|The wild cat with the pen in hand! #she-lion Instagram - She-lio writings|
I miss you,
I know it didn't feel until you were gone!
You were like this sunset when the night falls!
I know my hands could still feel your touch!
You were like this AC in the season of summer crush!
I love you,
I love you when it rains,
I love you when we play games in those rains!
I love you when you are crying!
I love you when you say you are mine.
I love you dancing in the air,
I love you when we isolate and don't care!
I love you when the sun shines,
I love you till I am alive!
I love you when it's gross,
I loved you when you gave me a rose!
I love you on this earth,
I love you in my all births!
I love you when you kiss!
I love you when we just hiss!
I love you when you fuck!
I love you when you don't and it sucks!
I love you when you say "I love you"
Sometimes I write so silly just to say how much I do!
The lesson of the day-
Being in a long distance relationship sucks to the edge where today while killing my loneliness I started playing a game.
Which reminded me of singlehood as fuck as to how I used to be the one playing around like a nerd!
Sometimes I am kinda misguided understanding myself!
The one way this mind goes to heart out and bitch about the person I don't like!
The other ways, it kinda searches on to the idea of meeting him!
Maybe the mind and heart both don't want to meet the person i dislike!
But the hell which part of me is influencing it is in oblivious!
1-She doesn't like doing my work! But she does! so that I teach her how to play the games on mobile!
2- she has never loved me more than her son. But that's ok coz I have my dad for that!
3- I could never learn cooking from her coz she has weird teaching style I never understand!
4- my friends say she's the coolest coz she's the one who joins any of our lies and plays it cool!
5- shes the best cook in the world I can't imagine eating somebody else's made food to eat!
6- I doubt when I go get married, she will be the one who will miss me the most or I will be the one doing that
I see teenagers posting pictures of their mothers and wishing her about the day but deep down this is the real...
I have never had a normal relationship with my mother!
We are more like sisters who fight!
I have never shown directly on her face, how much I love her!
Deep down we both know we do!
I have always wished to go from this home and get married!
Deep down I know she will be one of the comforting reason for me, missing my home!
I can see how gradually as our age, our love for each other has increased and how!❤
Maybe its the teenager who's slowly growing old and realizing the importance of each other!
Ps- Well, this relationship is weird but its mine I love it!
I found a rose on my practising piano in my piano classes!
The rose looked beautiful, as good as the person who kept it!
I was hoping on him, that one day he is gonna initiate!
The joy was unmeasurable when I saw him peeping from the window magnet!
The magnet had the real strength to push me towards him!
I immediately went outside to see and kiss him!
J- just keep moving and no one can stop you!
Y- you have it in you! just need to wake up a little bit!
O - "one last time," say it! every time you wanna give up!
T - take all your thoughts of "why you started it all!" Before giving up the dust of your sweat!
I - " "I am perfect" no matter who says what!" Is always the true mantra of believing in ourselves!
The lesson of the day!
Sometimes, your own body can surprise you with a little tantrum just to make you a little more motivated to do well on it and to make you aware of what you are eating!
On a beautiful, quiet spring morning I found a rose on the bench in the park and it was attached with a letter as well.
quickly I grabbed the letter with a surprise, as it was kept just for me!
Shocking to my nerves it was for the unanimous person,
And it said-
"Whoever is reading this, must know that whatever you are doing in your life! You are doing it best with your possibilities!
Promise yourself now to do the best you can!
as this rose pinky swore to me in the morning to make you happy!
Remember, you can't climb a mountain just by looking at it!
PS- if you are motivated enough then keep the letter and the flower back again to make someone else happy!
Sometimes you just feel like wow, to check on your friends without the intention of telling them anything about your life!
Because it ends up making you feel grateful to the god for not bestowing you with the whole bunch of problems in the world!
It makes you feel, that the world needs more of such people who love to hear someone out And make them feel light!
Ps- feeling proud of myself all because of god!
Don't know why!
Don't know the reason!
And don't know still why!
Why the people these days find the best option to leave the conversations, ignore the shit out of people!
And just run away from their current situations!
It irritates me the hell to see them do this instead of opting for the great safe way to give their opinion and leave!
It creates the zeal in me to make a compulsion for the parents to teach their child from the starting days that there is no such option for leaving the conversations midway!
And they need to finish the talk and go!
Ps - you get frustrated to the core when you find 2 same kinds of people on one single day in different situations!
I have identified in recent days that people close to me have administered these weird policies to deal with me!
Which makes me realize that I have the audacity to be this bitch who is tough to handle!
Ps - I am a bitch who turned herself into a proud bitch!
The great woman never accepts anybody else's perfection!
Except for her own man!
She jokingly told him I can even go to the hell if you are with me!
While she already knew shes going to do that anyway by leaving her own favourite city to marry him!
Before meeting him she had lost her sheer faith from the existence of love!
Seeing him being in love with her, she saw the blend of Romeo-Juliet aswell as Kamadeva-Rati living their life happily on earth ever after!
He quotes and he says!
I would have been in a huge loss if I were to yell at you last night coz of your stupidity!
She's amazed and she asks which loss!
Your precious tears! The answer came!
The lesson of the day!
U know that you have chosen the right man and not a boy!
As soon as you see him eating his anger and frustration but not telling you about it just because he doesn't want to see you weep!
The lesson of the day!
Show the universe the slight effort taken by you for your passion!
The results will reciprocate itself within a few days of your obsession!
The lesson of the day!
Never doubt on your man's gut feelings who loves you the most in this world!
You may always end up knowing that they were right!
I know you are stuck in friendships which you don't appreciate!
But I know all that was done just to make your friend happy!
You are forgiven!
I know you are not happy with the outcome of your work done!
But partially you are making at least 10 faces smile in a day!
You are accomplished!
I know your past sometimes makes your present unhappy!
But slightly you are in peace of not lying to your love!
You are loved!
I know you have taken some decisions which don't make your parents happy!
But eventually, the decisions are taken with the wise minds and you know someday they will like the dislikes!
You are cured!
I know you have not taken ...
I wish the dreamy love which is written in the books and fairytales with you!
I wish the charm and magic every time I see you!
I wish the bond in us never breaks!
But all the best things come with the little pain!
I wish you and I are bestowed with full of patience!
Because the world of God works that way in all the nations!
A love poem dedicated to "vada pav"
There is an eternal hunger which is generated just by looking at you for a second!
I just can't resist the smell of yours when you move in the vessel with hot oil and swirl like a beautiful pebble!
My eyes go diamond by thinking of you inside the pav and green chutney!
Your figure just make me go on my knees and says just kiss me!
I observe how my tongue melts when I take you inside my mouth!
I enjoy each and every spicy bite I take as I shout!
You are my favourite hello when on cheat days!
And hardest good by when on diet!
I just miss you these days due to my extra kilos!
Hope one day my metabolism will be soo good so that I would not have to thin...
I feel I am ok to see you upset for some time by telling you the truth!
Instead of lying to you for thousand times in thousand ways thinking you would get upset!
The lesson of the day!
Your looks and simplicity are just worth of penny!
If you don't have the maturity with it!
I remember having those lonely nights.
Where I just used to wait to let someone check my messages and go online just to see whether he's online!
I remember asking myself whether he's worth it for me being this insecure!
I knew I deserved more!
It breaks my heart remembering I used to sleep every night with the tears in my eyes! And wake up every day with those swollen eyes and heart with a hole!
Never had I ever thought that I am gonna meet someone who will change my thoughts on love being still there!
Those rough days are always the reminders to check upon on my self-worth and also be grateful for the present which is bestowed to me by almighty!
I feel I am the living pr...