Getting the chills on my body,
Craving for Sunshine....
Winters are beautiful but,
if u are cosy and have some wine....
Longing to feel you again...
But all the tears are in vain..
I miss you baby, I miss you like hell,
but I am so helpless that I can not even tell...
Sometimes, I feel like an Angel, fallen on this earth.
An angel fallen due to a curse caste on her. She never finds herself fitting in this society. Thinking she is born in the wrong time zone, even in the wrong era. Knowing the world is not worth of her trust and help she crimes to do it all the time. Her body is scratched many times also her soul. She can explain the bruises on her body to her mates but what about the scars on the soul.
She tries to be cold hearten but her forgotten angelic personality does not allow her. When angel flutters her wings people feel their sorrows washed away.
Here she is Now, Waiting to meet God and asking all she could think of during her cursed life.
These are the first few words we see when we open lettrs.com. But what we are doing is it really writing??
Writing is something that is done with paper and pen, pouring out our soul on the paper. The thing we are doing these days is typing. I'm not in oppose of the technology but we can never put both on the same level.
The feel and smell of paper when it starts turning old can't be compared with the LED screen. The texture of paper and when ink is moved on it, that is what writing is...
The peace of mind and strength you get when you hold a pen which is taken equivalent to a sword. Those who love to write down their feelings, I wan't to say, once in your life time try...
Life would test you on every parameter and every step but stay positive.Life is short so don't feel burden. It is worth taking a risk. Be adventurous.
If you wanna talk to someone go, there will be two things happening: a) the person would be interested in you and you will have a long term relationship. b) the person wouldn't wanna talk to you, so what? You won't even see that person's face after few moments. So don't feel embarrassed about it. At least you won't be in dilemma to call out to that person or not.
Don't overdo your feelings. Just stay smoothly with your wild and precious life.
A big word used like a normal one. We often use this word as a synonym of being upset or being overwhelmed with guilt. I request please don't use this word so easy.
Those who are really depressed everyone is here for you.. Your family and true friends are here. You don't need anyone else to comfort you. Everything is in your mind. Talk to yourself, maintain a journal but be strong. Don't overdo anything that is not in your limits.
Don't be fool yourself for the love you want from other. Love yourself only. I don't support self obsession but self love is most important. Enjoy the solitude..
The persons you meet in the first moment may not stay till end. Learn to get involved and close slowly..
The world is full of wolves I say. Wolves taking the cape of tiger but you have to see beneath the veil. Secure your innocence and love for those who are ready to stay till end.
The love is not hard
but the lovers are indeed,
Forget about fighting
they are not even going to proceed..
You are the real queen,
if needed you should be harsh and mean..
Try to differ between guy and man,
as a man will help achieve your plan..
Go, show your that you not an easy access,
you are Damsel, but surely not in distress.....
The way you live your life defines you. The way you treat people lower to you defines you...
Sometimes people get involved in their wealth and wisdom they get a pity personality trait, "ego". This ego eats up the person, Giving distance from loved ones. We always forget the destiny of every person is same.
We forget the ideals of life like, sacrifice, love, respect and wisdom.
Ego suppresses the wisdom and thinking power. The one who can respect people Lower to them despite having all the wealth and wit are truly respectable.
Planting a seed at a time,
pouring water from the heart
with a smile like the sunshine...
The casual sadness giving the chills that would suffice.
Later in the days, blooming with all passion..
Early morning flowers, drenched in the dew drops
Bound by the wire of a young gardener..
Flowers try to grow but are withered by the sharp edged wire..
In a wish to preserve the branches and beauty,
flowers are sacrificed, they are torn and scratched..
For the happiness and insecurities of others and formalities of the world,
you are the one who shed blood from the pollen of that soft, buttery petalled flower ...
Sometimes God is just happy upon us and gives us all the happiness without even asking. We doubt our happiness that why we are getting so much, we are not even that good but trust me you deserve all the happiness in this world. Trust your instincts...
PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS.....
People say that Hate is stronger feel than Love.
But I feel petty for those whose hearts are filled with hatred.
This feel makes you do what u could never think of doing, going to your limits. Getting cheap just to irritate others. How down one can go. I feel petty for their narrow thinking and their falling below the level of hell...
Let's get on our own ways..
Let's don't get along with each other..
Breakup would be easy if we could be apart on good terms...
I'm gonna miss everything, even the pain given to me..
Breakup can be some how acceptable with boyfriend but not with friends.. My heart pounds with this decision and body freezes internally.. But I hope to get over it someday..
SEASONS OF OUR MOMENTS
We will be again together under the cherry blossom trees to cherish our eternal love and memories..
Our tears will shed like the autumn leaves..
Our heart filled with the cold snow flakes would be craving for the spring breeze and slowly that snow will melt with the sweet summer sun..
That will be our moment to embrace, meanwhile WAITING FOR THE HEAVENS TO CRAZY....
There is a great contrast in the way people work.. In western culture 'The Little Mermaid' has a happy ending whereas in Korean culture the guy doesn't love back the mermaid and she disappears like bubbles in the end..
I'm not disrespecting any culture. Every story can have different meaning for every person. Just respect this diversity and richness of each culture.
I don't know why in some places Asian are made fun of and in Asia Western people are mocked..
In the end everyone has only one fate. We all are mortals. Promote Love n Peace...
YES, I am scared.. I am scared of losing you.. I have had enough of trusting others and getting shattered pieces of my own heart in return.
I can't trap myself in this circle anymore. I want to set my soul on fire and free it. I believe in KARMA more than luck. I can give you the stars but I don't want a fallen star in return.
Why can't we walk even? Equal step for both.. Why one has to do more than the other? My inner self cries when I see the light of love fading..
My heart has prisoned many secrets..
My soul wants to set them free,
But where these birds would fly…
The world would never accept prisoners,
This harsh world where god is in stone and Satan is in human…
My secrets demand no freedom; they want to be chambered in the prison…
It is better to complete their life sentence and die,
Rather than roam in this closed big prison called world…
Spring in Autumn
I don't demand anything from you,
nor do i expect now.
I have had enough of battle
with myself. Now I need peace.
Still I feel thy touch on me
but now I shall move alone,
because I can't find thee...
Pieces of my own shattered heart
bruising my chest and flesh.
Color of my blood is seem to be
roses of funeral.
Being like Phoenix, rising up from
ashes. I know it's hard
but who told life is easy...
Walking with thee was like
as on roses, but when it turned
into thorns I didn't realise.
You ain't no my affliction
but I am to blame, as I
repeated the sin of trusting again...
Falling and drowning in the deep , deep and dark ocean, where you can't see or hear anything. You try to gasp and you inhale nothing but water.
I have never drowned but I get this feeling when someone close fulfil our expectations. We are always taught never expect but reality is whenever we some efforts for someone we expect a bit of courtesy from them.
Yes! this is "KALYUG" and you can't do anything if anyone betrays you. You hate it and wants to be selfish. On the contrary you are HUMAN so be human, don't be like others who have lost their soul in the darkness of greed and desires.
Today I was told that I am very fond of "Self Appraisal" and it is like poison.
There is a very thin line between self love and self obsession. It is very rare when you get such a quality advice from your elders.
According to me you should treasure those advises because you can never match their experience.
Love yourself first because if you can't love you then you can NEVER expect others to love you.
Fate is a funny thing. When you run towards something or someone but still it is getting away from you, it drives you crazy.
You feel drowned where no one is there to help you. None can calm you down. You and your want are just like the same poles of a magnet. Force is from both the sides but still can't come together.
Funny is life and destiny. Make your own destiny and laugh on it in your own way.
Iss dil me kitne hi raaz kaid h..
Dil to chahta h ye udd jae, pr ye nadaan prinde jae khaa..
Ye zalim duniane kha kisi kaidi ko apnaya h, ye dunia jhaa pathar me rabb or insaan me shaitan milta h..
Raaz kehte h hm kaidi hi sahi h, is dunia me jine se acha sza kaat k mr jaana h...
A short poem in Hindi by me..
The sand is warm enough, so is my mind,,
moved on but still the heart feels something's left behind.
The waves try to wash away the grains,
but no! all they do is just taking away the pains.
All that I want to do is to walk along this shore,
where I don't want my soul to shout amore amore!!
P.S. A try to write poem in english..
There are many things on which we humans have no control.. When I think of desires I get a very absurd feel. Dalai Lama says one should not possess desires but on the contrary if we won't desire how will we improve..
Life is full of these types of wars within the mind. If one asks me I guess we can have desires but we should never go crazy for them. We have come here empty handed and will leave empty handed. There is no doubt that we are the mortals. We can never take wealth, love or anything with us to the heavens.
I know I too have some desires and I am an atheist so it is easy to talk like this but it is true. Just this if you don't get what you desire accept the situation be...
I usually get annoyed when I'm getting too much of success and happiness. It give me chills that may be something really very bad is going to happen.
I just feel scared why God and Life are so good to me. It scares me that everything will be gone really soon. I'm kind of girl who is happy in less, who doesn't demand much. I wish that others should also have some luck that I have. I may be satisfied in less but others may not.
I know all this seems really weird that a person is doubting her own luck but it brings me in a dilemma in which I don't understand if it mere luck or my hardwork...
I'm a student doing my MBA. So, when my friends get to know that I write and sometimes I do POETRY also they ask me to write something then and there only.
Today the same thing happened, a friend of mine asked me to write something for him and the other day a friend asked me to write something on behalf of her to her best friend.
That was the moment I realised that writing in me comes naturally. It is not just a hobby to me but my thoughts, reflection of my personality and my feelings.
I can't just go and write something for which I'm in no mood or something with which I can't connect.
Writing is a WINE GLASS OF MY FEELINGS WHICH CAN ONLY BE TASTED IF TASTED WITH PATIENCE AND IF POURED SL...
Whenever we start something new the main problem we face is that we are so busy in doing that understanding the details that we forget our near ones.
YES! it is true. We can't accept it but it's true. We get into the new job we ignore what someone is even saying. I won't say it is wrong but the question is what others should do. When a person starts doing something totally different and alien he is scared, confused and needy. He won't say this out loud but if you love him you have to understand.
They are all yours, they love you but they just need time and your understanding. They are may be really scared they just need a hug and their space to sort out things. Just love them and don't ar...
I was working on a story and I have completed it today. I wrote a story about my late grandpa.
I evacuated myself from everything for some days and worked hard. My grandpa was an army man. He dedicated his whole life to Indian Army. He had to undergo amputation and tortures of terrorist.
He was a great man. I'm blessed that I could write something in his name.
I wish that my story gets published. FINGERS CROSSED...
Lying, it is an unavoidable and unacceptable human instinct. I am a person who never lies and expect others to do the same. But the world is full of different people. People lie to me and let me down. I know that none can avoid lying and why I hate it so much but I can never ignore such thing. I'm a very calm person but when I find someone is lying a Tsunami goes in my head. I want to say who ever lied to me I'm sorry I can't ignore this.
People, why do you lie. One day everyone would find the truth and at that you will let down your loved ones who always trust and believe in you. When thinking about all this I feel like I'm born in the wrong era because here people can never work without ly...
Today a person gave me very absurd complement, "You are mature that's why you don't mind others' reaction towards you."
I was really like you don't know how much it hurts when someone speaks bad about you but I hush because I know my energy is needed to be saved because I have a lot more to do that you have no idea about. Yes, now I am like that as I don't get offended by anyone because I expect things only from ME now. There is no person, not even my family that I expect something good. I have brave the time and I have not given even a single person right to make me sad as my happiness depends only on ME.
Never expect anyone would come and make you happy. If you can't love yourself complet...