|I don't want to shine like a star to get your attention, I want you to see me when I burn out and still love me.|
I promise there's an imprint of yours left over my heart forever. And I'd feel it during the cold, lonely nights.
All my archetypes are suffering from separation anxiety...
An awful lot of unhappiness comes about when you continue living for something you absolutely must learn to live without.
Sometimes relationship ends because one can't understand why they are falling apart and others can't explain how it can be fixed.
The problem is not that you couldn't find a person as per your expectations but the problem is that you set expectations from only a certain person who doesn't care about you, forget about your expectations.
Dear Self, I hope all is well with you. We don't get a chance to talk as much as we use to do, wish we had more time.
I'm kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place. I know sometimes it's said best, when you say nothing at all. And while other times it's said best when you open your heart and let it all go. I guess it's truly best, said in the moment; and only your heart will know, what's best said in the moment itself.
Sometimes I urge you all to listen to my heart, not my words. Listen to the in betweens, understand the underlying survival strategies.
I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don’t. But no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.
I'm so afraid to care about anyone now. I know it seems like I'm a strong person who can get through everything, but inside I've been very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, & each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering down into pieces.
I always find you more clearly in the music of our hearts and in the sound of silence.
There are many who live life in fear, without taking risks. Alas! Not only are they missing chances, they are missing life itself.
I'm thankful for every break in my heart. I'm grateful for every scar. Some pages turned, some bridges burned but there were lessons learned.
"Lessons Learned" by Carrie Underwood
It’s become obvious to me that some people were never intended to form good friendships with others. The problem is trying to figure out who they are.
I sometimes wonder if the word "love" is over used and thrown away meaninglessly nowadays?
So many promises made and so many broken. I thought you're different and could trust you of all people.
Sometimes we are so stuck for one person that we try to find that one person in everyone we meet or we want to meet. But the question is how we decide which person we are looking for in others. Did we meet them before or if not why we are searching for them?
Sometimes I feel like I am incapable of understanding the deep words of my heart.
We do not realize that life itself is a big cosmic drama. This illusion is considered real because of its two immense powers; a power to project a myth and another to conceal the truth.
People always ask me why I don't open up to anyone anymore. The truth is, once you start to like someone, they either move, die or betray you... or with time you never see them again.
In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in it's bind, but rather in it's bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...
In the open sky I want to fly like the birds, while escaping my limitations. My heart wants to drift like the breeze and melt into the glow of the far away sun. This emptiness has become my friend so please take my heart where it's safe. My heart is finding it's way in the darkness pushing aside all affections. My body seeks to enjoy itself. Put wings on me so that I can run away.
"The human condition requires a bit of anesthesia."
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality.
- Freddie Mercury; Bohemian Rhapsody
"Sorry" has now became a music to my ears, just wondering who the hell composed it at the first place? 😣
The greatest memories in life are not always about where you were or what you had done. Sometimes it's more about who shared those moments with you.
I am tired of talk that comes to reach nowhere at all. It makes my heart sick when I remember all the good words and all the broken promises that were said and done. There has been too much talking by the people who had no right to talk at the first place. It does not require many words to speak the truth after all.
There are many things in life which are not that easy to comprehend or even understand, but all you can do is try to work through it.
Listening back to the same old song, which magnificently narrates the simplicity yet complexity of life 🤗
When you know your worth. You start valuing yourself more. So stop giving CPR to dead situations rather.