|The wild cat with the pen in hand! #she-lion Instagram - She-lio writings|
The beginning of life is so pure and thoughts free!
It gives us the immense freedom to play, make contacts and enjoy as much as we want!
On my way to a job when I come across a few college students having fun, bunking, and doing whatever they want! Makes me feel nostalgic as hell!
It really puts me into the thoughts and memories of those good old days when "which show of the movie will be preferable to watch"
used to be the prime problem for our group!
Whereas now the problem has reached a level where all my friends are just trying to fight and decide "when can be the best day to visit their mums place so that all can see each other together as before!"
It has reached a level where all o...
Some people be like -
The ones Who will include the whole world in their frustration and divide their frustration into each and everyone in equal number!
While there are some-
Who all are so innocent that they will even take the blame of others frustration and think about it for the whole night and make their present hell without any reason!
Definitely, the second ones can be called as the pure souls!
not raising your voice for your suffering should never be defended by any means!
The fact why I am this emotional with you is,
From years long I had this shield around my heart which I used to protect myself from getting hurt from toxic people!
And you have successfully broken it by loving and caring for me enough!
which really allows me to come on my knees in front of you and to show my cat face instead of my lioness shield.
The love and the craze for you have touched the milestones these days!
I am starting to love your look alike and nature like people in my own crazy ways!❤😍
But please wait,
because he is not the grown up with masculinity!
As no one like that can reach your level that way!
He is a cute little toddler who has fucked my mind!
As I see him he reminds me of your inside beauty, innocence, cute smiles and cuddles in a floodway.
He is like a ray of sunshine in the winter!
Once got, never want to get rid off!
I am his dream girl who was never even penned by his dreams!✨
But once he got me,
his dreams realised this is how his kinda dream girl looks like, walks like and behaves like! ❤
Each and every word, spoken by people to mock me is keenly heard, laughed hard and never forgotten by me!
Silently working hard!
To pick that each word and through them on their face with the bunch of success, achieved dreams and with a pinch of love!
A love, a success, a dream which can't be there in their wildest dream!
That's how they will learn what karma is all about!
In the chaos of people who be like- thought of it but couldn't achieve this year!
Be the one who thinks and achieve as well! This year!.💫✨😍
No one else can be as committed as my bea!
The way I see him going through the hell and still be able to manage the time for me,to talk to me, to have a face time has gained the tremendous respect in my eyes for him!
I wonder how sky must be feeling being apart from earth!
This is how I feel when I miss you!
Cause the chances of meeting you are so not visible!
But the desire remains constant!
The perfect new years eve would be with the one whom I cherish the most!
There will be a sky full of stars!
And the blue beach filled with sparkles that shines bright in dark!
I will be wearing a mini dress of his favourite colour white!
And he will be holding my hand in the water with his hands full tight!
Holding his hands is the favourite part of my day!
Hence nothing can be better than this having him beside as my bea!
There will be shacks with candle light around!
Having the dinner filled with love will be all I want!
After the dinner there will be a healthy beach walk!
Playing our favourite songs in the phone we will be moving all around!
In few minutes there will be 1...
This year I have learned how to impress myself with the things which i can do!
I have learned that you are the only person who is with you in your struggles and snuggles!
I have learned that if you need to change you!
You have got you!
To mould you!
To squeeze you!
The way you want to!
I have learned that people are just there to stare you!
To melt you (in tears)!
To avail you!
To warn you!
To make you listen to!
All you got to do is,
Show them what you got to!
Show them you are not always there to!
Show them that you can say no too!
Show them you are not weak innocent cow though!
Show them you can have love too!
I have learned in misserable way, if...
Many poeople has it so common at the end of the year as -
"Thought of this/that to happen this year but it didn't happen"!
I seriously had a contrast to it, this year!
I had everything what i planned and wished for!
With my luck, blessings and never give up attitude!
😘😘😘 to 2018!
2018 had started with the party!
This full years was not less than a party!
I will cherish this year for my life for the people who came in my life this year!
Even though i am currently in a very caotic space!
The space where there is no peace!
The space where everything is going exactly the opposite of your wants!
The space where the situations are not under your control! &Where you want control them badly as hell!
The space where your inner self is screaming for the quality time with your loved one!
But you know you can't have it! 💔
Still i couldn't resist myself to start this one with the pure thankfulness and gratitude for the year 2018!
One can't express the kindness this...
From journey of being fat, then thin, then again gaining a little weight!
The only thing which have been constant was peoples opnion!
U have an opinion that "you are too fat you need to loose" which is inspiring as well as depressing! The way you take it!
(I took it as an inspiration after a long wait though!)
You have an opinion when u have reduced alot by hearing "you are becoming too dull please don't loose more"! Which is a praise as well as discouragement again as however you take it!
(Which was not paid a heed though by me)
You have an opinion when you stop going to gym and start gaining it again! And they say "hey your skin is glowing but u are becoming fat! "
Which is ...
It is strange when you could see all the close buddies who once used to be the part of your mainstream, used be there when called, make stupid plans and still have fun out of it with only one thing called "their presence", have been suddenly very busy in their lives!
Some of them are house wives and mothers and totally indulged in doing their job inside and out graciously!
There are few who are into fashion bussiness and busy in slaying it in their own way!
Out of them there are few of us who are teacher's and are constantly putting our strength in giving! Weather it comes to children, our parents, boss, better halves or in laws!
We all listen- we digest - we smile -and move on!
She had waited for this moment for years.
And now it had finally arrived.
She opened her eyes and saw him next to her sleeping with full of satisfaction !
Satisfaction of last night which was planned hundred times in both of their minds! But never occured!
It occured with even more sweetness which was unimaginable and beyond all the fantasies which is now remained as a syrupy unforgettable memory!
Within a moment, He opened his eyes and grabbed her in his arms as much as he could.
He wanted to feel her so badly that he used all his strength to grab her so that he never looses a grip of her again or as if he wanted to feel her as one as him!
This feeling gave her the ...
The best and the worst compliment which he got from me is -
Your lies are too believable ❤🔥
Deprived! (Word of the week)
There was this girl named Rim jhim!
Who used to be deprived of love!
From her pre schools she knew what love is!
And tried to find him in his popular classmate!
Who was her first ever crush!
She thought he was the one who will be by her side but destiny had some other plans! that boy had to leave the school while they were in primary classes and she was deprived of love before even getting it!
Rim jhim didn't give up any ways she tried to look for it in another friend living close by!
He used to be playful with his eyes but never with his words!
Time went by but they never spoke to each other!
And she was deprived as well as thirs...
There is this wit in the situation where,
You have made me the one who appriciates each and every second of our extra phone talks! ❤
As the habit of listening talk to you later is so regular! That it is really hard to believe we talking! 💫
Considering the burden of life and you being so workaholic, you are cherished and forgiven! 😘
First thing to remember while you set your goal is -
Never set the one which you can achieve❤
Dream the highest🤓✨
So here comes the tragic morning which rings the bell with with lots of chaos, miserable situations and unexpected mean life....
But here is our coorrage which is beyond all this to shoo the bark made by the negativity of all the above things!
Which brings it up to more power, motivation and determination to fight with the monsters around us!
When you keep on adding the burden of work and expectations from the person!
And never appriciate them with the same amount of your burden or expectations!
Don't forget that you are ruining the person by all the means and preparing them to work on giving you their worst rather than their best!
The world itself has taken us upside down with the journey of being social!
We used to have urge to meet our friends in the school everyday and have real fun while doing all the rash-tash things together!
Now with social media we are all just good in making plans and then ruin it by canceling it anyway!
We used be happy in having just french fries at macd before!
Now we are just good with going to starbucks and look idiots while taking pitures of our coffee through different angles and then upload it to show it off!
Gone are the days when we used to go to our friends place to change our sad mood!
Now keeping our watsapp dp blank is the way of telling people that I ...
He feels that his secrets are his dark side of the story!
I deny and I believe,
Being the stupid while in arguments and not able to be specific for his deeds was the horrible dark side which I never wanted to see in my lover!