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Joshua Ryan Stewart

PO# 626554
United States
United States
You write, I'll bleed
October 27, 2018
 

out of all the places
and wonders
that i could experience
i choose you
for all the things
to not merely experience
but to explore
to be held accountable
for a life
should be full of living
and darling
i want to life with you
-joshua ryan stewart

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LET GIRLS LEARN
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October 27, 2018
 

It is not what inspires you to write.
Nor is it exactly what you write.
Poetry is what you see,
what you feel,
what you find...
When the poem is done.
Keep digging,
keep climbing,
keep going.
Because treasures are seldomly found;
because treasures are made.
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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LET GIRLS LEARN
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October 23, 2018
 

i am unapologetic
and reckless
within my own existence
fragile
yet driven
but i am not without care
because i know
that i don't know
for this i am sorry
because whatever
you’re battling
or for whatever
you can’t believe in yourself
i know
there's always someone
or something else
to blame
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 23, 2018
 

i’ve slept under the stars
and danced in the rain
i’ve been lost
not trying to find anything
i’ve traveled miles
to the roads end
just to begin
but i have to say
darling
the best adventure
i’ve ever stumbled upon
is found within your eyes
a spirit of life
that has always given me hope
for the places i can’t see
that you’ve always
taken me
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 23, 2018
 

trying to express, explain something. that is written within my heart. as it spreads, throughout my soul. dancing naked upon the thoughts of you. it can be seen in the steps of my walk. as my mind goes wild. trying to keep up with my heart and soul. all crazy about you, a lady so fine. i can not even find the words to define. exactly what, you do to me. it is the best kind of crazy. i have ever known. pure, and wild… as i come undone beautifully within butterflies, and these smiles. my soul dances upon these words. written within my heart… for yours.
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 22, 2018
 

a gentle amount of madness
a special mixture of nonsense
an elixir of my chaos
poetically engineered
from the scars
that shine like stars
from my eyes
my heart and soul
are meant to be felt
as i bleed out
the truth within ruins
once known as my mind
needing to be explored
exposed
and unraveled
for what i hold inside
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 17, 2018
 

for the first time in my life
i wish i could write
some of those
pretty bullshit lines
call it poetry
let it flow
but all i have
are these eyes full of tears
as my soul sheds
diamonds
falling like rain
from my eyes
precious pains
of my heart
overflowing
and growing
because
goddamn
it has taken me a lifetime
to feel alive
beyond the poetry
and the pretty bullshit
or is that petty
calling something pretty
so perhaps i wish i could write
some of those
pretty bullshit lines
to try and describe
a beauty
now alive in me
perhaps in time
i will find the words
to your beautiful
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 15, 2018
 

a heart beat
a breath
alone
they may not mean much
but what they fill
we surely can feel

because some magic
will always need
spells
-joshua ryan stewart

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WHITE CLOCK
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September 27, 2018
 

​waking with a setting sun 
have i forgotten 
why i was given this day 
for even within the silence 
that surrounds me 
most of my days 
i still carry a voice 
screaming deep down within me 
capable of piercing through 
the silence 
found within my days 
so i’m going to sing 
and if you can find your voice 
would you please 
sing your song too 
-joshua ryan stewart

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HELLO AUTUMN
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August 13, 2018
Uniontown, United States

perhaps
i could burn
eternally
and a day
with the passion
in my soul
but
my days
become forever
with you
burning in my heart
-joshua ryan stewart

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LOVING
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August 7, 2018
Fairmont, United States

Calculating beyond my surroundings
It's been more than
Where I've been
Or where I could go
Perhaps it's where
I am
Throwing out game plans
Because it's never been a game
We all lose
Without an end
And that is how it begins
I can make it from here to there
Without even putting it all together
Although
I've always calculated
On my feet
While being held on my back

I can't say what is
Right or wrong
All I know is that
I'm singing this song
Line after line
Subtracting the chorus
Rearranging the verses
Nothing sounds the same
Yet at times
The words
Are all the same
Joy to scars
And turn it around
Redefining the stars
Is all in our hearts
A match to be made
With fire...

BE KIND
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August 4, 2018
Montana Mines, United States

there never was
much to a kiss
until a kiss
brewed through my veins
rattling my bones
as the flavor
saturated my soul
i never thought
much of a kiss
until a kiss
carried the flavor
of you
through my soul
-joshua ryan stewart

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LOVING
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June 1, 2018
Uniontown, United States

keep the simple
within the spaces between
dances of the rain
the storm in the veins
laying the thoughts down
to give moments
more than what can be taken
flow like eddies
upon the riptide
somewhere between
pulling you
and pushing me
-joshua ryan stewart

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 1, 2018
Uniontown, United States

neck deep in the mess
lungs compress
while stars crash into the dirt
spinning around
wanderlust in breaths
you can't afford to miss
nor can you afford to keep
it all rattles
falling to reach beyond
up or down
grasping
gasping
what we have to touch
can't always
be held in our hands
-joshua ryan stewart

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 18, 2018
Fairmont, United States

closing my eyes
she kisses me
and my blood flows
like wildfire
through my veins
opening my eyes
as her eyes
pour into mine
and then
she smiles

fuck
i live to die
in her love
-joshua ryan stewart

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EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 16, 2018
 

like heartbeats
and breaths
i'm gasping
and living
in the moments
beyond the betweens
as my love for you
flows through
and grows in me
-joshua ryan stewart

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LOVE, HER
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January 23, 2018
Fairmont, United States

i never get tired
looking into your eyes
those big gorgeous brown eyes
of amber and onyx
where i've found
more than gold
the deeper i look
the more i feel
your precious soul
and perhaps
some men are taken
by the sea
and lost just the same
but darling
i'm taken
by the magnitude
of your magnificent existence
knowing that
while i look into your eyes
there's no way
i could ever be lost
when i'm
where i want to be found
-joshua ryan stewart

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 4, 2018
Fairmont, United States

it's uncanny
the way
she touches my soul
feeding the starved beast
locked inside
like candy from her soul
while captivating
my heart and mind
with a passion
that is hers
perhaps
every beast
needs its beauty
to find his true wild
-joshua ryan stewart

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A NEW DAY
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November 9, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

you showed me your heart
told me to come inside
it was mine 
and good lord 
did i not hesitate 
to break my cage 
of self made shackles 
like fragile bones 
to follow my heart 
into yours 
where i’ve found 
wonders 
beyond all my wandering dreams 
and even at times 
when it goes black 
and you feel like winter 
i brave the darkness and the cold 
because when a fighter 
finally finds something 
worth fighting for 
they become a warrior 
made of soul 
and born from heart 
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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October 28, 2017
Fairmont, United States

With a passion in her eyes,
flattering what was in mine.
We both yearn for each other.
And I thought...
This must be what it feels like.
When the moon,
gives the oceans...
Direction.
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FIERCE
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October 28, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

I don't need her trying to be
My everything
Because I want her to breathe
And be
Whoever the fuck she wants to be
I don't need to be
Her entire world
She needs her own
I just want to be the part
She calls hers
In a special way
The place she can be free
Within wildly passionate feels
Soft peaceful vibes
And if her mind
Needs to slow the world
I'll blur the world
Softly embracing hers
So she can focus
On what she needs
Because I love that girl
I don't have to be
Her everything
Just the place
That is hers
Within all the things
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FUN TIMES
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October 22, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

echoes blared over the mountaintops. and down through the valleys. from every which way. as they whispered my name. to some distance lands. as they tried to play on my heart strings. yet i haven't been a puppet for years. laughing as i said... fuck the show. for my age i started to feel. upon this crumbling stage. where i’ve rocked these masses. without a mask. unapologetically rambled, my lyrical demise. and for these words… i will not apologize. yet i bleed truer than yesterday. for i’ve walked thousands of miles. to places that i couldn't see, and they couldn't find me. but i’m here today. for the strings, that couldn't pull me, nor bind me. and the places that i couldn't be. got me from t...

COURAGE
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October 21, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

Creativity. Imagination. Dreams. Goals. Reality.

I've always been an impossible odd. Harder than hell to contain. Give me room. And watch me touch the ground, and hold the sky. I don't mind leading. The stars spoke for me on that one. Life isn't boring to me. It's crazy beautiful. As I get excited for... another day to conquer. That fire, burning deep within my soul. I'll get carried away. Following my heart. It's in my eyes. The energy I create. Has no ends. Anything and everything is possible. In my eyes. These words randomly flow out of my head. But what is in my heart and soul is far from random. Put thought into it, but don't get lost though. The meanings are simple. Creativity hails f...

FIERCE
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October 15, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

the only reason to fear
the thunder
is if you missed your chance to
ride the lightning

ride the lightning
and let the thunder
echo of you
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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October 5, 2017
Fairmont, United States

before you found me
perhaps i never really knew
a love worth a damn thing
but until i met you
i truly never fucking understood
what it meant to
feel at home
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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September 30, 2017
Grafton, United States

Pull for push
You into me
Up against the wall
As we tear them down
Tell me the things
Within your head
I want to hear
What you hold
Within long hard kisses
Reaching our souls
Let's taste the passion
Nibbling at our necks
With our hands to hold
Wrapping around each other
Pushing into the pull
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FUN TIMES
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September 29, 2017
Fairmont, United States

You told me
If you push me away
Intentionally or unintentionally
To pull you closer instead
Matching your push
With my pull
But even though
I adore your voice
That is something
You never have to ask
Because darlin
What pulls me to you
Has a hold on me
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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INDELIBLE
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September 22, 2017
Fairmont, United States

writing love letters
short or long
saying what you admire about
adore
and are grateful for
and within your love's existence
like how listening to you talk
hearing you breathe
just gives me an added  happiness
and wanting to see your face
even though
all i have to do
is close my eyes
to feel you here
no matter how far
you are
a simple thought
within a day's chaos
that makes you smile
and blush like an idiot
yet some will say
this is cheesy
but haven't you earned
this happiness
to let your love flow
and grow
just look at how it makes you glow
-joshua ryan stewart

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 21, 2017
Fairmont, United States

darlin
bring it raw
true to the core
take it in and moan it out
this passion we desire
smoothing our minds
within orgasmic ecstasy
throughout our existences
rapid heartbeats
teaching us we don't have to
leave the ground to soar
feeding our  souls
as the goosebumps show
upon each other's  skin
we crawl
if we're touching or not
digging deeper into one another
to grow stronger within each other
-joshua ryan stewart

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 14, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

her beauty
is like a crescent moon
where her shine
is admirable
but it's the parts
that don't always show
that i have to look close
to see
that takes my breath away
-joshua ryan stewart

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SOUL
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