....
What we feel
What we feel when we fight with our loved ones
What we feel when we can't talk after a fight with someone we love
What we feel when we just feel that Tey are ignorant about the matter
What we feel when we don't hear from them
What we feel when we hear things we wished to hear
What we feel when we hear what we never expected to hear

Sometimes many feelings are un-named
Many times some feelings can only be expressed just at one moment and if it's gone, it can never come out
Feelings may not have words
Feelings may not need touch
Feelings are something abstract

ONE VOICE DAY
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July 16, 2017
 

I don't want the part of you which can easily let me go away from you
I don't want the part of you which can easily mistrust me
I don't want a part of you which would be ready to let me stay away from you after argument happens
I don't want a part of you...

I don't want a part of you which can be less understanding of my dark times
I don't want a part of you which doesn't be with me when I need you the most
I don't want a part of you which is anything but your love for me
I don't want a part of you....

I don't want a part of you which doubts me
I don't want a part of you who doesn't love me
I don't want a part of you....

So let go off that part
'Coz I don't want any part of you not to ...

EINSTEIN
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July 22, 2017
 

At night staring I see myself sitting on my bed
Wondering what it takes to love someone...
Does it just require the heart to beat
Does it just require those smiles
Does it just require those 3 words always to be spoken

What it takes to love someone...
Does it just require the happy times
Does it just require that simple things that happen in the start
Does it just require those giggles that make sense and make you smile

What it takes to love someone....
Does it just require that touch
Or does it just require that kiss
Or just a feeling of one's breath against the others'

I wonder what it takes to love someone
Coz it has many things apart from those 'just'
Coz it takes tears, sleeples...

ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND
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July 19, 2017
 

You give me a feeling of you

Even if I am not with you, but I am feeling that I am with you
Even if I get annoyed at small things, but our love so strong that I can't stay annoyed for long
You haven't given me your ring yet, but the ring I wear fits so perfect that makes me feel that it's yours

You give me a feeling of you

LIVE AID 1985
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July 16, 2017
 

The night has risen for us
The night we can tell ours
Your hand can touch mine
Your eyes can meet mine

The night has risen for us
The night we can tell ours
From relatives to family members
From kids to their naughtiness in numbers
Your body can feel mine
Your lips can feel mine

The night has risen for us
The night we can tell ours
I give you my whole of hands
I give you my whole of elbows
I give you the whole of my face

The night has risen for us
The night we can tell ours
From people sleeping around us
From the snoring someone does
From the fear that surrounds us

The night has risen for us
The night we can tell ours
I give you what I can
I receive what I can

The night has risen f...

GREAT SCOTT!
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July 15, 2017
Mumbai, India

Let go of focusing on negative thoughts

If you stay aligned with thoughts that bring you joy, and stay detached from negative thoughts (by not feeding attention to them), it won’t be long before the momentum of negative thinking, in you, starts ebbing away – allowing you to start becoming free of resistance within. For example, when you get a thought in your brain which is negative or in “What if” format, just realize that it’s only a thought in the brain and it’s your choice to give attention to it. If you give attention to this thought, it will become stronger in force (it will repeat more often in your brain), and it will give you an illusion that your brain is obsessed with it – but in t...

EINSTEIN
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July 12, 2017
 

Thank you for talking
Thank you for believing
Thank you for listening
Thank you for understanding
Thank you for telling

Thank you for loving the broken parts of me
Thank you for bearing the pain and putting it away
Thank you for being transparent
Thankyou for choosing me

I can thank you for a lots of things
But I can't thank you enough for knowing the worst part of me and yet giving the best to me...

MY PRINCE
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July 11, 2017
 

'Aahh!! Finally home' I told myself after arriving home from a short work trip which obviously due to the 'work' factor in it was tiring, exciting as well as bit boring.
I come home to find out that no one's home and find a note saying that parents had some important work and had to leave, they had called me but my phone was dead and so they have left in emergency. Now that reminded me to bring my phone back to life as I was in no mood for cooking anything.

I put the music on and do my routine after I reach home usually after work. Before I started with my routine, thanking and congratulating my brain to still function I had ordered food. Relaxed I was eating food watching a series on my la...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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July 8, 2017
 

I will wait for the time to be right
I will wait for you my baby

I will be there with you in your thoughts
I will be there with you in what you do
I will be there with you whenever you can message or call me
I will be there with you for the untold stories you haven't let out
I will be there with you my baby

I will wait till we can talk
I will wait till we can meet
I will wait till the time is right
I will wait till the sun rises for us

ANGEL OF FAITH
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July 5, 2017
 

I don't want you to get hurt
It's something I can't bear

Be it your emotional scars
Or your enemies from past
Be it your family
Or be them your friends
Be it the side you don't want to show anyone
Or be your unexplored darkness

I don't want you to get hurt
It's something I can't bear

Don't keep a secret
Confide in me
Don't care about judgement
Believe me I am no judge
Don't be afraid to lose me
Believe it or not, even I have parts to be hurt
Don't forget that I am with you
Believe that it's for the lifetime
Don't worry about the solution
Believe that sharing pain helps tackle it, everything can have solutions with more perspective than yours alone

I don't want you to get...

PUDDLE PERFECT
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July 4, 2017
 

Waking up at a place completely unknown makes me feel scared and worried of where am I and why can't I remember who am I

In those emotions I gather courage to step out of my room and look around whether I know the surrounding but to no help

I meet another person looking just like me when I blankly stare at the mirror and yet another blow to me to see someone just like me in front of me
This person tries to do what I think I used to do being here, poor person was making sincere efforts to make me believe and help me remember who I was

Staring at the mirror seeing that person I felt that
That person was someone who had many flaws, but never accepted them and hence they turned out to be h...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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July 4, 2017
 

He just replied to her email

Again that happiness started
Again she was free from her stress and worries confessing them all raw and naked
Again she laughed like before with him

They went down the memory lane
They smiled, laughed, and re-lived their times when talks weren't just conversations but parts of their true lives

It just takes the best and true friends to make us feel good about ourselves

He just replied to her email...

CELEBRATING FREEDOM
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