|19. Mother. Student. Poet. Twitter: @KatieLMorris98 IG:@ktmorrisx|
Pillows cover your face,
Hands grip your ears,
Creating a soundproof shield around you,
Sheltering you from all thats going on around you,
Gritting your teeth tightly,
Heart beating profoundly,
Shattering your ribcage in the process,
Your lungs tighten,
Your throat drys,
Mind goes blank,
Your scream incredibly loud,
Informing everyone around you,
That your still here,
That you still exist,
An immediate grin arises,
Her mind swirls and goes fuzzy,
Her limbs go numb,
Her knees shake,
She makes an effort to stay standing,
Her stomach knots,
Filling with butterflies,
A nauseous state overtakes her,
Your touch sends electric shocks directly through her,
Her pulse quickens,
Her breathing staggers,
Her body screams internally,
They call it love.
Holding you back,
From your full potential,
Walls stand tall,
Brick by brick,
I never tell you enough how much you truly mean to me, i used to dismiss it.
But now ive moved out i tell you i do really miss it.
You are my rock, my saviour, my holy grail.
You have always been there by my side even when i fail.
I am your first daughter, you could say your favourite.
There is 11 of us children so i'll keep that between us.
The knowledge you have given us.
The humour you share with us.
The love you spread around us.
We acknowledge it.
Happy Fathers Day
Daddy we love you!
Breakage between the clouds,
Eventually pushing each other away.
Telephone lines cutting out,
A babies cry,
Disturbing you from well needed rest,
The love, tiredness, frustration,
Many small interferences make up our daily lives, encouraging vigorous emotion, good and bad.
Four walls surround me
Fear of them enclosing
My chest tightness
The floor collapses
My heart is in my throat
No amount of controlled breathing can save me
Your born from a foetus position,
You change, grow and develop,
Into a proper little person,
You make decisions,
You learn something new everyday,
You have an opinion,
Your now a fully grown adult,
The decisions have become more complicated,
Your still learning day by day,
Your opinions become more valid,
This is an insane and psychopathic world we live in! Another terrorist attach in London late last night. Is anywhere safe? These terrorists seem to think they have some sort of hold over us! They most certainly do not! We are a strong country, yes these incidents are horrific but we will always come out the other side! As a country we are coming together more and more, looking out for one another! I am proud of that! R.I.P to all the victims that were caught up in this attack and i hope that everyone who sustained injuries are getting the help they need by our wonderful NHS!
We will get through this!
Hello, so my name is Katie i'm 18 years of age. I'd like people to understand what i write and why i write it and to do that i think you need to know a little more about me.
At aged 4 i was diagnosed with Trichotillomania which is a compulsive hair pulling disorder, I still have this today. Due to this I was bullied throughout primary and secondary school. I stopped attending school for 6 months in year 8 as it all got too much. Eventually I made friends I thought life was getting better. I loved school I was planning on being an archaeologist at the time. I thought if I had a lot of boyfriends id be popular, boy was I wrong, I become "needy" or "the school slut" even though I was still a vi...
Your beauty within blossoms,
It radiates from all your bodily features,
Glowing from your facial expression,
Your white teeth making a dramatic appearance,
Your beautiful smile creating a friendly, approachable face,
No matter your insecurities,
Others will fall in love with your confidence,
Gazing into the mirror in disgust,
My conscious yelling,
"Why did you do this to yourself, your gross",
I look away,
I can not withstand the judgement,
The self hate,
I know I'm healthy,
My disorder thinks differently,
I know i'm stronger than this,
I stare myself down,
Repeating the words i long to hear,
"You are beautiful","you are healthy",
Over and over again,
Teaching my conscious to think differently,
Attempting to praise myself,
Scared to fail,
I can be strong,
I will be okay.
Optimistic yet sad inside
I wake up,
Drag myself out of bed,
Breathe deeply, once,
Holding my breath the entire time,
Faking happiness is draining,
My facial expression allows people to see differently.
I smile to prove to myself i still can,
I can be positive when i have the energy to be.
I don't understand it myself,
I have everything i could ask for yet my mind still wanders,
Im still sad somewhere inside.
#FEELGOOD WRITING PROMPT
For the first time in a long time,
I am truly happy,
I have a positive mindset,
I have a smile on my face,
I have a gorgeous man at my side,
And our precious baby boy in our life,
This is my happiness in a can,
I can finally be myself once again,
My mental state is back on top,
I am really recovering,
Mentally and physically!
I'm truly happy
Ps. This is my positive post, my happiness. Feel free to share your own tag FEELGOOD.
You opened up,
I was there,
When no one else was,
You got attached,
Way too attached,
I felt bad,
I blocked your add,
It was a last resort,
I would never be what you want,
You need professional help,
Not useless words from my mouth,
I cant be your helping hand,
But i cant keep my head in the sand,
I will always be here if you need me,
Just not romantically attached.
Ive been struggling to think of what to say, nothing i say will make it all okay, the horrors the uk has experienced is disturbing and extremely upsetting,
Many of us know people involved and the families who will never see their loved ones again due to one huge disaster!
I am very sorry to everyone who was at the event that had to witness this.
My heart goes out to you all.
The people that did this are sick and twisted leaving the country in fear!
I don't know what else i can say but as a country we are strong and we will beat this!
Yes we argue,
Yes we fight,
But we always cuddle up in bed at night.
Yes we hurt,
Yes we cry,
But we always stay at each others sides.
Yes we smile,
Yes me laugh,
We know we love each other when we look into each others eyes.
You think its fun,
I think its dumb,
You pick up the bottle,
I tidy up,
You awaken angry at the world,
Go to work,
You come home happy,
You pick up the bottle,
I tidy up.
I see you,
Nobody else does,
But i do.
Your all mine,
My best friend,
I can talk to you,
You always listen,
A personal journal.
Your always here,
Stood by my side,
Where are you?
I lay awake,
Lonely and insecure,
In a foetus position,
Huddled closely together,
Without a friendly face insight,
So lost and alone,
Its like your barely there, even at night.
Its all getting too much
Everything is a rush
My chest is crushing
My lungs tighten
My breathing heightens
My face, emotionless
My eyes, empty
I cant cope
I cant be your shoulder
I need someone to be mine
To cry on
I try so hard to keep everyone happy
It never turns out right for my mental health
So why do i bother
i never come away better.
You'd look at me and assume I'm perfectly happy and healthy,
You have no reason to see any different,
However you don't know me at all.
When were walking the streets you make an effort for the elderly and physically disabled,
Yet not a second thought as to how other people make be feeling around you.
Just think thats all i ask before saying stupid phrases like "you don't look ill" or "your not depressed, just a little sad" this isn't helpful.
Think before you speak.
Time flies by,
Our entire lives abide by time,
Yet we seem to disregard it,
Time rules over us,
We check the time millions of times a day,
Yet there still isn't enough time in our day,
We make poor use of the short amount of time allowance we get,
Yet we always complain.
Put your phones down,
Don't look at your watch,
Forget that time exists,
Just for a moment,
The sun seeping through the transparent glass,
Filling the room with warmth,
The room temperature rises,
To a comfortable heat,
I love it.
It relaxes me,
I could sit here all day,
Although id probably get a burnt back,
This is my happy place,
My sanity reflects on me,
Through the window,
I love it.
I wish i was that one person that could make it all okay,
I wish i was that one person who could take it all away,
I really wish i could have been the one to help you out,
But now its too late to give anyone else that chance,
I really wish you were never made to feel this way,
I really wish you'll make it out okay,
And if you do...
I know youll make it big someday!
Here we exist,
Side by side,
Forming along the dotted line,
The miracle of life,
We call it,
The universe just outside.
A reason to smile
Eyes peer through the square glass,
Surveying the beautiful surroundings,
Teeth make an appearance,
The view is breathtaking,
Even if your starring at a brick wall,
The man made substance,
The hard work,
The time, it's incredible,
The moment you realise you have this amazing privilege that allows you to see the beauty around us,
Underneath the horrors,
You can be happy,
You can look out and smile because you realise you are worthy of this experience,
You are worthy to see,
You are worthy to feel,
You are worthy to speak.
Sitting here struggling for inspiration,
Analysing the worth of our nation,
Struggling to come to terms with our methods of termination,
We all want to leave,
Some want to stay,
Where do you leave to when there's no where to go,
We are stuck on this planet (unless your rich) (or an astronaut)
Be happy why you can before the nuclear war,