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Murasaki

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Saudi Arabia
Saudi Arabia
Amature Epiphany writer
May 20, 2019
 

THE HEART PARADOX

Watching somone blindly falling for tricksters who play the victim, a wolf in sheep's clothing.. Is one of the saddest things ever.
Because you just watch that person waltz right towards their doom, you can't do anything about it. It's already been settled. Nothing you say or do would change a mind of someone who's already been taken captive, heart charmed. So you sit back and wait for the inevitable. That moment when they wake up from the dream and see reality for what it is.

You would be sruprised, the veriaity of methods your average trickster have under their sleeves, but the end game is always the same, the causality is always the same, and the result.. Is always th...

WHITE CLOCK
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May 19, 2019
 

A look, that transpired a smile...

A smile, that enchanted my heart...

My heart asked for nothing else.. No one else.

It only asked for you, it whispered to me "this is it. This is who you wanna spend your life with... This is who you wanna have kids with, and this is who you wanna grow old with..."

And in that moment, I knew, that I've found the missing piece of my heart.

What was missing was you.. And for that I say " I do. "

Yours forever...

Love.

FRAME AND FLOWERS
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May 17, 2019
 

"they say humans are social animals they can't live alone... 

But you're kicking it pretty well by yourself... 

I'll tell you, you start feeling lonely in a group, it's better to have real solitude by yourself" - Cowboy Bebop

They say loneliness and solitude can bring about a diffrent mood

I say that shit is clowny cause I've been there and there's nothing new

I feel no emotion like I'm flowing in an Ocean, heart is broken, broken into million pieces cause I left it open. 

And now I'm smarter and I'm harder but my blood went colder

Well I guess that's the pain that comes with getting older. 

And I'm exhausted from the weight that I hold on my shoulders

Seems like my problems star...

HEARTBREAK
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May 16, 2019
 

Dear Summer,

It is an unbareable longing...
To hear your voice on the phone, without feeling your presence next to me.

It's an unbearable longing...
To read your texts, without being able to feel your hand touching mine.

It's an unbearable longing...
To look at your pictures, without being able to embrace you in my arms.

It's unbearable...
For you to tell me "I miss you"... While I'm so far away...

To feel so close, yet worlds apart...
To touch eachother's hearts, but not our bodies...

If I only had a magical wand with me right now, I'd only learn the spell that would teleport me to you now...

If I only had one piece of science fiction technology right now, I'd choose a portal gun an...

HUG ME
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May 14, 2019
 

If i could follow my heart...

I'd travel around the world, I'd go somwhere far far away from all the business of modern life.

I'd wonder, stare and enjoy the little things in life, savoring every picosecond of it.

I'd take her with me, I'd always hold her hand,

I'd kiss her under the moon light, like she's never been kissed before,

I'd dance with her under the lamps of the night streets

I'd unchackle myself from everything that's holding me down, dragging me down, slowing me down.

And I'd finally spread my wings, take off with a shock wave behind me, because the chackles made my wings stronger than ever. And. They are finally free forever.

I'd take her with me, and we'd touch the sky...

REBIRTH
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May 14, 2019
 

Regret...

It is truly the mother of all pain. The thing that makes you wish you had a time machine, and undo the pain.

I Believe everybody goes through it in one form or another, and everyone's pain is diffrent.

For me, My biggest regret is not realizing how much the people who were around me at the time cared about me.

Taking it for granted. Slowly but surely, blinded by my own "inherent Vice" mind.. I failed to see what mattered to me the most.

Who mattered to me the most.

My biggest regret, was not being brave enough to fight for the people I cared about the most. Before it was too late.

Life is extraordinarily short. And the more your grow up, the more you realize how fast the days...

WRITER
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May 12, 2019
 

Dear Summer,

You fell asleep while we are on the phone, so I've decided to write you this letter.

I've missed our late night calls, I've missed how crazy and silly we become when we talk alone.

I've missed your sleepy voice and the way you slowly close your eyes before you fall asleep.

I'm greatful and I'm lucky, to be the last voice you hear, and the last face you see, before you beautifully sleep.

The cutest thing ever...

Thank you for being you.

Thank you for being there for me through thick and thin.

Sleep well my dear. I'll be right here.

"home is where the heart is"

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CUP OF FLOWERS
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May 11, 2019
 

Dear Summer,

I was at the office today... I wanted to gather my things and leave, I opened my bag and I Felt something tucked in there, thats when I remembered, that the letter you gave me when we last saw eachother was there.. Never left my bag since the night you gave it to me. I froze for a moment, not knowing what to feel and after a while I gathered my thoughts and left. 

I reached home, sat down and I was staring at my bag. As if it was pandora's box, I reached to grab it knowing that my heart will race. I opened the inner bocket I kept your letter in, knowing that the shell that I've been trying to build for months now to protect us will fall apart, and then... 

Your perfume was s...

LAST HUG
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May 11, 2019
 

-let down your hair in the sunshine, make me wanna steal the rays of perfect sunshine from the sun above your head.

-let down your hair in the moonlight, hold my hand and  dance with me, till the heavens turn crimson red.

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ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE
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May 11, 2019
 

Ever been in a relationship where it reached a point in it that you have to be careful of everything you say?

And you know it, because that person is right Infront of you and both of you know exactly what's going on, be it as it may, you both are professional "emotional" chess players.

Everything you say will be held against you, and by the time you think of something that person is already two, three steps ahead of you.

It's all well and good, both of you sending pawns to do reconnaissance, looking for loopholes, weaknesses, keeping tabs on eachother, turn after turn, slowly but surely advancing and gathering Intel.

It becomes so advanced that you could almost swear it's on par with int...

MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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May 10, 2019
 

Dear Summer,

In Japanese...

"Watashi" = i

I do not know how you do it. 

I do not know how you warmly melt my heart...

Every moment we've spent talking has been an everlasting beautiful chain of epiphanies, & as it passed by it transforms into an eternal memory. 

I have been searching All my life, I have been wandering, lost in an internal hypnotic wanderlust, I've been fantasizing about you before I even met you. Indulging in my bittersweet daydreams. Wishing to meet someone like you, & words would never make justice of describing how knowing you made me feel. To realize, that someone like you is not just a figment of my fantasy. 

"Watashi No" = My

My mind is trying to make se...

R
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May 7, 2019
 

"Angel of passion... Lend me your strength, for all the nebulas are about to collide... with my humble lips"

-Murasaki

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ANGEL OF PASSION
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May 6, 2019
 

The sound was blasting and people were talking loudly. This wasn't her kind of party. But her friend begged her to come, so here she was. With her friend out of sight, she was just standing there, next to the couch, holding her drink...

As she was thinking to herself "what am I doing here?" as she accidently leaned on the couch next to her and her elbow touched a shoulder. startled she swiftly turned towards the couch to apologize to the person.

"I am terribly sorr.." she muttered as her voice faded away, her gaze was met by strong yet comforting eyes. He was sitting there on the couch leg over the other, he was well dressed but not overdoing it, he seemed like he didn't belong in this club...

WINE
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May 6, 2019
 

Dearest Summer,

I hope this letter finds you and finds you well.

I'd imagine you sitting right now having a nice chilled glass of iced tea in a cozy chair, unfolding this letter and starting to read it, but I can't imagine the expression you would get from reading it. It's so bizzare.

I would imagine you in great detail, sitting leg over the other in a classy way, while your summer dress is slightly moving harmonically from the summer night breeze blowing from the opened window, hypnotizing me.

You'd take a sip from your iced tea and your classy burgandy red lipstick would leave a slight smudge on the tip of your glass.

How I'd love to see you...

I'd take you out for a drive, in a conv...

SUMMER
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May 5, 2019
 

Dear Summer,

It's evening time, and I'm sitting on a terrace by the beach right now writing you this letter, listening to the chatter of my friends, and the sound of the crashing waves gently brushing and cuddling with the rocks on the shore.

And I couldn't help but to think of you, wondering what you up to.

Will it fit to say that I wish you were here? Or would it better to just write you this? While you away? I'm not sure. If you were here with me, would I he able to talk to you like this? And how long of a deep conversation we would have? To reach this level of connection?

My mind is cluttered with unanswered questions.
My heart is savourirng a bittersweet taste..

A taste I will never...

BARE FOOT
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May 4, 2019
 

Daer Summer,

You may not know who I am, but would you believe it if I told you... That I wrote a song about you?

So I thought of writing you a letter, one that won't reach you now, but I hope one day... One day... You'd get to read it.

Forgive my boldness lady Summer, for I have longed for you for eternity.. You've been constantly in my mind. And I hope you don't mind being there, sitting between cluttered messy thoughts, but I'm working on it... And I hope you'd be patient enough for me to clear it up for you.

I'd like to sit with you, set up 2 chairs by the lovely terrace  and a small table Between us, have a cup of coffee and tell you my thoughts.. Just 2 people talking about random s...

SUMMER IS A STATE OF MIND
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