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“Because sometimes lying under the trees and walking barefoot on the earth is the most spiritual thing you could ever do in your life.”
“Sorry I wasn’t in the mood to be a person today, sorry I forgot to keep a conversation, sorry my soul needs ironing. Give me a moment, a day or a so. It’ll be good. I’ll brush my hair and change my clothes. I’ll laugh a lot. I’ll say important things. It’ll be good.
Why don't people like me
This is why I turn to my pets
They love me more then anything in this world
I like animals more then people
Animals have real hearts and people have fake ones.
I rather cuddle with a puppy then a stupid guy any day v
Why do I even exist?
Why do I sleep so much?
Why do I push people away?
Why do I love too much?
Why do I give too much?
Why do I dream too much?
Why do I never say enough?
Why do I belong here?
Lately having crazy dreams mixed into one dream.
Getting taken by a tornado.
Dating a guy I have no idea who he is.
Living in this big house.
People I don't even know.
X friends I'm not friends with. My crush is suddenly appearing in certain places of these dreams. Need my teddy bear to keep me safe from this horrid dreams.
Moana: They have stolen the heart from inside you. This is not who you are. You know who you are.
I’m the girl who loves my island. I’m the girl who loves the sea. It calls me.
Wish my letters were as good as everyone else's. mine are just pointless.
Lettrs staff can add this feature where we can see how many pen pals we follow and can you fix it where I can see how many lettrs I've written.
Another sleepless night
When will I dream again
Just wanna think about nothing
Just wanna clear my mind
Sigh I just wanna sleep
Last night had a multiple of different sets of dreams
The cast of grey's anatomy and Harley Quinn and the joker and people I'm not friends with anymore. Anyways Harley and joker kidnapped those people who aren't my life anymore not sure what happened to them. Then this guy who treated me like crap every single day came into the dream I didn't make eye contact with him nor did I talk to him. When a lady asked have you talked to him yet. I'm like nope. Then he suddenly left the picture after that. Maybe joker kidnap him too I hope.
Had a dream last night
about Christian and I
He took me to this room it was completely dark. Then all of a sudden he turns on these twilight lights and there's flowers everywhere where you can't even walk. And asked me to marry him. Of course I said yes!!
Then he opened a Tiffany box with a ring 💍 absolutely gorgeous. Placed it on my finger. Then we kissed.
See I told you I'm in love with him. He's my dream guy.
My Christian grey is on a stamp!! It's like you guys answered my thoughts. He's so dreamy. He's mine mine mine mine.
I never liked anything about myself
My body, my legs, my stomach.
I find myself annoying
No one likes me
No one wants to be my friend
I feel like I bother people
I always talk myself down
Wish I lived a different life
Is Mr. Grey the type of man that wouldn't judge a girl on her weight.
Pretty sure he wouldn't even look at me.
Or know that I'm alive.
“Anastasia Steele. I love you. I want to love, cherish, and protect you for the rest of my life. Be mine. Always. Share my life with me. Marry me.” I blink down at him as my tears fall. My Fifty, my man. I love him so, and all I can say as the tidal wave of emotion hits me is, “Yes.”