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You don't see
What I see
You'll never know what it's like
The pain the heartache
Life is full of darkness
Wait it's just my life
Everyone's life is bright and colorful
Why can't mine be that way
I asked why her
Why can't it be me
Just wanna know why it can't be me
Aren't I good enough
“Maybe everybody in the whole damn world is scared of each other.”
An involuntary series of visual, auditory, or kinesthetic images, emotions, and thoughts occurring in the mind during sleep or a sleeplike state, which take the form of a sequence of events or of a story, having a feeling of reality but totally lacking a feeling of free will.
What does it mean when you dream about a garden?
A beautiful garden in glorious bloom is said to represent the psyche and the growth of the soul; the transition from earthly realms to heavenly planes, and peace and harmony. A sparse, weed-infested garden suggests that the spiritual needs of the dreamer should be tended
Absolutely loved Beauty and the Beast, have you seen it yet. Simply enchanting.
Lately been filled with so much anger and hate.
It makes me sick.
Want this pain to go away. Nothing will ever fix this situation.
“I know when not to read an article. Is it going to help my day? Is it important for my life? If the answer is no, then I just don’t click…. I’m careful about getting sucked into the rabbit hole that is the Internet because, as a songwriter, I don’t have the option of having thick skin. As a writer you have to be open to everything, and that includes pain, rejection, self-doubt, fear. I deal with that enough on my own. If you look hard enough, you could find somebody on the Internet criticizing every single thing about you. If you’re me.”
- taylorswift for Glamour Magazine (2014
These days there are millions of ways for people to tell you how to be, how to act in public, what’s cool, what’s not cool, what’s beautiful, what’s not. And it’s really easy to become completely preoccupied by the idea of trying to be cool. You have a lot of people who will try and make you feel like being cool is being unaffected, and unexcited, and cynical, and chill. But do you know what I think is being cool? It’s being happy
To a person with sense, I sing wise things:
deep is the pure air, the sea’s water
does not rot, delightful is gold,
and it is not lawful for a man, with gray old age
beside him, to recover blooming youth.
Yet the luster of mortal excellence
does not diminish with the body; rather,
the Muse sustains it.”
(irəˈdes(ə)nt), adjective | In our list of most beautiful words in the English language, iridescent is the most mystically colorful in the spectrum of vocabulary. Iridescence describes the change of color at different angles. Most importantly, it focuses on the luminosity projected by each color. Its beauty is also found in its sound; just say the word. Uttering the word evokes enough beauty, but defining the word establishes an ethereal quality of color found in nature, such as that of a rainbow, seashells or soap bubbles
me: *keeps creating dramatic love scenarios at night and can’t fall asleep*
It’s important to be self-aware about what people are saying about you, but even more so, be very aware of who you actually are, and to have that be the main priority
- Taylor Swift
The dance between darkness and light will always remain— the stars and the moon will always need the darkness to be seen, the darkness will just not be worth having without the moon and the stars.
C. JoyBell C.
Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.
There are darknesses in life and there are lights, and you are one of the lights, the light of all lights.
Bram Stoker, Dracula
“There’s an old poem by Neruda that I’ve always been captivated by, and one of the lines in it has stuck with me ever since the first time I read it. It says “love is so short, forgetting is so long.” It’s a line I’ve related to in my saddest moments, when I needed to know someone else had felt that exact same way. And when we’re trying to move on, the moments we always go back to aren’t the mundane ones. They are the moments you saw sparks that weren’t really there, felt stars aligning without having any proof, saw your future before it happened, and then saw it slip away without any warning. These are moments of newfound hope extreme joy, intense passion, wishful thinking, and in some case...
“Hatred paralyses life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it.”
Martin Luther King, Jr.
I hope you’re drowning in your tears like I did. I hope you’re in agony that seems endless. I hope you feel like you’ve lost everything like I did.”
One of the most hurtful feeling is when somebody ask you if you’re okay but you can easily see in their eyes that deep down they don’t fucking care”
“Red is such an interesting color to correlate with emotion, because it’s on both ends of the spectrum. On one end you have happiness, falling in love, infatuation with someone, passion, all that. On the other end, you’ve got obsession, jealousy, danger, fear, anger and frustration.“