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Joshua Ryan Stewart

PO# 626554
United States
United States
You write, I'll bleed
April 18, 2018
Fairmont, United States

closing my eyes
she kisses me
and my blood flows
like wildfire
through my veins
opening my eyes
as her eyes
pour into mine
and then
she smiles

fuck
i live to die
in her love
-joshua ryan stewart

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EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 16, 2018
 

like heartbeats
and breaths
i'm gasping
and living
in the moments
beyond the betweens
as my love for you
flows through
and grows in me
-joshua ryan stewart

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LOVE, HER
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January 23, 2018
Fairmont, United States

i never get tired
looking into your eyes
those big gorgeous brown eyes
of amber and onyx
where i've found
more than gold
the deeper i look
the more i feel
your precious soul
and perhaps
some men are taken
by the sea
and lost just the same
but darling
i'm taken
by the magnitude
of your magnificent existence
knowing that
while i look into your eyes
there's no way
i could ever be lost
when i'm
where i want to be found
-joshua ryan stewart

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 4, 2018
Fairmont, United States

it's uncanny
the way
she touches my soul
feeding the starved beast
locked inside
like candy from her soul
while captivating
my heart and mind
with a passion
that is hers
perhaps
every beast
needs its beauty
to find his true wild
-joshua ryan stewart

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A NEW DAY
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November 9, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

you showed me your heart
told me to come inside
it was mine 
and good lord 
did i not hesitate 
to break my cage 
of self made shackles 
like fragile bones 
to follow my heart 
into yours 
where i’ve found 
wonders 
beyond all my wandering dreams 
and even at times 
when it goes black 
and you feel like winter 
i brave the darkness and the cold 
because when a fighter 
finally finds something 
worth fighting for 
they become a warrior 
made of soul 
and born from heart 
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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October 28, 2017
Fairmont, United States

With a passion in her eyes,
flattering what was in mine.
We both yearn for each other.
And I thought...
This must be what it feels like.
When the moon,
gives the oceans...
Direction.
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FIERCE
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October 28, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

I don't need her trying to be
My everything
Because I want her to breathe
And be
Whoever the fuck she wants to be
I don't need to be
Her entire world
She needs her own
I just want to be the part
She calls hers
In a special way
The place she can be free
Within wildly passionate feels
Soft peaceful vibes
And if her mind
Needs to slow the world
I'll blur the world
Softly embracing hers
So she can focus
On what she needs
Because I love that girl
I don't have to be
Her everything
Just the place
That is hers
Within all the things
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FUN TIMES
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October 22, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

echoes blared over the mountaintops. and down through the valleys. from every which way. as they whispered my name. to some distance lands. as they tried to play on my heart strings. yet i haven't been a puppet for years. laughing as i said... fuck the show. for my age i started to feel. upon this crumbling stage. where i’ve rocked these masses. without a mask. unapologetically rambled, my lyrical demise. and for these words… i will not apologize. yet i bleed truer than yesterday. for i’ve walked thousands of miles. to places that i couldn't see, and they couldn't find me. but i’m here today. for the strings, that couldn't pull me, nor bind me. and the places that i couldn't be. got me from t...

COURAGE
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October 21, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

Creativity. Imagination. Dreams. Goals. Reality.

I've always been an impossible odd. Harder than hell to contain. Give me room. And watch me touch the ground, and hold the sky. I don't mind leading. The stars spoke for me on that one. Life isn't boring to me. It's crazy beautiful. As I get excited for... another day to conquer. That fire, burning deep within my soul. I'll get carried away. Following my heart. It's in my eyes. The energy I create. Has no ends. Anything and everything is possible. In my eyes. These words randomly flow out of my head. But what is in my heart and soul is far from random. Put thought into it, but don't get lost though. The meanings are simple. Creativity hails f...

FIERCE
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October 15, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

the only reason to fear
the thunder
is if you missed your chance to
ride the lightning

ride the lightning
and let the thunder
echo of you
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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October 5, 2017
Fairmont, United States

before you found me
perhaps i never really knew
a love worth a damn thing
but until i met you
i truly never fucking understood
what it meant to
feel at home
-joshua ryan stewart

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INDELIBLE
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September 30, 2017
Grafton, United States

Pull for push
You into me
Up against the wall
As we tear them down
Tell me the things
Within your head
I want to hear
What you hold
Within long hard kisses
Reaching our souls
Let's taste the passion
Nibbling at our necks
With our hands to hold
Wrapping around each other
Pushing into the pull
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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FUN TIMES
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September 29, 2017
Fairmont, United States

You told me
If you push me away
Intentionally or unintentionally
To pull you closer instead
Matching your push
With my pull
But even though
I adore your voice
That is something
You never have to ask
Because darlin
What pulls me to you
Has a hold on me
-Joshua Ryan Stewart

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INDELIBLE
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September 22, 2017
Fairmont, United States

writing love letters
short or long
saying what you admire about
adore
and are grateful for
and within your love's existence
like how listening to you talk
hearing you breathe
just gives me an added  happiness
and wanting to see your face
even though
all i have to do
is close my eyes
to feel you here
no matter how far
you are
a simple thought
within a day's chaos
that makes you smile
and blush like an idiot
yet some will say
this is cheesy
but haven't you earned
this happiness
to let your love flow
and grow
just look at how it makes you glow
-joshua ryan stewart

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 21, 2017
Fairmont, United States

darlin
bring it raw
true to the core
take it in and moan it out
this passion we desire
smoothing our minds
within orgasmic ecstasy
throughout our existences
rapid heartbeats
teaching us we don't have to
leave the ground to soar
feeding our  souls
as the goosebumps show
upon each other's  skin
we crawl
if we're touching or not
digging deeper into one another
to grow stronger within each other
-joshua ryan stewart

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 14, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

her beauty
is like a crescent moon
where her shine
is admirable
but it's the parts
that don't always show
that i have to look close
to see
that takes my breath away
-joshua ryan stewart

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SOUL
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September 11, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

if they ask where i have gone
tell them that my heart and soul
has to be wHERE
and focus on what is important to me

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FUN TIMES
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September 4, 2017
 

a precious little girl
holding her father's hand
as a couple jokes
with their precious little son
by their side
about what are you
going to do
when the boys come
and perhaps
i should have
kept my mouth shut
but as i bit my tongue
i was bleeding
in more ways than one
so i approached
strangers
to state a simple thought
"what are you
going to do
to teach your sons
that it's their place
to make such a question
irrelevant"
-joshua ryan stewart

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INTERNATIONAL CHARITY DAY
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September 4, 2017
 

of those romantic getaways. sex on the beach, rustic cabins. all those sunsets and sunrises. beautiful places, exotic dances. setting sail upon the waves, or a cool mountain breeze. singing songs of love, to fill the air. it all sounds good to me. but i hope it's not those places. i have to travel... to become closer, to the one i love. because love takes me places, without a single physical movement. like lying on the couch. resting my thoughts of a long day. within the heartbeats, echoing upon my skin. of a soul, at home with mine.
-joshua ryan stewart

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FUN TIMES
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September 4, 2017
 

perhaps i’m a crazy fool
fueled by the chaos
raging in me
where i  am found
wandering
upside-down
and sideways
guided by my heart
but within all this chaos
the grandest adventure
i could possibly think of
is within a heart
making me home
where my chaos undresses
within the madness of yours
giving life to
the grandest adventure
i could possibly dream of
-joshua ryan stewart

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#INKTOBER
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September 4, 2017
Fairmont, United States

i hear your heart upon a whispering breeze. singing a song to mine. and that’s just fine. but darling, you’re going to have to… scream for me. because hearts shouldn’t be so easily felt. so our songs need to be everything we mean, everything that we are. or we’ll lose our songs…
upon a whispering breeze.
-joshua ryan stewart

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BETTER TOGETHER
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September 2, 2017
Fairmont, United States

it doesn't hurt to love you
because darlin
you've given me
meaning to hurt less
and that's a love
i'm willing to hurt for
-joshua ryan stewart

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LOVE,PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING
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September 1, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

darling, i never was
one to follow the stars
and i’ve been just fine
traveling alone
rambling on, and on
about a distance
found within my soul
beyond the reach
where echoes fade away
and feelings come to stray
yet it’s in this place
where i find you
and even within silence
i can feel you here
alone with me
-joshua ryan stewart

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BETTER TOGETHER
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August 31, 2017
Fairmont, United States

the beauty within minds
hearts, souls, and bodies
intelligent conversations
nonsense ramblings
tingling sensations
sweaty situations
bits of pieces
of a well designed chaos
throwing sparks
waiting to catch fire
yet catching fire
will never be enough
to keep it exploding
because without fueling
this well designed chaos
we’re just running on empty
-joshua ryan stewart

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STAY STRONG TEXAS!
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August 29, 2017
 

i don't fear
the depths of you
or this love
i believe in them
because i'm not drowning
but learning how to breathe
where it's not the fact
that i'm falling in love
constantly more
oh no darlin
it's how we are
growing in love
with each other
how we have
a magical passion
to flow like poetry
to each other
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STAY STRONG TEXAS!
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August 29, 2017
Montana Mines, United States

let’s throw ourselves down on some blankets, spread across the ground. lying in each other’s arms, and laughing about everything that ever made us cry. stare at the sky, and wonder why out loud. rambling about the things that don’t have to make sense. trading scars for smiles, and losing the fears we found in these miles. because what we have lived, doesn’t define what we can be living.

-joshua ryan stewart

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MOONWALK LIKE MICHAEL
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