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Jinisha

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India
India
'Salt' by character, 'Sweet' by nature, 'Psychologist' by passion and 'Writer' by interest.
March 23, 2017
 

We all fall in life
We fall while playing
We fall while learning a lesson in life
We fall while we learn friendship
We fall while we give exams

We all fall in life
We fall while learning to trust
We fall while learning about love and falling in love
We fall while not getting a solution to something

We all fall in life
It is not necessary that we can't get up after we fall
It is not necessary that we never recover after the fall
It is not necessary that we are good for nothing

We all fall in life
It is not necessary that everytime the pain doesn't vanish
It is not necessary that everytime the pain is same
It is not necessary that every fall is the same

You can get up
You can get...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 23, 2017
 

How can I forget the way you make me feel
That smile on your face when you see me happy
You put me through a roller coaster ride, where sad times made us stronger and happy times made us love each other deeper
You calm my storms down, I don't know by what power
You force me to let things out and you make sure I am empty
You let me handle myself even when you want to help
You support me, many times by becoming a backbone or many times a stick or many times just a person who will sit back and criticise
You calmly listen, sweetly advice, if necessary scold me
We care, we laugh, we fight, we even stay quiet....
Yes,
How can I forget the way you make me feel
You out me through a roller coaste...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 20, 2017
 

Mother, she is my strength and my source of happiness, she makes my worries into happiness, she listens to everything I say, she supports me through my worst.
Mother, she is my best friend first and mother second, we have fun with each other, we tease each other, we discuss guys and love, we fight as well as we love.
Mother, she knows when I am sad even when I don't tell her, she knows when I am at my worsts, she makes me feel beautiful when I forget to love myself, she smiles even if I say something that hurts her.
Mother, she is the reason I am who I am, she is the reason I am smiling and able to look and face the world, she is my strength as well as weakness.
Mother, she is the best thing...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 19, 2017
 

What is it to have a person in your life?
What is it to smile?
What is it to kill time?

We all have friends and family
We all have that one special friend
We also have a special person who makes our life better but isn't our lover, that person makes us smile extra, makes us feel special, takes efforts

That special person keeps us motivated
That special person wakes us up with a smile
That special person does things we never imagined

That special person makes us laugh
That special person makes us dance in joy

Sometimes I do wonder
When we need that special feeling, do we always need a lover?

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 20, 2017
 

He gave her the smile she deserved
He gave her the respect she deserved
He gave her the happiness she wished was hers
He gave her the love she wanted
He gave her his time
He gave her his attention
He liked her
He cared for her the way a woman is supposed to be cared for
He loved her the way she wanted to ever be loved
She was never this happy before
She was never heard before
She was never treated like this before

He soon became integral part of her life
He soon became her special person

FIFTY SHADES
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March 17, 2017
 

He was her crush since years
She wished he would notice her after school
He vanished after school was over
And suddenly after years he sends her a request

And she turns a teenager again....

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
 

You came into my life when I needed someone
You came into my life when I was down
You talked your time with me
You were careful and gentle

You made me smile
You made efforts to make sure we were okay
You encouraged me

You gained my trust
You did weird stuff which I loved
You opened up yourself like a book easy to read
If time came you even guided me to its chapters

You shared your dark and black
You shared your bright
You teased me
You played

You became a person worthy of my trust
You became a special person

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
 

Remember when we first met online
It was just as if we will just talk and stop the conversation
You talked your heart and I talked mine
We started having deep meaningful conversations
We started to see who is coming at what time
We started caring who likes what
We started caring what would annoy the other
I still remember your effort to make me smile when I was sad
The way you heard me for actually hearing
Now we have come to a point where we write things for each other when we miss each other
But my friend,
I didn't expect this change in you to enjoy staying in touch even when you are the busiest
Remember when we first met online...
Now you just have countless memories that make your ...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
 

What is beauty?
Beauty is anything that can make you smile from heart
Beauty is anything that can make you feel proud
Beauty is anything you are comfortable with

What is beauty?
Beauty is anything that comes from within
Beauty is how you behave with others when no one is seeing
Beauty is anything that makes you follow your dream no matter how hard it is
Beauty is confidence you have in yourself

What is beauty?
Beauty is how you manage family, friends and work
Beauty is how you deal with stress
Beauty is how calm and comforting you can be even when you are going through a storm inside

What is beauty?
Beauty is how you manage to let out only things that are supposed to be told and hid...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
 

Working with kids
It's like 'A, B, C, D' at one moment becomes 'A, B, C, F' at the next and 'A, C, P, O' and just the next
It's like you have to think a thousand times to ask a question
It's like you want to know how are they feeling but they don't know the meaning of 'feeling'
It's like they see the picture of the game and have to make exact same, yet they will make it the opposite
It's like they will not speak anything because their mood is not good, but won't know how to tell that to you and you have to ask extremely subtle questions to know what's wrong

Informing parents of the kids
It's like never accepting that there is some problem with my child which can be solved
It's like beli...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 15, 2017
 

Started talking...
Became good friends...
Started liking each other....
Became possessive for each other...
Started a relationship...
Became a couple...
Announcement was made....
Friends were happy....
Things were going fine in starting...
Until time got divided between work, family, college, friends and love...
Friends intervened...
Friends made him choose....
He was weak...undecided...
Friends called her up and told things without knowing what was between them...
He didn't speak anything....
He chose neither yet his choice was clear...
She went....

A love story that could be a story to tell, ended before it started.....

MOVING
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March 15, 2017
 

I am a kid
I am not aware of the good and the bad
I am not aware of the right and the wrong
I am not aware whether I will be someone who will make your dreams come true or someone who I want to become

I am a kid
I need that extra attention
I need that unconditional love
I need to hear that I am good and I mean the world to you
I need the support when I want to walk

I am a kid
I need to be taught about math
I need to experiment science
I need to understand and be told stories about the history

I am a kid
How can I be a genius
How can I be the 1st in class
How can I know everything at once

I am a kid
I become alone many times
I get teased many times
I don't get to make friends
I ca...

Write me some lettrs
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March 14, 2017
 

You put me in a place where I can explore myself
You bring happiness in my life
I become a bit dependent on you for my happiness
I start taking you as my base to climb up the rest
I am independent, yet I'm dependent
I cannot say that I can't live without you, but I can say that there is no 'me' without 'you'
I give you my dreams so that you can make them yours and we refine them to make them ours
I give myself to you so that you can give me yourself

Because when I love, I give you my heart, I give you my soul, I give you my perfect self, I give you my worsts, I give you my dark areas, I give you my insecurities...I give you everything you can use to destroy me
Yet I trust you enough t...

GLITTER AND GOLD
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March 13, 2017
 

The Perfect Wedding

A perfect wedding would be a perfect husband to handle me through worst and best
A perfect wedding would be no secret, no lies
A perfect wedding would be perfect in-laws who love, support and treat you like your own parents
A perfect wedding would be my parents crying in happiness as well as sadness of parting

A perfect wedding would be where there would be 'just perfect' moments for every occasion
A perfect wedding would be where there would be 'made for each other couple' comments
A perfect wedding would be where friends make the process easy and less tiring

A perfect wedding would be where all your relatives make up the big fat wedding

A perfect wedding woul...

MY PRINCE
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March 13, 2017
 

Reading
It's not something I can forget
It's not something I can get bored of
It's not something I can put an end to

Reading
It's something I do when I am free
It's something that gives me company when I am alone
It's something that makes me escape into another world

Reading
It's something that doesn't let me sleep if I don't read it before sleeping
It's something that makes me buy books and store it after reading as a library
It's something that I read when there's no work, deadlines, studies, exams

Reading
It's something I miss when I get too busy
It's something I love doing
It's something which I can't leave

LETTRS AND BOOKS
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March 13, 2017
 

What is a relationship?
Is it on the basis of convenience that when you feel you can't handle it, you end it
Is it something that you need physical intimacy at any cost to prove that you love your partner

What is a relationship?
Is it based on the mood or the thought to be alone
Is it based on the idea of ending it as one can't fight for it

What is a relationship?
Is it two people actually falling on love
Is it someone giving in everything yet not receiving anything

What is a relationship?
Is it something that people enter into because you can brag about it
Is it something that would have fake words to make other person believe the illusion created by you

What is a relationship?
It'...

MY PRINCE
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March 13, 2017
 

It sometimes feels that the world is falling apart
It sometimes feels that everything is going wrong
It sometimes feels that the relations are fake
It sometimes feels like breaking up is the easiest thing to do even when it's not the solution

It sometimes feels that everything is negative
It sometimes feels that there's just darkness
It sometimes feels that there's no escape
It sometimes feels that I am all alone

It's okay to feel like that
What is not okay is making sometimes into everytime
Because
Everytime you will find a way to fix the world and the things
Everytime someone will come to prove that relations can be real
Everytime there would be negotiations rather than break ...

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
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March 12, 2017
 

We all come with a big box of insecurities
What if is the main content in that box
What if I screw up
What if the person I love won't accept me as I am
What if someone doesn't accept our love

We all come with a big box of insecurities
Don't know is the content in it
Don't know whether this will happen
Don't know what should I say
Don't know how will things go
Don't know if there is future to this relationship

We all come with a big box of insecurities
Be it anything inside it...
We lose the present moment
We lose the present feeling
We may lose an opportunity to create something that can happen
We may lose a person we love

We all come with a box of insecurities
It hurts us
It mak...

BE THE SPARK IN YOU
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March 10, 2017
 

He came into her life like a random light to her darkness
He made her dark time pass into a brighter happiness
He gave her a reason to wait to talk with someone
He gave her a reason to smile

He came into her life like a random light to her darkness
He gave her the freedom she wanted
He gave her everything support she wanted
He gave her a board to speak and express

He came into her life like a random light to her darkness
He filled her dark days with happiness
He tried to make her comfortable
He opened himself to her

He came into her life like a random light in her darkness
And lit her world in ways unknown to both...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 9, 2017
 

There are two things
One is hearing for understanding what other person has to say
Another is hearing for understanding what you want to want to make out of it

There are two things
One is loving unconditionally
Another is loving with conditions

There are two things
One is building a relationship
Another is maintaining relationship

There are two things
One is knowing when and what to expose
Another is exposing without limits

There are two things
One is jealousy
Another is envy

There are two things
One is always giving without expecting
Another is giving with a benefit

There are two things
One is loving oneself while loving others
Another is forgetting self-love while loving o...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 8, 2017
 

What I need
Is to hold hand
Is to have someone say that I am capable
Is to have someone be my ground when I touch the sky

What I need
Is to have someone trust me without limits
Is to have someone never let me stop
Is to have someone to love me unconditionally

What I need
Is to touch me that I crave only his everytime
Is to make me feel him with every sense in pure form
Is to make me feel his in the best way he can

What I need
Is to feel loved the way I love
Is to cared for the way I care
Is to be supported the way I support

What I need
Is to be fixed after being broken
Is to be made happy when I feel like crying
Is to be life in someone's life

What I need....

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 6, 2017
 

He won my interest
He won my time
He won my patience to talk with him

He won my trust
He won my faith
He won my heart

He won my daily activities
He won my daily mind talks
He won my daily feelings
He won my daily sadness & happiness

He won my love
E won my smile
He won my dark and untouched areas
He won my happiness

He shared his dark areas
He shared his life
He shared his happiness & sadness
He shared everything he won of me

Once this distance friend of mine
Writes something exceptional for me just coz he was missing me.
Whatever mood I am in, I smile so wide that it makes my day.

Such friendships are once in a lifetime...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 4, 2017
 

I am not finding any way out
I am lost
I am in my worst times where I fear a lot about things
I am in my worst for everything
I am not emotionally stable
I am broken in ways that is difficult for anyone to stay patient and help me

She feared that he would leave her hand

He told, let's try
I can't gurantee you that I will stay patient always
I can't gurantee you that I will fix you
I can't gurantee that your future will be the best
I can't gurantee that things will fall in a perfect puzzle
I can only gurantee that your sadness will be happiness and worst will be good

The boy feared losing her just coz of reasons that could be fixed

Let's try, she told

With every passing year the...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 3, 2017
 

They started their love story
They started their journey on a rollercoaster
The ups made them happy
The downs made them stronger

Their love was untouched
They wanted to feel their love, if ever they got to
He was once with her on an empty street in a car

Their breaths becoming heavy with every second their hearts and bodies ruled their minds
There was no witness except the car and the dark
He felt her for the first time over these years
And she knew what was giving in over these years
Their eyes met
Their hands met
The look and the touch filled with passion and intimacy
The kiss was something that made them feel their hidden ecstasy
As they went to see what was for their eyes only...

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March 3, 2017
 

What is Distance...
Is it the physical space between people
Is it the technology
Is it the way people hear and talk
Is it the way people respond

What is Distance...
2 states, 2 people living different lives
2 states, 2 people who are with each other
2 states, 2 people who have different nature
2 states, 2 people who work differently
He came online and she couldn't meet him
The following day, she came online and he couldn't meet her
The conversations turned from "please stay for a while" to "will talk to you later"

What is Distance...
His work was his life
His work was his passion
Her work was the thing she wanted badly
Her work was something she never wanted to compromise
The tw...

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March 2, 2017
 

She is my Best Friend
Not coz she is my friend for years
Not coz it's cool to call her my best friend
Not coz she is near to me

She is my Best Friend
Coz she is the best thing ever happened to me
Coz she is my backbone
Coz not just physical distance is closer, but mentally she is way way closer

She is my Best Friend
We had seen each other before we started talking
We didn't seem to talk or do more noticing about that
Years later a message delivered at my inbox saying a 'Hie'

She is my Best Friend
It was just a conversation starting with a 'Hie
It turned out to be lifetime conversation with a promise
The conversations started becoming deeper with time
And we didn't realise that we...

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March 1, 2017
 

I wish I would have told you
That you made my life the best
That you let me fly high while holding me down to the ground

I wish I would have told you
That the way you make me believe in love, no one else has been able to yet and no one else had been
That the way you could handle my moods and the ups and downs, no one ever did

I wish I would have told you
That you looked the best ever when you smiled
That you were sexiest I ever had
That you were capable of handling us together

I wish I would have told you
That you were the keeper
That you were strong
That you were awesome

I wish I would have told you
That your touch made me reach heights
That your touch made me feel secured
That you...

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February 25, 2017
 

What is love??
As my best friend forgets me everytime he gets a new company, he ignores me and forgets me and forgets my life. He becomes so busy that he doesn't have time. As he gets free he acts normal as if I was there. I still go back to him in spite that he wouldn't know how much he has hurt me.
What is love...to lose myself everytime to be his friend?

What is LOVE??
He proposes me in a way I can't imagine and our love story continues in ways that makes me feel his everytime we are together. We keep careers as a priority as much as we keep ourselves a priority. There comes a time when I don't pick up his calls for talking with my friend who confides his problems. He never respects me, h...

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February 25, 2017
 

Definition of LOVE

What is love??
As my best friend forgets me everytime he gets a new company, he ignores me and forgets me and forgets my life. He becomes so busy that he doesn't have time. As he gets free he acts normal as if I was there. I still go back to him in spite that he wouldn't know how much he has hurt me.
What is love...to lose myself everytime to be his friend?

What is LOVE??
He proposes me in a way I can't imagine and our love story continues in ways that makes me feel his everytime we are together. We keep careers as a priority as much as we keep ourselves a priority. There comes a time when I don't pick up his calls for talking with my friend who confides his problems. He ...

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February 25, 2017
 

Under the sheets of a love marriage
He was her love and soon her lifetime partner
He asked her out and she said yes without a thought
He tempted her in ways a man can tempt his wife after marriage
He gave her a child which became her life
He allowed her to work as a caring husband

Under the sheets of a love marriage
Yet she was scared
Yet she was hurt in ways no one could see or prove
Yet she fell out of love

Under the sheets of a love marriage
His anger
His suspicion that she is cheating
His psychic possessiveness
His illness out of control

Under the sheets of a love marriage
He loved her but broke her
He tried to improve but he couldn't save her from going forever

Under the ...

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