Everyone saw me from the same lense -- Mrs perfect.
All I wanted to be was a bit messy and desired you to clean my mess.
I'm tired of being labeled as PERFECT all I want this time is to fall and give you the chance to lift me.
Do you even know you need to?
I should sleep as people around me are oblivion of the imperfect 'me'.
Maybe in the dreams, you will become my knight who I have envisioned day and night.
Parameter of Parental Love
When I would have produced the first shrill cry, was I also compared at that time?
I might not have the desire to conquer the world because I am a child who is born to serve the world.
I don't aspire to be on Forbes List but to rank on the top of your best child list.
I can never earn equal to him, but someday, I will earn more than Him.
And maybe then, you would choose me over him, and it would be a reality and not my La La Land.
Fear of Confession (s)
There are times when we end up saying things for fun and then discover the repercussions...
All we want to do after that is appologize, but it's too late to mend their minds!!
You can be looked at as a pervert even by the males, it's all about what you choose to say.
Saying sorry won't mean anything and they won't get it how embarrassed you are left feeling.
All you can do is never repeat the same and understand that their is no reason to be ashamed.
Speak your mind and let your wit rule you. They will understand if not today then some other day! Remember just don't let them rule you ever again and mistakes happen, there is nothing to be scared of i...
The Fear of LOVING....
The Desire to be loved is present in all, but the way we emote can change it all .
Waiting for the right guy to arrive or the present one to compromise can vanish our desires.
So, praise what you have and date with an open heart and don't let the scars make noise.
Where are WE SAFE?
Is there any place on Earth where we can feel safe?
I doubt that, what do you think?
The last place could have been our mother's womb, and that is the only reason I'm waiting for my doom!
Regardless of your gender, you can be the next on the list and then wait for them to hit!
Defending yourself can hurt them, so are you ready to kill them?
What is right, what is wrong ?
So many questions, but not even a single answer is available to quench my thirst!
AND SHARE WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!
Reading books, spending time with your loved ones! There can be a never-ending list. But if you ask this question to yourself when you feel low, it can make a world of difference for you!
Pro Tip: Try to make an individual happy everyday and the best part is you can start with yourself! ❤️
JUST a REMINDER
Be kind to someone you haven't been.
Don't measure their strange behavior in terms of arrogance. Rather spread positivity, and let them absorb it. ❤️
Death BY MY SIDE
Today was the first time I felt like I won't be able to make it ....maybe just maybe, I won't be able to see tomorrow's light.
And the worst part about this situation was that the feeling didn't look alien it was rather comforting..
Looked like NOT-SO-SCARY place!
FIND YOUR HAPPY PLACE
By happy place I don't mean luxury, familiar places, or people.
It can be a combination of these or none of these...
It's about the self-discovery, peace, and satisfaction that alien feeling that feels like HOME.
SO, get out of that blanket and don't let melancholy or self- sabotaging your happiness attitude stop you.....
Keep the journey continued till the time you don't find your HAPPY- NOT-SO-FAMILIAR-PLACE!
Blurring the Lines( Weeklychallenge)
The burps of rich class made 'poor' people deaf and the elite's curse made them to theft.
December brought 'artic' conditions but the poor are far more resilient than the rich class who find no warmth in their fake pride or amusing the bourgeoisie.
But the spirits of the poor is very high
And they are ready to leave behind the so- called 'bright' position of the rich class!
The room is full of happiness and new beginning ...
Watching everyone laugh, I manage to smile but what makes feel hollow.
Is the tunnel still not over?
What makes these thoughts re-enter?
More and more questions but no answer to give...
Just calm down and feel the positivity and see the people enchanting the prayers....
I'm being loved by a man to the core but do I love myself enough to see him do that?
Each passing day marks his growth and my stagnation.
The stagnation of what?
My happiness now seems to be dissillusional and these dry and gloomy months makes it even worse.
Probably all the roadblocks hit back and here comes the full circle.
Pick the Pen and Write Your Tale
Gone are the days when light was dim and heart only used to sink!
The revamped parts are good to go and any upcoming hurdles won't make her slow.
Welcoming the new phase of her life she is getting ready to fly higher this time.
No more scars to scare the ride because this soul is ready to conquer the world in her style.
IAM the 'Ordinary'
Leaving every morning for the battle ground, makes me the soldier of your ground!
I am an ordinary person cultivating the thought of preserving the humankind in an ordinary style...
Leaving my soul in the countryside, I pledge to save yours and every individual's soul who call this country mine!
Those drops of tears and blood of fears are all mine but just flowing from my loved ones eyes.
Sitting back in the puja room (temple), praying for my life and scripting the journey of the mother Earth's child.
Bubble of Friendship - Burst the Myth
Loving your friends more than yourself,
Is that a crime?
Caring for someone beyond your comfort zone, maybe, that is what I have learned.
Sometimes it might look like a bit cumbersome to get stuck with those feelings and expectations and to see them not reciprocate in the similar manner.
I won't lie, but seeing them not doing the same; lets me down in some way..
The time will change, and they will care and do the same...
Ray of hope, keeps me going, and the tunnel is about to end.
But the Bubble of my utopian world is blown tight and for a while this is just -- right!
Every morning the fear to move stops me from achieving what I want in life!
The zeal of conquering the new world got diminished long ago.
All I want is peace, unable to emote.
Unable to understand my potential.
Just fearing the world around and getting lost in the glittery nights!
The spark I see is fake, concealing the gloomy air,
And that's not fair!
Sometimes, we just can't emote it right!
Creating misconceptions seems like a norm that the society imbibes!
With each passing year,
The circle became more intact .
Not because of the fondness of people around but because of the departure of the dear ones and this year ends with another one !
Next month assigns the hardest adieu !
The cycle continues.........
From the idea of shattering the glass ceiling to being confined in a box, the
anticipatory period is engulfing the leftover desires.
The first day in the kindergarten, start of a new phase and to make my name.
Are you his sister? That was her first phrase.
Years passed memories faded but this question remained the same.
My identity remained as HIS sisTer!
Nothing was wrong in being his sister; but just......
Looking up to the dim foggy sky,
she wanted to shout,
cry out loud but nothing she could do like that..
suddenly she bursted out and said..
"To hell with all the boundaries
Fuck with all the relations,
All the people who were used to be my dear ones,..
You chose to let me go..
But I choose something thrilling,...
Now,just find another one to hold
Coz this soul is going to mould
In an excellent way..
The Rest will be only peace.." !!
The pale moon was the witness...
For a new morning to refresh....
NO drew on the leaf ,
NO chirping of the bird .
Early morning reminded me of the serenity lost !
The fallible soul still counting the years passed and no respite from the mistakes of the past.
I too somewhere contributed for the impending doom.
And unfortunately there is no another room.
I despise the reality !
Created by 'us'.
And being a part of this fuss .
Are the 3 R's of no use ?
Is it too late to save the motherland ?
What will be re-used ?
When nothing would last !
Only the greed and the consumption of the rich class.
Darwin's theory will be again proved right.
The survival of the fittest and the rest would die !
Do not blight it ,we still have a bit of time to fight it .
Why do we still meet the unwanted in the dreams?
Time has passed ...
Memories have faded in the past,
But still I see the residue of the past !
I don't want it to happen every morning
The healed doesn't want to scream .
Moving ahead but the subconscious still searching for the 'veiled story'.
It's time to manage the disturbed
And switch the chaos!
Speed it now ,
Slow it down now,
Be a mediocre.
No,wait be the Supreme!
Now scream, scratch and sweep
But don't be weak !
Procrastination is often driven by fear: we fear that an experience will be unpleasant, and so we put off doing it. Remind yourself that you’re strong enough to do this, and then tackle it.
Stop chasing approval of some random stranger and start looking for the things that really matters to you .