Finishing story challenge #2
She didn't know her life would change, when walking through that door, despite her fears, feels like it is the right choice. She courageously walk inside and found herself in a magical place wherein all that she dreamt about for herself, for her family and friends are happening. So in that moment, she realize that anything can happen and that everything is possible, just take a step forward and leave all your fears behind. Then suddenly, she woke up. She woke up with a big smile in her face, though everything was just a dream, she knew that the magical place is bound to exist if she sets aside her fears and move forward to the unknown future. From that moment, sh...
Sometimes you can't help yourself not to be disappointed even if you know for a fact that they just chose what's best for themselves. You feel disappointed because it wasn't aligned with your plan. Yet you chose to understand them because at some point you just have to accept that it is their life and their rights to do the things they want. So it's really important to Learn to enjoy the company of yourself.
Finishing story Challenge 01
As the night falls, and the cold air cools his face, he allows the tears to run freely. As he looks up to the stars he takes a big breath and sits down on the bench, both hands on his face, thinking when will my turmoil stop. I need to stop overthinking; I love her and I trust her but still, why? Why do I have this feeling? feeling of uneasiness, it's like the calm before the storm.
There I was sitting in the corner, with my usual jeans, staring at the old picture of us together wishing my heart has megaphone to amplify the sound of my heart longing for you...
I miss you Papa..
There will be times when you feel like you don't want to do anything or with anyone; You just want to be alone. And that's fine, don't ever feel guilty about it. Because sometimes unconsciously and unknowingly we became tired of all the things that surrounds us. It's like your subconscious mind is telling you to have a break and enjoy the solemnity of being alone.
Does my thought make sense?
Sometimes people insist what they think is right. They may say that it is just their opinion but they won't stop unless you agree to it.
Why can't they just accept that you are not like them. What you think is good may not good for them. Instead of insisting, why not be curious as why they turned out to be like that. Understanding is the key.
Sometimes you just need to realize you are on your own. No one will care unless you care for yourself. No one will love you unless you love yourself. Start living on your own. Don't wait for someone to care for you. Care for yourself. If they don't like the new you then they do not belong to your group. Real people will always accept you. So start showing your feelings. Start saying what you like and you don't like. That's the start of loving yourself.
Don't let people say otherwise.
How would you know
How would you know it makes you happy?
How would you know that you are in the right track?
How would you know if it's real?
How would you know if it is enough?
How would you know that it is over?
I guess you can never really know unless you try. You can never know unless you take the risk.
So take the risk and explore so that you wouldn't need to ask instead You'll know.
It's been a long time since I wrote here. So many things happened in the past. I'm gonna start telling my stories again... please look forward for it...
I aim to be the best version of ME. I'm not perfect and I can never be. I have many flaws, I've done so many mistakes and some things I truly regret; I'm also sure that in the near future there'll be lots of disappointments and mistakes too but I won't be afraid. I won't let my fears and my past hold me back from what God wants me to be. I WILL EMBRACE ALL THE JOY, HAPPINESS, LOVE, HURTS, TRIALS, STRUGGLES, etc for I know that I am loved by God and no matter what, He will always be there to guide me... (Ps. 32:8) #thankyouGod
~Too much of everything~
There so much to say and yet there's too much at risk..
There's so much you want to do but you're too busy thinking ahead...
There's so much you want to give but there's too little of whats left of you..
There's so much things you want to change but too small to be noticed..
And sometimes you just need to stop wondering and start acting no matter how great or little things will be in the end what matters is you did something.
---Do these words of mine make sense? I don't know I just feel like I need to write it. 😆😆😆
Space Between Us...
I know that you and I feel that gap and we're trying to narrow it but then somehow at somepoint instead of narrowing it, we ended up farther from each other. I don't know if it's just me or what. Sometimes I just wanna go, leave and start all over again and if faith brings us back, then maybe we can figure out how to narrow down the space between us.
~ I wish ~
I wish you were here
So I could tell you I'm here.
I wish you are mine
So I could call you anytime.
I wish I've had that courage
So I won't hide this heart of mine..
There are so many things
I wish I could have done
but then you are gone
We are a thousand miles apart now and there's nothing I can do about it.
All I can do is to wish that someday we could be together again..
Christmas for me is a reminder.
A reminder of how God loves us that He gave His only begotten son, Jesus.
A reminder of our faith.
A reminder that despite of all troubles, struggles, and frustrations, God is there and He understands through our Lord Jesus Christ.
A reminder of hope that all is well, that everything is gonna be alright.
A reminder that no matter how cruel the world can be, we are still capable of understanding and loving it.
A reminder that we can love and forgive no matter how hard it could be.
Christmas is a reminder of hope, mercy and love to the whole world and the whole humanity.
Merry Christmas everyone!^^
How are you? I just miss you. I hope you're doing fine. Happy holidays. Take care always. Hope to see you again.
When I was about to give up on waiting then suddenly everyone keeps on saying your name.... why o why????
When you always say that the person is not trying hard to be part of your life, when in fact, you're just afraid to let him/her into your life.....
Bible Verse 101
To have faith is to be sure of the things we hope for, to be certain of the things we cannot see
We tend to seek happiness from a smooth sailing life but little did we know that the best music can be created through the rough edges of life.
that feeling when you want to wish them happiness but then you know deep inside you're hurting so bad......
Here I am #IM
Here I am looking at you
wondering if you are looking at me too.
Here I am admiring you
wondering if somehow you admire me too.
Here I am looking at you smiling and laughing with her
wondering if you knew I wish I was her.
And Here I am still looking at you wishing I could show you how I feel.
Just remember #IM, I am always here.
that feeling when you like someone and that someone likes your bestfriend........ 😔😔😔
I love to draw our mother nature.. it reminds me how great is our God..
I love to draw our mother nature.. it reminds me how great is our God..
Tough Situation 104
Its hard that you want him to look at you the way you look at him but someone close to you will end up hurting and yet you also wish for her happiness but then you know you'll end up hurting as well...
which is which??????
Tough Situation 103
Accepting the fact that you really can't go back the way you used to be not because you don't want it but because there are things that only time can heals.. I guess till now I'm deeply wounded and hurt..
Tough Situation 102
Its when you're both feeling okay but then deep inside you know you're not and that there's really something wrong, you just don't wanna face it because it might just all on your mind.