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kimutegirl89

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United States
28. NdN Girl from Colorado. Been writing since 5th grade. IG: UteGirl89
October 24, 2017
 

Tell me that you’re
Thinking of me.
Right at this
Very moment.
I think I can feel
You think about me.
Tell me so I’ll know
What it feels like.
If I can’t have your
Hands and lips
all over me,
I can settle with me
being the one you
think about late
at night…
So am I on your mind?

   – Kim Santistevan
        (IG: UteGirl89)

RESPECT
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October 23, 2017
 

In some way and
some how
I can’t breathe.
I lost it.
And I need to
Find it to
Bring myself
Back to life.
You took my air.
That very night
Your lips had
Touched mine,
Kisses so deep
Filled with hot
passion and lust.
Hearts racing
Against the clock
In the moments
Underneath the
Moonlight.
Cold shivers
Up and down
My spine.
But the warmth
You gave me,
Your hands
And lips
On my body.
You will be
The very thing
That ends me.
Give me another
And another
Dose of you.
While you leave
Me breathless
Once again…

  — Kim Santistevan
         (IG: UteGirl89)

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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October 21, 2017
 

Stay strong
My dear and
Lonely heart.
We both know
How much this
Hurts and
Who knows
How long it will
Take to be okay.
To finally breathe
And be really okay.
Just stay strong,
Let’s take it one
Moment at a time.
We’re in this
Together.
            - Love, Me

   – Kim Santistevan
         (IG: UteGirl89)

RESPECT
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October 18, 2017
 

please come closer.
narrow in on
this distance.
until i can feel the
heat of your body
and the weight of
your wanting on
top of my chest.
look me in the
eyes and press
your lips on mine.
i'll let your hands
do the wandering.
i need to get
lost in you.
fuck, i've been
waiting for you
for too long…

  – Kim Santistevan
       (IG:UteGirl89)

HUG ME
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October 15, 2017
 

I believe you misunderstood
the woman I am.
I’m not just some
girl you can kiss
and forget.
And I could tell
you didn’t want
me to forget
you either.
Your lips put me
Under your spell.
I swear I can kiss
Those lips of
yours all damn
night
If you wanted.
Please tell me
I’m on your mind.
My lips have
Been calling
Out your name
Every night
Since…

– Kim Santistevan
    (IG: UteGirl89)

KISS KISS
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October 14, 2017
 

You; my drug.
I’m craving
Another night
Of us.
Underneath the
moonlights glow…

  – Kim Santistevan
       (IG: UteGirl89)

GREY AND WHITE
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October 12, 2017
 

I can still taste you.
You slipped it
Between your lips.
Melted when your
Tongue was flirting
With mine.
Bit my tongue to
Make it’s course
Through my veins.
I knew it all
along And I have
to admit
That I need another
Dose of you…
You are poison;
Ruined me
In the most
Lustful way.

  – Kim Santistevan
      (IG: UteGirl89)

I NEED A DRINK
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October 12, 2017
 

There comes a time
When you have to
Stop looking around.
You have to slowly
Look at the person
In the reflection in
The mirror.
Look closely for
As long as you
Need to.
Look deeper than
Your skin.
Beyond what you
Think are your flaws.
Begin to get to know
Yourself inside your
Soul and in your heart.
That person is the
Person who has been
There since day one.
Who’s going to be there
Forever and at the
End of each and
Every day.
Smile at you...

  – Kim Santistevan
     (IG: UteGirl89)

LOVE BLOSSOMING
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October 11, 2017
 

Loving a beast is a
hard task.
It’s never ending
Battles and scars.
But she wouldn’t have
it any other way.
It’s really the only
way she knows.
For every beast
Needs a person who
Can calm their
Souls and their minds.
A person who is
Patient and will never
leave their side.
A piece of their own
Serenity and peace.
And she knows that is
where she needs to be.
Loving a beast
Gently and
Never ending.

   – Kim Santistevan
         (ig: utegirl89)

FACE YOUR FEARS
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October 6, 2017
 

White sheets
and you..
Morning light
creeping in..
Turning over to
see you sleep
You wake up
with a smile..
Playing around to
make each other laugh..
Mornings with you..
My favorite memories...

– Kim Santistevan
      (IG: UteGirl89)

WHITE STRIPES
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October 4, 2017
 

Almost midnight.
And as always
I’m craving you.
A need, a want,
A quench.
Thirsty for you.
To feel you and
You to feel me.
Mentally;
Love me deeper
Than others have tried.
I belong to you
Only if you are willing
To meet me in the
Deep end…

– Kim Santistevan
     (IG: UteGirl89)

FACE YOUR FEARS
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October 2, 2017
 

May we all come together,
Hand in hand.
And let the light and warmth
Of our huge hearts
Surround and give love
To all those whom we cross…

#PrayForLasVegas

–Kim Santistevan
      (IG: UteGirl89)

A CHANCE
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September 28, 2017
 

I’m not sure what I need right now at this moment;
1. 10 hours of sleep
2. A few too many margaritas.
3. A night full of
     a. Disney/Pixar movies
     b. Grey’s Anatomy
     c. Scandal
4. Either by myself or with someone to enjoy it all with (Preferably with company).
5. A whole pint of Triple chocolate ice
cream.
6. All of the above…

INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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September 26, 2017
 

Writing you this letter.
But it’s not a love letter.
Because I don’t love you.
But I loved the nights we
Spent together,
Lust and passion,
Thirst and madness.
Bathed in the moon light.
You’ve crept your
Way in my life.
And now I know of
No other darkness.
The midnight hours,
Memories of us…

– Kim Santistevan
      (IG: UteGirl89)

LOVE NOTE DAY
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September 27, 2017
 

Life has been: life.
Always moving.
Even when it feels
like I’m in slow motion.
Barely moving along
While all I see is
Constant blurs…

– Kim Santistevan
      (ig: UteGirl89)

LOVE NOTE DAY
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September 21, 2017
 

Dear Self,

  I'm sorry for not
being the first and only
person to love you.
I'm sorry for not being
right beside you when
you needed me the most.
I'm sorry for being the
reason and the many
excuses that have lead
to losing you, the real
and authentic you…
I'm sorry for not being
the strongest person
you have always needed…
  I'm trying to find my
   way back to you.
  
           Love, Me

    – Kim Santistevan
       (ig:UteGirl89)

NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 21, 2017
 

stop filling my
head with just
words and all talk.
show me with action
and give me
something real
to hold on to.
I’m tired of waiting
and filling my
heart with paper
butterflies that
eventually
turn to dust.

– kim santistevan
    (IG:utegirl89)

WOMAN
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September 16, 2017
 

Trusted you enough
For me to be the
Real me.
For you to feel
My naked soul,
In the moonlight.
For only your eyes
To see.
I shed it all and
You seen all of me.
Just me and
My messy self.
I know you
Didn't expect this.
But I seen a glimpse
Of your soul.
Filled with seduction
Passion and lust.
You left and now
you're my craving.
Aching for you
and your midnight kisses.

– Kim Santistevan
      (ig: UteGirl89)

GREENPEACE DAY
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September 14, 2017
 

I'm trying to write you
Out of my system.
Some how words and
You go so well together.
And all I've been doing
Is writing these words for you..
But I'm not sure if it's
To write you out of my life
Or to write these words to make you come back to me...

– Kim Santistevan
     (ig: UteGirl89)

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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September 14, 2017
 

His lips were stained;
‪Colors of desire
thirst and passion,‬
‪Mixed with a whole‬
Lot of lust.‬
‪And one single kiss‬,
Of his lips on mine.
He made my entire
Body weak and
‪I knew I would be‬
‪Drowning in ‬him forever…

   – Kim Santistevan
      (ig: UteGirl89)

MY TIME
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September 12, 2017
 

vulnerable, nervous
anticipation.
lips on lips
lust and passion
filled kisses.
a new wander
land of curves
for hands to
claim for keeps.
just for one night.
hands gripping
while our hearts
race and our
breathing quickens.
tongues playing
and teeth biting
leaving memories
and marks on
lips and flesh.
trying to catch our
breathing.
red hot flashes
deep strokes
faster and faster.
new territory
exciting discoveries.

– KimUteGirl
     (ig: UteGirl89)

LET'S KISS
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September 11, 2017
 

They say
Never Forget.
Like it's
Easy to pick
And choose a
Part of history,
To define this
Nation when it
Was at it's knees
In despair and
Countless
Lives lost..
But then they
Turn their backs
On the great people
Who sacrificed and
Whom who killed
And raped and
called Savages,
Kill the Indian
Save the Man;
All they get is
Oh just get over it.
Like that part
Of history
Has been forgotten,
Left in the dirt.
When will America
Count and take
Responsibility
In the hurt that
Caused the lives
Of very First
Native American people…
#NeverForget
But eventually
#JustGetOverIt…

GREENPEACE DAY
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September 2, 2017
 

did you feel that?
that connection
that spark.
between our lips,
tongue on tongue,
drowning deep into
each other,
between our bodies.
falling asleep with
our feet touching.
I know you can't
deny this fact.
we were something,
even if it was just
for one night.

– utegirl89

GREENPEACE DAY
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