|Between the pain and sadness there are few precious moments of happiness|
I look has street lamps pass by
I'm roaming around empty roads
driving by states to stay strong I try
I reach to the interior not a soul in sight.
Yet this loneliness doesn't flinch me like the loneliness that awaits me at home all nights.
Haunted roads don't scare me like an empty bed where I hold a pillow and break down at times.
But it's what we good men endure for the world seems to be blind.
I fail to muster hope to look for anymore signs .
Vodka, Rum, Whiskey doesn't drown my sorrows no more not even cheap wines.
I'm not so morally weak to get my need for love fulfilled by meaningless flings and love bytes.
For I never told the world was a fair place I won't say I was lied .
I gave it ...
How the fuck am I suppose to move on,
Your in my veins, I go into recovery
but your always lurking somewhere in memories.
Hell you could understand what you meant to me, You even realized what you did to me
But eventually that's all you'll be a memory.
You wanted me to set you free
live your dreams roll around in greed.
But don't ever return to me when life seems bleak . I felt we were meant to be , but all you wanted was yourself always Me Me Me.
Now go on and crib about how your new bf is a creep and you stuck in quick sand deep.
What thou sowed bitch thou hath reap .
I miss my Home away from Home
Oman my second motherland,
I spent my childhood and teenage life there
My education Excellent I could never fair.
I miss you Oman even though I never had a love affair.
But the beauty of sand and harsh sun spoke to me . It made me strong enough to survive
I was trained by nature never experienced any blizzards.
I shed a tear has I flew over, You treated me like a son To me after India you are Dear.
I'll return someday soon I hope .
Even though I didn't belong to you
you made me feel belonged.
I miss you ISWK I'll miss how our flag swayed.
Darkness to light in my memory shall always remain .
Most of all I'll miss school plays
Being in the ch...
The sunsets off the cost,
I can hear the angels call me almost
The devil tries to pull me down Stay
I'll give you everything he boast.
Come with me I'll give you, your queen
I'll even take out her ego and she'll keep you supreme.
I know you think I'm the devil I'm suppose to burn but freeze instead extreme.
Look Rad the life you had was bad God was just being an *$$, join me we'll find beauty that never ends sing n dance.
But I knew what I had to do, I was do e fighting destiny I knew howy story ended for the archangel Michael had shown me his plans .
The war was coming the apocalypse was at hand.
I knew my fate if I chosen God and stood by the stance.
Maybe it was the way to o...
Lettrs needs an edit feature . I have A.D.D due to which even after proof reading my own works . I end up missing few words even though I feel that it's there . I hate leaving a poem or lettr that seems to be missing words and painful when You have to delete it . Loss of lettrs view and comments n impressed acknowledgements . I urge the team to let there be an edit feature I know it defeats the whole idea of writing a letter . How about limiting the edit ?
If you don't love me no more
then why do you call me a good guy n closed door.
You called me the devil, a monster even more.
What am I suppose to think of you riddle me that .
None of that matters, you ain't back
All you ever wanted were stacks of racks.
I wonder how low would you go,
what if I gave you my card and you did it till they maxed yo .
Would you then blow me some more, go down even more .
Till what point would you go low till ya called your mirror a hoe.
You can't handle the truth you can't even handle a classy vermouth * (ver-mooth)
Look what I had made for you,
it left me all burnt and blue
you broke my Chivalry for true
so don't blame when I hate on fools
who still dr...
I take a puff in the air
I don't give a fudge that nobody cares.
So you can blast your horns behind cuz that's were you behind bleeding from ears n eyes.
Are still fudging mad,
about the mile high club up in the air.
To be honest I swear it was on my bucket list look right there.
Look at the flowers Ted .
Boom I blew off his head and most of his hair.
Now he missing that flair he wrote so many lines like a hugging a Virgin proustite on the side line and made it like sequel of The Notebook with sh*tz designs .
I waz p*ssed that time, Maybe that's why I got possessed by Kayne West pushed out ta line. Baby you remember when dat nerdy fudger spilled my glass of wine . I raised my fist up shove...
Girl think it's a guys job to approach and the guys feel that girls should approach them . Reason why the good people are either single or end up in a scaring relationship
Let me put this out there,
the Zombie apocalypse doesn't give me the scare.
Even though I can hunt down rabid a psycho bear, Hunting down another human even if it's the ex's now that's what I might despair.
Maybe then I'll breath some fresh clean air.
Chop down timber in the morning and zombie when the night gets here .
It's not like I don't have fear ooh trust me it's deep somewhere . But I'd love to be here when the zombies come near
only thing I'll miss is maybe those cold beers.
So in the end its all about survival y'all keep walking even when they kill your dear .
Miss em while you light a fire on the roof.
promises their death,makes you sincere .Cause nothing will change even if...
Every lettr that's been ignored.
I'm never been a featured writer, my talent's never been adored .
I write what seems like cosmic moments captured is words.
But everyone is just whizzing thru those texts.
If got more than 5 reads that peaks my interest,
your a god if you got 4 impressed .
It's hard to compete with girls posts a pic of them in some dress.
Or even with the guys who sketch Like its graffiti done on those public bench.
It's not your fault they don't like it their attention span is at a level of pretend.
While we write issues that are critical I need this addressed .
And to spend the time and get out shown cause you couldn't draw them drawings best .
So all you lettrsit out th...
Another poem to be ignored
What do you do, when you create heart touching poetry and pieces but it remains ignored by all ?
Not once to come alive, to touch someone's heart . What's the use of Art if it can create that spark .
Why Hugs R Goooooood
Physical aspect :a hug with at least 2 mississippi long . Transfers heat from the other body source giving the skin a unique sensation . Hugs where you can hear the other person heart beat actually helps you in sync with a heathy heart . Beats feeling of isolation and loneliness.
Emotional Aspect : Hugs aren't doled out like hellos . Therefore they are more special . Longer the hug the more emotional attachment one gains. Longer hugs at an quiet environment actually end up has a memory. It's often viewed has a person letting you touch their soul or forming a strong bond .
The Spiritual Aspect : Hugs are a way of transferring energy . Hugs are allowing the other person ...
Why are you afraid to be alone.
You weren't like this before.
You loved the isolation more than anyone. You never hated couples but they never caused you heartaches.
I know a few songs have stained by the memories fill in . A few places ruined a few cloths that she felt . Why is so hard to have her memories to be dealt with.
Why even after months pass by do you think what what ifs n buts .
Why don't you pickup the pieces and walk away like she did. Why do you self sabotage your own bids . Deleting the songs just won't do deleting Facebook wasn't any good .Even hoping a text seems stu-pid . I think about it all promises I remember em I did. But how do you forget it when it's burnt into your...
Its when you always have to initiate conversation with them.
Annoyance is when they only remember you when they need a job or some counseling .
Annoyance is they accuse you of not talking to then when they never in their existence of your life ever said the first hello
And then your branded has Anti Social .
Yours truly that honest guy
Ever feel so alone in middle of a crowd that you just give up destiny and love that start to make peace with the idea that you'll spend your whole life alone ?
Don't let me go
hold on a bit more
just close the door
let's figure us out
remember the fire place we cuddled on the floor.
I know you don't wanna leave I can see thru you to the core.
Together for ever We swore
Don't forget that promise Mi Amor
I wanna make this work
I'm committed to this work now even more.
Look in to my eye I'm exposing my soul,
don't push me like a stranger and being all cold.
Say something I feel you fleeting
my soul just died at you reach out the door .
My heart is bleeding, your love has been breeding and now you leaving .
And it's gonna be hard cause your in veins and now I'll have all drained .
How do I get all our memories outta my brain. There is nothing left ...
Open Letter to the World
Going thru a break is tough ,
I know it's fudging rough.
You start to wonder what was my blunder, how could I have kicked up this storm with out the warning thunder.
I know you wanna bury your self 6 feet down under,
But murdering your body isn't your real agenda.
Your just hurt, your soul has been tortured in hell fire.
Do you think taking that way out won't leave you with consequences dire ?
You think your life is cause a lover left you. This about your parents stupid the one who raised you.
You this it was easy for them to wake up at 2 cause you were crying and fear you might go blue .
How could you be so cruel to them they went thru hell to make...
I'm done saying the first hellos,
I'm done being the nice guy always wearing the halo.
Why should I bother when none of you seem to care .
Like I'm some carpet rug how can anyone think this is fair ?.
And I'm called the mean one, why cause I cut off people for being unfair.
So you can take all the flair you got go toe to toe with my attitude I dare .
So don't think of this has a scare
I have done before I'll do it again you can have my swear
WORST DATE IN 5 WORDS .
It ended with, You're brown
#baddate #worstdate #sad #discrimination
When darkness falls and all seems quiet and dull .
I'll be your firefly and shine on even though it's tough .
In this crazy world we hurt our own,
once cherished is charred up .
There might be a million emotions behind those gifts and stuff .
But like a diamond in the rough.
Push me down and knock me out,
so I can stand up again and scream it's time to send you to sleep slut,
So better hold me down before I beat you down like a crazy nut.
Cause I'll never quit and never give excuses or ever caught mumbling maybes and buts.
Cause soldiers aren't born they are made and its not about royal heritage or blood.
I'm lover and a fighting but I'm a class above your thugs.
Hurt my own and I'll wipe o...
This aint about the ex
I ain't gonna write the moments we missed .
Won't write about new heart bliss .I won't write this time about some fine miss .
I'll take this moment and write about the introvertial myth.
Maybe it'll help you out with that dude and it less controversial in depth .
Or maybe it'll just bring y'all near.
So step aside and remove you ego and let me make some things clear.
That guy you love who keeps going far and returns after a month and swears he wants to be near.
He is an introvert just trying to cope with his fear.
And nah getting loaded drunk won't help not even the coldest beer.
He'll leave not to make you feel like you don't matter .
He is more shattered than yo...
So while I was celebrating my birthday . With my pals and one guy tries to butch up by downing 3 shots of Vodka . Fast forward 10 mins later . My friend (well call this one Sam) tells my now drunk friend (we'll call Bum) F*ck off . His reply makes Everyone one around us laugh while some say wtf
" You know what I know I can and I want to , But I'm not allowed to so Thank You " . Weirdest come back ever !!!!
The Silent Letters
The ink comes alive,
it begins with perception of your eyes.
It's expressed so that it maybe felt, it may react and not be a street act. Yet it fails to fulfill his desire . He strokes the ink harder . In the most expressive manner . Yet it fails for any attention it had to garner.
Seems to thee just mangled perception but hidden within its deception and a beautiful emulsion .
Once again the fades away never to be appreciated in anyway. The penman just tosses the page out , for he knows those words were gold but the world would never understand its plot
I'm running outta words to say,
its been far to many days.
I'm packing my and leaving,
I have given up on this feeling,
my heart is barely beating
can anybody stop this bleeding
my love the emotion is fleeting .
I don't wanna be hopeful no more
done with false hopes damn folklore,
My eyes are past sore
they won't shed even blood no more.
So has I hammer the last nail in the coffin .
Has I throw away the bags of sins,into the devil's pit
I say adios, diablo I hope the past is burnt to a singe and let the memory of that witch never be brought up even if I go into a drinking binge.
Has Christmas dawns upon me,
I remember the jingles
Even The Jolly Kringle
the cutest tin soldier thimbles.
But this year it'll all be quiet,
I've lost to many who were dear
They passed away but in my heart
forever they will near.
I understood a lot of life,
say what you need,even if you cry.
Expressing your self like that won't be the prettiest sight.
But know this if they love you they'll keep you in your life and when they die.
Do cry but once you wipe the tears Celebrate their life
*Dedicated to all who feel depressed or lonely this Christmas .
I remember once while I was in my relationship our fights had gotten to a point that we both feared we would part ways .
So I suggested for a week we ignore our past and celebrate a week of love
Monday- Romantic Pic
we would speak less and share pics that depicted love
Tuesday - Kiss Day
Before talking, typing or saying we would kiss
Wednesday - Gifts Day
rule was it had to be self made no buying stuff
Thursday - Hug/Cuddle Day
we both took day of from our duties and just cuddled all day long
Friday - Rose Day
not more than 12 roses to be exchanged and each time a rose is given drop everything and kiss and say I love you
Saturday - Love letters
we would write love letters each time ...
I met myself
It's been some time since I joined lettrs and I made a Friend . A special friend called Dor Ziv .
He lives miles apart from me. He follows a different religion and his style of writing is different . But we both connected over our open letters to our ex's. We both learnt even though our uniques was special but common incidents and almost identical reaction . Showed me .... Me
You bro have been instrumental and keeping my spirit and my heart glued together. Cheers to this special Bromance Cheers to Lettrs for giving me a platform to express my views while keeping my privacy intact .
Never to Late ~
It's been awhile since I wrote back to you
I know times are so crazy and maybe I'm a Lil bit lazy
But baby let me remind you for I'll be always there cause I think about you daily .
Even thought we in fight and we bullshit about whose right .
Who cares when its our lives on the line .
You say it aint gonna work and I say I ain't gonna beg. And love ain't the focus no more its all about respect .
but what we had was crazy and great I believed you were my soul mate and I know it aint so damn late .
But all you fucking say is I can't relate we are so different now maybe its late .
Don't quit on me now baby our love aint so vain . You hit me every time you feel hate and cu...