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kajewrotethat

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United States
May 21, 2017
 

I need a solution. I can’t wait on time. You’re going to leave me with a huge hole in my heart. You’re going far away and leaving me to deal with this. You didn’t want to hold me back but the truth is you were one the only things that kept me together. Now I have the gigantic hole that you don’t want to fix. You wanted me to be happy and not worry about you the way I did because you won’t be near me any longer. It was too soon. We’re no longer together, but your still down the street. You haven’t left yet. Now I have to resist the urge of being angry with you, hating myself, and loving you.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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May 20, 2017
 

My fantasy was not a perfect world. It was a place when we would every problem together. Trusting one another and fighting for each other. I didn’t expect you to leave me when I did every thing in my power to make you happy. You decided that I was the problem. I would do any for you and you pushed me in the dirt. You neglected me and I sacrificed my needs to satisfy you. i could’ve helped you but you rejected me. I realized there is no such thing as a perfectly flawed world even when it is something people should strive for.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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May 20, 2017
 

Can’t live with it. Can’t live without it. I use to see your face and see endless possibilities. Peaceful meadows that were vast and never ending. I saw you’re beautiful face and saw solitude. Now that you left. I feel like I shouldn’t see your pretty face anymore. When I see that beautiful face, I feel ashamed, loss, and confused. That comfort that it gave me is gone and I can’t bare looking at you.

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May 19, 2017
 

I deserved you. You didn’t deserve me. I deserved your love. You didn’t deserve mine. I worked so hard to try to please you and prove that I was worthy. Every minute of my day I tried to figure out a way to make you happier. But somehow your love faded. Now I’m standing around feeling like a failure because my efforts and intentions didn’t go as planned. I thought we were in this together. Now that I have to let go of my claim on you, I’m disappointed that our relationship will have to disappear. It breaks my heart to even look at your face because you hurt me when I needed you the most. I wanted a happy ending for us but you should’ve never been apart of my story.  

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May 15, 2017
 

One More Time
If I could touch you one more time
If I could please you one more time
If I could kiss you one more time
If I could hold you one more time
I would never let go.
If I could control your feelings I would make them the same as mine and give you all you deserve. But I can’t. It’s impossible. My love for you wasn’t something I could quit on. No. Even when I knew you were fading away I kept trying. I couldn’t help but try to be the best man I could for you. It was what you deserved. Even when your rejection hurt the shit out of me. I still trusted in myself I could make things better. That I could fix things. But you had to severe the ties we made with each other. You are going ...

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March 18, 2017
 

As black people, we must choose our role models justly so we can become our own role models because who you follow is who you become. If we all have the same influences, how can we possibly be different? Don't be afraid to be adventurous not just observant. Your surroundings only tell half the story.  

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 13, 2017
 

"High school is a flawed challenge. It doesn't know how it wants to test us. It leads to idiots being content with their idiocy and tricks intelligent people into thinking the world won't support them. I guess the latter is true, but it's still very uncomforting. It sucks that these four years try to determine what you will be in life and the sooner you realize that, the more depressed you become. The high school dropout is never a winner, the college dropout could be though. Unless the high school dropout becomes a successful rapper, which white america love to build and eventually tear down. At times high school feels like one big trap. It's easy to get into and difficult to get out. "

Hurray for Hollywood
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December 31, 2016
 

Lies are always right in front of you. The truth is something you have to look for.

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December 30, 2016
 

It’s hard to walk up with a peaceful handshake with someone who already has their balled fists up in the air waiting for you.

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December 29, 2016
 

You are my best caretaker. The one who gives me so much love. The one who gives my mind and heart clarity and peace. It is difficult for me to summon that kind of tenderness from within. That's why I need you. I know you'll always be there for me in whatever form. But I'm grateful to have you next to me right now.

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December 29, 2016
 

CUSTOMIZED IMPERFECTIONS

Everyone has different flaws. Different things that can lead that they are insert or uncomfortable about. Everyone has their own faults. There are the things that make people different. People see imperfections as flaws. Being imperfect is the most inevitable thing in life. Your imperfections make you shine. You aren't flawless when you are perfect, you are flawless when you are comfortable with who you are.

Kaajewrotethat

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December 28, 2016
 

"TO SHOW MYSELF WHAT I CAN DO"

You gave me pain. You gave me sorrow. You gave me tears. All of this hurt all at one time. I didn't know how I could ever recover from that. But, the only good thing is that you were honest to me. I couldn't be mad at you. I could only be aggravated at myself. I learned from this heartache, now I'm ready to implement my feelings  in my art and show you how you helped me find out who I am. I learned that other people can make me just as happy as you use to make me. I don't feel any negative feeling against you. Only gratitude. Some people let emotional despair be their undoing. For me, it made me stronger.

kajewrotethat

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December 22, 2016
 

Emotion Heaven

The feeling. The passion.

Love is the best practice. The best habit. Love is the only proprietor of emotional heaven. It's spawns other feeling such as happiness, positivity and security.

If you have love you have the possibility of having everything else.

Kajewrotethat

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December 22, 2016
 

Loyalty isn't just the restraint of betrayal. It's the action of sacrifice. Sacrifice lesser things to make your partner happy.  If the feeling is true, their satisfaction will lead to your satisfaction. It will bring you more joy than those things that  are meaningless.

Kajewrotethat

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December 8, 2016
 

Starry Face

You are the greatest attraction. Your vibrancy could never harm my eyes. There are stars on your face. It's so hard to look away. I feel like you're the only source of light. There are stars on your face. You glow. You shine. You and the stars are intertwined. There are stars on you face.

-Kajewrotethat

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November 26, 2016
 

"What the Conscious says to the anxiety"

No one is here. Everyone has gone elsewhere. Yet, your still here.

Why?

Did you get left or did you stay behind?

Did they leave you for something better?
Did you stay because you were scared?

Get out of this room. You don't need to be here. Progress yourself.

You haven't even made out the door yet.

Don't you want to feel the sun?

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November 25, 2016
 

FOLLOW

I see love. I see peace.
I see clarity. I see hope.

All of these things are visible to me.
I don't have to search. I keep them in sight at all times. I follow their footprints so I won't get loss.
If they wonder, I wonder. Doesn't matter if it's in somewhere unfamiliar. Places your familiar with can be unhealthy in an instant
If they lead me away for my "friends" that's fine.
I need these things in my life
They reward me when I follow them.
My life needs these things.

You can follow too if you'd like.

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November 16, 2016
 

Moving Forward.

We seem to think that moving forward is about forgetting the past and move on to the new. That may be true, but many times we forget to learn and risk plundering all over again. The key to moving forward isn't to try to regret but constant regret. Don't beat yourself up but acknowledge your poor choices like you do the positive things in your life. Then you will be able to become a better person. Approach every situation by remembering the mistakes you've done. This will allow you to improve your life to the fullest extent. You can't become a new person because people don't function that way. You have to repeatedly try to create your best self. Aim for improvement, not perfe...

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November 16, 2016
 

Fight back. Don't let misery conquer you. Choose to overcome what's eating you from the inside. I don't care if have to scream your heart out. Misery multiplies if you don't try to remove it. Let someone know you're hurting and go from there. Don't let the misery consume you.  

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November 16, 2016
 

Fortune is the true meaning of perfect timing. Having the everything you need at the right time is a blessing. Being able to use you're tools at the right time will lead you to extended satisfaction. Your good fortune will strike soon.
Be patient.

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November 12, 2016
 

THE FEAR OF GROWING UP

Life is the greatest producer of fear. Time keeps passing and anxiety keeps growing. Life has you contemplating whether to stand still on the complacent side or start to walk into the fear. I'm scared of walking too early or standing still for too long. I wish their was a for sure way to know that you're prepared for a particular situation, but there isn't such a way. So you and I have to take our chances. No one with regular or poor upbringing is guaranteed success. When we decide to walk, we can choose to go as slow or fast as we want too. At least we can conquer our fear of growing up by moving forward and not by standing still. Apply for that college, make the art ...

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November 12, 2016
 

FEAR OF GROWING UP.

Life is the greatest producer of fear. Time keeps passing and anxiety keeps growing. Life has you contemplating whether to stand still on the complacent side or start to walk into the fear. I'm scared of walking too early or standing still for too long. I wish their was a for sure way to know that you're prepared for a particular situation, but there isn't such a way. So you and I have to take our chances. No with regular or poor upbringing is guaranteed success. When we decide to walk, we can choose to go as slow or fast as we want too. At least we can conquer our fear of growing up by moving forward and not by standing still. Apply for that college, make the art you al...

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November 12, 2016
 

Fear of Growing Up.

Life is the greatest producer of fear. Time keeps passing and anxiety keeps growing. Life has you contemplating whether to stand still on the complacent side or start to walk into the fear. I'm scared of walking too early or standing still for too long. I wish their was a for sure way to know that you're prepared for a particular situation, but there isn't such a way. So you and I have to take our chances. No with regular or poor upbringing is guaranteed success. When we decide to walk, we can choose to go as slow or fast as we want too. At least we can conquer our fear of growing up by moving forward and not by standing still. Apply for that college, make the art you al...

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October 26, 2016
Snellville, United States

Love is fulfillment. It's something you want to melt in. It's a reason for you're way of thinking and the smile on your face. It's the only feeling that everyone can say they deserve. Love is happiness. Love is a cure. It's the medicine for negative mentality. Spread the love. K

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September 18, 2016
Snellville, United States

A kindred spirit. One that I'm so fond of. I promise I will always have enough love. You're changing my life right now and making me a better person. If I never met you I don't know where I would be. I definitely would be less happy. Thank you for being you and letting me be me.

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August 22, 2016
 

14 days. 
You’re really an amazing person and I’m lucky to even know you. In just 2 weeks you’ve changed my life more than someone else could in a year. You’re so special to me and smile is so beautiful. You make my days beautiful. I love making you laugh and making you’re day brighter. Just a month ago my life seemed so dim. I’d never expect to meet someone like you so soon. We have each other now and I trust that you feel the same way about me. It’s the cutest thing when you get nervous around me. Having that effect on you feels good in a way. You notice me. Being noticed didn’t come so often in my past days. You see the positivity in me and make me feel like I could do no wrong. You’re gor...

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July 24, 2016
Snellville, United States

  Ever since you left, my pen has been just as much as a stranger as you are.

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July 12, 2016
Snellville, United States

The moment I realized you were irreplaceable is when I realized our past wasn't erasable.

KĀJÉ  

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June 22, 2016
Locust Grove, United States

Ever since I released you from my life, my words have been trapped in a prison.

KĀJÉ

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June 18, 2016
Locust Grove, United States

Knowledge and Art Justifies Everything

KĀJÉ

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