It is hard, isn't it?
I know how it feels to be left outside alone. Specially when the cold comes.
It's not your fault at all. Forgive yourself for everything that surrounds you.
You have changed, that's true. But you also deserve to be able to do so. It was not fair you were pushed before, you know how that feels too. Don't rush things up.
You know there's always a 'why' for it, just be patience.
Eventually you'll see it, meanwhile you'll have to learn how to drive a boat to survive the sea.
Growing is scary.
Decisions, decisions and more decisions.
Compromise, commitment, progressing. And failing.
Your words have influence over my feelings.
You scare me. It scares me how much you control me.
But it scares me even more to feel life is slipping through my fingers. Somehow I take strength to keep on going.
But it's not yet the timing. I know it's soon. Probably sooner than I may believe.
Nevertheless my feet are already walking.
Take it easy, boy, don't rush.
This is about to begin.
Be strong, boy.
I'm dying to see you shining ...
A new adventure awaits in the wild.
But yet the courage has not arrived.
Take a deep breath and keep going on.
You can do it, little prince.
And here I am.
Wasting my life with some other people who do not deserve it, just because you didn't have the courage to fight for it.
Valiantly I stand still even if the storm is way too heavy. It shouldn't had been that difficult if I had some help.
Nevermind, I don't need it neither.
They sound like voices in my head.
They whisper and hunt me.
At any time, specially when I'm alone.
They keep coming over and over asking me 'why'.
I just don't know.
Not even screaming they disappear.
I've gone definitely mad...
I found out that I wasn't scared of losing you but to lose myself in this society. I'm scared of what I can become again that I'm left alone.
Deep down I knew this reaction was a way of protecting me (I knew where I'd wind up), but when you're about to fall in the pit again... Things get pretty messed up, dude.
I just hope it doesn't hurt me as much as the last time did.
I wish so.
I don't get to know what's the worst past of all this
The fact of knowing that the dead end will be closer step by step , kills me from the inside.
We both know what's ahead but we don't want to talk about it. Fear blinds us, but it's more comfortable than knowing the truth. Is it?
I may be lying to myself, but that's what I need.
Why does it have to disappear now that it was almost built?
Meanwhile, the clock keeps spinning around, making it closer to that pink elephant.
you're not alright and you know it.
How long are you gonna keep lying to yourself and pretend nothing has changed?
Do it for yourself, you don't deserve this.
So is this really good bye?
Not seeing in ages nor knowing how are you going to do?
At least let me take my time to confort it.
It's sad that everywhere I go, is actually a place I want to be with you.
I really appreciate my company, but beside you it would be thousand times better.
We stare at the same sunset although we're miles away.
That's funny, isn't it?
Promise me you'll never change, at least that your essence will ever remain still.
Promise me that you smile will keep shining others like it used to brighy in my life.
That yours kisses and hugs will be heart-warming and truly beloved so on.
If that's so, we'll meet again.
No matter how much time would have passed by, we'll meet again.
I'll recognize you, I promise I will.
Tonight I can sleep more easily. It's not that I'm forgetting you, because I never will. Although, it's almost time for me to unfold my wings and set the flight.
Where to? I don't know.
How long? I wish I could.
The true fact is that the road ahead won't be easy. But I'm not alone, as long as you're by my side. How long? That depends on you.
You're always welcomed in my mind.
This one is for the two of us.
I hope you're alright, just like the last time I saw you smiling.
I'm as busy as I'm used to, but I believe I'm doing fine too.
Nevertheless, I still miss you.