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R. Paul

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India
India
Between the pain and sadness there are few precious moments of happiness
November 9, 2014
 

I can only love you If you let me
set you free,take the time you need.
You'll soon figure it out where you
should have been .

I won't account for your treaspasses against us .
Cause when I'm in you I feel like this is where my heaven is .
It's like I'm high on pure bliss
I'm your puzzle piece without me You'll forever be incomplete .
You never find everyone better than .
So what's it gonna be a sham of wrecked relationships or a sorry let's get back together .
Don't fly to close to the sun wax is melting of your feathers . You pushed me before I could have you tethered .
Now I see chances of being us bleaker and I won't stay this long so weaker .

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November 2, 2014
 

The loss is un-bearable
the pain is insurmountable
I dunno if I can soldier on thru the mountain hole.
We all are broken down , this loss was hard for all of us .

We'll promise you this
we'll always remember you at your best .
This won't be an easy test .
you showed us to be stronger than the rest .
You always did everything possible to give us the best .
This life will be a mess ,but to have you in our lives we were blessed .
Rest in Peace you'll be sorely missed

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October 30, 2014
 

And she has passed away .

Its the fourth transition I see
going to heaven is what we believe .
Nothing can right now that can be an ease .
There is nothing you can say for my soul to please .

So I'm going to make some amends.
Many loose matters to attend .
Still hurting in the end
cause aunty you were the best.
We promise to you , we'll lead our life more than we can .
So you can be proud of us while in God's arm you rest

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October 22, 2014
 

Its time to say goodbye
I'll miss the shine of your eyes
Don't you go ahead and cry
We knew this relationship would die
Life ain't simple like apple pie

I know its hard to break our ties
but we know we ain't friends its a lie
the emotions We had lwere sublime
But we both knew it was to end sometime .

Has,We walk away keep your heart blind
To depart now is kind
Once we bond we would have lost sight
And given in without any might .
Strange world were love is wrong religion right
Hope to never see you Mr Right ....

J.Paul

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October 21, 2014
 

So I met you while I wandered away,
I had seen the moon lit bay.
I heard you whisper my name
Silly me, you screaming happiness all the way.

Its been a while since I wrote for a name,
my pain isn't yet a haze .
But its been real between us in many ways,
I was sad and you would be my sun rays .
Its not love its friendship,
sweet that remains for all days.
And won't be long before we'll see each other face to face .
Exchange a wink before we bail.
But nothing darken our glare ,
Just don't crush me when you hug me like a bear

First time writing a mini song for a friend Ann . Hope you Love it :)

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October 10, 2014
 

I'm going thru changes
my emotions is a sea that rages
making swimming to land I futile
& you seem to far like 10,000 miles
I wanna calm the heart that cries
I gave it 8 tries, ain't no lie

How do I let you know I still love you
What we had was so true
I still wear my colors them blue
I won't throw it away they were from you .
So I wait for someone to show you the path ,Which leads toward my hand . I wait for the angel to come with it you sweet and strong like Sailor's rum.  So I wait for that someone ...

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October 1, 2014
 

I feel this decay,
like an old mutt world is filled with hapless decay .
Ohh he is a stray . Let him roam the streets for no one cares which path he takes .
They push him far away, he wonders why is it this way . Why was it everyone wanted me in the beginning but now their eyes scream Go away . Is it cause my FAC Is pale . When you get no love it turns out that way .

But no one cares for I'm a stray

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September 30, 2014
 

I'm in a fight with myself daily .Every minute every hour Do I message you . Do I dare say Hello . Should I let you know I still love you. Would it matter if you knew . Would you just enjoy my pain.  It's like I'm stuck with you where we kissed and you left your self . Am I delusional was only I in love for last 7 years . Does my face ever brings tears to your face like it does to me . Maybe I should just let you go .....
And that's how another day goes by without me letting you know I still love you
- Confused in Love

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September 29, 2014
 

Fate .

I'm feeling such hate,
wait a min somebody made a mistake.
I swear it was fate,
don't tell me I'm insane
don't tell me we were a mistake .
My love for you wasn't vain,
I see my past 7 years down the drain.
My world has no sunshine it's just rain,
I don't want to but your to blame .

Now go tell the world how you cheated on me and it's my mistake ,
Or your love n promises were fake.
My soul keeps screaming it isn't to late.
Why you laughing this way,
Was I just your free time for play ??

- Rad Paul

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September 29, 2014
 

It's funny ain't it how your forgiven,
and I'm sentenced to prison .
Girls say the world ain't fair I can't seem to agree I see no reason .
If anything I defamed .
I swear I was framed .
But why would the world trust a silent guy .
Go on shed your fake tears to world them em lies
You'll be the reason I grew so cold .
I swear your truth will never be told
I'll let my soul get sold this is how another heartless guy has been mold .

- Mis-Understood by world
J.Paul

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September 26, 2014
 

In see the glimmer in your eyes
When I see you time stops by.
Your smile to me is like The Sun rise , A sign hope in these dark nights. I have seen world's 8 wondrous sights but baby your lap feels heaven in my troubled life .
I can't stop loving you cause there are many things I wanna do . And some more cause I'll never be done with you
- J.Paul  
Dedicated to my love

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September 24, 2014
 

Hey pretty woman let me in
there is something I need to share .
I need to love you with tender care . You'll get the attention you deserve I swear . I ain't begging you but I ain't giving up . My mind is made up . I'm holding you in my arms you'll be safe there . Best part is this love won't cost a fare . I'll keep it exciting and passionate like it's a sinful affair.  But know this I'm all yours Fuck the world For others I don't care  

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September 21, 2014
 

I failed in Love

I failed in finding love
it's true
I can't seem to trust anyone's promises are true
You seem to have left behind un-healable hole .
The stories of our love will never be told
I makes me wanna cry the way thing unfold .
Why are you so god damn cold .
I wanted to be with you till we are old .

How could you move on so quick.
Our chances are so bleak
it's non existent .
Why is your heart so thick .

Nikie I never lied I never cheated . I just went away When I found out you lied n this is what I get for taking a break ?   

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September 19, 2014
 

After ending a 7 year relationship . Starting to want love is.  Is it the first summer rain . Or running around laughing to your souls content almost insane . I'm no magician not like David Blain . Now that it's alone the emotions seem stained . Now even Meadows of daffodils seem plain . Now every lover seems like stations passing from a train .

If anyone could explain . I would be happy again . How love when your heart has passed away ? *seriously

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September 13, 2014
 

Is this what you do,
you left me all cold & blue.
you say we're thru,
I can't believe it's true .
Your heart seems so black & cruel.

I fought everyone for you,
I had seen us getting thru .
Now like a bird away you flew,
While I wander thru sands of memory dunes .
I whistle your fav tunes
When I see the moon

I still dream to have you back,
keep on playing our track
your side is empty of our sack.
I keep wishing this is just an act - J.Paul

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September 5, 2014
 

Why are you silent my soul,
are you wary of this long road .
Don't make your glow so slow
don't fade it's not your time to go.
Wait up I told you I'll fix this for sure,
Don't you believe me I breaking from the core .

She walked out the door,
Now you wanna cry some more.
I ain't giving up till my spark is cold
Never giving up on life that's what I told .
Don't give up man you don't know what He has in store,
Heck it even might be a major score

just don't lose faith on me now .
I'm stuck here deep down below
I watch my body fall always
Unable to hold on anymore

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September 4, 2014
 

You say that it's not fair to be lost ,
We all walked a hundred miles n paid the cost .
But you know what it taught us the most ,
When life gives you change to shine don't ever boast ,
Rather make it an inspirational toast

my positive vibe contribution #gratitude

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September 3, 2014
 

I blush when you're on the call
I hear your voice n my knees fall.
I wanna ask you out in front of the crowd
Express my love baby all around.

I swear in my arms is your heaven found,
I wish I could hear you say I love you too that's all ;)

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September 3, 2014
 

I lay here awake amidst your hate,
what brought us here not fate.
It's getting dark don't close the gate
Let's just talk this can't you just wait .
In the darkest nights I'm awake
wondering if your promises were after all fake ?

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