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Jinisha

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India
India
'Salt' by character, 'Sweet' by nature, 'Psychologist' by passion and 'Writer' by interest.
September 20, 2019
 

There was a time when she was always with the flow
She was having great days back home
She was always full with energy and zeal
But there was a time when she liked someone with all her heart and she didn't know how to express it to him.
He was their senior and she was intimated the first time she saw him manage their class when the teacher wasn't there. His control over the class and the way he spoke just got her attention and made her like him instantly
Post that day, she was finding excuses to be near him.
library, canteen, doubt solving, these things were a bit odd for both in starting, later they became great friends and shared life stories
But since a few days he wasn't in touch with...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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January 12, 2019
 

From past to present
From pain to pleasant
From that year to this
Everything will be changing bliss
From her dreams to her love
She began to change from older to newer

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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December 20, 2018
 

They support me in everything I do
They know what I mean even when they hear opposite
They decide things best for me if I go astray
They keep me grounded leaving me free to fly high
They know when to say what
They give me wings to fly
They let me loose
They only question things that they feel is worth questioning
They let me cry
They make me laugh
They bear every mood every tantrum
For all highs and lows
For all worsts and bests
For now and forever
'Family' is something I can never do without

CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 16, 2018
 

The betrayals
Those negative comments against her
People just ghosting on her sincerity
And everything that she lost while being jn a relationship with a man she thought she would get married to
She lost her best of health
She lost her confidence
She lost herself
And the battle was too hard
She desperately wanted to get out of all this and live a better life for herself

Not knowing what and how to do things she started to walk down an unknown road.
Wasn't the case that she didn't fear at all, but she was too lost in her hurt that she wouldn't realise a thing happening to and around her

There was a man who noticed her and thought that something is wrong.
So he followed her and noticed that...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
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October 17, 2018
 

The vibes you give me
Tell me that you will be by my side
Not just now, but forever
And trust me,
I want to experience these vibes
Not just now, but forever

FIFTY SHADES
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October 11, 2018
 

The circles you keep going into
Those thoughts that keep repeating
The health that keeps deteriorating
And everything that you thought was over and gone that keeps coming
Is all a part to make you realise that it's time for you to change
It's time for you to start investing in yourself
It's time for you to start working on yourself
And of course for throwing people out of your life who no longer make you happy and allow you to grow
Yes, it will be difficult, but it will be totally worth it

WHITE CLOCK
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October 5, 2018
 

Once when she saw no light and colour
She stepped out to flowers, air and greenery
Searching meaning and purpose

THE EDISON BULB
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October 5, 2018
 

Find someone who tries to listen to your talks
Find someone who wants to see the reason behind your actions
Find someone who tries to know why you are angry
Find someone who understands that your anger is just temporary
Find someone who can ignore your anger yet understand the crucial parts
Find someone who is ready to adapt yet remains the same
Find someone who changes with time
Find someone who knows when to just cuddle and when to make love hard
Find someone who is ready with coffee just to talk with you
Find someone who brings tubs of ice cream and sits besides you when you tell to leave you alone
Find someone who just watches movies without using head or anything else
Find someone who...

FIFTY SHADES
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October 3, 2018
 

One day she decided to take charge of her life
And the next morning she woke up different
No unwanted calls answered
No messages replied
No toxic people allowed to live
No decisions for making her physical self ruin taken
Nothing done more to damage her mental health
More decisions and actions towards self-love and self-acceptance taken
More reading and enhancement of knowledge done
More focus on inner self made
More focus on inner positive circle made
And one day she woke up different, happy and positive

THE EDISON BULB
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October 1, 2018
 

She risked her everything to love him, anytime, everytime
He just took calculated decision, anytime, everytime
She ended up finding herself
He ended up losing himself, a part of him in her silhouette which was now just a mirage

MY PRINCE
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September 30, 2018
 

She didn't want a love story, because she had lived and gotten my heart broken
She didn't want a forever promise, because she had heard it and see it break
She didn't want flirting and all good words, because she had seen them fade away
She didn't want a forever, because she had dreamt it with someone and it's not even there anymore

She wants a serious commitment which is filled with fun and experiences which show me love, freedom yet grounded roots of togetherness and forever

CANNOT RESIST
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September 29, 2018
 

Friendship is understanding mood by a text
Friendship is one person yelling and other just listening
Friendship is staying close when told you go away
Friendship is saying a no for a relationship but also offering you support during one and tissues after it ends
Friendship is someone knowing your worst, annoying and silly side along with your weaknesses but still choosing to be with you
Friendship is fighting over silly and big issues and then talking as if nothing has happened
Friendship is pure and something that stays with you life-long

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 29, 2018
 

Things will be worst
Things will make you think that you aren't worth
Things will make you feel that you can't do anything
Things will make you feel unwanted
You will be blank
You will go round and round in circles
You will encounter only black
You will feel numb
You will feel pain
You will feel tired
You will see no light
Body will become heavy
Breathe will become heavy
Situations will make you judge yourself
People will leave you
They will criticise you
They will smile and stab you at same time
They will hide and still be visible
Everything will be dark and worst in the start
But
If you try striving hard for light
If you try harder each day to achieve your goals
If you staunchly stay lo...

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 27, 2018
 

The feeling that makes you smile
The feeling that makes you feel supported
Someone who supports you when you need them to
Someone who isn't tired to understand you
Someone who can never think of leaving you
Someone who wants to show you everyday how much you mean to them
Someone who wants to be your partner in everything
Someone who is your best friend
A feeling that makes you say "He/She is the one"
Feeling that speaks the language of heart
A feeling that makes you feel balanced
A feeling that makes you believe that there's a forever
A feeling that doesn't let you stay away from that person
All of it is love
The rest are phases you enter and come out of
The rest are experiences you go ...

MY PRINCE
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September 26, 2018
 

That feeling you get when someone just resonates with you
Someone responds to your messages just like how you would expect
It melts your heart
It brings a wide smile
It makes you forget the world around you
Every time which is free is devoted to talking with that person
Night and afternoon sleeps are no more important when that person wants to speak with you
Everything you want that person to know and everything about that person you wish to hear
That chill that goes down your spine when that person calls you theirs
Those teases and jokes meant for two people together
Those teaseable future planning that happens beyond everyone's control
Those looks and touches that make you jump
Everythin...

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 24, 2018
 

All she wanted was him to love her
And he loved her beyond her imagination
All she wanted was him to understand her
And he understood her like no one else could
All she wanted was him to be her king and build an empire with her
And he built an entire kingdom for her
And while he kept giving her more than she had imagined
He kept receiving more than ever he could ask for
Because she was only demanding what she could give him and what she already gave him
That's how they always made a forever every time

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 22, 2018
 

When she felt he didn't understand her
When they had arguments
When he was all she wanted to be by her side
When he was who she wanted to know her
And when she finally got angry and told him I don't need your support
She wanted him to stay when she told him to go away in anger

BE KIND
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September 21, 2018
 

Every time I look into your eyes
I find the reason why I said a yes
Because when I look at you
I find myself in your eyes
And to see my reflection in your eyes filled with tears
Tells me that no one but I am a priority
No one else but I am your life
No one else but I am forever
And it perfectly fits my reason to say a yes

BE KIND
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September 18, 2018
 

She felt different with him
But she couldn't explain what's the difference between him and other guys she talked to
They made her laugh like him, but him more
They hanged out with her, but him more
They knew her, but him more
They cared for her happiness, but him more
They made sure she loved their company, but him more
And she didn't know that, that 'more' was the difference
Or maybe she knew waiting for him to know that fact too
Because then it won't be thought about, but experienced together with more smile and happiness

BE KIND
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September 8, 2018
 

All the while I kept asking myself why am I so different
When everyone can talk a lot in groups
When everyone can bitch about people
When everyone can have a sense of keeping people to them

I kept asking myself why am I so different
When everyone has a love story that lasts
When everyone have bad in them yet good happens with them
When everyone had bad past but have better present

I kept asking myself why am I so different
When everyone had enough money to get what they want
When everyone got whatever they wanted
When everyone got jobs that I would love to have

I kept asking myself why am I so different
I realised that I go deep to talk about people, they don't
I realised that I don't...

GREAT THINGS
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August 17, 2018
 

To be able to hear thoughts of others
I would be less hurt
I would be more firm on my first decisions
I would be able to give less importance to many things

To be able to hear thoughts of others
I would have focused more on myself
I would have found ways to help myself
I would have cared for my family more better

To be able to hear thoughts of others
Would have helped no one of that power
Would have led my people somewhere
Would have helped saving certain things happening in my inner circle

To be able to hear thoughts of others
It's not something that's superpower
It's just observing how people speak and react to what you say and do
It's more of precise observations rather than intui...

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 17, 2018
 

Don't fall for the words, trust the actions more
Don't just trust in starting, believe in how they behave with you
Don't just give in because you are vulnerable, give in only when you are ready
Don't allow anyone in just for company and talking, fiercely fight the movies when in solitude
Don't just keep thinking about plans, work on them
Don't just keep worrying, start smiling and trusting better days are coming

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 17, 2018
 

Packing her past and pain she wanted to move forward
Because she wanted to make her life different and better
Because now she realised that staying where she is isn't serving any purpose to her existence
And she wanted to create her own beautiful story where she can smile and have her presence respected

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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July 21, 2018
 

She had fading picture of friends she had from school
She had no memories of saying that she would always stay in touch with you to her college friends
She has had a massive heartbreak with someone she loved a lot and someone who meant the world to her
And now she is not having a perfect career like others have
She believed that she doesn't have a life like others have
Everything seems like broken pieces that cannot be fixed for her
"It feels like I'm fading away, she said. If tomorrow was my last day here, nobody would even notice. She took another sip from her drink..."
And she told me that she is suddenly hopeless about everything
And all I could tell her is that, that she stopped loving...

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 15, 2018
 

I lean by your side
After knowing you a bit
I start smiling with you
After you smile at the same things I smile

After knowing you a bit
I do things that you like
After you smile at the same things I smile
Because I know that it's collective effort

I do things that you like
Not because I want to just do it
Because i know it's collective effort
As we want our forever

Not because I just want to do it
I start smiling with you
As we want to have our forever
I lean by your side

MY PRINCE
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July 12, 2018
 

Jealousy exists when there is love and care
It comes out of concern for the person to be safe and sound
It comes from the fear of losing that person you never want to lose
It comes from the care that you want to save that person from danger
It comes from heart and goes away when you you have trust

Hatred comes when you have been repeatedly hurt by some person
Because now when you have tried and done everything and still it didn't work out
You start hating that person
That's just a reaction to anger
It is strong but has a possibility to disappear soon
It exists but only as a result of extreme anger

To feel jealous is natural and unavoidable because it comes out of love
But hatred can be a...

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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