We come here bearing gifts. Gifts of love, compassion, strength etc. This adventure we are on can either be a moment, trip, or for a lifetime.
You are here. Here with me. We took an oath to explore every bit of this new place. We promised each other to not stay on the path. Staying on path only means we would be subjected to this worlds rules and regulations. We come in a purpose in mind. My purpose isn’t the same as the next traveler.
I have come to share my knowledge and give as much as I could. I am not the only one who chose to partake in this adventure. There are others like me who share the same interest. We are dispersed through out this world. We blend in well but our purpose is v...
It’s a child’s perspective which keeps hopes and dreams alive. They hold no hate nor fear. They live through the eyes of innocence.
“It’s been awhile,”says a voice behind you. A voice you haven’t heard in years. You turn around and who do you see?
I see my Angel! A bright white light energy glowing and I could feel her love radiating. I was startled by her presence. She knew I have been trying to avoid her because I was scared of dealing with reality. Drinking was my medication at on point and since I stopped drinking. Reality was setting in hard and I had no clue how I was going to move past it without my addiction buddy.
My angel said, “ I have a message to relay to you.” I asked her, “what’s the message and why show up now.”
She grabbed my hand and said, “you need me right now. I’ve come to uplift you and hold yo...
1. I make it a habit to always say, “I appreciate you” and I love you”!
2. Always work on me to bring the very best version of myself on a daily basis!
3. Give space to the one I love so they don’t lose themselves in the relationship!
4. Always try to be optimistic!
5. Be a great listener and skip giving any advice!
6. Encourage myself and my partner to always engage in simplicity! Creating healthy boundaries easy to follow!
7. Always create an atmosphere of creativity as a base to work with! Creating, Experiencing, and learning from each other!
8. To always be there in the moment!
9. Love with everything I have! That old Saying, “Go big or go home”!
10. Last, focus on what I ca...
All I can feel is his breath against my face. The vibration from the calmness in his voice happens to touch each and every cell in my body. He told me to close my eyes as he laid my head on his chest. I hear this noise lub-dub lub-dub lub-dub. It’s his heart beating. A sound I haven’t heard since my first child’s heart beat.
The sounds became faster and faster. He reached out to place his hand over my heart. I don’t know if it was a consequence but apparently my heart got the memo. His heart shot a message to mine and they both all of sudden started to beat as one. Lub- dub lub- dub lub- dub
We both experienced this overwhelming rush of energy run right through us.
The energy was amazi...
I know we said we would not become one so quickly but I can’t help myself. You drugged me with your dose of love. The sweet kisses to the warm embraces have me in a state euphoria. I can’t remember when was the last time I felt like this.
You stole my heart and now I’m asking for yours!
To my Lover, best friend, and my everything.
Just because we came from two different worlds doesn’t mean we aren’t meant to be.
I sat on that same broken down uncomfortable rocking chair he sat on for the past 60 years. That chair was down to three working legs and the fourth was on its way out. The wood was deteriorating and he had this thin cushion that was torn to pieces. But that was my dad’s chair.
Everyday walking back home from school, I could see him from a distance. He would be waiting for me while he rocked on that chair.
My mother said the view was impeccable and he loved sitting out there. I couldn’t blame him for admiring the view. There were the trees that were 10 times his age, flowers my mother planted, and the bright rich greenery plot of land. You could see from miles away. My mother was always i...
Have I told you lately how much I love you! How much I appreciate you!
I know you have been extremely busy lately and you have been exhausted beyond all means. Take it from me you are doing incredibly wonderful. Is it fair to say without you, I’m unsure where I would’ve been right now.
Valentine’s Day is around the corner. Not to say, we only need to celebrate love only on that day. However, it’s an added bonus day to love you even more. It’s a day to renew the love I have for you.
You are this unbelievably sweet and powerful woman. Who has the strength of that same hammer that Thor carries with him to conquer his enemies with. It may sound silly but it’s true.
The season for love. Love can be described and felt in so many different ways. The love we have for a sister, brother, mother, father, boyfriend, husband etc.
When we love, a gate way to an opening appears. For only those brave enough may enter. For only those willing to sacrifice may enter. For only those willing to agree to your terms may enter.
Everyone’s terms are negotiable and others it’s a battle. A battle to fight until the death.
Love seems to bring the madness we bleed when we yearn for another soul. I love you is a statement in the mouth of those who may have no clue the power it holds for some. Yet others use I love you as it’s intended for.
Love is said to cure the sick, t...
She can only be who she says she is. She’s been down this road before.
They try to destroy what little hope she has left in her yet she still stands tall. She was created from pain and disappointments. She holds no resentments nevertheless she holds a heart full of sadness.
She is broken and she has seen what others decided to close their eyes too. She’s an imperfect soul looking to feel something.
No one wins when a woman walks around with the world on her shoulders. The world becomes a dark place where the sun hides out.
He promised me his life in exchange for mine. I was a bit scared to take his word for it. I wasn’t sure if I was ready. Ready to give up everything for another chance at love.
My past love has beaten me down before and my luck was running out.
I was exhausted from the praying, wishing, and hoping. Do I take the leap or do I walk this path alone? A decision that would either one day make me a hero or make me the victim.
Either way, timing was everything. I made the decision to go full force and accept full ownership of his heart. If life is about living and I had this last chance to love. I’m taking it and I’m never looking back.
To my Love...
Theres something more to this thing we call a sun. I see a sun which not only is used for light and heat but it also connects each and every one of us. A light we hold within ourselves.
When you live day to day like I do. The sun is something I look forward too. It’s the only thing that connects me and my son.
During the summertime, I drive to the lake to catch the sunrise. As the sun is rising I can feel the sun rays beaming on me. That’s when I close my eyes and I can feel my sons energy. I know if he was still here, he would’ve been out here still working, going to school, and attending to his fraternity. I hold his dreams to my heart still til this day.
So to me, the sun is what gi...
I opened up my eyes and looked around. I knew this place all too well. It brought back memories of when I decided to left this place. The place still looked the same. The air still had that soothing aroma feel to it. I took a long deep breath in and I could feel all the peace enter through my nose and dance it’s way to all my organs. Wow! Amazing how it felt to feel at peace.
It’s been so many years since experiencing that balance of harmony and tranquility. I sat there in confusion. Why was I here? Was there someone who needed to speak with me? I was bombarded with so many unanswered questions repeatedly moving in and out of my mind.
So I got up and stumbled a bit. I forgot up here you...
My soul was trembling from the very moment when our eyes locked. I merely thought of him as another drifter. Drifters tended to come in and out of my world and I would shut each and everyone of them down. I was afraid to give him an opportunity. But then it wasn’t until he spoke those few words that I could feel how pure his sincerity was. His words touched each and every part of my body.
The idea of me stepping out of my comfort zone was difficult as it was. Yet I couldn’t argue with what my heart wanted. We stood in a place of darkness and all you can see was a spotlight of white light shining down on us from above.
There were so many nights, I looked up to the stars wishing for him.
Cheers to another year of opportunities to become who you were born to be. Don’t mind what was but keep in mind what could be and will be.
We have been waiting for you. There’s no rush so don’t worry. You are right on time. Deadlines you say. None of that exists here. You brought yourself and that’s all we ask.
One exception, I will have to ask you for a tiny favor. Throughout this trip, I need you to recite to yourself 3 times “ I believe in myself” on a daily basis.
What do you mean it’s hard to repeat and why the tears. She stated, “I’m unworthy.” According to who. My dear you are here to wow no one but you and to bring as many people up with you.
You are one of your own kind. The ...
It’s crazy how the power of emotions can truly control you if you let it. Something unseen can attach onto your soul like a virus. No signs of physical scarring or bruising.
Its said your eyes are the opening to your soul. But only those around you could only see it, if you choose to invite them in.
The mind can mess with you and take you through all your nightmares & fears and show you where all your demons play. Where they sit and wait for your arrival to turn your world upside down. Everything you worked so hard for to accomplish something in your life. Although that accomplishment wasn’t the typical “man’s guidelines”, it’s your accomplishment of moving past what could’ve destroyed y...
She was one of many. She took life and through her hands up. Fed up with the many twist and turns. Her ancestors were warriors. A strong history that was passed down from generations. Yet she was never told because she never stayed around at any given place too long. She had to find out who she was by exploring. She often called herself a drifter. She was constantly moving. Not once did she realize the baggage she took with her after every experience.
She was a Story that needed to be told so she could forgive herself. Forgiveness a word that was forbidden from her vocabulary and her lips dared to speak. Who was she to hold herself back from life when life is about mistakes, taking risks, ...
Because every picture tells a Story, Thank You for having us a part of your Story. You left an imprint on our hearts that we will forever hold...
I’m free is how I feel when I’m within his arms. How can one individual break through such a strong barrier where so many failed. He must’ve been determined. He must’ve saw something others failed to see. He felt with his heart and others saw with their eyes. I see him more than just a being. But a being with this amazing aura. He created a place for me to find my comfort in.
Who is this man? I feel like I’ve met him before. Could it be a past life or better yet was he a past lover of mine. We connect on a soul level. A soul level that is unspoken because it’s told as a fairytale. Fairytales were told to us as little girls yet why am I experiencing it as a woman.
I guess dreams really do...
I packed the last of my things I needed to close this chapter of my life. I knew this would be the last time I saw this place. The place that filled my soul with tears, sadness, joy, a loss of a child, divorce, graduations, birthdays, and holiday celebrations.
I was saying goodbye and I was no longer afraid. My fear no longer took over me. I was the one in control now. Before leaving, I stood at the door reminiscing back on the years of how I raised three amazing kids. Once I was done reminiscing, I shut that door for the last time. I left behind a memorial of a relationship that nearly destroyed me to pieces.
In this place, I once called home really was a place of sadness. I never saw t...
She laid on the couch as she switched the channels. Every channel had someone screaming and hollering Happy New Year. She was uninterested by all the glam and hype. To her 2018 was merely another day. She doesn’t take in excitement because she knows the truth.
The truth is she lives from day to day.
He made so many promises and failed to realize the promises weren’t going to mean anything one day. Until she wanted to spend her time finding her happiness is when her whole world turned upside down. How could he expect her to change her goals to only please him.
The feelings she once felt dissolved. She expressed too many times the importance of being one with him. But it seemed liked the temptations had a stronger influence. She was spiritually exhausted. She had no chance to compete with the world.
The story started with her starting a relationship to the story ending with her walking away.
Was what I left behind as I shut the door. The hug and kiss he gave me wasn’t enough to rekindle the love we once had. I felt nothing but guilt and sorrow run through me. I no longer had the feelings he wanted me to have. It took me 3 strikes and 20 some thing years to some up the courage to let go. To finally say, “I’m done”. I guess he wasn’t ready to hear those words.
The continuous cycle of coming and going had to end on both our parts. No one was to blame and neither were happy. We knew we came to a roadblock and there was nothing left neither. We grew apart. Both of our hearts were in someone else’s hands.
I can solely remember he was the one who always shut me out of h...
He drowns me with all his love. I can’t remember when was the last time I felt like I was on cloud 9. I walk around in a daze.
I dare to stare into his beautiful eyes. It only makes me weak in the knees. He keeps me craving for more and more. The way he looks at me makes my whole body shiver. I could feel him run his energy through me. I lean over to place my ear on his chest. I can hear his heart whispering, “let everything go and trust me”. I’m scared but I give in. I allow him to take control over my mind, body, and soul.
Now I am his...
It was when she woke up that day, she had awaken to everything she had missed out on. She was no longer the little girl who was lost among the crowd. She had visions of flowers and blue skies. She lives with the stars. The sun rays paved a way for her. She walks with her guardian angels hand in hand. No fear instead love surrounds her.
Hope. Something we all have hidden in the back of our minds. It’s that little voice that whispers, “everything is going to be ok, just let go”. Letting go is by far the hardest part of living. Letting go blindly and following something unseen can be very difficult. So keep hope near by and surround yourself with a few awesome people.
It’s not what but who. It’s who makes you feel like your on top when everything else is crumbling around you.
He protects her from the world.
He’s the only person to bust through the wall that she had built so well from bad relationships, childhood pain, and disappointments. She was caught by surprise that this man had strength of 100 Greek Gods. His strength tore every broken word, broken dream, broken thought, and broken story.
Her story is simple. She is a damsel in distress looking for her king.
She is confused as to how this man has made it past the several check points yet still decide to stick around. He must not know what type of adventure he is in for. He must not see the craziness she was created from.
He must know deep down inside something awaits him so he stays. She sees that so...
You don’t understand her. She is beyond the average woman. She walks with her head low and she makes no eye contact. Every step she takes she carries her emotional baggage. Her pain of bad relationships, tears from lost loved ones, the scars from the many back stabbings, her feet feel heavy, and she can’t barely breathe.
She speaks with a few words because her words aren’t respected. She misses who she once was. Where did she go? Who took her soul from her?
She was forced into an existence but to only walk alone.