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J.J ★Just Jaz★

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On an adventure to find myself
February 3, 2017
 


Languages of love :)

I have never been so crazy over someone let alone a guy. But there is something about him that drives me insane to make him mine, I don’t know if this is love or madness but I want him to be mine. He dodges my advances saying that we’re just friends while I know that ain’t true I know he is trying to conceal his feelings cause he thinks I am still his best friend’s girl which is untrue. Well sweetheart that isn’t going to stop me from making you mine. I don’t know what’s in the future but all I know is I want you and I’m a stubborn kind of a woman that once I want something I get it. I have never smiled like an idiot till he came in to my life, my friends tease me end...

JE T'AIME
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January 19, 2017
 

Tonight 💔

Tonight I'm going to cry myself to sleep again cause tonight again my feelings were hurt. I sometimes wonder is this what my fate is all about? pain,  heart ache, loneliness, misunderstanding, deceivings and being broken? why can't I be happy just happy for once? Why can't I be loved like I deserve? Questions endless questions that has no answers! Is it too much to ask for love? Is being human with feelings a crime? If it is then what is the solution of not being that way? Tired of explaining myself again and again all my words misunderstood! Can't I make mistakes? Have I no rights to be like everyone else? If I have then why do I get punished for being just that a human? Why is it...

SAD
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January 1, 2017
 

Dear Pooja,

Thank you so much lovely for the stamp. Wish you a very happy and prosperous new year. May all your wishes come true this year and may it be a very productive and successful year for you.

Regards,
J.J

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HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 31, 2016
 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

A brand new year!
A clean slate on which to write
our hopes and dreams.
This year:

Less time and energy on things
More time and energy on people.
All of life’s best rewards,
deepest and finest feelings,
greatest satisfactions,
come from people,
people like you.

Happy New Year!

J.J

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GLITTER AND GOLD
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December 30, 2016
 

To my amazing friend Becca :)

When you're sad and depressed,
I will be here to put a smile on your face.

When you're angry and frustrated,
I will be here to calm you down.

When you're hurt and in tears,
I will be here to wipe them away and mend the pain.

When you're lonely and have no one,
I will be here to comfort you.

When you're feeling unloved and unwanted,
I will be here to tell you how very important you are.

When you're having a bad day and need to lash out,
I will be here to let you let off steam, you can yell at me.

When there is something on your mind that you need to say,
I will be here to listen and understand.

When you're lost in confusion,
I will be here to help you f...

CLASSY
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December 27, 2016
 

On a journey to find herself!

She used to be the life of get togethers whether that were parties or family gethering or at work or simply hanging out with friends. She was dynamic kind of girl and then came huge whirl wind that turned her completely upside down and she didn't know who she was anymore doubts swirled in her mind that's when she started realising that what she used to be was what people expected her to be. Like everyone she was trying to fit in which she didn't like at all. She saw that she was trying to please others and in doing so she had neglected all that she wanted to do all the sacrifices she made of her dreams her passions her goals. She asked herself how did this com...

BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE
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December 27, 2016
 

Dear (Late) George,

Your sudden departure on the eve of Christmas like this has caused a lot of hearts to break and cry in sorrow. A legend forever taken away from us. You were too young to leave but you did give us some beautiful songs such as Last Christmas, Careless whisper ,wake me up before you go and last but not the least father figure to remember you with. You inspired millions of people helped so many other now famous singers who are forever in your debts. You were a kind soul and great human being.Know this you will always be loved and missed. I hope you rest in peace.

Love

J. J

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GEORGE MICHAEL
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December 24, 2016
 

Dear Santa Claus ,

I would love to gift every child a loving home with full of open arms for hugs and cuddles hands to stable them before they fall on this path they walk on called life mouth that only utter words of love and encouragement eyes that show them the admiration and understanding and the help they can get to get educated from the best schools and a way to better living.

J. J

UNITE TOGETHER
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December 24, 2016
 

Broken

She was 'breaking apart' those were the only words that could describe her perfectly. The loneliest moment in someone's life is seeing their whole world fall apart and all they can do is stand there helplessly with a blank stare that was the similar fate of hers.No one saw the pain etched on her face the tears rolling down her face and the pleading look to anyone casting their gaze towards her. All she wanted was him to hold her world from falling apart.To feel what she felt for him the deep raw emotions of love and need she didn't know which one was it but all she knew that when he left her even after knowing how she felt with the same old excuse of ' I love you too but it isn't you ...

LOVESTRUCK
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December 24, 2016
 

Dear Lettrs Staff,

Thank You so much for gifting me the star war rogue one stamp. Really means alot to me. Touched my heart dearly. You guys are awesome. Thank You once again for showing me such warmth.You bring the little joys in my life which are so precious to me .❤

J. J

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MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU
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December 22, 2016
 

      Bitter truth

There were days where I wanted to give up on life I wanted the misery to end like a wounded broken person taking last breath and praying for the dark calmness to take over and free them from their pain. Life has been nothing but bitter and tragic. People I once loved and cherished saw some of them being destroyed helplessly or got destroyed by some of them. At times life was very cruel and I had no other option but to suck it up and face it. When I was in need of someone’s shoulder I was rudely reprimanded and was told “ be strong “ what they didn’t realise how painful the moment was for me I didn’t want their advices but someone to hold me close with love and say “ don’t ...

SAD
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December 18, 2016
 

The continuation......

They both were happy but of course for two entirely different reasons she was finally going to get rid of him and him because he would finally let his girl know how he felt neither of them knew what awaited them. As planned she stood him up and never went on the date while he waited for her there as he saw the time passing by and when she didn’t turn up different scenarios started running in his mind he got worried so he called her multiple times but she kept rejecting his calls ignored his messages that’s when he knew he was stood up and it shattered his heart meanwhile she was in bed ready to sleep and that’s what she did she slipped in to blissful sleep with smile...

TE AMO
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December 18, 2016
 

          Their Love Story

She was 16 chubby, socially awkward, quiet, nerdy teenager .He was 24 tall, handsome, smart, charming pilot. They were two different people from different worlds but fate had some wicked plans for them. He was best friend's annoying older brother she was kid brother’s cute best friend and yes you guessed it right as all fairy-tales and movies their lives were also going to be cliché.
This is how their story began .....

She would always be teased by her best friend’s older brother whenever she was over at their house and when he would be there too while on holiday .He annoyed her to no end would always jeopardise their plans and always poke his nose where it didn’...

TE AMO
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December 16, 2016
 

I'm Sorry ...

I used to love how he would call me and talk to me for hours to no end blabber about nothing important or how I would tease him and make him go all crazy that’s what he would say I make him crazy and that he would never talk to me again but wouldn’t be able to do what he said because somewhere down the line we both knew we needed each other even though we had this whole facade of being ‘just friends’ .We were both fooling each other and before we could realise what we truly felt things just started to get messed up we ended up fighting a lot more, he became quiet and I got nervous. One evening we ended fighting over something he said while he said it in different positive persp...

LEARN FROM YOUR FALLS
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December 15, 2016
 

I saw an Angel in my dream sitting in a meadow near a stream

Dressed in a gown beautiful in white had a smile that shined so bright

Left me completely dazed upon reaching her the truth I faced

She was none other than my beautiful Mother

Being embraced by the Angel it felt so real that my eyes started to tear

My heart shattered when I woke up from my dream I cried with sorrow and silenced  my scream

Silently my heart whispered we shall see her again my dear keep courage and do not tear

Dedicated to my Mom in heaven. Miss you alot Mom till we meet again 💔

J.J

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SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
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December 14, 2016
 

Was it you or was it me?

Was it a reality or was it a dream?

Was it love or was it lust?

Was it true or was it false?

Was it worth it or was it loss?

Was loving you a mistake or was it not?

Was it my fate or was it my destiny?

Was it your choice or was it your option to want me the way I want you?

Was it a crime or innocence to desire you the way I did?

I guess I'll never know the answers to these questions since you've abandoned me!

J.J

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JE T'AIME
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December 13, 2016
 

I am a girl and this is my world

Had I been given a chance to reveal what I had been through the world would cease to exist

My voice was silenced before I could utter those words and now they haunt my soul for eternity

You could supress my voice when I was weak and alone how will you quieten the million voices that echo my story through every scream and whisper

They will sing of the cruelty a burdend soul has endured

You'd lusten of a frightened girl begs for her mommy to hold her because of the demons who scared her

A heart screams for mercy in agony

A mind being tortured with memories and nightmares  

Smell the fear of what pain was to come next and taste the bitterness of words...

DARK ASH GREY
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