The first day in the kindergarten, start of a new phase and to make my name.
Are you his sister? That was her first phrase.
Years passed memories faded but this question remained the same.
My identity remained as HIS sisTer!
Nothing was wrong in being his sister; but just......
Looking up to the dim foggy sky,
she wanted to shout,
cry out loud but nothing she could do like that..
suddenly she bursted out and said..
"To hell with all the boundaries
Fuck with all the relations,
All the people who were used to be my dear ones,..
You chose to let me go..
But I choose something thrilling,...
Now,just find another one to hold
Coz this soul is going to mould
In an excellent way..
The Rest will be only peace.." !!
The pale moon was the witness...
For a new morning to refresh....
NO drew on the leaf ,
NO chirping of the bird .
Early morning reminded me of the serenity lost !
The fallible soul still counting the years passed and no respite from the mistakes of the past.
I too somewhere contributed for the impending doom.
And unfortunately there is no another room.
I despise the reality !
Created by 'us'.
And being a part of this fuss .
Are the 3 R's of no use ?
Is it too late to save the motherland ?
What will be re-used ?
When nothing would last !
Only the greed and the consumption of the rich class.
Darwin's theory will be again proved right.
The survival of the fittest and the rest would die !
Do not blight it ,we still have a bit of time to fight it .
Why do we still meet the unwanted in the dreams?
Time has passed ...
Memories have faded in the past,
But still I see the residue of the past !
I don't want it to happen every morning
The healed doesn't want to scream .
Moving ahead but the subconscious still searching for the 'veiled story'.
It's time to manage the disturbed
And switch the chaos!
Speed it now ,
Slow it down now,
Be a mediocre.
No,wait be the Supreme!
Now scream, scratch and sweep
But don't be weak !
Procrastination is often driven by fear: we fear that an experience will be unpleasant, and so we put off doing it. Remind yourself that you’re strong enough to do this, and then tackle it.
Stop chasing approval of some random stranger and start looking for the things that really matters to you .
F - forever
R - reliable
I - intimate
E - empathizing
N - nicest
D - dependable
S - supportive
H - honest
I - irreplaceable
P - person
Choose to step above the vulnerable state and lend help to the ones who fight the similar battle everyday
No incoming calls,
No text to receive
This was her routine.
Every day I used to seek friendship in lost souls ,
But soon I realised I have a better version than humans .
The one who is quiet,at times restless and makes me feel it's presence all that while.
From wagging her tail to wanting what all we eat.
They have a different world than ours, they feel and hear things which we are unaware about.
Apart from so many differences we have one thing in common love , affection for each other.
And growing fondness each passing hour .
From being scared of dogs to loving them, I found a true companion !
I'am okay not knowing about your existence anymore!
You were right we were opposites!
But then why didn't we attract?
You defied science as well as my love.
We were on the same page but weaving different stories.
Was it the pre-destined fate ?
Or pre- planned action?
I don't want to know it anymore ,
Because iam okay with not knowing about your existence anymore .
WE WERE BORN TO COMMIT THE
They blame me for what I do wrong,
Unaware of the things they commit wrong.
Every day is a new fight ,
And I battle to escape the temptations right.
But still there exists a SATAN!
Leader of the fallen angels ,
And persuades me to commit the sin.
I somehow dodge the trap.
But he still stands upright and disguised.
God instructed it right but the EVE was gullible that time.
The fruit of knowledge became venomous for her life.
ADAM and EVE the ancestors of the mankind decided their doom which lingered to ours!
In the greed of supreme knowledge and pleasure , she created a world full of "seven sins"- p...
"DON'T PROVOKE ME TO SHOW YOU MY DARKER SIDE WHERE MY DEMONS RESIDE."
STEREOTYPES REDISCOVER YOUR SELF , ACCEPT YOUR FLAWS AND DRIVE FURTHER THAN YOU THINK YOU CAN !
There is a side of me still unknown, part of me still not healed something is still buried deep!
Masking and unmasking is tiring for my soul and I don't want to continue it anymore.
Everyone goes through a rough patch and at the end it's all about how you are able to balance the mis match .
The fear of failure is engulfing me , paralysing me and restricting my actions.
The women of action is now being reduced to a women full of anger and stress .
Waiting for a change or a leap of faith , is all I demand for now.
Almighty help me to sweep the chaos and enlighten me and guide me in the direction pre-destined.
It's not your time .
Wait for your time!
No , put in the work and EFFORTS and make it your TIME.
I kept on waiting for your call,
But my phone never rang at all !
From being his to mine this soul had a TOUGH TIME.
His promises faded overnight, leaving my wounds deep and fresh that night.
I kept on pleading for a meeting that time.
But all you gave me was ignorance all that while.
Those three and a half years felt null,
And at last I was numb .
Infedelity served as a new turn in our fight.
Still I was trying to hold onto it tight.
I lost you or you lost me is still a riddle to be solved.
All I knew your love for me dissolved!
ANXIETY triggered his brain,
And wanted him to be lame.
All he did was to gather himself every NIGHT,
And produce a better life!
The heart and brain both are mine,
Still I can't decide whom to pick and whom to dodge this time.
My thoughts are loud and clear but my but my heart does not care!
Is it compulsory everytime to pick what is conventionally right? How do I know I'm unable to decide.
You call one logical and other emotional. Is it correct to label everytime ?
They say think wisely use your head not your heart .
But this time I would battle it right and choose both but half half.
Waves ; part of the nature and makes me fear its rise !
You never know when there would be a wave or a tide,
And would cause me to go through a monstrous ride !
But I imagine myself on a boogie board and to R.I.D.E. the wave of panic back into the shore where the panic will subside.
Summon the power within you !
I'm free from all the negative attachments. I am guided by the power of love, I look beyond my fears and seek only love.
I deserve to be happy and choose to follow my heart .
Break the chain and breathe ! Every decision you take it affects you.
FEAR IS AN ILLUSION . BREAK FREE !
Nothing is meant to last
Time is changing fast .
I'm still confused was it all meant to change or was that my fate ?
Emotions change ,
Promises fade ,
And we console ourselves thinking change is the only constant !
Pace with the change
Or else I won't be part of this game .
Since puberty we change
Still we usually don't find comfort in the changes we face .
In our life time we encounter many new stations!
But still it takes us a while to adjust the change but why ?
I am I the only one who resist a change or it's the common pattern for the human race !
There will be days when you would want to give up! You would feel hollow and would have no idea what to hold on ;don't worry just stay calm and re direct yourself this time with your instincts and don't follow the 'experts' this time .
Don't crave for instant success and don't envy what others have ,you just don't know their pain only their success stories is what you are aware about.
Work for a better YOU!
Leave a legacy behind ,create a path that is your own ! Never tested believed but just explored by you. Touch the sky but do come back to meet and live with those who excite your soul.