Whatever we get through in life, it builds who we are. And so it does even after now, periodically until we are not physically here anymore. The thing is, there is so many things and people that badly hurt us or even put us through hurtful situations. Some do it absolutely unintentionally. Still, they build us in such a way that they become the pieces that construct all we become.
At first when you think about this you realise that even the worst encounters will be in us forever, with us. Having these people or things that have hurt us in such ways lay on our souls forever, makes us want to dislike who we are very easily. But don't think it that way. I'd see it as strength. How so? Well, ...
I don't like being touched. Let me tell you that I'm not crazy. No. I love the sensation of a touch, at hand, arm, face, wherever it be. I am human like all of you. That beautiful trace of skin on mine is something exceptional and i cheerish it with all my heart. But i also don't like it.
It is confusing i know.
The thing is, being touched for me is something special, knowing i, myself, am very selective of the people i keep close to me, not to consider those who i let touch me, even when it's not intentional. What i mean is the touch, is something very personal and crucial because it's not just a physical action or movement, but it is a way of getting straight to my heart through a brush...
I couldn't move. I couldn't feel anything. I could hear all of it though. It felt so awful, so disappointing to be in that condition. To feel that helpless and disgusted by yourself. I had tested my boundaries in the most thoughtless way, had wronged my body, my soul, my being. I had absolutely disembodied all I stand for and represent. What was I doing? What had i thought this would lead to that I so carelessly and irresponsibly tried it?
Drinking had always been fun to me, something to make me less serious, less constrained inside as I'm very much gathered together (overthinking always works in weird ways, sometimes too extreme). However, I was aware of my limits. Always had been. Always ...
Yes, you beautiful soul. I am not sure how did I get here. I don't know if I even asked for you, but since the universe brought you into my life, after so much pain and so many obstacles and tests I feel like I have started living again. I might have called your name in one of my dreams, in my subconsciousness. I didn't know what I needed, I didn't know if I even needed anything, or what it would be that would fulfill my heart with such joy and motivation, but in some way, you came and did the simplest of things, as you once wrote: "I exist".
Your existence fuels me to want to be better, to want to keep on pushing harder even when my lazy ways want to take over and make me feel...
Such a valuable measure. Or is it?
What do we think when we think of time? Just a value? A number of our life mass? A period of action that either we see happen in front of us, or that we act upon? What is it really? Is it even?
So many questions about time, so many answers too. So not enough, to give a definite meaning, explanation. Eventually, we can't know what time is, because each of us, measures it through our selves. And what ourselves means to us doesn't mean the same to others.
Time that we lose when we don't talk to that one person, time that we lose when we think about someone we can't have, time that we lose when we think "it can wait", time that we lose when we say "i hav...
Dear my little beautiful brother Nolan,
You came in this world in 2011 and all I can say is that you changed me. Thank the universe that brought you to me. Thank you for bringing light in my dark and lonely life. When i saw your little, tiny hands moving so unconsciously, your beautiful big eyes moving rapidly, trying to understand what had happened, it was a miracle.
Never had I thought that you would bring such a joy. Never had I imagined how amazing it would be to have you around l. But now I get it.
You are a blessing, the one I never thought I needed even though I asked for you. I didn't actually feel the need to have a sibling, I just followed what others would say; that I was sup...
I couldn't breathe. If someone would've told me I'd feel like that because of you before, I wouldn't have believed them ever. In fact I'd probably have laughed on their face. But there I was, lingering, holding after the air which was nothing in that particular moment and so...I fell. It was you stepping in, looking into my eyes like you were searching for something. I always know people, even when I don't, blame my intuition for that, but with you it's a whole new challenge. It's a whole foreign ground. It's like being a deer in headlights, scared of what will happen but damn well you want to look further, to see more. You need more. It's like you start craving it and nothing can hold you ba...
I see you
I see your smile that shines brighter than every star in the night sky, whenever you taste the freedom you so much love.,
I see the way your eyes dance with the sunlight when you're running towards your dreams,
I see your beautiful heart that shakes the ground with its endless passion every time you get to be in the place you so call "home",
I see your soul in every word you sing with such inspiration, oh how lucky your muses are to have their name sweetened with such sentiment,
I see you suffering from all the pain your heart has to go through, a pain that an angel like you doesn't deserve to experience,
I see you my dear, feeling tired from being torn apart every time you th...
Oh my God. Mr. Paulo Coelho just added me as a penpal. Oh my God. I'm having the biggest fangirl moment of my entire life. I'm literally shaking. Wow. Goodness gracious i can't stop writing how shocked and happy i am right now. I can't.
Wow....so long not coming here. I guess these 2 years many things happened. I for sure have grown a lot spiritually, emotionally and also intellectually. And as much as I can see even Lettrs has changed and became bigger. I always knew this creative network had potential to become an amazing place for every writer that aspires to change the world with his/her words, the same way as it happened with me. And I'm happy and proud for this.
To me life has been pretty good. Of course the struggles have been there, but when you mature, you also realize that many things that you saw in the past as scary and impossible to overcome, are in fact absolutely possible to be won over and you must know th...
It is like colours.
If you mix them right a new beautif colour is created.
If you drop too much water, they fade and loose their life.
If you see carefully, each of them is unique, but omly together they make magic true.
It's your touch
It's your breath
It's your lips that take me away
It's your voice
That I hear
It's the shivers that you give
It's the way you look at me
That i can't tell if this is real.
There's so much in my head
I just want to make it clear
I just think that's what I need
but you make me change complete
into someone I have missed.
Everything I thought I need
Goes away fades indeed
Except our love that remains clear.
it's magic. It's inspiring, but also it's not a cup of tea. When you love someone, you know your real self. You are the best of you in the presence of that love. You appreciate every moment and second that you spend together. There are a lot of things that can hurt or doubt the love between two people, but if it's written, you can't change it. You may put yourself in pain and vain just to try and stay far from love, but heart screams. It shouts the name of your love and nothing can stop you think of it. Hearts aren't always loyal. They talk to us, but it is uo to us wether we listen the good or the bad thomgs it says.
So when you love the one, you will know it. At the first moment your ...
What a cliche that you drive me crazy. Since we met, you knew I fell head to feet in the sea of love. You smiled to me warmly took my hand in yours and warmed my soul with your sweet words. You brought joy to me. Inspired me.
When you came closer, slowly, I got paralysed. There wasn't anything else that mattered in that moment. I got a bit scared and shy, but you smiled and took the fear away from me. And then only a small bravery separated us. We moved in the same time to each other lips and kissed. I loved the amazing taste of love. How you sent me into another universe. Heavenly a small miracle that will never fade away. How is this possible. How can first time be so spe...
Your breathtaking touch
Your warm hand
Your blue eyes
Your sad face
Your bright smile
Your weird laugh
Your innocent heart
Your lovely voice
Your secure arms
Your great hug
Your thoughts and dreams
The way you drive me crazy
The way you play around
The way you look away
thinking deep thoughts being lost in your universe
confident of what you belive
needing your best friend
wanting the same life back again.
I lost someone about a month ago. It was my grandpa the very best part of me. But this loss of him shot me hard in everything. It hurted me really heartlessly. I don't know why but now that I am writting this letter, my hands shake and my eyes fill in tears. It's a bit of a cliche but in everything I do, he is there. I loved him so much and he loved me too in a priceless way. When my parents and grandma went to work, it was he that stayed with me, helped me, went with me for a walk, adviced me and for some reason I feel that if he wouldn't have existed, I would be nothing. I wouldn't even be here right now living this amazing life. He was ready to do anything I wanted even though he was ol...
It's a game where no one wins,
It's a challenge which must be taken,
It's a joke that should be laughed,
It's a field full of flowers whose smell must be breathed,
It's a book that must be read,
It's a movie that must be seen,
It's a music that must be heard,
It's a trip that must be travelled,
It's a love that must be felt,
It's a disappointment that should be overcomed,
It's a rollercoaster ride that can blow your heart from joy and fear,
It's a race that must be ran,
It's a letter that must be written,
It's a picture that must be captured,
It's a view that must be drawn,
It's a memory that must be never forgotten,
It's a diary that must be updated,
It's a wish that must be completed, ...
I listened a song and i can't take it out of my mind. And i don't know if this is the best or the worst that could happen now,but it's reminding me of you. And because of you i can't sleep now. I just can't close my eyes. I am afraid to do it. I am afraid of thinking that sleeping will throw me to the world where everything between us is possible. Than I'll be even more hurted than now, because that extraordinary reality is going to end faster than the real one. Then I will feel more pain. Than I'll be thinking if am i really living in front of you now. Am I really living in front of you, because i can't belive that us changed so fast. So unpredictably from two fools in love, into two foreign...
You may never read this, but i have to tell you...
Every time i see you there, my soul cries out the need to be with you just like stars can't show up without the moon,
Every time your eyes meet mine, i see your amazing world opening in front of me, inviting me in,
but something freezes my whole body,
Every time you smile,
an arrow burning bright with your happines,
hits my heart and makes me fly with you.
Just like a nebula of a star, my wish to be with you explodes
It borns just like sun in the dawn of a special morning which must never end,
I want to dance with you in eternity just like summer breeze does with flowers in the early morning,
I need you to know that even if the birds won't...
I see you
I see the beautiful eyes shinning brightly your precious soul
I miss when you said i like you to be with me forever
I miss your touch in my hand giving me electricity through every part of me
I can't explain the pain of missing you in my life
and all i can say is that I'll always and forever ...
Oh hi again,
Well I am really young, 14 years old, but I really like a very handsome boy in my class. It's been 3 years that I like him and every time I look at him, I feel like something hits me hard in my heart and my head. It's ironic the fact that he is the kind of popular boy that any girl likes, but I know him really well and feel bad about the attractive bad girls making his brain a total mess. We have been such good friends ,but like with magic, he hardly speaks any word to me now. My brain says I have to stop hurting my soul and forget thinking about him, but my heart betrays me telling that he is so special and that I feel something strong for him. It's like this feeling is so deep ...
I am new here in this app, but mentioning the fact that I really enojy writting I am sooo deeply in love with this friend. Writting letters, sends me to my favourite centuries. 18th and 19th century were so amazing. Everyone expressed their feelings and experiences with this intellectual and romantic way called letter. It may be a blank thin page, but things written here can change a person, a heart or even the world. So all I will say is thank you the creator of this amazing app for bringing such an amazing idead to life.