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cogirl13

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Writing for 18yrs. Poetry is my most prized treasure •Engaged=D•
December 13, 2018
 

She will come in and
completely wreck you.
with no warning and
like a storm.
you will soon realize
love was never at the
level of love that she
will bring to the table.
her name will forever
be the definition of the
most damaging hurricane
of your entire life.
she will devastate you.
she will keep you
questioning what love is.
you will end up with a
heart so broken,
no other woman will
full fill nor satisfy
what she gave you.
she will haunt you and
she will be the only
one you will be
searching for.
only she can be the
kryptonite of your
heart and soul.
there will never be
another like her.
   –UteGirl89

WOMAN
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December 13, 2018
 

i was not prepared for you.
you came in too strong.
like a hurricane,
you did damage to me.
and i am not the same now.
i let you in,
i was willing to drown
in all that you are.
you have changed me.
your made your mark.
i am still in recovery.
catastrophic damage.

    – UteGirl89

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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December 9, 2018
 

I have always wondered
How you would feel.
It’s been too long since
I’ve smelled your scent.
I want you in my veins.
To drown in you.
For hours into the night.
Your body getting me high.
Never want to come down.
I need to feel your lips
Trace their way down
My curves.
Parting my thick thighs.
A nibble here and a nibble there.
Tease me until I’m begging
For more.
Give it all to me.
These midnight thoughts
Of you keep me company.

     – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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December 6, 2018
 

Too many years passed
After you destroyed me.
That regret was hidden.
I hated that I still loved
You in some ways.
We both moved on.
I had to relearn love again.
Both with someone else
And within myself.
All while you forgot about me.
Our history together.
Permanent and never fading.
Years and years go by.
That regret and loneliness
Sink in deep into your heart.
Am I still flowing in your veins?
Am I all you taste?
Does my smell still linger?
Do my kisses and my lips
Keep you company late
Into the night?
Do the  thoughts of me
And the fantasies you have
Haunt you in your dreams?

  — Haunting You —
          – UteGirl89

RESPECT
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November 29, 2018
 

It’s a little too late for you.
It’s too little too late
For you to love me.
The love I had for you.
When you were too blind
To even see it in my eyes
When I looked at you.
I seen you.
Your soul.
And you didn’t see me.
You threw me out.
Disposed me and recycled
Your feelings through
So many versions of me.
Now you want me back
In your life.
You say the love was always
There and you know now
That I was the one.
Here you are now.
When you don’t have
Anyone in your corner.
How does that regret taste?
How much do you hurt?
How much have you hurt?
To be without me.
And never knowing what
My love for you would have grown to be.
It’s still a little too late.
    – UteGirl89

HEARTBREAK
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November 25, 2018
 

Just love me tonight.
Even though we both
know it’s a mistake.
Fuck me until I can’t
feel my legs.
Make me cum until
I can’t take anymore.
Make me scream
And leave me with
Your bite marks.
All over my ass cheeks
And on my bottom lip.
Memories or mistakes?
I’ll let you choose…

          – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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November 23, 2018
 

isn't it quite funny and life
changing how one song and one
saying can have at one point
in your life.
one second you're really into
this person and telling them
that you won't find anyone
else like them.
and BAM!
they destroy you without even
realizing what they lost and
how much you were actually
worth.
And then you both move on
with your lives.
you think back to that day and
shake your own head at yourself.
for not knowing who that
person really was.
love can really be blind.
no matter the dose.
you learn your lesson.
block people like that out of
your life.
reminding yourself to never
open up completely.
so much for songs that make
you feel and think that you
won't find any...

HEARTBREAK
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November 20, 2018
 

tell me your secrets.
those little truths that you have hidden deep
within your heart.
i promise to not judge but to listen.
reveal how much regret you have endured over
the years of not being able to touch me.
i don't want lies.
don't tell me what you think i want to hear.
give me your honesty.
shed the ego you've been so used to.
tell me the thoughts that creep deep below
the surface.
what you don't want anyone else to know.
the thoughts of me that keep you company
at night over all these years of not
having me in the grasp of your palms.
tell me the troubles were after
i had moved on and you moving to
girl after girl.
you told me you regret losing me
and my love i had for you.
you now ...

WOMAN
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November 10, 2018
 

dear me at fifteen,

i know your heart hurts
love has been cruel to you.
you are at a constant
battle with your body.
curves you wish were not real.
trying to live and love
yourself in a million
different ways.
being a teenager is not
easy one bit.
just keep swimming.
keep going with the current.
you will be able to breathe soon.
you are not drowning.
you are enough.
no matter who says you are
too little or too much.
they do not matter.
your voice matters.
smile more.
no, like really smile.
laugh with everything you have.
you will make it.
i promise you.

   love, me
              – UteGirl89

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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October 29, 2018
 

we were once
kisses and shy smiles.
roses on Valentine's day.
kids who talked every day
on the phone after school.
i put you first and you
took advantage of me.
didn't realize my feelings
i had for you were strong.
played with them and
broke my heart.
you ruined me and i
never fully recovered.
sixteen years of you
pulling me into your
direction like a kid
with candy and me pushing
my walls up guarding
myself from you.
i really don't know
how to just be myself.
how do i unlock my heart
and let you in?
                            – UteGirl89

RESPECT
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October 28, 2018
 

L O V E
four letter word
it can be found,
and can be lost.
new and old.
it is about
being forgotten
and remembered.
new adventure
and feeling familiar.
it could possibly be
near or far.
never ending and
always beginning.
it is everything
all at the same time.

        – UteGirl89

LOVE BLOSSOMING
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September 27, 2018
 

he had lust in his eyes.
he smelled of weed
and a night full of
bad decisions.
my body froze as his
hands ran up my thigh.
my heart beating faster
when his fingers
touched my clit.
our tongues played war
while he bit my lip.
body to body.
no space between.
breathes getting heavier
and I needed more of him.
loud moans escaped
my mouth with each thrust
of his dick making
my body shake.
faster and faster.
harder and deeper.
taking me under and
me willing to go
over the edge.
hours and hours
so many orgasms later.
midnight highs and under
the summer moonlight.
   – UteGirl89

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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September 24, 2018
 

You found me and
Allowed me to unravel.
I have made a home
In your arms
And with my heart
Very close to yours.
And now you can
Call me yours,
Forever and ever.
Plus three days..
Founders keepers.
     – UteGirl89

LOVE BLOSSOMING
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September 22, 2018
 

I’m still trapped
In that night.
With you,
Your lips on mine.
Drowning into you.
Halsey playing
In the living room.
Hours and hours
Loud moans and
You sending me
Over the edge.
Looking up at you
In the light of the
midnight moon.
Your hands on
My waist and
My spine shivering
As your teeth make
Their mark on my
Ass cheek.
Permanent memories.
     
           – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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September 19, 2018
 

Change.
The inevitable comes,
Crashing into me,
Drowning me deep into
It’s depths.
Exhausted and lost.
I don’t know which way
Is up or which way is down.
Can’t find the path,
So I’m right in the same stance.
Oh, this heart of mine.
Fighting with my emotions.
My own heart is playing
games on me...
            – UteGirl89

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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August 28, 2018
 

In darkness and
middle of the night.
our lips locked
in long lasting
kiss after kiss.
your fingers entwined
with mine above my head.
Making me want more,
all while you are
deep within.
heavy breathing escapes
our mouths.
drowning into
each other.
sexually and so
intimately.
being vulnerable
with you is all i want.
you are my high.
              – UteGirl89

NEON WILDERNESS
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August 22, 2018
 

And within
all
   the
       breaking.
The cracks that
  tumble
     down
        down
  up
     and all around,
The light pours
in.

    – UteGirl89

LETTRS CHALK
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August 7, 2018
 

Take me down,
I know what you’re craving.
The hunger in the way
You’re biting my lip.
Taste my lust for you,
That’s dripping
Down my thighs.
Lick it up.
And leave your hand
Grip marks on my ass.

        – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 20, 2018
 

Your arms surrounding me.
Your heart beating
calms and soothes me back to
where we need to be.
Feeling your breathing
help collapse your body
into mine.
Melting into me
Me melting into you.
Holding tight.
This, This, Right here.
This is here we are
meant to be.
        | taste of paradise |

    – UteGirl89

HUG ME
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July 3, 2018
 

“The world is full of chaos
And hatred.” I said.
“Please come into my arms
Let them wrap you up
In everything that is;
warmth and love.”
My reflection replied.

   | Sunflower Magic |

           – UteGirl89

I WISH
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June 24, 2018
 

it's past midnight
and you're on my mind.
nothing new there.
wishing i was with you,
laying next to you.
your fingers grazing
the sides of my curves.
your teeth biting
and hands gripping
onto my ass that
you said you loved.
now i can feel my
face getting red.
i need your lips on
mine and your kiss
getting me high.
so high, making
me moan and my
breathe quicken.
tell me you want me.
tell me you want
to take me down
once more.
let's make it an
all nighter.
i can go for five
more rounds.

      – UteGirl89

IT'S OUR SECRET
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June 15, 2018
 

i know this is wrong
and it's my first time
doing something like this.
i am letting you in,
letting your fingers
wonder between my thighs.
and the way your tongue
plays with mine and the
stinging pain of you
biting on my lower lip.
you are taking a hold
of me and making my
temperature rise.
chills up and down
my spine and my heart
has started racing.
this feels so damn good
to be a bad thing.
the moon paints our bodies
in the colors of lust.
each thrust and gripping
of hands and slapping.
is making my head spin.
take me there,
take me under.
waves and waves of pure
pleasure.

  |midnights in summer 2|

          – UteGirl89

NEON WILDERNESS
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June 14, 2018
 

To be sensitive
And full of emotion.
To have our hearts
Sewn to our sleeves.
To be vulnerable.
It is never a bad thing.
It is brave and courageous.
To be quiet and still,
Present and in the moment.
  I believe this is the
Shakedown we all need.
To not want or need,
But to feel and be seen.
  That is life changing.

        – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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June 14, 2018
 

does my taste still
linger beneath
your tongue?
do you crave another
piece of me when it's
midnight and you
are still awake?
your bite marks are
still traceable on
the flesh of my curves.
maybe it's time you
come here and make
some fresh ones.
branding me as
yours is my new
favorite bad thing.
       – UteGirl89

DARK AND STRIPED
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June 11, 2018
 

I breathe you in
while you take me down.
paint my body,
stain this fortress
of your lust.
let us glow and glisten
in the moonlight.
passion over flowing.
permanent bite marks
of where you discovered
the treasure within me.
branding me as yours.
but only in the
midnights in Summer.

         – UteGirl89

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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June 5, 2018
 

midnight comes once again.
the moonlight creeps in
and knows my secrets.
my sin of wanting you.
your body on top of my body
your lips on my lips.
stealing my breathe
and making my heart race.
you inching open my
thick thighs just for you.
my sweetness is waiting.
i wish i was with you
even just for one
more night.
i'm craving lust.
craving your touch.

    – UteGirl89

MYSTERIOUS PASSION
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May 31, 2018
 

Let’s get lost
in each other.
Naked under the
Moonlight.
Lips on skin
Hands gripping
Here and there.
Bite marks that leave
A night full of dark
Lust and hot desire.
Loud moans and
Throbbing thrusts
Of pleasure.
Complete ecstasy.

  – UteGirl89

PLAYTIME
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May 26, 2018
 

I will surrender
These lips of
Mine to you.
Let’s get lost in
The language
Of kissing.
The way your
Hands grip every
Curve and your
Bite marks leave
A permanent memory.

   •Those Summer
        Nights Under The
      Moonlight•

– UteGirl89

BEAUTY OF LIFE
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May 14, 2018
 

It’s been too long.
I need you.
I need your hands on me,
Running over the
Curves of my body.
Underneath my clothes.
Being naked with you
Under the midnight
Moonlight.
Your lips driving me
Insane and the way
You take the breathe
Out of my lungs.
Please don’t keep
Me waiting…

  – UteGirl89

AMOR
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May 13, 2018
 

Priceless, lasting more
than a lifetime.
Mothers love; nothing
can replace her.

   – UteGirl89

MOTHER'S DAY
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