No history in terror...
No terror in a religion...
No religion in humanity...
Things I don't tell you'll are just to save us.
Cause I prefer 'we' over 'I'.
How remarkable it is you'll feel I have no words despite it being swollen.
How hard it is to say, I miss you...
And how easy it is to fake that I don't...
Why are these emotions working reverse, when they really need to work thier way....
What are my emotions afraid of?
Yes they are afraid of denial...
The world is in idea of positivity.
They judge you being positive and negative.
Some advice you to be one of the best positive being.
One has even set the rule,
positive= good & negative= bad.
How in world is it wrong to feel a negative emotion but not accepting and faking the same with positive is heroics???
For I am unsure of what I feel...
But very sure that why I don't feel you still.
For I am not numb, maybe...
But yes you are a still sense in me.
Between the clocks you run,
Fixing things till the settings sun.
Find some time where don't gaze the clock,
And rest deep as you've moved the rocks.
Ask for love you've always given,
No matter if it's just a live in.
Learn to forgive,
So that you long live.
Time won't stop for you being late,
Doesn't mean you shouldn't break.
Commit yourself a good you.
Cause often heard good things take time and you are the best that could happen to you in this time.
If I can't bend heavens I'll raise you in hell but not apart.
No love is not at fault you are at tho.
No you aren't at fault too but your condor is.
Ask me what I want than what you believe in what I need.
Ask me how plucky I am regardless you stamped me pamby.
Ask me what I feel if you have time left on concluding me.
Ask me what I like when you speculate your thoughts on me.
Ask me what is my position when I am being vagrant in my thoughts by you.
Ask me who am I unloving despite you think I love.
Ask me why am I being rude when the world is feigning kindness.
Ask me the reason for this calmness and I'll explain how numb I've been with just a word as an answer,
There are 10 stupid reasons to connect and one sensible reason to disconnected -
They told me your love was unrequited.
I said it was forbidden by him tho.
So it doesn't matters.
Tell a lie if your truth breaks me.
Give a fake hope if it kills me.
Stay silent if it tares me.
Rest your idealism for me.
Promise an unbroken me.
Bless the cursed me.
Cause I don't want to die again...
Waking up from a deep sleep I woke up and whispered your name.
It felt the same love as before not realising that unlike me, love existed for you too but I wasn't in the picture this time.
People speaking on feminism actually don't understand that it is not to be attained but one which they possess already.
And those who actually need to be feminised are unaware of its existence.
She- I am not made for relationships.
He- but you already are engaged in it.
She- I don't know how long shall it last cause I fear I'd break you or sometimes fear you'll break me and this fear never let's me enjoy us.
He- but, we already are enjoying. Aren't we?
She- How long this would go?
He- As long as we exist.
She- I want this forever but fear that I'll spoil it.
He- Don't you worry when you spoil I'll fix it.
He- (kissing) this way.
My idea to see the world is in a state of beauty.
I saw you through my eyes.
My fault not yours.
I always wondered what was this water in eyes when there's a pain in chest.
Realised its just extracts which you couldn't hold longer.